>tfw your dad says that he has something to apology for
>tfw I say okay
>he tells me that he considered killing me as a baby for crying too much
>he was an unstable young man angry at the world, 22 when I was born
>he pointed a shotgun at me and planned to blow my brains out but decided against it at the last moment
>I forgive him
>I don't care, I just think it's a cool dramatic story
>tell my friends about it
>they tell me that I should be upset and that they would have trouble forgiving him
Hmm...

>loli obsessed pedo male does a larp

Good job

>>40240452
What? I just saw someone post the picture and liked the dialogue.

>>40240439 (OP)
this is not how you do the HSWYD larps try again

>>40240462
I don't want him to have sex with me or anyone besides Mom. I just want to know if I'm emotionally numbed or not.

>>40240490
youre normal and he was prob just losing his mind
its not like u did anything to be blamed for, u didnt have a consciousness so not being upset over it is normal

>>40240439 (OP)
I mean it's not like it isn't weird but I would judge him more on how he actually raised you y'know?

Your friends sound retarded. He told you something you never would have known because it was eating him up. Sounds like he already did the hard things of bearing the guilt and then ultimately owning it. Why kick him when he's down.

Your life as a baby is an abstraction, not a memory. That's why you don't care. No need to be emotional for no reason.

>>40240439 (OP)
Personally if my dad told me that id be upset at him that he didnt.
Mine just told me he was a serial cheater with a second son (found out biologically not his 6 years after he was born but signed birth certificate and stuck around regardless), and only stayed with my mother because they had me.