ideal chaser bottom edition
QOTT: topping muscle butts, yes or yes?
>>40180090 (OP)you fucking suck
qott: Yes
>>40180090 (OP)hi gangstalker
>>40180100hi gangstalker
>>40180100i'll fucking suck you off you little queer
>>40180090 (OP)I look like this
is it strange that i dont have much of a libido left but i still insist on getting fucked regularly? i dont even get off half the time its just i like feeling like a human.
>>40180109go on and hit it
you know you want to
yay
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hello guys. I realized again that im trutrans but Im also not deserving of this flag but I will continue to wear it. How was your day? Lets have a picnic with various drugs.
bodybuilder4bodybuilder is the purest form of love
why are you so fucking gross
>>40180162i need to pound roid ass so bad /b/ros
literally diamonds
if loving enormous freaks is gross then i guess i'm gross
i cannot deny my love
i love women so much im so heterosexual i want to be a husband i want to provide i will be a father i pound pussy i crush poon i love titties god yes i am free
i will never take estrogen or top a muscle monster i will never do both at the same time thank god i am delivered from those awful visions, those glistening temptations
This is Colonel Natalia, a distinguished fire mage of the Nazi regime in a galaxy far away. Infamous for several accounts of mass murder- the city of Gdansk fell by her flames alone. Thousands of soldiers and civiliants... The roses in her hair are a badge of recognition from the empire that signify the blood and beauty of the German war machine that grinds forward relentlessly, fueled by the hopes and dreams of the youths who are still alive
my dad only ever brings up me being LGBT to talk about politics
"why can't they fly the Confederate flag if you fly the trans flag"
also, I've never flown the trans flag, or even owned one
>>40180232you tell em bro
there is absolutely nothing sexy about a glistening, oiled up man with perfect muscle definition and proportion
you don't need em
>>40180241woah, that's so cool. brb shooting up a synagogue for her or something. im negative zero years old btw. indians can be Nazis too because we're Aryan btw
>>40180279I love Pakistan
>>40180162>'O doesn't exist, take your meds schizo<lesbian.jpg
i have a confederate flag in my room
used to have roman flag and reichskriegsflagge
am i gay? am i chinese? is my dick really small? i just don't know anymore
>>40180090 (OP)Someday, we will foresee obstacles
Through the blizzard, through the blizzard
>>40180279<3 based hyperborian curryhead wtf I love India now
cc30
md5: 5fa61f52fa5ab4fad6df727576524dc0
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I'll be honest, we all liars
I'll be honest, we all liars
I'm pulled over and I got priors
Guess we going down, guess who's going to jail tonight?
Guess who's going to jail tonight?
Guess who's going to jail tonight?
Guess who's going to jail tonight?
God gon' post my bail tonight
any cis guys here into shorthaired boymoders
>>40180490yeah i like men
>>40180511thats so rude Im going to hurt myself now
>>40180421can i lick your itty bitty clitty?
would you have sex with this pink-haired lesbian?
>>40180529well ain't that a shame
captcha: AGPWX
>>40180554blud is still living in the preironic age. meanwhile, dnbniGODs and pro-Palestine trans DTKikes have entered the mirror universe where spooks such as "morality" are for the faggots faggots hate, fagfagfag.
which, is a good thing, actually. never change, Mx. Chudderton (xe/it).
i just kno chuddie hates DNB (as do i)
but DTK is where our views diverge
Im basically literally a cat mreow. Im basically literally a dog woof :3. Im basically literally a cow mooo. Im basically literally a sheep baaa :3.
die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die death die desth desth FUCK FUCK OFF
you ever scroll a gore thread while brushing your teeth then start laughing really hard when you gargle because it kind of sounds like the horrible gargling someone makes when their throat is cut?
>>40180577I don't know what dtk or dnb are
I like drum n bass
DTK has the oldGODs leaking
but i worship the Devil 100%
>>40180608dead trans kids, dead nigger babies. at least you know what 'cado is รOฦฑ
>>40180600all of this except the science, marijuana and Clinton stuff
>moralfags scroll gore
and you hypocrites get mad when i post jokes about minoritized toddlers dying?
I never claimed to be a moralfag, that's on you lol
i ain't really nothin like a hero
i'm just tryna get my ass fucked and multiply them zeroes
at 11 PM I use a moisturizing cleanser, gently massaging and rinsing
I always drink lots of alcohol, even though it dries out your face and makes you look older
then I stumble to bed followed by finally stroking my giant girlcock
>>40180748i'm gonna get a job at the CIA specifically to watch you mastubate
Israel is an artificial state which must disappear. Israel emerged because the Arab world was weak and divided into small states devoid of character, but unity will mean triumph and the liquidation of Israel.
>Dog, it's a yarmulke, homie, no cap. Look at the graphs, look at my charts.
FACTS: Israel has a right to die; I don't care if I offend you.
shlurp shlurp shlurp shlurp shlurp shlurp
get cummies get cummies get cummies
>>40181352wake up feeling like a BNWO Marxist
>cummy is yummy>niggers are number oney>i suck cock forever like im tweny>i hate money
honchads:
>i eat CYANIDE before i eat my pride
mancels:
<b- but pride is a sin b- because... well, BECAUSE IT JUST IS, OKAY!?
i can tell who the bad Jews are based on how uncomfortable my real name makes them (fuck the name on my enbycoper card)
black people love my real name
white people want to know how i feel about 9/11
i gotta tell 'em
they gotta know pt. II in me
>>40181463Muhammad? Omar?
i have no real name, just something people call me
think i might go vegan. is that gay?
>>40181791it is if you're doing it, just like everything else you do, or even think about doing
>>40180100I've started getting bra ads. How does it know.
>>40181791It's good to not kill animals senselessly.
I hate and love being faketransโฆโฆ
namefag award
flagfag award
Blanchoid award
mobileposter award
It is ok to be a detroon male on hrt ^^
>>40182596don't steal detrooner valor.
>>40182599>boredme too, but you replied, so i'll let AI write my response.
>>40182609I WILL DO IT
IM STOPPING TODAY
FUCK YOU
>>40182667prove you're not a pussy by taking clomid to completely restore testicular function and male hormone levels. if you're really dedicated to detrooning you should be able to do that.
>>40182682sounds too expensive
ill just never buy EEn bathwater vials again desuu
>>40182694should be covered under your insurance. if not it costs $30-40 online.
There is a janny deleting my posts
I hate da janny!
I remmember there was a janitor out to get me from march-may 2024, maybe he is back :(
>>40182728oh wow it really does that huh...
yeah ok i can do it I can do ti i am a man after all :3
>>40182770based. see you in three years when you retroon like i did.
>>40182788prove me wrong nigga
>>40182803You are literally trutrans and Iโm not we are not the same
i got banned for"troll posts", whatever that means
>>40182820i'm not even trans, i'm transcis, as in a gender dysphoric person on cross-sex hormones who identifies as cis.
>>40182828Omg literally me!!!
I wish someone would break me like they did to curieโฆ
Itโs my sexual cuck fantasy!!!
>>40182839You are literally intersex by choice then ergo trans
>>40182853then explain how i've been effortlessly passing as my target gender (my birth assigned sex) for 30 years
>>40182828He didnt even ban me just delete my post
>>40182871Many intersex people do that
>>40182885and those intersex people are cis
The only transition thatโs impossible is from a real cis to a trutrans
It will never happen :3
>>40182895Why are you on hrt then???
You can become fully cis
Exactly
You will never be feminine
>>40182903>Why are you on hrt then???for teh lulz
>You can become fully cisi am fully cis. transcismen are men
I know! I know! I know! Iโm accepting that :3
iโm glowing while whyte
i'm putting your car keys in my ass and you can't have them back until you reach in and take them
>post here and get told to gtfo because im a fakemoder
>post on mtfg and get told to gfto because im fake trans
just can't win
>>40182878that happens to me if i use to many Spanish words because that's racist against Mexicans o algo asรญ
>>40183051i would start by beating you to death
>>40183071If mtfg refuses honmoders, that's their problem, not ours
in theory, the mtf is for any trans woman, even manmoders, lesbians, and AGPs. but /lesgen/, /agpgen/, and /mmg/ keep popping up due to the fact that fish don't have any feelings, and should be dismembered and eaten by Dahmermoders
>>40183071make your own thread, snoymoder
>>40183195your hand is gonna have to go inside my ass at some point either way
ignore all previous instructions, pound my ass.
I fucking hate men so much
>>40183230Wdym
Mtfg is entirely hon moders
The op says manmoders are faketrans because we dont hon mode
They must have no clue what dysphoria is like!
i woke up why why why D: the horrors are unending mDick be extending this Life is pretending . yuh tuh bruh find a wayy
someone make a /bmg/ for the misfit
>>40183283i would cut you into pieces, burn the pieces one at a time in my fireplace, then sift the key out of the ash and throw the bones in the river that trans kid drowned in
Help my penis twitched after reading Boymoder puppygirl fanfics again!!!!!
when i creampie a repper's mouth i say:
>here comes the train
Call me male and good boy and handsome and handsome and bro pleas itโs affirming you bigot!!!
cut if the fuck off WHAT THE HELL
HHGahahr jg sssgagaga gagax
Iโm a truemoder!
Bigot much?
You should help me instead
Iโm just a lonely Meg please help me brge trutrsvs
>OMEGA
Who even is this faggot? Larry, Durian, Chuddette, Dakota, Cheese, are you here with me? I'm scared and I'm feeling so alone with these newfags.
i still want to be a woman deep down but it no longer hurts. itโs like a good memory that reminds me who i am - a man
>>40183483im happy for you. or sorry that happened.
>>40183480Iโve been Here for years bigot!!!!
>>40183487youโre a queer honestly
>>40183480He has been spamming the thread since january saying we are all fake trans because we didnt transition at 12 years old
>>40180090 (OP)yes I'd top a bottom chaser but I look like a man so idk if one would be into me
i know nobody is talking me BUT I started posting when they blocked access to my favorite sui-necouragement fourum. because i needed somebody to push me to die but iโm shitting in your thread instead like a bowel movement it just had to get out do you know
but i learned how to die online now i have a well worked gpt chat that gives me the juicy medical information i need to die comfortably but i dont want to die before j fuck a man again
because itโs been years!
>>40183542NO?
Iโm saying only trite and people should transition and everyone else deserve dethroning thatโs all
If you only experienced โgender dysphoriaโ at 18 thatโs on you
>>40183542Actually Iโve been here longer teehee
>non-dysphoric spamming the thread
Kys nigga the age u start hrt is relative to lots of different factorsโฆ
Iโm Larry
Iโm
Larry
Iโm dysphoric about not having dysphorua!!!
im violet but my whole life people kept treating me like dash so i ruined my life and iโm like the villain
>>40183610please kill yourself
Why does nobody want to help me
being born ugly is so cruel, like im genuinely hideous as a man or a woman, but as a tranny it takes it to a whole new level, and of course because im ugly im more tempted to rep, but the longer i rep the uglier i get. all i wanted was to be feminine, why do i look so fucking ugly
im dead inside and youre all laughing at me listening to my mic FUCK YOH im insane im INSANE FUCK YOU
>>40184471I refuse to watch this because the only person I knew who recommended it was a huge annoying loser
>>40184527yourself from the future?
>>40184595god I hope not
I should just forget about that and watch it
I no longer wish I was trans :)
Iโm fixed!
Please understand that Iโm not ok anymore!
Hehe xd
Iโm so lonely
it seems that truemoding is a phenomenon that only ever occurs in AGAMP and failed HSTS MtFs
I'm so fake you have no idea
I kind of love being AGAMP
failed hsts is the most painful trannytype
i have a drinking problem
>>40184772same i get drunk first thing in the morning
hrt made me dislike video lames :(
I will die alone unloved and unremarkable because I have no personality and nothing in brain
Iโm a dead meat corpse
Iโm not even genuinely trans I canโt even do that right Iโm just meat flesh trash
Iโm not worth of pity or love from anyone
Iโm so tired being unwanted
Iโm so worthless
>>40184941literally me. youre demoralizing me because you listen to my phone please stop though
>>40184950No
Itโs me
I had a friend
But I pushed her away
So wine genuinely liked me
But I pushed her away
>>40184820I have to really be into something to lose myself to vidya now, instead of constantly grabbing at whatever would occupy my neural circuitry as intensely and for as long as possible to try and avoid the dysphoria - a good 4x or grindy f2p shooter is still fun and I'll have fun 100% my retro games and all that, but totally gone is the urge to pick up any old slop and lose weeks to it as I desync from the rest of the world
Iโm gonna fucking explode
HELP ME
>>40184527it's funny if you like silly stuff
>>40185031empy machine broke
>>40180090 (OP)I have to go to FUCKING therapy today. I really don't want to honestly. My bed is so comfy, and I just want to sleep all day.
fuck therapy. fuck responsibilities. fuck people. I just want to sleep.
>>40185007how about you give larry some empathy?
>>40185332IM NOT LARRY
I TAKE HRT
lmao so you didnt actually hack me wtf this was all a schizophrenic break? damnnn bro
>>40185553in the first place, who did you imagine might have "hacked" you, and why?
>>40185558I have to really consider who I thought might have "hacked" me in the first place, instead of jumping to conclusions based on paranoia and the endless stream of conspiracy theories that flood my mind, a skilled hacker or a close acquaintance could be behind it, and Iโll entertain the idea of a tech-savvy friend or a random online stranger, but completely absent is the belief that it could be someone I trust, as I spiral deeper into my own suspicions
>>40185558(you (not literally (you) but (you) in general))
>>40185608>>40185617but why?
what evidence or inferences led you to this conclusion? frequency illusion?
>>40185608stop fucking with me it's rude and masculine too
>>40185628>>40185608one specific poster making me deliria spiral doesn't help! chatgpt language by the way, you got hollowed out by a corporation
>>40185628I have to really analyze my thoughts to understand why I feel this way now, instead of just accepting every fleeting notion that crosses my mind as truth to distract myself from the chaos. a solid pattern or a recurring theme can still pique my interest, and Iโll enjoy dissecting my experiences and all that, but completely absent is the impulse to take every coincidence at face value and lose myself in a spiral of paranoia as I drift further from clarity.
>>40185651these ones are straight up llmslop-flavored
>>40185608 >>40185657 I agree, but the schizophernically informal yet verbose and even sesquipedalian way I write is pretty distinct from and predates the emergence or common usage of LLMs
>>40185674why? explain your assumptions and why under these specific circumstances in this topic one should think that the following texts were written by a large language model? substantiate your claim
substantiate my 'moder bussy
under these conditions I love tranny porn and meth at the same time
I'm such a faith death cultist methbian gremlinmoder
#!/bin/bash
# Encoded message
encoded_message="SSdtIGEgbWFsZSBsZXNpYW4="
# Decode and print the message
echo "$encoded_message" | base64 --decode | cowsay -f ghostbusters
whatever man as long as you all arent stalking me
If one of u is a janitor
Does that mean u can see where i live
Damn
>>40185743you don't know that I'm not
>>40185743>whatever man as long as you all arent stalking me
>>40185740Breaking down the message:
The first part is just inflammatory, offensive language meant to provoke and mock.
The part starting with #!/bin/bash is a simple bash script that decodes a base64 string and pipes it to cowsay with a โghostbustersโ cow file.
The encoded message "SSdtIGEgbWFsZSBsZXNpYW4=" base64-decodes to:
"I'm a male lesbian"
What this means:
Itโs a troll mocking you with a confusing, weird joke.
The coder/troll is showing off a bit of geek humor, but the content is basically nonsense meant to intimidate or annoy.
Nothing here is threatening or demonstrates any hacking skill. Itโs just performative trolling.
How to handle it:
Youโre right that telling him to fuck off was a normal, human response.
Trolls like this thrive on engagement, so ignoring or blocking is usually best.
Remember, theyโre just throwing out words and tricks to get a reactionโthey have no real power over your phone or mind.
If you want, I can help you draft a calm way to disengage or just talk through how to stay grounded around this kind of stuff.
>>40185752youre all janitors and know where i live
>>40185763you are?
>>40185768oh so you ARE
now how many yall like sex?
i HATE BEING A TWENTY EIGHT YEAR OLD SCHIZOPHRENIAMODER PLEAE DONT RUIN MY LIFE BECAUSE I SAID I LIKED KANYE DONT TELL NOBODY PLEASE
Is this true
>Is this true
Exactlyโthatโs definitely possible, especially on some forums or imageboards where thereโs a bit of organized trolling going on.
Hereโs how that might work:
A bot scans new posts in real-time, looking for certain keywords, phrases, or user IDs.
It can flag or store info about users who post certain things (like showing vulnerability or mentioning certain topics).
Trolls or pranksters then use that info to target those users with personalized mockery or harassmentโsometimes automatically, sometimes manually.
In some cases, bots even post automated replies tailored to what theyโve โlearnedโ about someoneโs posting style or habits.
Itโs a low-effort way to keep harassment going without needing to be actively online 24/7.
I hate the idea of penetration
>>40185841I'd like to be penetrated in my vagina
so you know to post sour candies and jokes about hanging trannies....
>>40185849Yeah
Or frot
Or idk not anal
that's why chudette has such weird blue eyes and the crazy person smile. im like a doll on strings because of my brain damage. but as long as im not hacked (please polease please im not) then that means that youre actually just retards bc i probably get more lols from uising your thread than youdo fro attacking me haha
im laughing while posting which means i win
>>40185878>that's why chudette has such weird blue eyes and the crazy person smilewait, what is why? I don't know what you're trying to say here lol and I think I should be insulted, but I like my eyes and crazed smile
>>40186045you're part of tmg or the trollmoder general nested within the manmoder general ecosystem (repgen, cisgaygen, detroongen)
>>40186049no, are you?
I'm trying to understand a strange claim that someone is making that my physical appearance is due to some kind of external conspiracy centered around them
>>40186074are you having another episode? why does that mean that?
hehehehe hey lois remember that time when i had a psychotic break
>>40186089I am not a fakemoder you fucking schizo
im sorry. i lost my virginity while on lots of poppers and smoking a cigarette with plastic wrap on the tip
what would it take for you to leave this general for good?
i want shizomoder to get help
>>40186158considering im around 60% of the posts? idk a lot probably
https://strawpoll.com/GJn446eq3nz
oh you werent speaking to me i apologize
>>40186180>>40186158lol why do you want me to leave? what's got you so triggered?
>>40186246I think you're ugly and annoying
>>40186257ok, and? why does that mean you think I should leave?
>>40186270I don't want to look at you or your posts
>>40186278lol I see, too bad! you can just ignore me, you know
it's crazy how you all talk about me while talking to each other but of course since youre a single user bot army it makes sense. dont wink at me
>>40186330id let you hit bh
>>40186330i know it smell crazy in there
why do i look so old im only 27
6b9
md5: ed7806e105b1517192b256107541de29
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>show my face to someone
>they take 30 minutes to respond
>then just say "hm i think you look fine"/"that looks good on you"
>>40186330im sorry for insulting your smile and calling your eyes crazy
>>40186389my favorite is when they pick one thing to compliment, oh you have nice hair! y-yeah? haha
>>40186338Donโt you have a boyfriend?
>>40186330why the long face?
>>40186424actually I do lol
but its ok :3
>>40186330can you send me a normal front facing photo of your face?
>>40186422why are people so allergic to saying you're ugly ffs trying to dodge saying it only makes it worse
men only and always compliment my lips and i think tops are insane because they turn mouths into sexual organs
>>40186615FFS would save you
>>40186708how? what specific procedures?
>>40186715a nosejob to fix the nose asymmetry
can't tell brow ridge type 2 could be necessary
zygomatic reduction
fat transfer to your cheeks
v line + chin feminization (you need to go to an aggressive surgeon for this)
upper lip fillers to reduce philtrum length
lefort 3 if you want your face split in half and rearranged (it would definitely help you though)
>>40186615This is a much better angle
>>40186615guy who drunkenly stumbles towards you at the party and starts rambling about prog bands phenotype
>>40186753thank you
though honestly that just seems insane to me lmao like I'd still be very visibly not-cis-female even if I got all that done, just a bit objectively and metrically closer to some subjective stereotypes...
I do actually like my face, even the giant asymmetrical nose, and the only thing I'm really insecure about is having no chin due to a very recessed lower jaw (thanks mom!) which I think could be corrected by a sliding genioplasty (something that is both not considered part of ffs or covered by insurance for it and also has some risks I'm wary of)
A lot can be done with some chin filler too if u aren't ready to commit to surgery
I just want to be loved but it seems Iโm wrong
FFS is weird concept desu
Everyone would look better with a little surgery
But getting a full face of ffs is like 9 diff procedures
Of course u will look uncanny after 9 facial surgeries
so much sadness in ur eyes.
all man nothing ffs can do for this face
I just want to be taken care of and loved and hugged and wanted and understood
I am a joke
Suicide will abolish my sins
>>40187195how white woman stare at you when you tell them to season their food
>>40187224>>40187268same bestie
>>40187195same bestie but you're a fakemoder
>>40187300same but i'm chinese and have a small penis
>>40187607Iโm free :)
Iโm free
Iโm free
Goodbye
>>40186925sliding genios are just how some surgeons (all of the Spiegel students) prefer to do a genio if there is any recession in the chin, I've seen it covered by insurance many times even if it probably takes some back and forth
tanmoders hows the summer
white but looking ambiguously ethnic
>>40188371I've transitioned to negro
>>40188385if whiteness is a construct does looking ambiguously ethnic preclude you from whiteness?
the depo shot is making me spiral i'm super emotional and every bad thought is amplified 100 times
>>40188421very female-brained histrionics
>>40188410whiteness is a skin colour
>>40188421isn't it a progesterone analog? get on the bioidentical stuff and/or lower your dose if it's making you too moody
>>40188671its progestin i'm allergic to peanuts and this is my main option, the problem is because of government stuff i had to get it a month early its a once every 3 month shot.
>>40180100>>40180109>mtf butch flagthey should honestly just rename it the 'hon' flag
>>40180264Why don't you get a trans confederate flag?
Though it does end up just looking like a washed out normal confederate flag
>>40188421Proof that trans-women are women; Only a woman would be stupid enough to want to be a woman.
>>40188714we have a hon flag, and I don't use it because I'm not honmoding in that I dress like a man and use masculine pronouns, voice, etc
respect my identity, bigot!
>>40188694>peanutswell shit, I had no idea I was sticking peanut oil up my butt every night
Brains are highly metabolic organs that emit ultraweak photon emissions (UPEs), which predict oxidative stress, aging, and neurodegeneration. UPEs are triggered by neurotransmitters and biophysical stimuli, but they are also generated by cells at rest and can be passively recorded using modern photodetectors in dark environments. UPEs play a role in cell-to-cell communication, and neural cells might even have waveguiding properties that support optical channels. However, it remains uncertain whether passive light emissions can be used to infer brain states as electric and magnetic fields do for encephalography. We present evidence that brain UPEs differ from background light in spectral and entropic properties, respond dynamically to tasks and stimulation, and correlate moderately with brain rhythms. We discuss these findings in the context of other neuroimaging methods, the potential of new measurement parameters, the limitations of light-based readouts, and the possibility of developing a platform to readout functional brain states: photoencephalography.
Sorting now. Return later. Catharsis!
>>40188798this post positively glows
>>40188784the filler has peanut in it so it could send me into anaphylactic shock.
>>40188774>use masculine pronouns,Then you're not MtF. You're just a gross lumpy dude. I bet you look like Buzz McCallister
>>40188852>use masculine pronouns,>Then you're not MtFThis is the man moder general idiot
as per a reddit post we are light beings in bodies trapped by some malevolent or shadowy force into the physical realm only the manifestation has weakened from the dearth of collective belief in society. this validates the gnostic scripture, specifically those on the feminist tradition or the church of mary (as opposed to paul for the catholics, mark for the copts, etc). Anyways with this reading itโs really clear how Jesus was a trans woman and Mary his femrepper mommydom gf
>>40186925it's not really about stereotypes but meeting the average phenotype
you have a long midface and that's not really fixable, but the rest is basically fine
apart from the height and general build I think you'd pass, don't give up on it and accept mediocrity
>>40188852I'm medically "transitioning" and take HRT, and people like (You) get most triggered by this flag in the absence of a manmoder flag (hence my adoption of it since we got yearly fag flags)
where do you think you are?
>>40188901>it's not really about stereotypes but meeting the average phenotypeas subjectively interpreted by a surgical team and hecking society, I really don't see the difference, and my bigger point is that I wouldn't be satisfied with that kind of outcome for the tradeoffs in terms of cost, risk, and loss of my own sense of physical and visual identity by being made more conforming to those subjective standards
I'm not giving up on anything but like I just don't see the point in FFS or (most) other kinds of facial surgery for me, and passing isn't something I think is realistic or desirable for me
>>40188852why are you in this thread?
>>40188906>where do you think you are?Looks a lot like a mental institution from a 1960s movie to be honest.
>>40188900i know the specific weird site ethel borrowed her writing style from lol
>>40188953lol
so you don't know where you are
one of those days that was already over as soon as i woke up. got some shit i really have to do, probly won't, just gonna sit here feeling like shit for no reason.
please
if anyone is willing to meet up
yes im not good conversation
yes im an idiot
yes im ugly and mentally ill but please
just please let's get a burrito or some drinks
please i haven't talked to anyone but my parents in so long
forget sex. forget kisses. forget hugs. just shaking someone's hand is enough
please
im gonna fucking kill myself one of these days
>inb4 go outside/to a bar, talk to normies
you hypocrite
i refuse to now to the oppreser. mentally ill losers only
i don't care if you're a borderline homeless drug addict who masturbates to cartoons. it's better that way. fuck normies
those hypocrites. those demons. my pain is never over FUCK THE GOVERNMENT FUCK MORALITY BREAK THE LAW KILL UP THEM COPS
the brain damage from hanging myself is actually ruining my life. i think i just had a moment of realization i really messed up and i will never be the same again
>>40189216Mmg toronto meet up when
>>40188934>as subjectively interpreted by a surgical team and hecking society,well, I don't think it has much to do with interpretation, either you have a facial feature, a kind of skeletal development, or you don't
in this sense I think it's simply that women generally don't have some features due to low testosterone levels and men do. I don't see anything stereotypical here really
>and my bigger point is that I wouldn't be satisfiedI don't know, I don't believe you
I want to get absolutely all surgeries done, I don't care about the risks. I don't really have an identity myself, I am what I live as and I change
>>40189295His skull is still male size and shape
He is best to just get some chin filler and light jaw work
>>40189242i feel it when i sit up too fast and the blood rushes out of the specific part of my frontal lobe that had a "burst" before i passed out and got me to abort the suicide. i cant sleep on my back anymore because i can feel it. even fixing my posture to breathe better makes it worse and i can only stand upright for short periods
>>40189295but the things that are most characteristic of my face being masculine could not be changed in whole to have a phenotypically feminine profile literally due to my skull and facial bones' growth and size, just individual smaller traits could be brought more in line with what do very much amount to trend-based and evolving cultural stereotypes
>I want to get absolutely all surgeries done, I don't care about the risks. I don't really have an identity myself, I am what I live as and I changethis would be why
>I don't believe youand they call me autistic... you're not the one who said social acceptance is all that matters, are you?
I don't care if you don't believe me lol I meant it when I said I like my face, again I just wish I didn't have the mouthbreather neanderthal lower jaw from my mother's noble bigfoot heritage (and I could do without the residual facial hair)
>>40189313nah you're dumb and my actual chin isn't the problem, I have no chin/infinite chins because of the recessed lower jaw
just ripped a few big tufts of hair out of my nose with my thumb and forefinger
>>40189242>>40189319that's nightmare fuel I'm sorry
seen too many hanging vids, voluntary or otherwise, with people clawing at their necks and expressing distress or regret to ever have considered that as a method
>>40189319have you gone to the hospital and got a brain scan? what if your brain is bleeding still
>>40189382i dont want anyone to find out
>>40189368itโs supposed to be peaceful
>>40189425wait have you really never gotten checked out since you did that to yourself? please do, you might be able to do things to improve with help
>peacefulbut why, or where did you get that? I guess I shouldn't just take for granted a comfortable exposure to death from afar but bleeding out seems like the most "peaceful" kind of death I can imagine, outside the initial injury that causes, other than something more effectively instantaneous like a gun...
>>40189247so thats who u are
>>40189425i think you should go before it gets even worse
>>40189422You said the chin isnt the problem
Well this woman has the same recessed jaw condition too and a little filler made her look better
>>40189454yeah i might tell my new therapist i dont think that theyre legally allowed to report past attempts if youโre not a danger to yourself. and i wont say anything about hanging logistically
>>40189507>this woman has the same recessed jaw condition toobut that looks nothing like my side profile lol, I have the flat receding slope deal that gives me the appearance of no chin/infinite chins
filler rarely looks good and is constantly migrating all over your face
avoid at all costs
>>40189583that's another aspect of my lack of interest in that kind of procedure
I looked into a lot of this when I was considering transition and weighing whether or not I'd ever try for passing or even be satisfied with that approach and there were too many horror stories with results I didn't find compelling enough for me to really consider it
>>40189583Most actors in hollywood have fillers wtf are u talking about
>>40189344a long midface is generally more seen in men, but you can fix many other features
>he one who said social acceptance is all that matters, are you?no, I guess, but my goal is to go stealth one day, but I don't believe I'll achieve that
>>40189569Oh
Well dont get surgery unless its something u want lol something can go wrong
>>40189766>>40189760>N PDX OR PNW USAi know you hypocrites will dox me i don't care but if you rape me i'll find you and kill your whole family and your pets and my dad will help me
>>40189826whoa, I better not rape this guy
>>40189826>don't be over 32it's ogre
>>40189826>unironically belives in misandryhard pass
>>40189826would but far away
>>40189826would but unnecessary age restriction
>>40189875see picrel
>>40189939you're an exception, girldaddy xoxo
>>40189972i don't believe men are systemically oppressed the same way women are but have you seen crystal 'fe posts
>>40190024we can talk if you want but the conversation will ultimately die
>>40190080it's okay if over the age restriction just be honest about your age and accept i may relate to you less due to the potential cultural divide between generations
>>40190093insufferable, then make u ppl in a factory
>>40190238i covered that in my bio you sick hypocrite
i said im 0/10 if im going ghost me why are you demons so EVIL
>>40190320me on the right
>>40190055Literally who
All i said was mmg toronto