Thread 40268601

QOTT: What are the best parts about being ftm, in your opinion?
QOTT2: What are the worst?

>>40268601 (OP)
fuck forgot to add prev >40238992

>>40268611
ugh whatever lol >>'40238992

>>40268611
>>40268628
are you stupid

prev: >>40238992

>>40268787
Yeah i typoed I usually don't make threads

>>40268601 (OP)
Idk what the best part is but the worst is definitely not being able to plap anyone
>inb4 sex toys/srs
It’s just not the same

>>40268601 (OP)
The only best thing about being ftm for me was getting treated nicer by my dad and grandpa growing up. They were very sweet to me, gave me cute nicknames etc., but if I was born a boy they'd probably be colder and more strict with me.

>>40268601 (OP)
the best part about being ftm is when a big strong hairy man slaps my clit with his girthy cock and calls me stupid for thinking i'd ever be a real man before shoving it inside and boyremoving me by getting me pregnant

>>40268601 (OP)
i love being a cis guy

>>40268601 (OP)
I thought this was an MtF comic where the person still feels sad/depressed after transitioning lol

>>40268933
I know it's a larp, but as a tall ftm I would like to fuck a cis manlet chaser like this. I'd force him to "admit to being a woman" and beg me to impregnate him with my fake penis

>>40269018
is 5'7 small enough for you?
>t. cis manlet

>>40269025
I'm 6'0 so yeah

>>40269018
Need a cis moid shorter + smaller than me to do this to but I’m fucking 5’6” and weigh maybe 120lbs on a good day

>>40269072
hot... is there any other kinky stuff you'd wanna do with a smol guy?

>>40269106
unless you're willing to go to asia or south america the best you could get is a guy as small/tall as you

>>40269118
Sadge. I’m aware

>>40268601 (OP)
>qott
being a man, testosterone
>qott2
not being a cis man, being dickless and short

>>40269106
just go to california they're all midgets there

1 lesbian sex with boys
2 keep accidentally outing myself by mentioning I was a girl scout

>>40269333
i think you might be retarded anon

>>40269333
Just say "scouts" without specifying

>>40268933
Yeah, this..
afab is the way to plap and validation... probably just kill meself if I were male...

>>40268971
Artist?

>>40268628
>>40268611
Retard mouthbreather moment
>ugh
clocked

if u bleed a lot after ur shot did u waste the injection

>>40269656
how much is a lot, few droplets or a huge stream? If former it's fine, if later it may je still fine

i wish my bf was here to cum all over me and make me worship his cock and remind me that i will never be a real man. i need him to force me to grow out my hair and wear cute outfits so he can take me out in public and grope me in them. i'm just a dumb hole, hehehe~ :3

>>40269106
why not dom a cis guy with the same stats as you(me for example)?

>>40269673
it was a stream for less than a minute and the injection site was swollen and i had to push it in

>>40269678
I feel like my T levels dropped a 100 ng/dl just from reading this.

>>40269639
Calm down it's not that deep

hey doods, anguished anon from last thread here.
still in absolute turmoil. T is finally in my grasp yet im experiencing so much doubt and dysphoria at the same time. my ocd is afraid i will detrans despite never desiring to be feminine basically my whole life. i'm not a lesbian, have never been SA'd, have autism, or any of that other stuff that causes people to depoon.
should i stop deluding myself and hrt rep or go full pooner? my friends and bf all support me (ive been out socially to them for 5+ years) but i'm still afraid.

>>40270688
Nigga take that shit right now. There's aydens in third world countries right now who don't get any testosterone.

>>40270683
shut the fuck up

Why on earth do you people want to be men? You will never get treated like them anyway.

>>40270765
You don't have to come here if the board makes you upset
>>40270766
Because my cat is a girl so I have to be a boy. So it's fair.

>>40270849
ive been there

>>40270766
i don't want to be a man i want to be a cute little boy forever

>>40268601 (OP)
>QOTT: What are the best parts about being ftm, in your opinion?

pussy

>>40270688
Anon just take your shot. There's no reliable way to know if transition is right or wrong for you except for transitioning. Take your shots for at least 2 months and by then you'll know.

>>40268601 (OP)
>QOTT
I get to choose my own dick size. Assuming I'm ever able to afford srs.
>QOTT2
Constantly being mogged from age 12-18

>>40270688
Needing external validation is extremely female coded

>>40270688
You will never pass

>>40271398
I have to wonder how much you must hate yourself to reply with something like this

>>40271406
Spoken like a true man LMFAOOOOOOOOO

>>40271406
it's kinda true tbqhwya

>>40271415
What?

>>40271003
keep jamming T into your ass! That'll help!!

>>40271422
No man would reply like that, you are appealing to the female desire to conform.

>>40271438
it did i'm cuter now

>>40271439
I'm not the anon who wrote the wall of text

>>40271455
I know. It is still hilarious how much all of you talk like women.

>>40271467
not either of those anons but whats the point of you being in this thread

>>40271502
To make fun of you doods

>>40271534
you're not very good at it desu, the things i think about myself cut deeper than "lol fembrained typing style"
try harder or gtfo

>>40271534
why don't you make fun of me too

>>40271542
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :3

>>40271551
heyyyy

>>40271564
hiiiii

>>40271542
give me your contacts and I can make fun of you all you want

>>40271632
y-you first anon

>>40271646
swietochlow1ce

>>40271673
>swietochlow1ce
>polish city

>>40268601 (OP)
>be in the city
>get stopped by a guy asking for money for charidy
>he calls me miss occasionally as he explains what it's for
>i agree w/ the cause so why not
>asks me how i like the city as i donate
>explain that i'm from here yada yada
>his eyes light up and he starts talking about football, calling me bro now
>have a short conversation, he fist bumps me as i leave
i still don't know if i passed or not

>>40271366
>>40271398
unironically transition fuel. i will now take my T thank you anons

>>40272065
Will you really? Let us know how your first injection went.
Everytime a repper poons out an angel gets its wings, or something.

>>40269625
no idea

>>40271398
These text gender analysers are bullshit. I put several samples into 3 of them and all of them gender the same text completely differently (one says 56% male and the other 82% for the same block of text)

>>40272253
I meant 82% female.

>1
Stupid easy to make friends once your mannerisms improve. In a space with any kind of united quality/hobby you can basically just talk to any guy like a friend, it's very positive and general friendliness is rewarded if you aren't awkward and sweaty.
>2
My bones are fucked, I'm the toy poodle version of a man.

>>40272165
i'll update you guys. i picked up my prescription today but they only had my needles ready

>>40270100
omg i'm glad i helped u. lets be cute little fake boys together let's rub our clits together preformatively in front of a real man just to get him off >.<

>>40272970
Nta but I'll be a fakeboy with you. We can wear binders on the beach together.

>>40271993
You did not

>>40272970
You know what... No, nevermind. I'd only fuck another ftm if he had the decency to lie to himself and me by calling it "frotting".

>>40273028
How does one know if they pass

>>40273001
i already got top surgery so i can go shirtless and show everyone my instaclockable girly scars and tiny waist and huge grabable hips uwu

>>40273119
i have the decency of trying to fix my mental illness and accept biological reality thoughever. we'll never be able to really frot, only scissor like dumb little lesbos

>>40273119
>>40273137
You can't back out now, I just topped up on baby oil. We're going to run out bare, moist zippertits together and take turns being the seme and the uke. We can even play Will Wood on the Bluetooth speaker.

>>40273182
How would 3 pooners have a threesome, eating each others poons in a daisychain?

>>40273124
One does not

i think im gonna go to the ER idk if ill be admitted inpatient but im doing this alone. should i pack a bag

>>40274039
i need help

>>40274039
if you have no support to get you anything id pack a bag.

>>40274039
Don't be sad anon you're beautiful bb

>>40274084
i have support but cant bring myself to get them involved i need to get away. i feel like a horrible friend and person
>>40274096
thank you

>>40274466
>Wake up to phone ringing
>Pick up
>"Hello, is this *dead name*?"
>"Yes, this is"
>"Is this *dead name*?"
>"Yup"
>"Are you sure this is *dead name*?"
>"Yup"
>*Hangs up*
>Search up number that just called
>Debt collector

Lmao

>>40274522
Shit I forgot to erase the digits I clicked on before hitting post

For those of you who got bullied in school, was it primarily from girls or boys?

>>40274551
i was so confused lol

>>40270766
coal falsenuke

>>40275010
the boys punched and kicked me, but the girls enacted psychological warfare. fuck my retarded tranny life

What do you think of Jamison Green

>>40275010
girls. but i wasn't bullied extensively

>>40275010
Girls. Boys who tried to bully me were to retarded to do so, their insults never made sense. Nobody at any of the schools I attended ever got in fights, even in rural texas.

>>40275010
girls did the majority, but the most extreme was from boys. unfortunately for them, i was physically active in school and knew how to punch people in the nose hard enough to cause damage.

>>40275010
girls. boys called me names and tried to fight me. one boy's mom tried to get me expelled because i kicked him in the nuts after he started hitting me in the stomach (he was at least 20lbs heavier than me btw). girls would pretend to be my friend to torment me or gather intel.

>>40275010
Boys. I was too intimidating for the girls to bully. And even with the guys it was more they'd say some stupid shit and I'd retort and then they'd call me a dyke and walk away as if that were an insult to an out dyke.

>>40268601 (OP)
any American trannies here scared about the BBB? I'm fucking horrified honestly.

>>40276114
probably going to have a "Big, Beautiful PLAP" sub-bill for shaving and impregnating all of America's poonhams and poonlets

>>40276114
i haven't been watching the news because it makes me feel like i'm going insane. what are you scared of most?

>>40276114
not really they took out the trans thing on medicaid and i'm not on medicaid anyways. it's net benefit since the places hit hardest are going to be conservative areas. they should have cut more, the sooner they die off the better

why are yall like this

>>40275010
Damn some of you guys had a hard time of it. People mostly just avoided me in school (both girls and boys), and if we were required to work in a group they'd glare at me but wouldn't outright say anything.

>>40276114
I just wonder how bad things are gonna get for us here. I want to move to a more lib area when I can but it's hard to tell how much that can protect you in the future.

>>40276114
the anti trans stuff was removed so my biggest concern is medicaid, which i wouldn't have next year anyways unless i move states (which was already planned)

what am i even gonna say when i get there. i dont even know what i need at this point. my psych didnt answer. i need to go aomewhere to stabilize

>>40276930
idk what to do. what do i do

>What are the best parts about being ftm, in your opinion?
I appreciate that it has made me automatically more secure about a lot of stuff that often bends cis guys out of shape. one example: I'm so happy about passing and just having no dysphoria that I don't mind being fairly short. I wear and do whatever I want (an it harm none) because I feel like I went to too much fucking trouble to do otherwise.

>What are the worst?
I don't enjoy being reliant on an additional medication to stay well, though it is far too late for that.

i very much identify with picrel as a mtf tranny

i should juat take the pills i dont get what im so scared of

>>40275010
>For those of you who got bullied in school, was it primarily from girls or boys?

Mostly boys. Girls definitely avoided me and would make fun of me in very petty ways, but boys were way worse. Our gym teacher left this group of boys in charge every morning while everyone was in places and they would ridicule me in front of the class. On several occasions they would do stuff like locking me into a side room and kicking me, and one time with just one of them there was some corrective sexual assault shit.

kind of crazy now that I think about it. I feel like it's weird to be so aggro with a "girl" as a boy

>>40276719
women

>>40277188
if you didnt act like a girl they wont treat you like one

>A couple weeks ago, one day in class, me and a girl were assigned a team project and worked on it together. She kept laughing at my jokes but she also mentioned having a boyfriend.
>2 days later(next class day) i intentionally try and get her to laugh multiple times over the span of the 6 hour class. She laughs multiple times and tells me I’m funny.
>Don’t have class with her for another 4 days but she’s on my mind non stop. We somehow end up going to the gym at the same time and i say what’s up. She laughs which is random but i joke abt it. Make some small talk at gym but we’re both there with other people and I’m also just akward.
>in class the next day, I feel akward like I shouldn’t be looking at her but I still try and make her laugh and it works nothing major
>wednesday I don’t see her at all but even when I tried to go to the gym a little earlier to go at the same time as her
>today see her in class, Try harding at making her laugh, it works but i also feel like she can tell I’m trying too hard so I lay off. We walk by eachother and she says hi and I can’t even make eye contact and I said some stupid shit I dont even remember. She looks at me multiple times whenever someone else says something funny. She laughed at my reaction to someone’s joke more than she did to the persons joke once.
> I feel a weird tension and I lock in and decide to not try and make any jokes for the rest of the day.
I can’t get her out of my head is there sexual tension or is it all in my head. I won’t even be on campus this weekend to try and see her at the gym so I won’t see her till Tuesday. I also don’t know how to make any moves and it’s tough knowing she has a bf but maybe they’re long distance i never see her with him.

>>40277278
The jonkler

>>40277269
>if you didnt act like a girl they wont treat you like one

I mean, I thought I was acting like a girl. I was dealing with really bad dysphoria but I wasn't socially transitioning at that point. nevertheless: you look like a man, walk like a man, sit like a man, tranny, dyke, etc etc

it did push me to just come out because I figured it couldn't get any worse. grateful for that.

>>40275010
Got straight up sexually abused by girls as a harassment tactic in middle school among other horror movie tier bullshit meanwhile guys never gave me a hard time at all, idk why. I think you're just invisible as a "girl" if you have lesbian aura

ok i took hydroxyzine to try and calm down i am hoping i just fall aaleep

Do FTM's like 6 foot chubby girlfailure stoner agp transgirls?

>>40268878
Wait I thought of something for the best part
>not having to experience the pain of getting hit in the balls

If FtMs are men, they why do they have:
- XX chromosomes
- tight wet vaginas
- fertile wombs that beg to be breed
- tiny afab skeletons and body proportions
- short legs and torsos
- soft delicate afab skin
?

is there any hope for a relatively normal day to day life as a 5'2 ftm?

>>40277423
well I certainly do

>>40277561
maybe as a woman, sure

>>40277561
Cismen love short afab bois

>>40277561
Yes, but you will be viewed as a 15 year old boy

>>40277702
boi with a tight vagina. that's a huge plus

>>40277565
i need you

>>40277561
>>40277572
>>40277626
>>40277702
nta but its fucking over lol

>>40277561
>>40277952
move to california
the population is 80% asian and mexican and most of the men here don't even clock 5'8
you'll still be short but within normal male range because you'll be standing next to 4'3 guatemalan construction workers

>>40277561
they are really attractive to cismen for some reason...hmmm can't think of why

Can pooners be normal doods?

>>40278990
Height differences are hot, they love that shit. At least they'll never be lonely.

>>40279122
Who does he want to fit in with? Normies? But wouldn't that be boring?

>>40279122
It's his fault, I've never had anyone assume I'm into hazbin hotel he's making the impression that he is

>>40279151
this tbdesu i went through high school as an obnoxious pooner with neon hair and nobody made these assumptions about me either

>>40279122
What's wrong with the dnd math nerds
>tfw no math nerd gayden bf

>>40279165
Zhe thinks enjoying things is fembrained

>>40279122
Lol it already got deleted by moderation. Peak reddit free speech moment.

>>40269678
ywnbaw. you will always be craving to be roided with testosterone.
accept AAP, detrans slop is for gaydens.

>>40269678
good girl

>>40279373
i'm not a gayden i'm just a delusional straight girl with a bf ;3 i must be punished and fixed for my delusions of being anything other than a stupid bitch

>>40279165
Yeah you pass if that's the assumption made about you, it's a cis male nerd stereotype

>>40279165
The Seattle polycule of it all
>>40279455
Only if you have to dress like a normie to pass

>>40279455
i'm just a cis guy wanting a nerdy gayden bf

>>40279468
Predictable

>>40279468
there are several of us out there

>>40279122
punished poon

>>40269678
>tfw no ftmtf that sees a massive erect cock and immediately knows to serve it.

>>40279537
cute lil dainty afab fingers. so precious. i want to kiss them and nurse them and tuck them into bed. i must protect little dood fingers.

>>40279537
post body, I need to check something

>>40279503
i know i know
>>40279537
>there are several of us out there
i have just met artsy theyfabs irl

>>40279537
You got nerd finger nails

>>40279564
>i have just met artsy theyfabs irl
A second obvious statement has hit the towers. I bet you only drink IPAs and have a Nintendo tattoo

>>40279468
i can do math but dnd sucks

>>40279413
This is the reason why trannies don't have rights. Of course some retard would think all pooners are autistic gaydens if this is their exposure to trannies.
Man up or detransition, it's okay to be a cis foid

>>40279679
those soillennial stereotypes don't work if you aren't a murican

>>40279726
Leave that poor bottom alone

>>40268601 (OP)
do you guys think elliot page browses here? hey elliot, if you do you are a cute liddle pooner.

>>40279953
Too normie

>>40279726
i am literally already detransitioning silly, i just wish a hairy strongfat cis man was here to forcefem me. it would make the process a lot easier
>think all pooners are autistic gaydens if this is their exposure
i was actually a tryhard golden star straightden until recent events mind broke me. you are not immune to the mkultra detransition ray either, anon. be wary.

>>40279953
No famous hollywood celebrities are browsing this board retard, only lowlife scum lurk here

>>40280110
What mind broke you anon?

>>40280121
a bunch of things all at once, eventually i just became so disillusioned with transgenderism and i realized i wasted half my life on something that's biologically impossible. i've given up now. i need a real man to take care me, my retarded foid brain doesn't work correctly. not to mention the mkultra detransition ray that the jews have been beaming into my house for the past year and a half finally started working

>>40280173
That's petty skibidi sigma. I'm from Ohio, so naturally I have predator eyes and xqc jawline. Do you reckon Jewish detrans rays can turn a chopped chin chad into a mindful and demure baddie brick by brick?

Picrel; Is my cursive writing feminine? I'd like to continue using cursive because my hand cramps far less from it.

>>40280173
Are you the one who was crashing out about terfs and ocd last thread?

>>40280173
you need to be bred by a brainless lumbering oaf immediately

>>40279122
I like autistic people and tabletop RPGs and therians and plurals and cartoons >:D fuck yeah freaks, woo!

>>40280608
might want to add the pic retard

>>40280714
nope that's me and i'm going to start T. i already have a real man taking care of me and i'm still a tranny, i know what i'm going to do is biologically impossible but that doesn't stop me

Post your vaginas AFABs!

>>40281215
You first

>>40281067
I made a thread about it now so you can post there instead.

>>40281215
https://unsee.cc album#oCCRx8XDnsmx

>>40281215
Go to /b/ or /soc/ nigga we post cunt all the time

>>40281345
Would suck

>>40281223
no u

>>40281353
thanks it's my ultra deluxe thai special premium srsussy handcrafted by dr suporn himself

>>40281477
Would still suck

Join my server you fucking retards

>>40281500
kill yourself

>>40268601 (OP)
bought a fog free shaving mirror so i can shave my face in the shower, this shit is lifechanging

>>40281125
It's biologically impossible for you to get a man?

how do I go about befriending this ftm and fucking them in the pussy? Sh- sigh...he is gorgeous with short curly black hair and a tight ass.

Americans, do you have any plans for today?

>>40281957
He was referring to the >>40280173
anon saying that transitioning from female to male is biologically impossible.

>>40281500
No, join MY server. It's very chill... Made for FtMs.... Only 2 rules....
https://discord.gg/PVQYngEd
>>40282318
I can't stay up late to watch fireworks. I just got a new job and I have to go in early, but I've been staying up until 2-5am for the past few weeks. I'm fucked.

>>40282186
Are you talking about me?

>>40282379
oh uh hey, strange meeting you here haha, so um, erm...would you sit on my lap or something? idk...haha

>>40281482
:)

>>40282426
nta but I kinda ooze precum just from a cute chick talking to me. how do I stop this..

>>40282318
working because i have a job

>>40282426
I don't know who you are
Are you sexy?

>>40282883
definitely, this cock is yours babe.

>>40282318
My neighbors had a party for breakfast this morning, was pretty fun desu

>>40279788
I discriminate equally. Tops get the same treatment

>>40280110
> i am already detransitioning
Good. Go back to your place now foid

>>40282895
I don't believe you
Prost proof

>>40283310
yes daddy :3

>run into someone from high school who hated on me for being trans
>they've since become obese
Why does this keep happening?

>>40283376
Karmic debt

>>40282362
1/10 not a fun way to spend the holiday
>>40282813
0/10 worst way to spend the holiday
>>40282932
7.5/10, food and community. Good way to spend the holiday.

Why FtMs are so cismenphobic? I noticed that most of you don't want to date us.

>>40283561
Why can't you just be a girl?

>>40280839
hoooooooot seconded
>>40282344
i'm saying i will never be a cis man and i will never have a biocock. i am just a sick facsimile of a real man and it's mortifying to exist like this. you can transition and "pass" to people who don't pay any real attention to you, but it will always be glaringly obvious that you're a female
>>40283310
unfortunately i'm trutrans and my malebrained rapehon tendencies demand that i invade afab spaces. now that i'm a foid, this is the only place left for me to invade. you doods should come get preggo with me and we'll all be First Time Mothers!

Why can't cis men just be cool?

>>40283634
You should write a book about your story, and then advertise it on booktok

>>40283787
i should pull a card and shill my weird fetish book on here

>>40283634
I can't tell if you're a miserable repper self-harming publicly so it hurts extra bad, or just a bored troll. If former, then I do feel sorry for you and hope you'll find some self-acceptance and become the man you're supposed to be. If latter, then have fun I guess.

Good night sweet AFABs. Remeber to stay fertile and breedable.

>>40283848
>miserable repper self-harming publicly
i promised myself i'd stop cutting so i'm doing this instead. if i'm not suffering i'm not alive
>man you're supposed to be
no such thing, my transition was a failure

>>40283966
i wish my bf (amab) would give me his pussy i want to strap him so bad

>>40283951
I'm glad you're not cutting anymore. Hopefully with time you'll also drop the digital self harm. You deserve better.
>my transition was a failure
I get it. I'm 2 years on T and still dysphoric af. But I wouldn't say my transition failed because at least I'm closer to who I'm supposed to be. At least I'm not seeing a complete stranger in the mirror anymore.

>>40283848
They just trolling lol

I just secured an interview with an elder ftm, a very important personality. Suggest questions for him

>>40284401
Do he take it up the ass?

>>40284438
No stupid questions

>>40284447
There is no such thing as a stupid question...

>>40268601 (OP)
Best part probably is no balls that can get in the way and hurt, I could ride a bike nude without worries. Having no reproductive organs is pretty great, cus these bits can cause a lot of pain.
Worst is highly individual, but lack of cock it is for me. But to be exact its that my urethra is located in a way that makes it hard to piss standing up. If I piss without touching anything the stream goes straight infront of me but the last drops go straight down and idk how to prevent that

>>40284484
ok socrates

>>40284401
Pussy depth

>>40285191
stfu

>>40284401
How does he feel about the Minecraft movie

>>40285240
dumbass

>>40284401
Breast size at his peak + at what age

>>40285445
He was always almost flat when he transitioned in the 80s

>>40285457
You answer this but no pussy depth?

>>40285427
Well what do you want to ask him? His views on Palestine? We don't know this guy so it's hard to suggest anything serious.

>>40268601 (OP)
havent gone to the er yet. going to work tonight. i dont want to say no to a social thing tomorrow but i dont want to be a wet blanket so i know i should decline

>>40285457
Can you get his measurements?
>>40285501
This one too

>>40285507
Anon's probably looking for questions like
>how do you feel about this modern transgender cult :p
>testosterone shouldn't be easily accessible do you agree :o
>how do we protect teenage girls from this damage? </3

>>40285620
Kek'd. Considering the old fag in question might be Buck Angel, I'm sure he would love to answer these questions.

I request for one of you to be my bf.

>>40285840
What are you offering

>>40285848
loving bf and twink penis

>>40285875
But is your ass fat

>>40285737
buck angel looks like he'd have massive tits pre op

>>40286066
Yea it's pretty plump

>>40286144
Is it on offer?

why do ftms post chest online before getting top surgery? do they really think no one's going to save those pics or what

>>40277560
because they're transmen and us low value males need a plap that isn't with a complete bozo woman

>>40280453
It is... possible

>>40283561
Don't let them build manphobia
Abduct
Plap
Pregnate
Chain to the radiator

BASIC poon procedure

>>40287467
I hope they do

>>40269106
Just gymmaxx anon. Shorter guys are usually buff anyway since they have an easier time building muscle

>>40285737
It's Jamison Green

>>40268601 (OP)
literally me
oh wait, it's not manmoder general

i should be committed

>>40289336
Bianca?

>>40270688
>out for years without T
This is actually the #1 predictor of detrans

>>40270766
I don’t want to be anything. I just am.

>>40289344
who

i'm a gay incel-

i neeec to die. im an awful friend. person. waste of space. im almost 30

>>40289375
fuck me

>>40289381
can we cuddle beforehand

>>40289375
>gay incel
no such things
all gays are voluntary celibate because all you need to have sex as a gay guy is installing grindr

>>40289386
yeah
we can cuddle afterwards too

>>40289410
Okay :D

I'm a skinny twink btw if that matters

>>40289380
Why what did you do to them

>>40289353
Source?
You shouldn't tell someone with OCD shit like that for no reason.

>>40289587
He's right though
That's a sign it's just a social thing (a trend)

This is what my Polish textbook says happens in Poland

>>40290050
we can't read that, retard.

>>40290059
>I'm working more and more. I have less and less time for myself and my friends.
>My friends forget about me. I fall into depression.

>>40268601 (OP)
i drew the op picrel 2 years ago... i still feel like that btw. but these days i've gotten more and more morose over the fact that i can't penetrate anyone for real. makes it impossible to watch porn

>>40290059
Speak for yourself I can read maybe 5 words

pain and torment neverending

>>40291518
eat more mr. skeleton

>>40291518
juat get lipo

>>40291518
That just lools like a dude's back tbqhwyfam

>>40290043
i was close to coming out when i was 15, i wrote a letter to my parents. the reason i didn't come out and medically transition sooner is because my OCD went existential and i thought i was going to die so what's the point. even then i had thoughts of transitioning and dying as my true self, but was ultimately too depressed to try. i'm not scared of death anymore so my want to transition and finally live my life as who i am came back (it would come out in various periods before when my OCD would briefly go into remission).
i mean, it is possible one day i'll want to detrans but i still desire the masculization of T, that's never changed. i also have none of the typical hallmarkers ftmtf usually have.
for anyone who cares i'm feeling better now and can't wait to finally start. just waiting for the rest of my presciption to come in, i only have the needles.

>>40289353
i'll also add that i've never heard of someone who was out for years without T and later detransed. it's usually out for a little while and rush into medicalization.
at worst you have people who have been on T for 7+ years and decide to detrans. i don't really know the motivation behind that. majority of ftmtf also revert back to being stereotypically feminine.

>>40268601 (OP)
I saw a cute liddle pooner at the grocery store.

He looked me in the eyes and I laughed a bit and he just quickly turned away hehe

You idiots really don't have any real question for one of the most important trans persons (and trans man at that) ever?

>>40292214
>quickly turned away
that's the natural reaction to an ogrehon yes

>>40292240
no because why should i care about someone else's life

>>40292240
buck??

>>40292254
Jamison Green. Former president of WPATH. Long history of very successful transgender activism. Transitioned in the 198s. He's 76 years old now.

>>40292267
1980s*

>>40292240
i do
>when did he start transitioning?
>how did he find out what being trans meant? was it nice to have a word to put to his problems?
>what was it like transitioning in the pre-2010s? are things better or worse for trans men today?
>what's his view on modern trans men, or modern trans people as a whole?
there.

>>40292000
the ones who only detrans after several years usually is because of sunk cost, if you're stealth and passing detrooning is harder at that point than just staying trans
the ones who were passoids prior to detransing always seem happier with their detransition than the ones who were gigapoons, the latter have an aura of bitterness

>>40292285
kinda basic questions there but at least they are not meme questions

>>40292420
there is literally no fucking pleasing you people is there

>>40292462
more like I was expecting high brow questions, you know. It's not any trans man we're talking about https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jamison_Green

>>40292267
>>40292499
Anon this is /ftmg/... Our most popular trip was on meth and beat his roommate. There are posters in here who draw liddle pooners and write PLAP vore fanfiction. What "high brow" questions could we ask this man?

>>40291530
its mostly bone
>>40291525
hard
>>40291844
the hips bro

>>40292620
hips aren't so bad because you have wide shoulders

>>40292415
trvke. all the high profile detranners trying to take away our rights were all gigapoons before detransitioning, literally all of them. looking at r/detrans, it's not much different. if i transitioned and ended up looking like a 12 yr old boy i'd also be malding.
saw a gigapassoid detrans on reddit to a butch and she held no resentment for the trans community.
picrel is detranner "burnyourbinder"

>>40292246
>that's the natural reaction to an ogrehon yes
angsty cute liddle pooner

>>40292499
transition goals

>>40292595
I'm really disappointed in all of you

>>40292240
>>40292267

Does being on testosterone for that long continues to masculinise you, or at that point is it only taken to stop feminisation? Doctors claim that the changes stop after 3-5 years, but actual trans men say they experienced changes (getting even hairier for example) after 10 years on T, so I wonder what 30, 40 years does.

>>40293067
Sorry for the grammar btw. I'm lowkey recovering from a concussion.

>>40291951
You sound too mentally ill to be trans

>>40293067
isn't it normal for transmascs to go off testosterone after a few years because of the health risks?

>>40293401
>transmascs
go back

Does anyone else percieve cis men as old looking? I always see them as +5 years older than what they really are.

>>40293401
that one blonde guy with the full beard people use as the token passing trans guy has been on T for ten years i believe, so i guess it depends on the person.

>>40293401
cis men are on T their whole lives. What health risks could there be?

>>40278082
as an ex californian, can confirm
at 5'5 (between the ages of 12 and 17) i was taller than 80% of female students and about 50% of male ones
when i hit 5'8 around the time i graduated, i was taller than the grand majority of people there, both men & women. i moved away when i was 18, though.
>>40293455
its a chaser baiting, ignore

>>40293322
>too mentally ill to be trans
how can one be too mentally ill to be trans? i thought it comes with the whole thing. ocd is just a particularly bad chronic disorder that i just started intensive therapy for, i'm not the first or last tranny with it.

>>40293606
the health risks mostly include atrophy of our uterus and vagina, liver issues, and cardiac issues. some of these are things cis men deal with regardless but others are causes directly by being a female taking "wrong sex" hormones.

>>40293672
Ocd and Gid have massive overlap in that they're hard to control compulsions, I've met more trannies with mild OCD /OCD tendencies than those I've met without

>>40293697
>Nooo dood ur cute widdle womb will decay and your poor afab heart will give out if you keep taking big strong hormone. You need gentle uwu estrogen to function correctly!

>>40293697
Just don't be fat

>>40293672
Most trans people are mentally ill (all if we're counting gender dysphoria as a mental illness). Don't overthink this. I think some anons enjoy making you doubt yourself cause they confuse being a bully for masculinity.

I got a massive sunburn yesterday and resemble those pooner images now

>>40292240
man idk. how does he feel that trans people are in the media all the time now in a bad way? people used to not know that much about us but now multiple world governments are after us specifically, that kind of thing

>>40293672
How do you know your ocd isn't causing you to fixate on your gender? If you have mental illnesses they need to be under control before you transition

>>40293707
as someone with previously severe ocd, yes
>>40293845
retard, transition made my mental illness far less severe

>>40293845
nta, OCD fixates on things that are important to a person. Love your family = intrusive thoughts about their death. Strong moral compass = thoughts of doing harmful and illegal things etc. And if you're trans you're very likely to get obsessive about it and the compulsion might be to read transphobic content to convince yourself you don't need to transition.
OCD is someone's brain being self-destructive.
Cis people can get OCD about being trans if they think it's a sin for example, but usually in those thoughts being trans is more a symbol of being a deviant, not an actual identity they consider.

>>40293799
Nta but this is a little retarded
Someone should make a new thread I'm too sweaty to do it

>>40293845
my ocd literally never fixated on my gender identity until recently. my ocd is always trying to find something to latch onto, and since i just got over a completely unrelated theme, my brain decided to fixate on this one.
it took becoming aware of sites like kiwi farms and lurking on them to make my ocd freak out, as ive never been exposed to that level of hatred before.

>>40293976
this exactly.

>>40293799
If you exclude "depression" (everyone has that) then no, most aren't mentally ill outside of transgenderism

>>40292000
i was out for 3 years without t, on t for 5, then depooned. you do sound a bit too neurotic to be successful in your transition.

>>40294086
Yes. Mental illness makes you act retarded. That's why we try to find treatment/meds/solutions for it.

>>40294205
I don't trust insanity pleas... They just don't want to be held accountable for their actions.

when you detransed how quick did you get a boyfriend

>>40294510
why are you asking this here and not the femrepper general, thats full of detransers

>>40294510
i made a dating app profile with catfish pics of myself in a wig and got a bf in like a month after stopping t. it might be kind of impossible to be lonely as a foid, maybe the incels were onto something

>>40294510
literally the day after I started advertising it

>>40294201
why did you decide to detransition? or are you a repper?
my ocd has never focussed on my gender identity so this is a bit overwhelming for me, i'm sorry for coming off strong. i promise i'm usually not this neurotic. this is the only place where ive found ftms i can actually relate to.

>>40294173
do you include autism, ptsd, or bpd? because theres a lot of that

>>40294706
i detransitioned because i realized iwnbam and i was sick of being a freak. i was hyper obsessed with passing/being stealth and then i realized i'd completely lost everything that made me me to the brainworms

>>40294770
>i was sick of being a freak
Why do people act like we're not incredibly attractive

>>40294776
>Why do people act like we're not incredibly attractive

>>40294796
Stop posting my pictures

>>40294723
>ptsd
0.000001% of ftms have been at war
>bpd
Only women can have this

>>40294839
retard

>>40294770
sorry to hear that, are you masc or fem now?
any obsession i had with passing went away when i simply stopped caring how others perceive me. i'm hoping T hits me hard and i pass but if not whatever.

>>40294908
>masc or fem
i'm boymoding until my hair gets longer and i start passing as a girl
>stopped caring how others perceive me
males don't get this privilege. life becomes a constant competition of masculinity and domination. it's better to a clocky pooner who moids disregard/chase as a mentally ill tomboy.

>>40294796
Just stop being unattractive it's not hard

>>40295005
post pics or you're lying. i guarantee im one of the hottest posters here, despite being maybe 6/10 tops irl. you're all just fucking delusional and hyped up on foid "omg all wombyn r beautiful!!!!" style hugboxxing. ftms are the bottom of the barrel and only desperate, deeply mentally ill creatures would be interested in dating one.

>>40294972
>life becomes a constant competition of masculinity and domination
What kind of people do you hang out with? Guys are really chill in my experience, more chill than women.

>>40294972
depending on the place and people, males don't clock super well. my ftm friend, post op who is a bit clocky based on frog voice and baby face, was employed at a male dominated steel working job. the other men there would still talk to him as if he was cis in a way they wouldn't talk to a woman. i.e. misogynist locker room talk. he actually detransed for a bit and was immediately disrespected more until he eventually quit. he retransed a few months ago despite starting E for a while and its crazy how fast E reversed his male fat distribution.

>>40295104
they are chill to you because they see you as a woman and want to fuck your pussyhole

maybe i should stop using this gen you all are miserable self hating shut ins

>>40295170
I look like a normal guy (except younger than I actually am) and the only people who know that I'm trans are my close friends.
>>40295213
I'm also starting to think I'm too high-functioning for this place.

>>40292645
that pic related is terrifying it looks like a breast eating shark got her...what are they doing to our girls?!...

>>40295213
yeah, you should go back.
>>40295284
>i look like a normal guy
guaranteed, you do not. most males are taller than 5'8

if my ftm friend just sat on it once I'd be so happy.

best binder brands?

>>40295054
>post a pic to tttt
Are you new? That's for the unusually mentally ill and people under 22.
>6/10
Anon.....

>>40295616
>unusually mentally ill and people under 22
i was both of those things when i posted and everyone loved it. maybe it's time for you to retire unc
>Anon.....
that's above average, you're just used to foid terminology where women get hysterical and suicidal if they get called anything below an 8. i am self aware

>>40270748
they probably get the most. A lot of T is made there

should i just bite the bullet and kill myself? (5’1, cis brother 6’2)

>>40295760
fuck your brother before you do