Thread 40197171

Gymmaxxers, post your physique goals!

>>40197171 (OP)
giwtwm
also take your HRT, retards

>>40197171 (OP)
Thank you for the thread anon. Im trying to workout, more than what i usually do at least. I want a better upper body

>>40197196
Working out is the only thing that keeps me sane. Gymmaxxing and building muscle is the only way to survive GD imo. Best of luck anon!

>>40197171 (OP)
I've been gymcoping for a while but recently got serious (also 6 months hrtrepping )I'm trying to get a Vladislava Galigan build. I would say I'm not far desu

>>40197260
How has your experience been with hrtrepping? I'm considering roiding up come fall to help with dysphoria management and muscle growth, but it's imperative to me that I don't break girlmode to anyone close in my life. Has it been easy to hide?

>>40197344
>How has your experience been with hrtrepping?
Good, I feel a lot better, but, full disclosure I am on a high dosage of straight up T. I was already a hypermasculine butch lesbian and people around me tend to assume I'm taking roids for bodybuilding purposes. My parents did ask if I was transitioning. The main issue is that my gf is having a hard time with the physical changes.
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>I don't break girlmode to anyone close in my life. Has it been easy to hide?
It depends on your starting point, I was originally tall, flat and muscular with a stronger face so people already assumed I was male in the street most of the time. But I also present very masculine. If its imperative to not have people notice you should consider a steroid that is less androgenic (while still anabolic) like Dbol.

>>40197171 (OP)
Nice edition

i used to only be attracted to bio women but ive been schlicking to tranny porn lately

>>40197171 (OP)
We need like carabiner coding for closeted tranners / reppers.
I want to find more of my kind irl.

>>40197171 (OP)
When girls look like this I don’t know if I want to be them or fuck them.

>>40199010
I literally wouldn’t want to met any of you, IRL.

>>40197260
>I'm trying to get a Vladislava Galigan build. I would say I'm not far
What’s your routine? I’ve found I can’t do the same ones men follow for similar results because my body is different.

>>40198959
Would you consider passportbro-ing to Thailand to fuck a ladyboy?

>>40198959
I'm straight but can only masturbate to women in porn.
I don't know why.

>>40199878
Nta but I would
Finding a ladyboy into women is so hot because they're usually into men

>>40199878
I’m going to become a passport bro to get a wife and save some cis lesbian from a 3rd world country if queers here become more unbearable than they already are.

>>40200160
Men are generally hideous so that makes sense. Probably need to be in person for pheromones to work or something, whereas women are just nice to look at for everyone regardless of orientation.

>>40200479
Men aren't hideous unless they're obese, most look fine

i assume ftms dont like dating femrep chasers in the same way mtfs dont like dating malerep chasers, is this true?

>>40200491
For as much as I want to be a guy I can’t seem to think of them as attractive at all.

>>40200160
It’s probably because I’m lesbian porn the person with a bag actually gets off. To miss quote some comedian, “I want to watch someone get a blow as eagerly as I want to sit and watch someone do their taxes.”

>>40200491
If you look at an average guy and an average girl like pic related, it's clear one sex is better looking than the other.

***** It’s probably because in lesbian porn the person with a vag actually gets off. To miss quote some comedian, “I want to watch someone get a blow as eagerly as I want to sit and watch someone do their taxes.”

Reminder this is not a men vs women thread, and don’t reply to bait.

>>40200560
That is not the average woman and that is a animal

You can tell when this was taken because she’s doing the duck thing with her lips.

>>40200583
>Reminder this is not a men vs women thread, and don’t reply to bait.
We're just sick of tourists.

>>40200523
Well understandable especially if you're a lesbian. I wish I was not attracted to them desu. I just think the all men are hideous thing is an exaggeration, the average guy looks just normal to me

>>40200610
Did people stop doing that?

>>40200517
There are few ftms here open to dating reppers

>>40200610
>You can tell when this was taken because she’s doing the duck thing with her lips.
Thank god I was too young to post pictures on social media back then.

>>40200517
Would cause i can fix you

>>40200560
Women grow body hair too. We're just got screamed at from a young age that it's disgusting, so we shave.

>>40200635
Yeah like I’m gay not blind I know when a guy is conventionally, attractive, even if I don’t find it attractive. Why do you wish you weren’t attracted to them? I kind of wish I was.

>>40200643
People still do it a little bit, but not nearly as exaggerated as that. No one would be caught dead pushing their lips out like a duck like that on instagram nowadays.

>>40200664
Making me feel old anon.

>>40200848
>No one would be caught dead pushing their lips out like a duck like that on instagram nowadays.
It's gross

>>40200160
Just like me three years ago
(I love fucking women now)

>>40200848
My idealized male trad life fantasies involves having a wife and children and I envy the platonic relationships men have with each other. I know I'm just heterosexual but that mixed with the AAP just feels wrong, I don't even desire to be a gay man, I'm just aroused by men. Im celibate and have never desired relationships with men I've been attracted to, I just feel like a pervert. Being a lesbian would be a harder life though probably just due to society, id rather just be rid of sexual attraction to anyone.

>>40201089
Just get a husband who's very serious about roleplaying as your platonic best bro and then crossdresses and roleplays as your wife whenever you have sex.

>>40201089
>envy the platonic relationships men have with each other
I envy this too anon. I wish lesbians had the relationships gay men seem to have with each other and weren’t antisocial fucks (that’s me an antisocial fuck).

Not sure I understand the rest of what you were saying. Can you elaborate?

I have stuff I needed to get done today, but I’ve not gotten anything done today. Just been Listless.

I have things to do but I’m exhausted by the prospect... Yet board at the same time. No enrichment to these activities in my life. All work and no play. So dull.

>>40201158
I wish greatly that was a straight man with a lovely wife but I am a celibate AAP straight woman. Not even AHE because I don't care to be a gay man or have gay sex I just can only be aroused by submissive men and the male body

>>40201279
>submissive men
That's a reall fortunate demographic to be attracted to since almost no other women like them so you have no competition.

>>40200753
youre probably right, but what do you gain?

>>40201089
I kind of feel the same way. I might be a repping gayden, but I’ve never really fantasized about being a gay man. When I imagine myself as a man, I always see myself as straight, married, with a wife and kids. Which is actually weird, because I'm attracted to men.

>>40201310
>That's a reall fortunate demographic to be attracted to since almost no other women like them so you have no competition.
Nta but do you live under a rock?

>>40201554
I'm not talking about submissive or dominant roles. What I mean is that women nowadays are more attracted to feminine men than ever before. So, if you're a straight woman who wants a femboy, you actually have to compete with a lot of other women.
As for sexual roles, it's true that most women prefer a man to take the dominant role, regardless of whether he's feminine or not. But there are still dominant women out there.

>>40199421
actually fair point there are an extremely limited number of you I would ever want to see irl.

>>40201670
>She's scared of us
Awww

>>40201713
At least one of the femreppers turned out to be some stalker who drew porn of the guy she liked and posted about him online as though he were her imaginary friend or something like that.

>>40201741
Hot

>>40201746
I thought she was cool too. But the guy she was stalking seemed really disturbed by her when he posted about it here. Not sure what all she did to him.

I want a girlfriend so bad, I am so isolated. I try not to post in these threads or on here in general but holy fuck I want to kill myself.
I just don't even know how to BEGIN to find a female friend, let alone trying to find a partner. I hate pooners so much because these fucking cock obsessed whores are such femoid-brained breeders, they don't know what its like to be surrounded by mostly men their whole life. they dont know what its like to have male dominated interests. or have a "male sexuality" which is just. homosexuality.
I want to be loved so badly, man. I havent had a real friend in years, I havent had any true contact with the outside world in years. I feel like my brain is fucked due to years upon years of being a recluse + being raised as a recluse.
. I am a WOMAN. I deserve their attention, not men. I dont even hate men, I just wish women loved me as much as they love men. I hate how women dont even treat me like I am one of them. I hate how I cant relate to them. Im sick of male worship.

idk angry period-induced rant over. i just hate my life. i want to kill a man and possess his body.

the unique problem with ftms passing is if you're ugly people will say you pass even if you're woman ugly and not man ugly, which is why if I do ever poon I will never post my face for passing advice
(inverse is kind of true in terms of people calling mtfs clocky when really she's just mid/plain-looking but passing)

>>40201764
>But the guy she was stalking seemed really disturbed by her
Stalking is only hot as a fantasy and pretty disturbing irl because usually you aren't into the other person

>>40201741
WHO.
i could fix her. oh my god. oh my fucking god I need her so badly.

>>40201741
I love stalking/ obsessing over people I found attractive
That's just normal female behaviour though

>>40201819
I obsess over people I want to become, except I have a loyalty complex so I only stalk one person at a time.
But ngl you make stalking sound all cutesy and trivial. like I dont think you know what real obsession stalker shit is actually like lol most stalkers are men too.
>t. stalker.

>>40201790
I don’t understand this.
Why does “ugly = pass" apply to ftms? And why is it that when ftms or reppers say they want to be or pass as attractive men, people tell them they’re not dysphoric? I don’t get it. Mtfs can want to be bimbos, but when ftms want to be chads/twinks and not bald/fat it’s seen as evil.

>>40201776
>I just wish women loved me as much as they love men.
I want to be a man so I can experience this.
T. Straight

>>40201879
>I obsess over people I want to become
Me too
Why?

>>40201776
Are dating apps option?

Me and (You)

>>40201895
Part of it is people seem to think the slightest amount of facial hair makes the common person completely unable to clock obviously female features, which is just not true. Sure, a thick beard can hide even the pooniest of chins, but not scraggly pcos-tier beards or wispy thin mustaches.
With the other point, I think it's partially the general societal expectation that taking care of yourself is feminine, so not wanting to transitioning into a balding fat blob = faketrans and fembrained. In general, ftm dysphoria is seen as less legitimate by a lot of people, both cis and trans. And tbf people definitely call mtfs agp for wanting to feminine.

>>40202008
>In general, ftm dysphoria is seen as less legitimate by a lot of people, both cis and trans
This is only because society is misogynistic.
Woman can't be trusted or taken seriously.

>>40201932
low self esteem I guess. Heavy admiration, in my case trying to escape my biology.
>>40201944
no thats the problem. Its crazy, man. My area is such bullshit. I wanna move back to a city.

>>40201895
There are alot of ex incels here too (and lurking current ones) and to them if a female wants to be an attractive male shes giving up her easy mode life to try to be chad. They think women only poon because “men have it easier, i want to be a man to escape the patriarchy” (Multiple comics drawn by incels about this) and thus if an afab wants to be an attractive male its because she doesnt see ugly men as human or something and only cares about the top 1% of men

>>40201953
need the one on the right bad

>>40202163
So it's just
>I don't want to be ugly
>It's bad if you don't want to be ugly

>could pass if she pooned
>still decided to be a retarded straight theyfab appropriating lesbian and ftm culture, while making fun of he/him dysphoric butches by comparing them to cis men

>>40201818
>WHO
This poster. Goes by the name 'arbicy' now I guess.

>>40202330
she never post here with trip

i wish i looked like this.

>>40202517
I'm not sure if she kept the trip. She might've just decided to use it for a few days and then went back to posting anonymously since I don't think I've seen that trip in a while.

>>40202008
>people seem to think the slightest amount of facial hair makes the common person completely unable to clock obviously female features
I hate when people act like this. It's like telling an mtf they "pass" even when their makeup is bad.
>>40202163
Retards.


.

>>40202519
This is better

>>40202330
I don't like arbicy. She's demonic.

>>40202576
>demonic
How so?

>>40202330
oh nvm that girl. damn we would have so much in common wtf. except she actually likes trannies, I dont. she seems to be the ultimate cock whore though. im upset the dude I obsessed over for years trooned out. I deadass wanna kill him.
also wtf WHY CANT I HAVE HER FACE. is she really a ftm? holy fuck. then again it all depends on both the face + body. nothing you can do if you have a big ass n tiddies (me)
I still say I can fix her. Where you at, Arbicy? Me and you. Lets go.

I hate being a skinny wimp but I come from a family where any amount of weight gain = cup size goes up so I suffer in limbo

>>40200480
what the fuck do i have to do/eat to achieve this and how fucking long would it take

>>40202564
wrong + im topping you.

>>40202636
It's funnier if the skinny small guy tops the huge guy.

>>40202662
big fan of this actually, i need to top a 300lb musclebear

t. 5'2 lil dood

>>40197557
Holy luckshit. Why do you even rep? Thx for the insight btw. I've got a hyperfeminine face and a fairly feminine body, even after years of gymmaxxing. GIWTWM Q-Q

>>40199010
Real and true. The only one of my kind I've met so far is a hyperdysphoric mtf on the fence between repper and egg. I'd give my soul up for an irl femrepper friend.

>>40201776
Unrelated but I follow picrel on Insta and she's so fucking cool. One of my inspirationcopes

>>40202519
GIWTWM. Fuck my retarded foid female life

I love you, my fellow repsisters.
I esteem you above all others.

>>40202924
Would you sacrifice a thousand femreppers to be transformed into a man during an Eclipse?

>>40202924
I love you too repsister. Best of luck in all of your endeavours.

>>40202936
What if I sacrifice the rest of the world and turn thousands of femreppers into men?
>>40202965
Thanks. One day, we will live our truth.

>>40203016
That kind of defeats the purpose of a sacrifice if you don't care about the people who are killed. It only had occult value because Griffith sacrificed all the people he loved. Sacrificing random people you don't have an attachment too wouldn't get you anything.

>>40203049
*to* rather, sorry, I'm high on cough medicine

What do femreppers think about ftfemboys?

>>40203065
would

>>40203065
i could be one with relative success but it feels like a more soulless version of transitioning and not worth it

>>40199490
I don't really have a set in stone one routine. But I alternate push and pull days and work upper body more. I go to the gym 4 days a weeks and loosely follow 5x5 (sets/reps). But as I said I am on T and have been gymcopping for a long time.
>>40202772
>Why do you even rep?
Don't think I'm a man even if I want to be one, also don't want the humiliation of being a dickless "straight" man.
>hyperfeminine face and a fairly feminine body
You should be fine then, main thing is gouce bit it doesn't drop that much or at least very slowly on anabolic but less androgenic roids.

>>40203065
I'd destroy her pussy

>>40203065
I hate them because they turn me on so much yet they are even more male obsessed than the average egirl. why do biological men get to be with them, it aint fair.

>>40203205
Women who post their pics online have hundreds of guys hitting them up so most biological males won't get to have sex with them either.

Is there actually a major difference between using "fashion tape" vs using kinesiology tape to bind or no. The only thing is it says to only wear it for 8 hours max which, lmao. Im going to wear it for longer anyways (and order actual kinesiology tape online when I'm finished with the roll) but could it actually be from a difference in adhesive or is it just out of fearmongering about possible tit saggage from the tension.

>>40203049
Isn't it a big deal to sacrifice the rest of the world for the benefit of a few thousand people?

>>40203065
Transition lite mode, not really worth it

>>40203230
But biological males have more chances of fucking them.

>>40203319
You gotta sacrifice your frens or it doesn't count.

Best thread theme in a while honestly. Just a shame about the lack of buff butches.
>>40199010
In my experience it is not overly hard to find femreppers. But I am pretty much only into mascs, so naturally reppers are going to be over represented.
But I would love if there was some way for femreppers/T users to signal. Both to each other and to those of us into them.
>>40200517
I have to imagine that there would be some constant low level pressure there to get you to transition. I cannot imagine that would work out in anything but an unhappy relationship + messy breakup.

>>40203065
They're probably happier than me, who cares

>>40203139
What's your one rep bench if I may ask? I've been going gym for years, and I still have a pathetic bench despite my growth in other lifts. Idk if it's just because I'm a wombyn or what, but it pisses me off thinking about it

Has anyone here ever considered getting a breast reduction? It's infinitely easier to justify than something like a mastectomy, and could help mitigate dysphoria, especially into older age with tit sag and whatnot. I'm considering going from B to A cup if I could ever afford cosmetic surgery.

NEED TO PLAP A STURDY BIG GIR

fuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUCKIN
FILL WITH SPERM
FUUUUUUCK GOON THREAD LET'S GO

>>40203419
But there's like..

no chance
we're all starving

AFaBs can swallow their gender dysphoria and dumb-high standards and get PLAP and romance whenever

Feels a little mean to say this but want to thank you guys because you helped me feel better about being male and accepting myself

>>40204275
Men are evil.

>>40204350
Lots are yeh

>>40204101
>Idk if it's just because I'm a wombyn
Unironically yes.

>>40204170
Id rather just get them completely lopped off but im a bit concerned about the nipple stuff even if its unlikely so yeah i probably would

>>40204170
I would be so happy if I wake up with flat tits and smaller hips

In last thread someone told me this will stop only when I turn 80 I can't wait that much

>>40204396
80 is around the average life expectancy.
Though it's possible you could live for as long as 120 years.

>>40204427
in other words it never ends. i will never live a normal life.

>>40204446
Yup.

>>40204170
If you take steroids and get muscly they will shrink

>>40197171 (OP)
>post your physique goals
this guy is hopefuel and ropefuel at the same time

>>40204170
>Has anyone here ever considered getting a breast reduction
i dont want medium/small tits, i want no tits. obviously if you have small tits to begin with a reduction is superior because you don't lose erogenous sensation in your nipples and the scarring is (usually) smaller but if you have bigger breasts the most dramatic reduction you can get still gives you noticeable boobs.

>>40204275
Reppers gotta stick together. Whatever it is you have to do to survive.

>>40204562
C
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K
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All yall bruhs be talkin like womxn fr capitalized first element with proper punctuatuation

>>40204357
Fuck

>>40204610
brainworms

>>40204657
no he's clocky aff

>>40204396
Become a chainsmoker to hopefully end it sooner

>>40204659
brainworms (x2)

>>40204610
Nearly unclockable, touch grass friend

>>40204668
>>40204677
can we stop praising most clocky poons ever?

>>40204562
Does that cis man have any dick pics?

>>40204688
am i seriously retarded or is he really not that clocky

>>40204562
>Bad haircut
>Feminine eyebrows
>Feminine nose
>Feminine eyes
>Bad beard
>Big lips
>Nose piercing
>Small hands
>Big hips
>Zipper tits
>Small torso
>Holding phone in feminine way

Does this really pass to femrepgen?>>40204713
He's clocky af open ur eyes

>>40204719
i think it would be good for you to spend a while off of this site i'm not saying this as a retort i am honestly concerned for you

>>40204731
I'm honestly concerned for people who seriously think that dood pass

>>40204719
I would slaughter legions for those hips, and the beard isn't bad either

>>40204719
like... i cant tell if this is bait. he has a surprisingly good poon beard, a kinda big nose, and has a decent hip-shoulder ratio. obviously the top surgery scars and the piercings are clocky, but in general......

>>40204739
oh its bait lol

>>40204752
>>40204753
Blind. Open your eyes. You know it's a ftm before opening the picture.
>>40204754
>It's a bait because I don't like it

>>40204739
If I make a thread on /r9k/ with his pic asking if he should troon out most everyone would reply with how he'll never be a woman.

>>40204719
Perhaps, but he will always mog me

>>40204777
Not possible because everyone knows zippers are a poon thing

>>40204791
are you shlicking while arguing online again nona?

>>40204802
No I just hate clocky poons
Like why they never pass fr

>>40204814
zoomer speak detected your opinion is irrelevant

I shlicked two hours ago no need to do it now

>>40204831
What?

>>40204719
Brainworms.

>>40204275
That's fine anon. I'm glad you're feeling better.

Bump. I need to fry my brain with activity and content before I experience a thought again. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

>>40201912
Women don't love anything but themselves

You lesbian "tops" (man role) would know this better than anyone

>>40205030
Play vidya

>>40205047
Don't have time. I'm procrastinating when I should be getting off this stupid fucking board. Two jobs, two university courses, weekly band practice, 5 days a week at the gym, long-term relationship. Please, tell my retarded ass to get off here right now and get SOMETHING done from my ever mounting pile of work. I'm too pathetic and weak-minded to do anything. I fucking hate myself so much, I should have killed myself when I was 11.

iwnbam, but i'm not functional as a "woman." im several months off t and i don't know how to cope. i'm just a defect that natural selection is trying to weed out but everyone around me is too selfish to let me go. if i was born amab, maybe i could have succeeded in life. maybe if society protected me, or my parents bothered trying to raise me, things would be different. i wish i was never born. every day is a waking nightmare. i hate the demiurge

>>40205074
That sounds really stressful. Listen to some music and try to get a few easy things done? You can take small breaks to check here if you want. Im sorry to be not much help

>>40205101
It is infinitely easier to say than do, but do not let learned helplessness creep into your mindset. Do what you must to survive. Take t if you must. Cope in any way possible to keep yourself going. You are much more resilient than you will ever know. All the best anon

>>40205113
Thank you anon. I'm circulating between my studies and here to satisfy my nuked attention span.

>>40204275
I know what you mean, anon. I was jerking off while watching lesbian porn just now and when one of the girls started moving her ass up and down on top of the other girl like she was getting fucked it made me imagine I was a dysphoric lesbian frustrated at not having a dick to put inside her as she teased me with her ass and then I came buckets. Made me appreciate being male even though I normally just want to be a lesbian.

>>40204170
i'm a repper who got a breast reduction for actual understandable medical reasons. I had a mild case of gigantomastia (i think, because there's no other logical explanation for it) which caused me to have extremely large breasts, on my roughly 5'3 and 100 lbs frame, which meant they were extremely saggy and caused me a lot of pain + i could physically not run for more than a few seconds or jump. i got them reduced to about c cup. i still hate them and think they're too big so it was mostly a waste of money. also i didn't take care of the scars properly so now they're all jagged and wide and basically solidified my decision to remain celibate for life

>>40205301
Past a certain age most everyone's bodies have visible shit wrong with them so you shouldn't let that keep you from having sex.

>>40205319
the rest of my body and face is ugly as well, obviously i'm not some grotesque morbidly obese american i don't have body dysmorphia that severe to make me think that but by young female standards i'm extremely fugly and undesirable. i'm also just not really interested in sex with anyone. i have a voyeur sexuality so i basically just like watching people having sex but would recoil if anyone put their hands on me.

>>40205177
it feels like i've already died. i've tried all i can, i've given all i can, there's nothing left inside of me.

>>40204831
it's malebrained

>>40205301
This sounds difficult anon. Do you regret the procedure, or was there some net gain?

>>40202519
Didn't wake up looking like this. It's so fucking over

>>40205339
I'm sorry. Perhaps I sound superficial in my encouragement. I hope you can find some sort of rest or peace in your day-to-day life

>>40204562
He's clocky, but only in the way that would be obvious to someone chronically online. If you saw this guy in the street or any other setting, you'd have no idea.

>>40203065
Used to despise and mock them. Realised it was just self-loathing that they'd pass better than I ever would, and even when they don't pass, they always seem happy about how they look. I don't want to look like one, but I have a deep respect for them.

What is the point of repping if you are an afab who is a legal adult in a non-thirdie country? Literally nothing will happen to you if you transition. Your mom might cry and still think of you as her daughter, strangers might think of you as a funny looking dyke at worst. But no one will care enough to harrass or hatecrime you. The only excuses I see here are "wahhhh I'd be sooo embarrassed" or "I am a leech who can't function without mommy and daddy's money". Absolutely pathetic amounts of resolve, you deserve to stay miserable

>>40205369
i don't fully regret the procedure. I suppose the fault was also on my part because i never thought to specify how small i wanted them to make my breasts altough i did say i want them "small". i would've been ok with a b cup and just assumed they'd do that because of how big my breasts were. they're still bigger than average now but they're vastly more manageable and i don't want to kill myself because of them as often anymore i guess.

>>40205500
this is a thread for being pathetic and miserable. why does it bother you so much that some people want to wallow in their own self misery? go live your life and stop occupying your thoughts with miserable and pathetic people.

>>40205500
>no one will care enough to harrass or hatecrime you
lol, lmao even. it happened to me, even cis dykes get assaulted here

>>40205500
Fuck off

any southeast us femreppers

>>40205515
>why does it bother you so much that some people want to wallow in their own self misery?
Because it makes me cringe to see all you reppers, most of you probably still in your teens, spiral over shit that genuinely doesn't matter all that much down the line. You're afraid of dipping your toes into the water and you're acting like your whole life is over instead of taking a mildly uncomfortable step. If you're here you're probably doomed to poon out eventually anyway, you're just wasting years wallowing in misery because of your own stubbornness instead of making progress in transitioning.

>>40205563
hi, im here unfortunately

>>40205583
can i add you on pisscord :p
i wanna help relieve a femrepper of some of their frustration