I’m an old, overweight, sperg. I’m in my 40s. Had I been exposed to the transgender culture that we have now as a young man I may have trooned out. I’m glad that I didn’t because life as a cisgender man isn’t nearly as complex and demanding as those of both cis and trans women.
I have a mild case of AGP. I have only ever screwed women but every female that I have ever slept with has shoved a dildo up my ass. One time this happened while I was fully dressed as a girl in a dress, panties, and full makeup.
Now I live as a celibate male. Society lets me exist and be old and fat and no one stares at me, pities me, or hates me.
In actuality I’m not bad looking for a man of my age but I could stand to lose 30-50 pounds. I’m not Chad but I am tall so I may be an older Brad.
Consider aging and how it will affect your life down the road. Also, you will be a different person at 40. Keep this in mind.
I have been described as a “colossal faggot” and “a real faggot”. I describe myself as half retarded. Feel free to call me names and bully me.
Also, can I identify as a queer or would that not be correct?

sorry but I'd rather be a tranny than a 40 year old man

>>40176890 (OP)
>I’m in my 40s
>I have only ever screwed women but every female that I have ever slept with has shoved a dildo up my ass
hope you're not part of those middle aged couples that to pegging porn. otherwise i might have jerked off to your ass getting plowed

>these threads
>right after those threads and those posts
lol so obvious

>>40176890 (OP)
thank you for saving society from another hon

>>40176890 (OP)
I'm young, thin, not a sperg. I'm in my 20s. I'm also a virgin.

>>40176890 (OP)
how long before you start hrt? are the attacks getting worse?

>>40177035
Your welcome. At 6,2”, with huge man hands and a strong brow ridge I would have been a hon.

>>40177122
What attacks? No plans for HRT just a cat maybe.

>>40177394
this board is brainwormed and thinks everyone with any tranny impulses will end up john50'ing, which is obviously self fulfilling

>>40176890 (OP)
i'm old and i'm glad i did

>>40177425
even the average woman doesn't keep up all the skirts and makeup and hair shit
functionally, women detransition about their 40s

>>40177404
Way too much of the tranny community is devoted to convincing people to troon out using debate tactics

>>40177442
Their loss

>>40177447
yes, by trannies own argument they are evil, if being a tranny is so difficult

>>40176890 (OP)
yeah life is simpler as a cis man, its also emptier and pointless. great you're a fat old man? now what? drink and work yourself to death? none of us envy you.

worst case scenario if transition fails, you just detransition and spend 5k on a masectomy, who cares.

>>40177442
i’ll be a pretty hag even when i’m gray

>>40177442
i mostly manmode but enjoy the effects of hrt on my body.

>>40177394
lol

>>40177492
>your life acquires meaning if you become an old man ~with tits~

>>40177492
My life isn't empty nor is it pointless. I'm not trying to inspire envy and I'm working on drinking myself to death. Thanks.

>>40177442
Most women are having kids in their 40s instead of 20s nowadays. The timeframes for everything have been pushed way later so women will be behaving like teenagers in their 60s soon.

>>40176890 (OP)
if you're on this board writing posts about it then i think there's a part of you that isn't glad you never trooned out

>>40176890 (OP)
trannies were around back then, you just didn’t have dysphoria so you didn’t pursue transitioning.
>Consider aging and how it will affect your life down the road
I have
https://www.tiktok.com/@mardipantz
Aging as a tranny who transitioned early in life isn’t much worse than aging as a foid. If you have GD it’s certainly preferable to aging into an old man.

>>40179303
Let's say a 24-year-old trans woman who transitioned at say 19 turns 44. Her life will be vastly different from mine for a large number of reasons, but let's say that she ends up in a similar situation to mine. I can't say for sure because I don't know all of the variables, however, I have come to peace with being a man and the AGP has deceased in intensity with age. Staying in my XY biological gender has been much easier and obstacle free. As a 18 year old kid had I the knowledge that trans folks have today I probably would have troooned out and regretted it. I can go to my grave knowing that I am a damaged person who was the victim of chance and in my case bad parenting and yet forgive everyone. Can you do the same?

>>40177492
Life as a cis man isn't pointless, you just don't see it like that since your a probably tranny and that's not what you wanna do so its empty for you.

>I can go to my grave and pity myself, are you able to do the same?
I can, but what's the point exactly? Why does being to pity oneself make your choice the best one for you?

>>40179666
i do not plan on dying

>>40179615
For me personally even if (and that’s a big if) my dysphoria was reduced to a level where I could tolerate my body masculinizing and living as a man, I think I would still deeply regret being on my deathbed without having ever tried to become the person I wanted to be. I don’t think the path of least resistance typically leads to a fulfilling life.
I don’t really have anyone to blame/forgive for being a tranny except maybe God, I have good parents and didn’t get groomed or anything.