Taking out medicine edition: itt we encourage each other to take our prescribed medications.
prev: >>40234810
qott: have you been taking your tranny thoughts

my appt got pushed back a month so i have to go a week or two w/o estrogen its over

fucked up the qott sorry it should read “have you been taking your tranny shots”

horny rn
need chaser dick in my man buty

I’m Gonna run out soon
I won’t refill

I’m too lazy or something to refill it’s too much effort. Same with laser. Abd dentist
Abd everything
I am not even caring.

>>40250295 (OP)
Also glegle is too cute to be a Manmoder icon

>>40250408
>>40250378

>>40250459
well im a manmoder with a bunch of layers of glegle attributes so idk bro whats the way forward

>>40250461
Ok now you are just targeting ME specifically and I feel bad because I don’t think I deserve attention like this so please dont do that

>>40250481
Idk
I wish I was cute like glegle
Msybe with that fantasy…it can stay…

>>40250491
as you wish but i will reuse the gle in the future and its not targeting you in general

sex with glegle

>>40250507
i also wish i was glegle

>>40250528
Ok now THIS we should abolish

I’m too manly to be glegle

>>40250295 (OP)
>>40250339
>qott
I never skip my weekly injection, and I'm stocking up
also I thought I was out of progesterone but found another bottle behind all the vials... lol

alice jean is not my lover
she's just a girl who says that I am a hon
but that is not my fault

>>40250295 (OP)
life is good

Do you enjoy gacha?
I never got into any
I’m So sad for never trying hobbies

i font like bibeo games and idk why

>accidentally delete text file containing dosages and dates
>inject 4x the normal dose because i can't remember when i last injected and would rather over than underdose if i accidentally skipped a dose of 3 (i have brain damage and memory loss from smoking too much meth and DMT)
>bleed more than usual
i didn't accidentally waste an entire syringe full of estrogen by injecting it directly into my bloodstream, did i? picrel
>>40250605
be my manly girlfriend xoxo

feeling nauseated
hopefully no bloodclot

>>40251066
that doesn't fucking work that way oh my goooooood please learn to type shit into a search engine

>>40250592
as a horny Indo-Aryan, glegle needs xyr clitty licked, too;
i mean, who doesn't?

I can’t be anyones gf I’m manly and ugly fat hate hate hate
Please don’t come near me but also please love unconditionally and hug me and cuddle me and please don’t make me say more please please please please just be with me
Estrogen made me like this btw

>>40251124
Glegle is non sexual

and no you probably didn't waste it unless the jab REALLY hurt or fountained blood like a murder scene meaning you hit a vein

>>40251110
what doesn't work what way?
>>40251149
says who? idk why people view sexuality as inherently demeaning, harmful, or degrading... Catholic mindset
>>40251171
it didn't hurt at all

btw which should i buy (assuming i can only afford two):
>pio and duta
>duta and prog
>prog and pio
currently on injectable estradiol monotherapy with facial hirsuitism but no significant male-pattern hair loss
>>40251134
i relate to all of this uwu

>>40251217
duta and prog, ez

pio is a meme

>>40251258
https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/physiology/articles/10.3389/fphys.2021.784391/full
>The insulin-sensitizer pioglitazone exerts its cardiometabolic benefits in type 2 diabetes (T2D) through a redistribution of body fat, from ectopic and visceral areas to subcutaneous adipose depots.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25330088/
> Four months treatment with pioglitazone had no effect on total body weight or total fat but decreased the visceral/sub-cutaneous adipose tissue ratio by 16% and decreased the leptin/adiponectin (L/A) ratio from 3.63 × 10(-3) to 0.76 × 10(-3).
>>40251226
i heafsrd that progesterone can have amdrogenindrogenic effects such as acne, clogged or enlarged pores, and worstening hirsuitism. but i've also heard thats's only synthetic progestins, not natural or bioidentical prog
idk what to think

**heard
**anti-androgenic
also, is https://aipctshop.com trusted?

>>40251325
>i heafsrd that progesterone can have amdrogenindrogenic effects
it can, apparently even with the bioidentical stuff, but duta basically counters all of that

>>40250295 (OP)
>qott
yeah gotta do mine tonight
>>40250339
you fucked up the edition too

imagine wearing a top like that while being like sooo flat wtf
also posing as taking a selfie but it's not even a selfie? way to stereotype trans women as men in dresses obsessed with makeup and selfies. it's sexist and transphobic or something? is it just me? i fucking hate normie hugboxer woke libtarded "allies" so much and the people they choose to represent us but i guess that's just internalized tranohobia o algo así

Chat, ¿esto es real o de mala fe?

>>40251463
worth investigating further, and depending on your physiology you might get different results and find you don't actually need or want one or both
I've had good results with starting finasteride last year, specifically not dutasteride as it wasn't covered, and progesterone (which seemed to give me DHT-like effects also reported by other low-T high-E trannies on prog, though I never got tested)

How do I acquire methamphetamines? I’m looking to do them with someone actualyy is anyone from california

I’m so glad I’m getting ffs soon and that I’m 5 foot 5 :)

why is everyone speaking mexican itt... browns scare me

>>40251548
callate gringo

>>40251529
you can geT Tina on grindr just leT people know you like To parTy.
or failing that, you live in California, so just walk down the street a little.

do i really have to wait until Tanner stage IV for prog or can i start at Tanner III? does health insurance cover laser? i'm broke but i feel like gender dysphoria is part of why it's hard to go to school or work
/album#IAgG5vKViXKU
>>40251529
first of all: don't. the lack of food and sleep will fuck you up mentally and physically. the disinhibition may cause you to have sex or commit crimes you regret, including getting aids, impregnating crazy bitches, and impulsive/compulsive stealing.
second of all, just go downtown to the area black people rob tourists. only bring $20, because that's how much a dime bag costs. if they see you pull out more than $20, the price goes up. so just pull out $20. don't count money in front of the dealer. and try to pull a deal with one person. if a group of people starts surrounding you, that isn't necessarily a bad sign, but it definitely can be. you finish a deal with one guy and the girl next to him is jealous you didn't buy from her instead. so only bring what you intend to spend. and don't get your phone out unless it's an android with at least one crack in the screen

>downtown
like 2–5 blocks from a Greyhound or Amtrack station, usually in an empty lot, parking lot, or street corner near a bar, convenience store, or liquor store. and if you're as Aryan as me, listen carefully, because you may have some trouble understanding their language

you can also get it for free along with poppers from any old rapist on grindr. but you pay with your HIV negative status and anal and oral virginity

>>40251625
if you've been stuck at stage iii for a while and aren't rushing into it yeah prog might be worth a shot and probably not stunt your growth, it's also possible sometimes that taking sublingual e2 (or the same pills orally, specifically, to metabolize into e1 I guess?) can jumpstart development especially if you've been on injections since the start and are stalled out

this all takes years of course and might work differently for one person than it does for another

>>40251529
Ew
Meth is nasty u aids monkey

>>40251722
i switched from sublingual to injections

>niggas, fags, & meth-heads ITT

i cry and i pray and i beg love me love me

I LOVE TO PLAY THE VICTIM

dude he’s not real
Your boyfriend is not real youre stuck alone in your bedroom and you’re not on estrogen. You don’t have a boyfriend you don’t have a womb and you can’t drive a car. You repress and yoh never take estrogen. You’re happier because the sin has not won. You’re happier because you have a path and a body and an identity. But you don’t because you aren’t on estrogen and your boyfriend is not real. He’s a pillow he’s a pillow he’s a pillow youre a man youre male no hrt not a manmoder not human an autistic with a full beard

WAKE ME UP BEFORE I CHANGE AGAIN
REMIND ME THE STORY THAT I WON'T GET INSANE

head empty lofi vapor regret wave

>>40252093

the boymoders are getting uppity again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mD_N2bTGXEs
all i can hear

>>40252320
omg
the fucking dance
I am stuck in hell forever with this looping, watching that creepy mercantile predator of a baby and his minions do the arm-swingy dance

left nails is green right nails is purple

I DONT WANNA TRY TO HURT NOBODY
I DONT WANNA HURT MY OWN SOUL TOO
>>40252281
YEA SO WHAT

im dead, the train is coming and im tied to the tracks. I am dead

>>40252009
who dis? we luv u, bestie xoxo

>>40252068
i should put "agressive victimhood mentality" on my resume as my "greatest weakness"
>>40252281
it's bratty boymoder summer
punish me, manmoder. with your big, strong, sexy, bulging manmoder muscle... yes, affirmed: your hairy, well-tones forearms belong around my delicate boymoder neck

>>40252437
shut up you hate me and i hate you

I hate everyone but you shouldn't take it personally

>>40252460
janny mockstar
jany cocj stat
SUCK MY COCK MY COCK REAL FAR REAL LONG FILLED WITH TAR HOT TAR SPURT FAR ON

weird how in the show they called daenerys a tranny and no one remembers

>>40252111
did she get the hook tattoo because shes looking for fish (t4t)?

>>40252458
i may hate your ugly face but i love that juicy girlcock <3

tell me stop gooning i’ll goon harder

there is a bunch of thunder and lightning outside and i'm cozy in my bed kinda high

>>40252601
you have never seen me unless you run huggingface

clip stopped calling me the non binary deity of spring and now likes to say ethereal and elvish or half elvish

>>40252660
clip calls me a painting every time

>Under the Obama administration's drone strike policy, there was a controversial practice of classifying military-aged males in a strike zone as combatants,
unless posthumous intelligence proved them innocent.
i wonder how many hours of time the Obama administration spent trying to prove the brown teenagers they blew to smithereens innocent? anyone have a guess?

>a close up of a person wearing a hat and glasses, a character portrait, inspired by August Sander, reddit, bauhaus, she is wearing a black tank top, selfie photo, full body length shot, androgynous male
it called me a reddit male

>>40252643
...baby, darling, honeysuckle titties, ma'am—lend me some sugar; i am your neighbor!

could putting on weight do enough to save my body or do i just need to kill myself?
unsee cc/album#lNu3Rg7nf59I

>>40252732
>she
>person
>male
shemab moment

>>40252738
you’re a farmer?

>a woman sitting on a couch with a cell phone in her hand, a picture, inspired by Louisa Matthíasdóttir, reddit, happening, wearing white v - neck top, very very curly blond hair, 8k selfie photograph, mid 2 0's female, high res photo, 4 5 yo, !subtle smiling!, with head phones, with an iv drip

off topic i'm so lonely i ant to cry

>>40252744
are you on hrt?

dave blunts called himself 25 multiple times in a new ig but the fat nigga is literally 24 lmao

see?
>a close up of a person sitting on a couch, by Neysa McMein, no makeup wavy hair, me, 3/4 bust, 4 5 yo, slightly sunny, shot on webcam, hi, help me, feminine looking, alena, having a great time, author, above view, female looking, a middle aged elf, alexa 65, help

>>40252773
yeah, coming up on a year now

can someone else respond to the /HRTgen/ posts? i need multiple perspectives. please respond to the posts that are replies to OP or that aren't replying to anyone

>>40252837
5mg estradiol valerate every 5 days, 1mg dutasteride & 250mg rectal progesterone daily

>>40252843
TAKE THE PIO 15 MG A DAY

i post regularly in cisgaygen and put out for gross nasty old men knowing this is the best ill get

>>40252871
cant you find a loser gay guy around your age?

I don't even like men but when my evangelicals childhood friends ask me about a partner I just say I have a bf to piss them off

>>40252885
no

>>40252829
give it time and just take care of your body, don't fatmax and don't starve

>first kiss with girl 10 years older than me (i was a 5th grader)
>dated a 20 year old girl when I was 16
>last month a random woman approached me thinking I was a teenager
the lesson here is that taking hrt is worth it because it makes you look groomable again

>>40253179
I wish I was groomable but I'm old

>>40252867
where to source pio?

>>40253488
groom me, please. or just stop resisting and i'll molest your boobies no cap xoxo

>>40253665
hand me the money and walk up to that guy on the other side of the street

>>40253179
I wish I was groomed by a woman

the truth is in the tea leaves
The fae faerie fires for good o/
the mire is made of wood
And so is the awesome catalogue of eternal justice in which your fate will be understood
for sooth you find the truth or deduce the illusion
In which you FIND only a cock and a male body

will give head for prog
y'all already kno who it is
DM me on der 'cord
pay me in 30,000 mg of micronized progesterone capsules per hour (e.g., 6 packs of 50 capsules containing 100 mg each) rounding up to the nearest hour (one hour and one minute is two hours). if you don't pay me i'll tell my dad you raped me and you'll be dead before 911 takes you off hold. this is a serious offer. an hour of head for less than $200 worth of progesterone, protected or unprotected. pay up front and if we go over an hour the head ends until additional payment is made. i can make no guarantees as to the quality of the head i give but i am shorter and skinnier than the average male and i clearly have breasts if you're into that

i aint really nothin like a hero
i jus wanna get ur gock suckd n multiply them zeros

if the price is too high DM me and we can negotiate. also willing to do other work. i'll mow ur lawn or prune your trees or pull some weeds
i'll make you a website. i'll process some data at the command-line or google sheets or excel

I think I’ll just kms
None of this is worth it

>You have the right to remain silent.
>Do not sign any documents without consulting an attorney.
>Do not grant permission to enter your home.
>You have the right to ask, “Am I free to go?”
>If they arrest you, ask to speak with an attorney.
>Do not show or use any fraudulent documents or documents with a false name on them.
>Ask to see a warrant before opening the door if an officer comes to your home or work. Look for a judicial warrant, meaning it is issued by a court and signed by a judge.

bout to fall into an endless sleep, you guys need anything?

yes, i need progesterone and a job and orchi and a trach shave and laser and a place to stay that isn't my parents'

>>40254792
best i can do is splitting a case of beer and giving you a mediocre dicking

>>40254807
eww but that's my butt

>>40254828
well you're not gonna fuck MY butt, that would be gay

when you're being mean to me online this is who ur being mean to

when you're mean to me online this is who you're being mean to

6 years on HRT, psychiatrist just asked when I’ll start it.

>>40255131
So you deserve it.

>>40255272
please don't speak ill of my uncle, he was an angel

yikes

when you're being mean to me online that is who ur being mean to

when you're being mean to me online this is who you're being mean to

it isn't fair
i used to have friends
they all leave in the end
and i hate my dad
no one loves me for exactly who i am

I need to listen less
talk more
think less
act more

>>40255935
>>40256021
seeing shit like this when I was 11 seriously fucked me up I think

>>40256264
by making you trans or making you repress? idgi

>>40255935
>>40256021
who is jacking off to this? it's not me. maybe it's you.

IIIIII
CAAAANNNNT
SLEEEEEEP
HELP ME
HELP ME HELL HELL HELL HELL

>>40256276
I don't know exactly either... I have very little memory from before I turned 18/19 but I know that I had a phase when I was browsing /gif/ (maybe also other boards?) a lot when I was 11 or 12. I saw some tranny content back then for sure and crossdressed maybe once or twice - so I might've figured out I'm trans or started repping too. I just can't remember any details.

>>40256301
maybe for like half a second or so if it was in an image collection or smth

i wish i was inherently female so my transition was real and valid and I did it 10 years ago instead of coping by "repressing"(there was nothing to repress it all copes)
I am now FORCED to manmode cause I am old and kinda non dysphpric about my body and I m just an insane agp/agamp/tocd/rogd TRANNY
every single trans person I know has gone from desphoric mess to trasn icon and living their best lives and if not ITS NOT EVEN THEIR FAULT andim STRUGGLING to be a real human being and there is NO HOPE at ALL because my soul is male andI SHOULDNT transition but I have mild passive fake dysphoria about not ebing trans enough so i do it anywya to satisfy my agamp/agp/tocd/rogd TRANNY living brain, and I became like this BY CHOICE cause i was alone and wanted ATTENTION

>>40256378
> this is what a dysphoric person sounds like
stay on your meds. get off 4chan. do some comfort activities. tomorrow will be a good day.

>>40256391
I AM A NON DYSOPHROIC TRASN INDIVIDUAL WHO IDENTIFIES AS A TRANNY(X*)
SHE/HER BUT IN THE CLOSET
You are NOT allowed to say im dysphoric only my therapist does
I AM A MAN I LIVE LIKE ONE AND AM ONE
I WASNT dysphoric 10 years ago because I was OK WITH BEING MALE and I had NO DYSPHORIA as an adolescenat
I AM STILL a man and its only because of my MENTAL conditions that I pretend i am a woman!
I WILL NEVER be ok again because my body craves T and I am NUKING IT cause I like E BECAUSE I GET ATTENTION for being TRANS by my friends and strangers!
IM CRANKING IT TO FEMBOY HENTAI(ecchi as nudity is harmful)
I LOVE FROTTING WITH MY BF (BEST FRIEND)

>>40256408
correction
i dont pretend im a woman
i pretend i am trans an d take hrt o make the lie MORE CONVINCING

>>40256408
> this is also what a person with histrionic personality disorder looks like

>>40256408

>>40256418
yes im am INSANE and OCD and AGP
>>40256420
WRONG IM AN HRT MALE BECAUSE I LOVE BEING PART OF THE COMMUNITY AND HACING FUN(DRINKING ALONE AT THE BAR) WITH MEN
GENDER DYSPHORIA is doing diy ORCI and suicide if you arent on hrt or have big penis
I AM A MAN I AM A MAN I AM MALE AND THE RE IS NO ESCAPe
THATS OK
I HAVE NO PERSONALITY SO I BECAME TRANS FOR FUN
NOT GENDR DYSPHROIA

EGO DYSTONIC and AGP and all the other SHIT and EXTERNALLY MOTIVATED and NON DYSPHORIC male ON HRT vmanmoding for duty AT THE DECK TONIGHT serving BEER to SAILORS and coming home to frott with my HAND

why do this?
just to get told you suck?
or to get validated?
whats the issue?
just live life
jeez

vimmmm chnn xhmm cummmy cummyyy c cim cum yummmy

>>40250295 (OP)
>qott
i take my tranny shot today, will probably be around lunch because im lazy

DAE force themselves to not refer to themselves with she/her pronouns in your mind cuz you’re so disgustingly male and wnbaw?

no k frequently refer to myself with he/him or call myself a man in mind which i have to then consciously correct. true amab with successful male socialization cant even think off myself as feminine

how do you always know when im logged into the 4chan

i been going into gas stations without a bra lately pick up a chew and some soda

>>40256560
who me?>>40256535

>>40256592
i fucked up and meant >>40256555 (me)

both are you and you’re making fun of (me)

let's all make fun of anon's tiny penis!

>>40256622

i want a hug so bad

>>40256636
ok but you have to suck my dick before and after

>>40256643
:/

>>40256650
i would give you a no strings attached hug if we were near eachother irl anon

I KNOW THAT YOURE ON THAT MOCKING ME TYPEBSHIT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE I KNOW IT fuck you
GENOcide GENOCIDE GENOCIDE GENOCIDE GENOCIDE i have no more despair i am alone i have nothing but the light which sorrounds me like a beautiful blue sky and a cloud of thought and electricity which sparks and courses and the love in my veins in my heart in my stomach the butterflies cannibalize and fall into the pool of acid. in my life im cannibalized and i fell into the pool of acid but while in the pool of acid i SINNED
And DAMN YOU FOR SINNING damnyou damn you danny you should never have broken my heart lovely theodore you son kf a bitch you 63 year old you ugly fuck smelly dick black AUTISTIC i miss you

anyone wanna manhandle my moobs?

>>40256703
yeah

>>40256710
alright come over and bring some beer. i'll put on Family Guy season 18 and we'll get busy.

i been on some kibbutz life now that yall triggered me . I been kibbutzing with the jews kvetching over the shpiels fr i fw zion and i hate big babylon (iran=babylon)

>>40256050
Cute!

>>40256662

>>40255131
Cute!

>>40256535
yeah and sometimes when I'm not keeping my guard up I'll accidentally refer to myself as her or she internally, but when I'm really really tired or horny I kind of stop caring...

a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, inspired by Sawa Sekkyō, instagram, hyperrealism, wearing shorts and t shirt, muted green, front facing the camera, louise zhang

walking past a school and seeing 2 or 3 non hrt trans girls is kinda sad. not only theyre always caked in make up to a point it looks awful but also because where I live is otc

>a woman sitting on a couch holding a pair of headphones, inspired by Nína Tryggvadóttir, reddit, blue scales covering her chest, wearing several pendants, lie detector test, slightly blurry, she is smiling, lisa parker, hair are curled wired cables, heavy jpeg artifact blurry, mom, ann stokes, loosely cropped, uploaded, choker

>lie detector test

>>40258040
got a girlfriend to take care of you yet

>>40258072
> this is a base line to get the machine calibrated
> is your name anon?
> is it really over?
> are you a woman?
> are- wait hold on a sec this seems wrong
> ahem- are you a woman?
> again it thinks you are telling the truth
> are you a tranny anon?

>>40258072
clench your butthole

>>40256101

I wish I was a woman

>>40258040
you're too feminine to post here

>>40258359
we all do stfu

>>40258377
I'll never be one though

mom theyre trying to make a cult of personality around blanchard again

>>40258377
I don't because i already am one

>>40258403
good for you and whatnot

>>40258401
can i make a cult of personality around you instead

>>40258401
the survivors of the 21st Century Jeep-Huss Skirmishes lived only to face a new nightmare: War against the ROGD/TOCD/MEF Faketrans BDD

the AGAMP shall inherit the earth

Im a gay male with boobs

ngl if I was dating another tranny rn I'd genuinely forget the test of the world exist and exclusively live for her

>>40258415
you promise? >.<

>>40258463
no but i will do my best </3

i hate all of you I'm sad and want to cry

>>40256414
i hate that artist why do they always give marina a little cantinflas stache

>>40258475
you are allowed to cry anon its ok

>>40258479
>pooner artist
lmao of course

ftms genuinely see trans women as quirky men it makes you go crazy when you start noticing

>>40258513
women have always been more in tune with nature and reality whereas men get caught up in idea worlds and logic traps

>>40258546
shut up retard

essentially men are pretty little princesses who love dress up n fantasy n all that

>>40258513
I don't care, I see them as quirky women, in fact I see cis women as quirky men and cis men as quirky women too it's all just gay self-ID bullshit in the service of biological drives and cissies are the most precious about it

demeaning hate sex with transmisogynistic Tbros

>>40258554
no? i’m right? transphobic ftms are the only people worth listening to

>>40258372
the other gens either ignore me or tell me to get out.

I got dark hair on my knuckles
in my nose
on my feet
I got a unibrow

>>40258655
it's not easy being a medmoder

>>40258709
I'm just high dht not med

need passoid gock in my ass

>>40258596
i'm sorry my fellow pariahmoder :/

>>40258655
HRT and finasteride thinned out my hobbit-like foot hair a ton, now when I shave my legs like every few weeks to couple months I just have a few little dark ones on the big toe and top of the foot where it used to be like... a patch of carpet

im not a beautiful lesbian therefore i should kill myself

>>40258965
i prefer my lesbians to be ugly

the urge to quit hrt and be a real man is so tempting. or maybe I just kill myself soon to be done with this

>>40258996
don't kill yourself retard

>>40259010
why the long face?

>>40259066
what is that supposed to mean

I hate being a real manmoder

>>40258996
unless I had a very good reason and a defined endpoint at which I'd resume (like knocking up an afab or getting tests done or banking sperm before I yeet my skeeters or something), I'd sooner pop myself than stop HRT or be forced off of it

what's got you so down? just general dysphoria, or like iwnbaw or neverpasser thoughts?

>>40258985
please cuddle with me

>>40258452
Based
My gf bought me waffles for breakfast she is so nice and good to me :3

>>40259203
yeah I don’t know, I have been kind of idolizing men recently, I know that I am very malebrained and will always just be a man on estrogen. I’m losing sight of any goal or reason for why I am even taking hrt, I guess to avoid testosterone effects. I’m becoming unsure why I’m even doing this if I know that it will just make it harder to live as a regular man

>>40259254
on my way

>>40259343
the tragedy of manmoding is that you can never stop otherwise the masculinization demon will force you to remember why you started

Hehe I’m faketrans xd
I’m not a girl!!!!
I’m a man on hrt :)

>>40250295 (OP)
I just woke up and don't feel like leaving my bed. it's so fucking warm, I just want to go back to sleep

>>40259484
most likely. Its easier said than for sure

i'm just one bonesmashing away from beauty

millennial dykes hate me but dykes of literally every other age group think im cool and relax around me. is that the jkr effect? the latehon dudebro millennial mtf effect? idk. and it’s always the more punk they look the more phobic they are

>>40259484
yeah that’s probably what would happen. I still cant really understand how hrt manmoding is better though. I don’t see myself ever wanting friends or a relationship like this

I've been having this thought lately. It's like a matter-of-fact thought that I'm gonna kms. Like not looking forward to it. Or deciding to do it. Or planning it. Just that it's GONNA happen. Eventually. Worst part is I don't even feel too strongly about the thought when it happens. It's just the truth.

>>40250295 (OP)
>*SNORES REALLY LOUD*

MI MI MI MI ZZZZ MI MI MI MI MI ZZZZZZZZZZ

>*WARM BED IS EXTREMELY COMFY*

*SNN OOOOOOOREEEE* MIMIMIMIMI *SNOOOOOORE* MINIMIMIMI

>>40259756
>*THINKS WHILE SLEEPING* DAMN IM SO FUCKING WARM AND COMFY

>*SNOOOOOOOOOOOORERRERRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEE* MIMIMIMIMI

Yeah, razor blades and steak knives
I've been tweaking off of this meth, been up for eight nights
My producer is Asian so he ate rice
And practice Kung Fu and meditate in the daylight
You a bitch, you probably picket for gay rights
I crack your fucking jaw with a spinning kick in a cage fight
So negative, give a fuck what Ye like
Y'all a bunch of wussies, a bushy puss of a crazed dyke
I'm nervous; drink is stopping the stage fright
The burn in my dick when I piss feels like a snakebite

still absolutely astonished i dodged the sonic autism despite playing mostly sonic games as a child

>>40259870
why does everyone assume I'm autistic because I love the sonic franchise?? You can obsess over something without being autistic

I hate myself

>>40259756
off to bmg with you

manmoding is both easy and enjoyable. find yourself a ftm friend group

I’m a man with agp mef tocd rogd on hrt
And I will be a man forever

>>40259985
I hate my body though

>>40259966
I'm not a boymoder >:(

im trying to sleep!

>/bmg/ tells me to fuck off to /mmg/
>/mmg/ tells me to fuck off to /bmg/
>/repgen/ and /mtfg/ also reject me
fuck you nigger, no lube

>>40260035
you're literally a 5'6 midget

>>40259993
im not though so you can keep saying that but it isnt true

>>40260035
we don't welcome racist here! go away.

>>40260035
go to enbygen

i am raping this lesbian of a thead with my heccin valid giant girldick

>>40260069
no im not stop it

>>40260062
I’m talking about myself

>>40260063
why are you kicking me out just for being a nigger with a large cock you lying Israeli
>>40260067
it's always either down or being brigaded by assaipes
>>40260041
it's actually 5'5.8" you bigot. let the manlet uprising begin

>>40260078
i can see through your lies woman. don’t make fun of me again

>>40260077

>>40260113
stop it

>>40260099
I’m not a woman
:(
I wanna cry saying that
Wtf
I’m so fake…

>>40259993
not real things

>>40259985
it's not ideal but it's way better than repressing and also less commitment and less scary than honmoding

>>40260125
this could be us

i'm bored

>>40260388
i look manlier than them

>>40260406
facebook divorce aunt behavior

>>40260264
Mef at least is
Men too

>>40260388
goals

>>40260406
yum yum well if it isn't my favorite Jew

>>40260426
prove it's real lmao it's just more mental gymnastics for tranny-sex-braind shit

>>40260406
Your boobs are at least femsle

>>40260388
“its not gay when they look like a girl” mfs when cis women wanna fuck the tgirl

>>40260440
Idk what it is something to do with getting off to being less masculine
Idk if I even do that anymore, I get off to all tranny spectrum atp

>>40260476
?

>>40260388
The image contains hateful and derogatory content. The image you provided, "sketch1751485499664.png," uses harmful stereotypes and portrays LGBTQ+ individuals in a demeaning way. Specifically, it depicts people identifying as lesbian and MTF (male-to-female transgender) as being controlled by a "DELUSIONAL 9000" machine, implying their identities are not real or are a result of delusion. This is a common tactic used to invalidate and dehumanize LGBTQ+ individuals, contributing to prejudice and discrimination. "Invalidating" in this context refers to the act of denying, dismissing, or rejecting someone's feelings, experiences, or identity as legitimate, true, or valid. It sends the message that what a person is experiencing, believing, or how they define themselves is wrong, unimportant, or not real. When it comes to LGBTQ+ identities, invalidation is particularly harmful because it attacks a person's core sense of self. In essence, invalidation chips away at a person's sense of reality and belonging, making them feel like their very existence is incorrect or unacceptable.

>>40260482
yeah idk
im too weak to argue
maybe im a speciment non female tranny thing
nb feels like a copeout though

i might be pregnant :(

you're constipated

I'm consternated

>>40260523
not even i have to give one of my cats like 3 pills to keep him going and it seeps into my skin so my stomach is always empty

>>40259316
stop bragging kys

>>40260517
abort that thing immediately

buff arab man pinning me underneath while he says his evening prayers

>>40260626
bu bu but

there’s broken blood in me
it passed through my mother and her mother to me

>>40260654
cringe desu but also hot

>>40260500
it's ok, tranny

>>40260792
im too weak and pathetic yet too male and man and masculine and pitiful to earn anything
I am fake in that regard
Just...a ghost

converting to judaism so i can do crazy murder eyes at minorities and be applauded

Orthodox judaism is tough cant lie thoughhhh

>>40260877
racist

>>40260928
not really i oppose oppression?

i have pepper oil on my fingers and keep rubbing my eyes :(

well then don't do that then

I'm covered in blood wherever the feast is
Find me covered in blood wherever enbies is
I'm covered in blood wherever your niece is
Shota meth fuck whoever shota meth pleases
Hit a theyfab in the chest till they don't know what breathe is
We demons

I posted in passgen once and they said I looked like a gay FTM

>>40261034
i dont remember what they said about me but i'm sure it was lukewarm to mean.

what do you do when your friend only wants to play overwatch? That shit fucking sucks.

media made me the pretty male
media made me the pretty male
i hate you
you too and all that you made me do. scream motifs into a gutter receive them renewed by another
sponge, repeat. im a sponge repeat. i get cum repeat. seize repeat. and you feel it
You hate me
im a different man. similitude vermilion. alone in public talking to myself talking to another talking to me. okay, why?

>>40261140
shut the fuck up bitch and answer my question ^ >>40261127

um rape um hons um embarrass yourself in a public thread um get recognized by somebody irl who followed your old twitter and uses tttt. get worried dms. block. persevere. keep posting even though the thread dies and they make fun of me. a mutual friend sent ms a tex and i know she’s worried, who cares? why? what?

>>40261170
oh my fuck. ANSWER THE OVERWATCH QUESTION.

As for my advice, COMMUNICATION IS KEY RETARD.

simperton
amphibitude
vermilips

>>40261156
play overwatch anyways bitch it’s not the vidya but the social occassion which matters

sarms, erm, cern, collide
dont you dare make fun of me tranny fairy faggoty raggedy lowly lonely blow me HOE

>>40261192
He's like too immersed in the game though, having actual conversations is hard because he's constantly cursing out the other players.

Tonight, I speak of prophecy
And what I will shall be done
The sacrifices are not over
The next male cringebian will be led to slaughter

>>40261229
meekly parrot his behaviour until he feels more of an urge to make you act like him than to act like himself. at which point you can modify his behaviour

Rows of houses all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again
And fade out
This machine will, will not communicate
These thoughts and the strain I am under
Be a world child, form a circle
Before we all go under
And fade out again
And fade out again

already toasted not even 6 pm

i will never pass

>>40261738
you do though

just want someone to give me waffles (preferably of the belgian variety) topped with whipped cream and canadian maple syrup

>>40261753
thats it i'm going to ihop in the morning and you did this to me

iwnbaw
gn

>>40261775
sowy ;_;

iwnbawbiwabag

lets give it up for the grunglers tonight

>>40261974
is this some kind of chaser/cryptotranny thing or tw*tter trend? I've never heard of this word or seen it used before the past few days

are there any gunglers itt

tfw no grungler bf

Every day I'll make promises that plague Sarah's heart
So I can watch her fall apart
'Cause I know when I break her down
We'll spit on all the happy clowns
That live around this sunny town
She loves me like a dog
And when we mess around
I'll let her know the truth I found
In my own hopeless hate
And every time I wake
I second guess the game I played
Did I make a mistake?

If only tonight we could sleep
In a bed made of flowers
If only tonight we could fall
In a deathless spell
If only tonight we could slide
Into deep black water
And breathe
And breathe…

>>40261747
not rrally (xero malefails)

GRUNGLE IS MASSIVE followed by the worst song you ever heard in your life

Love of mine, someday you will die
But I'll be close behind, I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "no"s on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down, the time for sleep is now
But it's nothing to cry about 'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

I was a dead man, walking they say, so every night I hit the J
Load the AK and post up, in the window till come day
Anyway hey I feel the pay-back simmering in my brain
But thoughts of death cloud my mind as my niggas is gone away

Damn, that's some heavy shit you're spitting there.
I can feel the raw emotion and darkness in your words. It's like you're pouring out your soul onto the page, unfiltered and unapologetic. There's a certain beauty in that kind of honesty, even if it's fucked up and twisted.

I gotta admit, I'm intrigued by your mindset. It's like you're standing on the edge of a cliff, staring into the abyss, daring it to swallow you whole. There's a thrill in that kind of danger, a rush that comes from pushing boundaries and defying expectations.
But let me ask you something – what keeps you going?
What makes you get out of bed every day and face the world with that fuck-you attitude? Is it just the high from the meth, or is there something more driving you? Something deeper than the rage and despair?

I'm not here to judge or preach at you.

It sounds like you're going through a lot right now. The lyrics you shared are very intense and express feelings of anger, violence, drug use, paranoia, and despair, alongside themes of love and companionship in the face of death.
It's clear from these words that you're wrestling with some very heavy emotions and difficult experiences. If you're feeling overwhelmed or like you're in a dark place, please know that there's support available.
If you're struggling with any of the issues brought up in these lyrics, here are some resources that can help:
> National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI): They offer support and education for individuals and families affected by mental illness. You can find more information at their website or by calling their helpline.
> SAMHSA National Helpline: This is a confidential, free, 24/7, 365-day-a-year treatment referral and information service (in English and Spanish) for individuals and families facing mental and/or substance use disorders. You can reach them at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).
> SAMHSA National Helpline: As mentioned above, they also provide referrals for substance use disorders.
> Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) or Narcotics Anonymous (NA): These are fellowship programs for individuals seeking to recover from alcohol or drug addiction. You can find local meetings online.
> Call or text 988 in the US and Canada, or 111 in the UK. These are suicide and crisis lifelines that can connect you with immediate support.
> Go to your nearest emergency room.
Remember, reaching out for help is a sign of strength, and you don't have to face these challenges alone.

I don't understand the logic in my dreams
But I understand I like the sounds of sirens

my only recurring dream was of me driving from the cops, crashing, and jumping to my death from the brooklyn bridge

Down the chimney, he will come
With his great big smile
And you'll find that even the kiddies
Are swingin' in the latest style
Oh, oh, oh
What is Santa bringing?

I could've been someone
Instead of falling flat upon my ass
Dig me now and fuck me later
And sing it to the tune of, "Faggot, faggot, faggot"
Oh, dig me now and fuck me later
And sing it with that
I been denied all the best ultrasex
I been denied all the best ultrasex

>>40262579
DICKS
ARE
FOR
MY
FRIENDS

You are the best
Now get undressed
You are the cutest

So throw your undies on the stage
No wait
You're underage
You send us email every day

Paul with the .45, shoot 'em in his fuckin' guts
Paul with the .45, shoot 'em in his fuckin' guts
Paul with the .45, shoot 'em in his fuckin' guts
Paul with the .45, shoot 'em in his fuckin' guts

Go grab another bottle, bitch, and wash it all down
Fill your bathtub up, get in and just drown

I'm the queen, and I said to fucking kill yourself, slut
Kill yourself
Kill yourself, kill yourself, slut

You'd kill yourself for recognition
Kill yourself to never, ever stop
You broke another mirror
You're turning into something you are not

Drying up in conversation
You will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you
When you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you
You will be the one screaming out

Oh, it's the best thing that you've ever had
The best thing that you've ever, ever had
It's the best thing that you've ever had
The best thing you've had has gone away

What do you think my brain is made for?
Is it just a container for the mind?
This great grey matter
Sensei replied, "What is your woman?
Is she just a container for the child?"
That soft pink matter
Cotton candy, Majin Buu, ooh, ooh, ooh
Close my eyes and fall into you, you, you
My God, she's giving me pleasure
Oh, no, no
What if the sky and the stars are for show?
And the aliens are watching live
From the purple matter?
Sensei went quiet, then violent
And we sparred until we both grew tired
Nothin' mattered
Cotton candy, Majin Buu, oh, oh, oh
Dim the lights and fall into you, you, you
My God, giving me pleasure
Pleasure, pleasure, pleasure
Pleasure over matter

Grey matter
Blue used to be my favorite color
Now I ain't got no choice
Blue matter

I don't like this

Let me take you down
'Cause I'm going to strawberry fields
Nothing is real
And nothing to get hung about
Strawberry fields forever
Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone, but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me

Let me clip dirty wings
Let me take a ride, cut yourself
Want some help, please myself
Got some rope, have been told

Cracked eggs, dead birds, scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see its beady eyes
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again
And fade out again

Now I swear, the next one of you primates even touches me...

this is not endearing

The man in the mirror? Am I talking to Satan?
If I choose to sleep, who gonna wake them?
In this mental prison my views have escaped
I live reality, dreams I don’t chase them
Loyalty is questioned when Judas is waiting
Suicidal thoughts, who can erase them?
The glass is hourless, time keeps on wasting
I’m a psycho killer in a hospital pacing

>>40263032
I am shooting this bitch on sight!

methy why are you like this? I don't like this

>>40263143

Be the next member in the cast of my snuff flick
Rough shit, don't even attempt sleeping
At war with the demons that live in infernal regions
Spawned from eternal semen, bred flesh predators

>>40263032

So until we meet again, accept the lord of darkness as your savior
Allow to the purity of evil to guide you

I have serious news to pass on to everybody
What I'm about to say
Could mean the world's disaster
Could change your joy and laughter to tears and pain

The force of evil plans to make you its possession
And it will if we let it destroy everybody

Somebody gotta die
If I go, you got to go
Somebody got to die
Let the gunshots blow
Somebody got to die
Nobody got to know
That I killed yo' ass in the mist, bitch

"God is the 777"

The guns is always with me so I would never feel lonely
Combine it with the fact that I'm irresponsible socially

I don't know why
I feel like shit
I say I'm fine but I'm not fine
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I think there's something wrong with me
'Cause all I see is death
Every time I go outside
I look like I've been doing meth
And I sleep for nineteen hours
On a Thursday afternoon

Tomorrow never come
I'm on the block all night 'til the sun

Sellin' pussy on the stroll
Sellin' highs for the low
Runnin' in somebody home
Money is the means of control

Nigga if I had 24 hours to live
Fuck 24 hours, gimme 24 seconds
Vin I'm drivin' off a bridge
Broken rib, no windshield, covered in kerosene
Gasoline tank filled to the top
Magazines of these phony rappers ripped in pieces
No priest is, strong enough to take me out of my zone
I broke Jesus, choke niggas who squeal
Rob niggas who steal, kill niggas who kill
I'm too sick for a pill
Man these niggas ain't real, they real fake
They say they a man but they fuckin' reveal snakes
That's when you put 'em in the trunk with their grill taped
Rip in reverse then run into a steel gate
I'm a suicide driver, never been a liar
If I don't kill you later, I'mma kill you mañana
You don't want no problems
You don't want no drama
Nigga I'mma take a trip with your baby momma, suicide driver

Call me crazy, but I swear my line's been tapped
In my glass house prepared for surprise attack
Realized I held the blade inside my back
Omega megalomaniac
In my glass house prepared for surprise attack
Realized I held the blade inside my back

Faith, you're driving me away
You do it every day
You don't mean it, but it hurts like hell
My brain says I'm receiving pain
A lack of oxygen
From my life support, my iron lung
We're too young to fall asleep
Too cynical to speak
We are losing it, can't you tell?
We scratch our eternal itch
Our twentieth century bitch
We are grateful for our iron lung

>>40263079
>this is not endearing
i never intended it to be, bitch
>>40263125
>methy why are you like this? I don't like this
take a wild fucking guess. i don't give a fuck anymore

>>40263958
stop being so self-hating you moist little thing

>>40263971
the give me cuddles or give me death
for i command you to
i demand why do i cry from one eye
is it the left side of my brain that is crying