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Reading your larp posts, it all reads like a shitty hentai.
I dont believe for a second these bull crap trans origin stories where you always knew you were a girl from age 5
>>40229338 (OP)i watch porn maybe a couple of times per month
i didnt discover i was trans at 5, i discovered it around 11
>>40229338 (OP)porn fucking sucks and ive always thought that even tho i used to jerk off to it when i was repping and depressed and being raped by testosterone. the girl thoughts came way before that tho. also
>stories where you always knew you were a girl from age 5is this a porn thing? i dont think youd know a thing about what gender dysphoria feels like so where is this even coming from
the rightoid or ex rightoid ones are guaranteed into BWNO sissy hypno shit (not including emily and the american middleaged transvestite whats her name) the rest seem into autistic sanic shipping fantasies or basic bitch foid choke me and spit in my mouth
>>40229338 (OP)Maybe you shouldn't let anonymous posts on 4chan change how you view an entire group of people. Personally idgaf about porn or even sex but apparently simply being a tranny means I have a porn addiction according to you. I don't appreciate that.
>>40229338 (OP)if you have a good AA (like CPA) that has successfully nuked your T levels, you should be able to quit porn easily and without making any excuses. i've quit porn more than a year ago but it definitely has left some scars on my brain. gotta live with it ig...
>>40229338 (OP)i watched a lot of femboy hentai when i was 14 and wanted to be the femboy but i realized you cant be a femboy forever
>>40229828yes, haven't watched porn sice day 2 on HRT - what happened before that shall not be talked about
you ever just look in the mirror get so turned on by how much your body has changed that you masturbate furiously?
>>40229338 (OP)no i dont
i had never even seen porn until after i came out as trans at 15; i didnt have a pc until that time
did i used to watch it? yes in my 20s; but since i transitioned its basically never; especially now that im married
i dont lie about my origin story or anything else; i must try to live to my goddess's wishes
i still consider myself mostly asexual
>>40229864no i usually just intensely criticize it in my mind and try to go do something else to distract myself
>>40229868I think once your mind gets to a point where the self hatred goes away you should try it, it's really fucking hot and euphoric and you feel super good about yourself after
>>40229883i dont think ill ever get to that point. even post ffs and post srs, theres much more to hate about my body than love about it. i got the male end of sexual dimorphism with literally every single thing about my body. i dont even have a feminine ribcage or shoulders, its all male from head to toe
>>40229887Yeah you kinda have to work at seeing your feminine features, like even if you think the masc ones stand out your brain just kinda adjusts at some point and one day you look in the mirror and go "wow i actually look pretty nice"
>>40229901i cant see something that isnt there. im glad you didnt get raped by testosterone as much as i was, but not everyone is so lucky like you
>>40229909now now honey let's not get emo
shhhh cmon do u need a hug
>>40229928no thatd remind me of my body and i hate my body. i need a weighted blanket and my noise cancelling ear muffs
>porn
>in the 90's
Anyway, it wasn't just me, everyone kept trying to convince me to "act adequately so I could live a good and normal life", like I doubt I was even sentient or self aware when my family already bothered me with that while my aunts allowed me to do girly stuff like wearing clothes and playing with dolls.
The first time I masturbated I was 14 and only after a girl asked me if I masturbated and I didn't know what to say.
>>40229931shshsh come on let's get u to bed. snacks n drinks at the side all cozy give u ur blahaj or any other plushies, weighted blankie n headphones. put on a movie or some music <33
trannies online are mostly liars and larpers as you know, not only on 4chan but every where else they congregate, its literally a dick measuring contest everywhere they post, but on 4chan its especially foul because its anonymous so they also larp as chasers or perceived allies, they samefag the hell out of every thread, posting on desktop, replying on phone, proxies, the whole gamut just to improve their optics, every single pic posted on passgen is angle fraud, filters, every trick in the book to try hide their manly features just to get a thumbs up by other mentall ill freaks
>>40229958cis girls say anglefagging is just "knowing how to take good pics" what say you to that
>>40229948thank you for being so nice to me anon, i get really angry and upset but i just want love. i have my plushie with me she is very nice and always loves me no matter how i look
>>40229958you should get on haldol schiz
>>40229338 (OP)im the only trutrans on this board and everyone is faketrans
>>40229994nobody who visits 4chan.org is trutrans
>>40230003me: boiiii what you say? (starts dialing packgod)
>>40229948>>40229985im sorry for weirding you out:x
>>40230116honey what made u think u weirded me out! the baby thing? I'll admit I have mixed feelings on baby stuff but it's just kind of clear to see you're hurting and..... Idk I just wanna give you a great big hug. It's gonna be okay, alright? <3
>>40230142you werent responding and i was like oh okay:c thank you for being kind to me, im going to eat teddy grahams and go cuddle with my stuffie. good night anon<3
>>40230161shhhh honey it's okay. they're not here to hurt you anymore, you're safe. <33
goodnight, sleep tight little bunny!
>>40230188you hate me and i hate you for judging me fuck you this happens every time. fuck you fuck you fuck you
>>40230331Hey, I know it hurts a lot right now but the more time you spend away from them the more it's gonna go away. You just gotta let yourself feel your feelings. You didn't do anything wrong, they did. They were the bastards, not you. It's okay honey.
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>>40230702i wish i had someone in my life who knew how to be kind to me about my trauma like you are, they always get angry with me and it just hurts me more. i desire love so desperately but it's so scary at the same time. i get so scared and lash out when i just want love. im sorry for yelling at you and saying i hate you
>>40230702>>40230851you understand me so well
>>40230930They still look like women while making exaggerated ugly expressions while trannies can't even pass anglefrauding with neutral expressions, you're ngmi
>>40229338 (OP)I wanted to be a girl from 5, i wouldn't say i "knew i was a girl" from 5
>>40230851Hey, hey I know what it's like. I act mean too sometimes when it's really bad. You've just got a lot of stress in your body from spending so much time in a toxic environment, you just gotta let it out now. It's gonna take a while but it's gonna be worth it <33 hang in there sweetie
>>40229338 (OP)i got groomed in old chatrooms like aol and yahoo by old guys blackmailed often because i was and am stupid.
>>40229338 (OP)People develop dysphoria at different ages, for differing reasons.
I never watch porn, and am not very sexual, and yet have dysphoria to treat.
>>40231488thank you<3 i slept with my stuffie and weighted blanket and noise canceling ear muffs and im feeling much better
thank you for being so kind to me anon, i hope someone gives you the comfort youre able to give others
>>40229958Thats social media in general
You sound kinda mental tho go touch grass
>>40230938Judging by the standards of this board, the only reason you're saying these girls aren't trannies is because its implied theyre cis here.
>>40229338 (OP)i only watched porn once out of peer pressure, i didn't enjoy it and i didn't come back for more. and i didn't exactly know i was a girl at age 5, but i knew i wanted to be.
