2 years in, I feel the changes have done more bad than good to me mentally and physically, and I no longer feel it's the right thing for me personally. However, other trans women (like you, probably) are still valid, and I'll support their rights.

op, you are the reason why pinkpilling groomers deserve the rope. sorry you got fucked over

>>40247875
pinkpillers are not grooming enough people until the rate of transition regret surpasses 50%. until that is the case, transitioning is an overall net positive on people's lives. a cis person making a mistake and regretting their transition is not in any way worse or more significant than a trans person experiencing the same, the latter being much more prevalent. in fact, a cis person will have an easier time detransitioning than a trans person will have transitioning for the first time after undergoing the wrong puberty. destroyed with facts and logic

>>40247836 (OP)
i like my body hate my face.

>>40247836 (OP)
what happened, and why exactly do you feel it's not the right thing for you? are you stopping HRT? did you find god or get pulled into a social circle pressuring you to detroon?

>>40247836 (OP)
Filling your body with drugs at a healthy young age and mutilating your genitals? What possibly could go wrong?

>>40249953
and that is bad how?

>>40249962
You'll find out eventually

>>40247836 (OP)
Sorry mate no one leaves the death cult alive

>>40249983
chudrepper cope

>>40248174
I simply don't feel like a woman, so it's not worth it. Yes, I enjoy the nicer skin & hair & lower libido, but I'd rather be strong than soft. My GD only really developed after already being in hormones, and now that I'm not trying to transition anymore I feel at peace with my male secondary characteristics. I am stopping HRT. I started after my transbian GF did, and now we're detransing together.

>>40250824
>I simply don't feel like a woman, so it's not worth it.
why?
>My GD only really developed after already being in hormones
what does this mean? what got you to start hormones in the first place?

>>40248140
real
worrying about 'detransition' (retransition) is objectively cissupremacist until more actually-cis people go through unwanted changes than actually-trans people, it's giving cis people special extra value otherwise

>>40250846
>why?
Because I feel more connected to & inspired by male-coded modes of being.
I think I have and always had more in common with FtMs.
>what does this mean? what got you to start hormones in the first place?
I was a schizoid gooner who didn't feel like a person. I had an e-friend who transitioned and I wanted to be her gf. Probably because it felt forgiving to be born again, in a sense, and leave my shitty male self behind. Now I feel like I being her bf, but she says she's detransing after I've told her about me detransing, so we'll be boyfriends now.

>>40251000
>I feel more connected to & inspired by male-coded modes of being
but why is that enough to make you detransition? is what I'm trying to ask
>I was a schizoid gooner who didn't feel like a person
so did you not have dysphoria, or want physically feminized traits? you didn't answer my other question either about what you meant by your GD only developing after being on hormones

>>40251102
>but why is that enough to make you detransition? is what I'm trying to ask
Because transitioning is much harder than defaulting to my agab, and pointless if I don't actually wanna become a woman more than I wanna become a man. I found that I don't particularly want to become either -- I'm just naturally a man whilst "just being myself".
>so did you not have dysphoria, or want physically feminized traits?
Not really, no. It was only after starting hormones that I began feeling distressed at how malish I was, because I realized I couldn't simply go from one thing to the other, which was essentially what I was trying to do -- go from a very sad state of being where I despised myself for reasons mostly unrelated to gender (social exclusion, loneliness, sexual trauma, unhealthy relationship with porn); go from that to a place where I could be content being my "new self", that is, a happy trans woman who overcame her troubled times. Where my sadness did come from gender-related issues, it was more to do with how I failed to meet gender standards for men, which is the reason why I stated I relate more to FtMs (as compared to MtFs.)
Sorry taking so long to reply.

>>40247836 (OP)
w detransition

>>40252236
What do you mean "w"? Do you mean it as in "w in the chat", to imply a "victory?"?

bump before I go to sleep
will be replying to your desired and welcomed replies tomorrow (if the thread is still up)
good night, huns

>>40247875
no one's "grooming" anyone. Please set yourself on fire.

>>40252229
Based
Good for making the right decision
Nice that hrt is always there at the doctor office or available to order online if u ever change your mind