>>40194166
Not rlllyyy if I didn't Troon i would have killed myself 100% now I tried failed camt give up on the hormones that make me fake kill myself with pills cuz I'm too scared to try hanging again like I have to much hope (false hope)
>>40194128 (OP)
Transitioning made me fixate on my rogd 24/7, while before I would only think about it at night. I don't know how to cope with the fact that the one thing I expected to help me out just made everything worse lol