>>40215205

I'm trans

>>40217526 (OP)
>>40217534
yeah, probs, kind of worried when i do it i won't enjoy it tho and that it's more of a fantasy than anything else
>>40217538
god ai is demonic i hate it so fucking much
>>40217526 (OP)
pretty eyes

>>40217548
have you tried a dildo?

>>40217552
out with trannychasers

>>40217538
i'd like to travel in one of these one day. just for a few days

>>40217552
Sqwerk!

>>40217548
what makes it demonic?

>>40217560
did you specifically ask for them to look like brothers?

>>40217558
I had a weird dream the other night about being in one in a different time period with a boyfriend, so I keep trying to recreate the dream with AI. I like the hyper reality element of AI to recreate something you can't explain exactly.

in with fanny chasers

>>40217568
no

>>40217550
years ago, but my ex was pretty happy to bottom so not much experience using it
not sure if it will be a turn off too for the other lad that another guy has never screwed me
idk probs being autistic about it at this stage
>>40217560
it's a stochastic parrot fawned over by the worst corporte arseholes that only regugitates
also find the idea of fake porn very creepy

>>40217577
they have pills for that

>>40217587
pills to not have dreams? what a boring night that would be

>>40217586
>being autistic about it
like a true bottom

>>40217560
nta anon but the better ai image/generation goes just to make movies or commercials or whatever no one gives a shit about that, what people are worried about once the AI models get to completely indiscernible from reality this is waiting to be used for political purposes, not just that, once you muddy the waters, people could just say real genuine videos or recordings are AI just to get out of trouble, and in the age where children are growing up glued to youtube on their tablets this is a disaster waiting to happen if it aint already

>>40217583
mmmhmm

i hate liddle pooners too

dumb foids

>>40217607
post butt

>>40217586
all porn is fake sex
using a dildo is a fake dick
we are constantly in a flux of what's really real?

Would you have sex with a woman's arse though a sheet? Thinking about it if we're being desu.

>>40217577
Are dreams basically ai simulations

>>40217596
this happened in my country already, a politician got caught on vid doing cocaine, he immediately said it was AI, i think this was last year, but he ended up being forced to stand down anyway, now imagine this in a few years when presumably AI has gotten much better, the same polly may have gotten away with it

Feet

>>40217620
Ew no how would that even work bumping our purses together in some kind of scissoring motion

>>40217634
It's a religious tradition of the Orthodox community to cut a willy hole in a sheet and slide your willy though it to have arse sex with your wife. The sheet nullifies the sin supposedly. Want to try it out with me? If it works we'll both still get into heaven.

>>40217596
I feel AI isn't all bad. I read an article once about how the FBI were looking into using the technology to create a AI video database for registered sex offenders. If this can help them curb their appetite to want to rape or molest a child and also to help dismantle the CP community I see that as something good.

>>40217595
in protest of mean tops i will now be posting qt figure skaters, the faggiest of sports
>>40217614
- Lao Tzu

>>40217650
>the faggiest of sports
that's rubgy ma'am

>>40217627
I tried to give a foot job to the first guy I dated. After about five minutes, my leg cramped up and I heelstruck his balls really hard.

>>40217650
I'm a mean top and I love these types of guys. Imagine fucking them while you ice skate together

>>40217658
i bet he loved that

>>40217660
just remember to cuddle and hold them afterwards anon

>>40217676
Cuddling on ice is not a vibe hun

>>40217647
yeah no doubt theres plenty of things AI will be good for, but the nefarious things it could be used for need to be taken into consideration too, niggas out here be making AI CP and people be getting busted for that shit already.

>>40217657
i'd watch a rugby player on ice
chase after a figure skater
only to give up out of exhaustion
and be then preyed on by the swirling twink
god i'm so lonely

>>40217669
We broke up a few days after but I have reason to believe it awoke something inside him.

>>40217706
a hydrocele?

My pp too small to be gay. Mad that. A woman will literally let me into her most fragile area where I might create life, but it's not good enough for a guy's poop stained shitbox lmao what is this lifestyle anyway.

>>40217716
bottom

>>40217716
Is your ass fat though

>>40217697
Serious and somewhat naive question: why would ai cp be an issue?

>>40217720
>>40217722
I quit

>>40217727
if it's generated based on a victim it's seen as putting salt on the wound

>>40217548
>god ai is demonic i hate it so fucking much

>>40217701
just get a bf

>>40217739
what did he expect, everyone else in the world is wearing pants and he's walking around with his dick out

Uh yeah it feels real BAD inside my head uh yeah I’m SAD and SCARED and so on. I want to sleep. That’s all I want.

Is your bf your best friend

>>40217727
i don't live in america but i think thats a question for countries where free speech protects anime shota/loli shit, but i didnt even think of this point here >>40217737 but also im thinking countries where loli/shota is legal, what if the loli/shota image is drawn and based on a real person, is that illegal? alls i know is i heard on the news recently people being busted for ai cp, shit is wild out here where this AI shit is going

Sometimes I feel very sad

>>40217645
Dafeq are you a woman?

I smell a German.

Slayer feet > jeb feet = rex feet

>>40217782
Does rexie have nice feet?

>>40217716
How small is it you just need to find a bottom whos already been on the monster cock carousel and now wants to settle down with a bf dick

>>40217737
Good point, I only thought about ai content generated from scratch.

Why is gay porn so mid, there's never really cute guys in gay porn

>>40217784
No I dont like feet only when theyre in socks but idk if its just the socks I like or the feet in socks schrödingers feet

>>40217800
holes and soles supports the sock option

>>40217780
Mädchen halt deine fresse und laber keine scheiße

>>40217796
So you have to get off the screen and look for them in the wild?

>>40217791
I'm homophobic though and hate gay pippos

any1 got hot cruising stories?

white socks look nice sometimes because feet are disgusting and it hides them. but most sock lovers are into dirty socks and rank smells and degradation which makes the kink gross like all fetishes

typical homophobe hating gay men because he's a dicklet

>>40217820
I pulled a knife out one time on an old Hispanic queer that was bothering me at the park. I didn't know it was a gay cruise place. He still tried to talk to me when I'm literally holding my knife out like I'm going to stab him. Weird bunch.

>>40217812
Where is the bottoms habitat

>>40217815
How small is your dick though? Is it a micropenis?

>>40217796
Post someone you consider cute

any that actually happened

>>40217825
Things happen. I was molested and turned out gay and I'm sure that's why I'm homophobic to some degree.
>>40217834
Idk it's average but ppl in this community want the biggest penis they can get.

>>40217839
You guys are so sheltered. Like how are you gay? I thought trauma played a role in ppl being gay

>>40217840
>I was molested
let me guess, some guy said hi to you one time and you wet yourself in fear

>>40217820
I used to get my teen balls drained every day after school at a local gloryhole until they put huge metal plates on the stalls because the fags kept drilling holes in them after they fixed them LMAO

>>40217838
Like this

>>40217833
Look for the watering holes and salt licks, follow the scent trail.

>>40217852
Wtf

>>40217847
Molested is molested genius no I'm not telling you how I was molested you gooner go eat glass

>>40217857
You won't tell us how because it was your fault, stop being a tease.

I chose to become gay after lady gaga had her debut in the y2k

>>40217861
clocked him

>>40217852
This is /cisGAYgen/, sir. Imma ask you to leave now.

>>40217867
It's a boy, unless cuteboy general is lying.

Goodnight <3

>>40217840
How did you come to that conclusion? Were you rejected every single time for your average penis? My ex actually had an average penis (13cm erect) and I was completely satisfied

>>40217887
you know it's slayer right

Good morning chat
>>40217716
I don't care about dick size! Unless its like 1 inch or something lol
>>40217881
Niiight

>>40217899
Mommy

>>40217891
No I cant keep track on who anonymous posters are

>>40217908
there's only like 3 of them

>>40217915
Spill the tea then diva

Need to clean my apartment. Vyvanse and monster here I go
>>40217905
:|
>>40217908
pls keep track of me!!

>>40217950
Avatarfags arent anonymous gworl :d

>>40217958
They aren't avatars they're human actually

>>40217840
>I was molested and turned out gay and I'm sure that's why I'm homophobic to some degree.
sorry that happen to you anon, i was too and hope you doing much better now

sorry you got fucked but that doesn't justify being homophobic i hope you die in a fire

>>40217989
I'm not but thanks

Good

I used to want to be a serial killer but kill women not gays uWu

>>40218068
Holy BASED

Attractive gays = molested

>>40218069
I wanted to kill gays to like that Hispanic guy that came up to me but I mostly hated women

My hero became Reinhard Heidrich because he was a fierce killer who felt no remorse or squeamishness in killing

>>40217701
>just want a qt football rugby playing boyfriend who enjoys male figure skating
is that too much to ask for?

And he died a hero's death trying to kill his attackers

Germany should melt the Rosa Luxembourg and Marx statues and use the metal to honor Hitler and Heidrich

One guy from Grindr seems to be deleted me on Snapchat
I think I might have been too hairy for him

>>40218103
Post hair

>>40218103
You should post a photo so we can confirm that for you

>>40218038
stay strong bro

>>40218111
>>40218113
https://litter.catbox.moe/gyla14s1hyk5bcof.jpg

>>40218147
fag body hair is so yucky...

>>40218147
Post hole

I can't even grow body hair but I wish I did

Would you go to Wendy's with me if I'm dressed like this

>>40218195
Nice cock

>>40218172
Me neither, tho weirdly enough I can grow a full beard despite that.

>>40218068
I wanted to kill truckers that hooked up with me :3 wouldve been kind of iconic being a cunty femboy serial killer desu x3

What the fuck is fruit of the loom?

Need bf, where to find bf

>>40218147
The only acceptable body hair is pleasure trail arms legs and pits

Bottom you are the light of my day. You make my chest feel warm.

>>40218245
If you're a top then hair is acceptable, if you're a bottom then you should shave

>>40218195
Lmao thats definitely one of the cocks of all time is it still growing or?

>>40218245
Trimmed pubes are ok too i forgor skull
>>40218259
Tops should shave too noone wants to fuck a yeti

>>40218172
I am working very hard to solve this important problem

>>40218195
ye, anywhere else too if you like x

>>40218147
Like my first aid teacher used to say: There's men and then there's monkeys.

I wonder if the different patterns of body hair correlate with anything...

>>40218195
put that away sis.

Soft cocks are infinitely more erotic than hard ones

Would you be intimate with a man who flirts with both men and women? But he only has sex with men.

Shaving your yeti top bfs back hair as if youre grooming some kind of dog while he stands on laid out newspaper

>>40218290
You are wise beyond your years sis.

>>40218211
Ty bro
>>40218222
My beard isn't that thick either not enough to look good. I couldn't even grow facial hair until like 23
>>40218239
I hate truck drivers that tried to pick me up desi the worst was this huge fat red haired guy that was buying me drinks and tried to get me in his rig. I'm pretty sure I would have been raped if I'd gone because he was huge and wouldn't leave me alone
>>40218260
It's sad and dormant at the moment

entering my bad bitch era. watch my wig. or else you'll get blindsided.

>>40218272
What ideas do you have? I don't want to take minoxydil but what other solutions are there? I've taken testosterone but it doesn't seem to help with growing hair
>>40218275
Wow ok. Let's go to an amusement park or something.

cock

>>40218297
Might as well do it outside in the backyard or garage.

>>40218284
The funniest reactions to these retarded pics came in cg where ppl were dumbfounded by them. Someone thought I photoshopped it to look like that lol

>>40218172
i cant grow body hair but i don't care to
>>40218319
if we go amusement park you better put that thing away till we get on the ferris wheel x

>>40218341
Lol definitely brother, you look good without much hair imo I prefer smooth guys

>>40218341

>>40218377
Jumpscare

>>40218341
also post hole and pole? no hair there too? wtf

>>40218325
Good idea that way the birds can use his hair for their nests

I prefer larry

>>40217621
everything is an AI simulation and has already happened and when you die you realize time doesn't exist because everything already happened, there is no past, present, or future, just timelessness

Hey goys it's me, Senor Squid Game

>>40218319
>What ideas do you have? I don't want to take minoxydil but what other solutions are there?
topical solutions of low dose DHT, there's a bit of research on it. ill probs post results if it works
>I've taken testosterone but it doesn't seem to help with growing hair
yeah hormones are very complicated and actively regulated at multiple levels

>>40218147
ewww put a shirt on it or shave

>>40218195
that little fag slayer cock needs to be put in chastity

>>40218377
though this was Mr Pancakes for a moment

do you find glasses cute?
>i like these style the best
what type of glasses do you think look the best? i've grown tired of the circular frame Harry Potter ones

Teasing and rubbing sissy slayers oiled up little boyclitty with my 6 inch BBC (big bottom cock) until she squirts all over herself

>>40218242
alibaba?
might have to buy in bulk to get a good price

>>40218348
post more bby
>>40218377
>>40218385
lol not alopecia levels, got pubes and decent head hair but really thin almost invisible hair on chest, legs, arms

>>40218464
Just go on grindr near a refugee home if ur in europe

>>40217526 (OP)
a qt lad asked me to spot him at the gym
it's the little things in life that keep you going

>>40218474
did neither of you try to ask each other out?

>>40218467
W
T
F
i thought vamps cannot go outside by day!!!!!

>>40218480
i just assumed he was straight, desu
don't think he was hitting on me or anything
>>40218460
i hate my glasses i rarely ever wear them
might get contacts at some point

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDpeHQUSWT0

>>40218486
The hole is pinker than a witches coochie i just know it

>>40218460
i need to find ones that make my head look better,
post your circular ones, i want curcular ones to look avantgarde

>>40218498
>i want curcular ones to look avantgarde
or john lennon

>>40218161
It's the same as straight body hair >>40218278
Everyone is different
>>40218281
Ancestry maybe
>>40218433
Rude

>>40218460
I used to hate guys with glasses when I was younger. But now as I'm older, I'm starting to like guys with glasses alot more. Also have this fetish where I steal a guy's glasses and make him do certain pervy things for me before I give them back to him.

>>40218195
sure if you choke me with those huge arms when we get there

>>40218525
I hated glasses until my 20's, but then got an eye infection due to wearing contacts and stopped wearing them

Can you be a daddy at 30 years old?

>>40218413
whatever happened to that show btw? i remember everyone going "omg omg squid game is so amazing omg omg reeeee reeeeeeeeeee reeeeeeeeeeeeee" when it came out

>>40218587
to a 14 teeny? sure

season 2 was dogshit but fun, season 3 was dogshit but not fun, that's it, there won't be season 4

>>40218597
wtf he looks young and old at the same time

>>40218525
kind of hot ngl
>>40218583
if you take them out at night are they not normally fine?
t. prospective contact wearer
>>40218587
like i'm fine with the dirty talk but jfc the daddy stuff is very cringy
>>40217526 (OP)
also
reasons i shouldn't do roids?

>>40218603
there has been 3 seasons already?

>>40218606
>reasons i shouldn't do roids?
you are not retarded?

>>40218613
It just came out yeah.

>>40218587
You can be a daddy as soon as you can get a woman pregnant

Imagine coming home and your bf looking at you like this:

>>40218606
why do you want to do roids? what do you currently look like?

>>40218627
I'm not interested in the woman part sis. I need someone to call me daddy. Or mother.

>>40218606
i only ever wore dailies, never messed with the ones you wear up to 30 days, sounds like a bacteria breeding ground

>>40218646
How genderfluid of you

Just don't call me mommy. That gives me the ick sis.

>>40218606
you should be good, i'm not sure what exactly caused the infection (conjunctivitis), could have been dust, cat hair, toxins in the air, cum or facial clenser getting in my eye, and not all related to contact use but i blamed the contacts, and stopped wearing them, my eyes feel a lot healthier not wearing contacts

>>40218670
deeeper mommy yess please deeeper harder crush my prostate MOoooooM

hate legoshi

kill all furfags the dog-fucking freaks

>>40218498
I just have tortoise framed circular ones, I have 4 different frame styles I wear depending on mood and outfit

>>40218646
Daddy chill

>>40218635
Perfect body

>>40218614
that is a good reason, i will weigh up the pros and cons
>>40218642
i'm fine i guess just think i'm skinnier than i should be would prefer to bulk up a tiny bit more and gain more muscle mass
>>40218648
>>40218674
ah interesting might try both just weirdly self consious about the way i look with glasses

how do you feel about sun bathing and tanned skin? stay pale or worth the risk?

>>40218714
risk of what?

>>40218718
skin cancer

>>40218719
libtard fearmongering, the sun can't hurt no one

>>40218714
id look superslutty if i could tan
thong lines and all
...well no actually no i wouldnt...

>>40218714
i have shite northern European genes and pale skin so can't tan just burn
good on other guys tho

Dating apps should have the option to block all trannies, hate when I'm looking for cute boys and half the profiles are just women with short hair who think they're edgy.

>>40218486
im pale but i do be tanning in summer sometimes
>>40218496
you know it

>>40218745
>thong lines
ew just wear a speedo like all other gay men

>>40218776
Speedos are for pedos mate

i'm an mid 30s fem sub bottom but i have daddy aura. some people even say i'm scary, and maybe it's true. i am ruthless to anyone who seeks to harm me. just the other week i had to refrain myself from beating the shit out of a zoomer who stepped in my grill. then i thought nah, not worth getting sued.

Watching verrrrry, very closely...

they dont make them beautiful like they used to, do they?

>>40218785
board shorts are superior, but if you want to be a slut just wear speedos
thongs are for women

jolie mad overrated, lips way too big its comical

>>40218764
is that your gooning setup? :3

>>40218788
Are you nuts? You never turn down an opportunity to make pound cakes out of zoomers. Christ, thats the only thing that makes me feel alive anymore. The fun part is letting them talk and dig themselves deeper and deeper for the big reveal.

>>40218714
Tanned blonde boys mmmh

>>40218776
how do i show off speedo tanlines...

>>40218764
vista? ie? why work on sunday?
your pissbottle is waaay too yellow son ...

>>40218815
i would only destroy a bitch if they swing first, and i won't fight someone who's way bigger than me but a couple inches taller is fairgame

>>40218832
Are you on life support? Is that fucking windows 7?

>>40218811
>its comical
its ICONIC

>>40218788
Youre not fem sub or a bottom poser! if you can fight no real fem sub bottom would give up an opportunity to be humiliated by a qt

Man, I feel like an era is coming to an end, like you can feel the change-over. All my youtube recommendations are stale af, theres nothing on twitter anymore of interest since I nuked all the rage bait accounts, nothing on Rumble since I lost all interest in politics, fb has been dead for ages and ages and 4chan is just dull.

Maybe its just me. Life got boring I guess. I should go out more but it just feels like the irl disappointment I can see online. Im just out of shit to care about I guess. Feeling my age finally maybe. Nothing to look forward to.

Well, except that one thing...

>>40218877
Fresh teen cock

henlo

>>40218811
she's sarah croft womb raider

>>40218815
>The fun part is letting them talk and dig themselves deeper and deeper for the big reveal.
Do you guys like it when they're a little cocky
Say, play-acting that they could take you on in a fight that kind of thing
Asking for a fren

oregon and new jersey are the only states that still have cute boys (often 15-20) who pump your gas for you and run into the gas station to buy you something you need, i wish all states had that

is it like that in other countries?

tbqh if you get cocky i get sucky

>>40218841
Well, you bait them of course. Bigger is ok. Faster can be a problem. Luckily most arent. Its usually ok though because the ones that run their mouth arent usually actually mad enough to be fast. They have to talk themselves into making a move, which is why you bait them, but slowly.

I always said I had three superpowers:

1. Never being too attached to anything that I cant deal with the moment
2. Letting myself be unpredictable even to me so that even I dont know what I will do next
3. Letting people underestimate me.

I mean, pick your battles of course; I am not trying to encourage you to create chaos over nothing. But sometimes, when the wind is blowing just right...

>>40218877
its because of the rise of ai slops

>>40218887
Henlo used toilet brush licker

>>40218887

>>40218903
so you're saying you would suck off debaser? is that it?

>>40218903
cocky wants boing

>>40218884
Thats someone elses concern. Dating in general, its just ick if you are still cruising after a certain age. I always said I would stop when I no longer looked good doing it. Besides, you can spoil memories that way.

>>40218887
howdy

>>40218813
dont dare to goon at work lol
>>40218832
that office pic was from recent summer where i tanned a little just wanted to show that i can get a shade or two darker, its winter where im from now. hey i aint be complaining about OS or nothing just as long as it runs the program well 24/7. ill leave the technicals to the smarter people :)

>>40218891
idk, you cant overthink the moment. If you cant bait them, its just a lot of them babbling. The point is to bait them into their own bad decision making. You have to develop a sense ahead of time of what is "restricted air space".

imho

>>40218785
speedos are for hotties
you most likely can't fit into one lmao
they don't make them in your waist size

>>40218942
Is that a microscope? What are you researching?

>>40218924
no clear idea what "debaser" is but that sure sounds hot

>>40218927
and boing they might get

https://vocaroo.com/15rN4Re9jyxf

>>40218877
you most likely were always bored and are just now realizing it
everyone is always blaming their boredom on "things" when it's really just their own internal flaw

Blender cocky

>>40218912
Twitter has been a let down. I could have a feed of tons of interesting stuff if it werent for all the theme accounts trying to get paid.

Like, a theme is ok if you only post something interesting once a day. But then you get these jackholes who want to get paid to tweet, so to feed the algorithm, which is the only way they get visible, they post 20 times a day about the exact same thing. So as I try to arrange my feed, I get the same shit over and over. And god help you if you engage with any of them, or it gets even worse.

I finally managed to block every single rage bait account and ~98% of the pundit accounts, so now I just have animal vids and straight news, which is all I wanted except I can go through the news in minutes and much of the animal accounts are just the same dang videos over and over because, again, they post so much every day.

So now I can read everything in 15 minutes. And the news is so demoralizing I barely look at it either.

>>40218957
sadly laif is an ironman roguelike that nukes your rig after gameover, no f9 for u

>>40218979
why don't you do something you enjoy rather than relying on others to "feed" you garbage

>>40218946
Oh cool, no going to lie coming at it from the other side I suppose, I just like the idea of some dude in his 30s putting me in my place after I overstep

>>40218956
>no clear idea what "debaser" is
he's a notorious midwestern bully on gaygen from ohio

>>40218987
i have never used a quick save in any computer game but I am an inter-dimensional time traveler :)

>>40218965
Probably true. Like Harvey Danger said, "If youre bored, then youre boring (The agony and the irony, they're killing me)".

squeak >.< time to shower

>>40218952
thats just to check on certain things with my job, im not researching shit like in the way you think and i dont use it half the time, dont want to get too into what i do cos niggas be like >>40218790

>>40218979
i enjoy channels like veritasium and 3blue1brown on youtube. they still create quality contents and some video game commentary + essay channels are good too

>>40218979
>So now I can read everything in 15 minutes
Which gives you plenty of time to read deadtree books, write, draw, grow turmeric, meet friends or make sweet love to your swain, right?

>>40218988
Its a valid question, and something I will have to figure out or suffer the consequences, innit?

>>40219020
i don't know
if you are occupying yourself by complaining about being bored on a message board you are still occupying yourself with something

https://vocaroo.com/1dKxPRsN3NdC

>>40218745
I LOVE bushes

collected 10 minutes of cancer yay

if AI can sustain us so we can work less and enjoy ourselves more, it wasn't all for nothing

>>40219049
why arent your nipples bleeding

>>40218979
i just hate how my inbox is flooded with crypto scams

>>40219049
The other kind of vitamin D

>>40219012
Show freshly showered balls

>>40218755
Yeah even in my conservative area it's getting to be a bit annoying. I'm interested in men. What really annoys me is that some people consider it bigoted for gay men to not be interested in sex with people with vaginas or neo penises. I have nothing personal against trans people but I prefer partners with male anatomy

>>40219051
>if AI can sustain us
Can it though?

>>40219049
Mhhh boy pits for free

>>40219051
that would be a very unfulfilling life anon

>>40219051
most white collar people are already offering near zero contributions to society and yet remain in servitude
i think more people will just end up in those kinds of positions

>>40219018
But Ive done all that, except the tumeric.

There just doesnt feel like anything new to see anymore. I need a plan or something. This has been a problem my whole life. I build a stable situation, then its too stable, the routine sets in, I go nuts and blow it up just so I can rebuild.

Now rebuilding isnt so easy, and once you realize what youve been doing, you get suspicious of the trick youve been playing on yourself and ask why you are bothering.

I am supposed to like stability and routine. I screwed up by not having a family, if that were ever even possible, so now I dont have any outside influences to churn circumstances. Thats the problem with succeeding as a control freak. When you are in total control, theres nothing to fix and no one else to blame. Its a conundrum.

This waiting to die shit is just boring though. Which has implications.


Like Freeman said in Shawshank Redemption, living or dying, get busy doing one or the other.

I saw this happen to all my older family too, and why I sort of curse modern medicine. You just sort of know when its past time. And now even if I did imagine there was something to look forward to, I would know I made it up in my head. People need challenges. The shame of first world problems I guess.

I mean, I get ideas. But I know they would destroy me in the attempt. And I have to wonder if maybe that is the bloody point, and maybe it was all along.

>>40219051
"""""They""""""ll just use it to make our lives harder and harder because causing suffering is part of """""""""their""""""""" religion

>>40219085
making your dreams a reality is pretty cool actually and more satisfying (imho) than being bossed around doing some bullshit for some other person for reasons I cannot personally justify

>>40219073
it's also strange because they're filtering so they exclusively get gay and bisexual men
you have to tick a little box that says you're a man into other men for it to even work like that
if they identified themselves as straight women, it would be other straight men showing up

>>40217526 (OP)
i had a dream
i had a dream
>i went to a theme park
>the people outside were dressed like military
>in the exhibit was this grass area
>but the lakes were mercury
>there were shoes
>by the lake (suicide i think)
>after seeing this i tried to leave
>but the submarine which was the way out (unrelated to mercury lakes) was locked
>everyone panicked but i wasn't
>i tried to undo the locks
>but the submarine filled with water (we weren't in water)
>i kept trying and trying but i couldn't get the locks
>i was drowning
>eventually the water left, and i had to check to make sure
>i felt like i couldn't breathe
i think the people the faux military wanted me to kill myself through the mercury lakes, wanted someone to do it
>i remember before the dream ended i got into a hangar but i was still trapped
>this dream just ended

I mean I am already essentially redundant. If you have to work hard in order to find something to do and have to actually convince somebody to employ you, then clearly you are not desperately needed in the workforce.

If I was actually needed I would be occupied with whatever it is I need to be doing. But clearly I am not needed.

Many such cases.

>>40219026
Yeah but this is just meta perspective. Narrating about narrating doesnt advance the point. I could spend all day here naval gazing but whats the point. Thats why I never bring it up, its no more enlightening or inspiring in one thread than it would be in fifty more. No one likes a whiner.

After all, it just began as a remark that I was finding the internet boring. I wasnt trying to make a memoir of life. Someone just made a suggestion so I replied, is all. I was just engaging someone thoughtful enough to have suggestions.

thats how i feel about wfh bitches, they will be the first to be let go cos if your shit aint important enough to work in the office and you've cleared your desk already then bye

>>40219062
do you want them to_

>>40219110
i was making progress but the locks had keys on them, but i struggled because the key was attached to the lock. like my cats cremation box

>>40219123
If you believe in determinism, then what you are doing right now is what is needed of you. Sounds like bullshit, right?

>>40219110
That means you have a lot of heavy metals in your brain and need to detox them out yep

>>40217526 (OP)
What should the next edition be anons

>>40219123
They could use u as a human toilet brush

Not being needed isn't a bad thing. I have plenty of time to study and advance my own skills. I will be useful when I am summoned (providing I am summoned to do something truly essential).
>>40219143
I meant my labour is literally not required. I am not working and the wheels haven't exactly fallen off the societal/industrial bus.

>>40219143
What if that were true though? We built the internet, a canvas for the world to paint on. So what if thats the purpose, to paint it? Not saying it is, of course. Just one point of view.

>>40219130
>NOOOOOOO YOU CANT JUST WFH WERE YOURE A THOUSAND TIMES MORE EFFICIENT ON TOP OF BEING COMFORTABLE YOU HAVE TO WASTE HOURS OF YOUR LIFE DRIVING FROM AND TO WORK SO THE BOOMERS ARENT LONELY PLS CONSIDER THEM

>>40219151
speedos and tanlines

Imagine ever replying to a delusional schizo like skunk, debaser is truly hopeless

>>40219151
drugs

>>40219151
If you have to ask we already know it will be cancerous

>>40219162

>>40219151
Cherry cheese cake? Everyone likes cake.

>>40219149
how do i detox? trepanning?

>>40219088
>I build a stable situation, then its too stable
>I am supposed to like stability and routine
Says who? It's as if an outside force is forcing you to create a stable life when you actually need a dose of chaos to feel alive.

>>40219103
Which app?

>>40219151
Sweaty teen cock edition

>>40219185
hinge and tinder both operate that way

>>40219110
The military people are chinese bots, the lakes are the internet, the theme park is this website, to open the locks touch grass
>>40219156
Whatever you are doing that expends energy IS your labor. You are working on something whether you are aware of it or not. That something might just be staying alive while contributing the bare minimum to society, like a hermit.
>>40219162
That's as coherent a perspective as any. It aligns with the simulated universe / AI god idea because the internet is what trains the next form of "life" or whatever AI ends up being.
>>40219172
Schizos have some good ideas, the problem is they don't take their meds so it doesn't matter.

>>40219182
No silly with this smoothie ofc
https://www.medicalmedium.com/mm101/medical-medium-heavy-metal-detox

dont reply to tripfags

>>40219182
I believe NAC is good for heavy metal purging

>>40219110
>AI's interpretation of your dream

>>40219208

>>40219172
It just cant resist fatsplaining

>>40219184
Well youre not wrong. It lends to my theory about our unnaturally long modern lifespan. I often get the sense that I was supposed to have been gored young on a battlefield among the millions of others long ago.

Ive heard it been said and nowadays wonder if its true, that if you never become a father, you never stop being a child. Implications.

>>40219200
I meant I am not required to have a job in order for society to continue functioning as it does.
If I have to hunt for a job and appeal to others for employment I am not needed.
If I were ACTUALLY needed I would be asked directly for help.

>>40219220

>>40219218
Naur that looks so much like skank lmao

>>40219224
Are you hoping for a draft?
No one is going to beg you to work for them if you don't want to. Is there anything that you would actually WANT to do?

>>40219200
>the internet is what trains the next form of "life"
I wonder if that applies to media, which would start with books, and before that, symbols.

Being a human sure is a funny deal sometimes to figure out.

>>40219242
>>40219242
>>40219242

>>40219238
I want to continue writing music and pursuing my own interests. But yes, if somebody actually needed my help specifically, they would ask me.

>>40219231
ur faceblind bud

>>40219253
KOMM MAL BITTE KLAR UND LABER KEINE SCHEIẞE

>>40219215
not too far from the truth

>>40219240
Yea language is how we pass on our ideas to the next generation. We are just getting better and better at it and now we have C++ instead of cave paintings.
>>40219247
You should treat writing music like a job that someone will seriously punish you for not doing. Make stuff, get feedback, find other musicians, make more stuff, that kind of thing. If you don't you will be punished, by yourself, with drugs and etc

>>40219200
how to swim in mercury?

>>40219273
I would rather do it at my own leisure, rather than working like my life depends on it.

>>40219278
You don't lol

meow meow meow, meow meow

>>40219280
For sure, almost everyone would rather take it easy. You just can't make leisure your end goal or you probably won't be satisfied. You would be surprised how accomplished you would feel by making just a bit of productive progress.

>>40219307
I've written a few songs. I don't need to work harder. I enjoy what I do writing music for my own enjoyment at my own pace :)
And I am satisfied

>>40219314
Do you just want to make music for yourself and never show it to anyone?
If so, that's fine I guess, but to me, one of the greatest things about music is sharing it and enjoying it with other people. Are you worried about how people will respond to it or is this some kind of buddhist monk thing?

>>40219330
I listen to my own music, probably more than any other artist

Artistic masturbation

>>40219335
Do you listen for enjoyment or to critique and improve it?

>>40219344
I listen for enjoyment. I naturally improve because I want to. I don't need somebody to give me their idea of what is better. I know what I want and I will get it regardless.

>>40219353
Fair enough. You know yourself best, probably.

>>40219361
Yep