I’m 23. I have no job, no car, and my transition has been a failure. The only things that feel good anymore are cutting myself or drinking. Getting hugged or receiving physical contact also feels quite good, but I’m a hon so even chasers are scared to give me that. I’m immensely suicidal to the point where my psych has suggested I join the military. I don’t know what to do. I just needed somewhere to dump this. I think my life is over.

A magic user in the making... You should consider getting some plants. Once you have enough, you'll summon a familiar!

>>40184388 (OP)
>I’m immensely suicidal to the point where my psych has suggested I join the military
that seems like poor advice especially for a tranny. why would they suggest that.

>>40184388 (OP)
why don't you just detransition then?

>>40184547

It's good advice for a tranny actually. Do you realize how much the military pays lol. It's only a bad idea if you can't follow instructions/have mental illness.

>>40184547
I have no idea.

>>40184556
If I do that I know for sure that I will end up killing myself.

>>40184618
I’m incredibly mentally ill. I’m not gonna give you a list or anything but I’ve been diagnosed with enough things to where I’d probably be barred from entering the military in most countries.

>>40184630

Actually they don't have to know, you can simply lie about your mental health and nobody will find out unless you crash out or have some sort of anxiety/psychosis episode multiple times while under supervision lol. You could straight up tell your local recruiter and your recruiter would try to get you enlisted regardless most of the time. They are just trying to make rank, they have quotas to meet. So really consider it.

>im 23
luckshit youngshit stfu

>>40184681
23 is literally ancientshit now

>>40184618
>It's only a bad idea if you can't follow instructions/have mental illness.
this is most trannies and most military people aren't that accepting so it would probably be a pretty rough experience all around

>>40184706
not when youre talking to people finna boutta hit their 40s
stfu

>>40184744
whatever grandma

>>40184663
I suppose so, but I still doubt I would be a good fit at all. Interesting to keep in mind as a last resort though, and quite frankly I’m not far from it.

>>40184681
??? I’m not a fucking youngshit what? I’m 1.5 years into my transition and I’m always gendered as male.

>>40184712
Yeah, part of why I’m not doing it:

>>40184930

Ye just to put it in perspective before you even start actually working, getting deployed (if you even leave your sate/country, a lot don't, especially as maintenance or in the airforce), you get paid just to learn and live on campus. There are a few responsibilities in military school like wearing your blues, marching, cleaning the barracks/your room, exercise, hoisting the flag etc. But for the most part you just do nothing and get somewhere around a grand and a half every few weeks. It's kino. Before you start working you will be able to straight up afford facial feminization surgery.

>>40185856
How do I know you’re not a fed…

>>40185989

The police, military officers and federal agents don't help people unless they get paid. Most of them do the bare minimum and are egomaniacs. You can verify everything I'm saying is the truth and in your best interests.