what is your most embarassing kink /tttt/?
mine's service submission

cumfarts

>>40273158 (OP)
Being cucked lol
Anything else I can bring up to randos idc

>>40273158 (OP)
farts

smol pp humiliation...

>>40273158 (OP)
pet stuff
i'm almost 30 T.T

>>40273158 (OP)
bnwo, i can't tell my girlfriend or else she'll probably leave me

>>40273158 (OP)
petplay with older women who live in western canada (im 22)

>>40273158 (OP)
I don't actually fap to it very often but vivisection is probably the worst one (especially since it's irritatingly fembrained)

>>40273363
Vivisection? What's the appeal?

>>40273363
you should get vivisectioned yourself at least once anon

>>40273158 (OP)
I want to annoy and piss of my service top gf to the point that she ties me up and hatefucks me untill I can't think anymore
I'm never telling her this

>>40273158 (OP)
i have more extreme ones, but girlsmell is the most embarrasing to me.

>>40273376
The idea of cutting someone open is just hot to me, it's an appealing visual, and also theoretically rather intimate. I'm not interested in the idea of doing lasting damage (minus scarring), and ideally the other party is at least somewhat getting off on it. Also knowing me it's probably a dominance thing

>>40273158 (OP)
cnc overstimulation is pretty embarrassing and also hot...

>>40273423
Damn.

>>40273158 (OP)
forced detransition >.<

>>40273158 (OP)
piss

being turned into a dude's personal bottom, becoming a slave to cock. also, monogamy.

>>40273158 (OP)
I want to put a collar on a man, and lick his hairy sweaty armpit.

>>40273463
Is this meant to convey disappointment?

>>40273158 (OP)
mommy stuff ig

I'm addicted to twink/femboy feet
In fact I have a strange gay kink where I don't want to bottom but want a bratty gay bottom who bosses me around and is basically a dom

>>40273674
You're just a submissive/service top looking for a power bottom, perfectly normal

>>40273682
Eh I've been instablocked when I've mentioned this stuff on dating apps before desu

findom
yes, its awful

>>40273755
Lmao loser

>>40273158 (OP)
armpits, 100% a freudian thing from my mother shoving me into hers as a joke when I was little. In fact, she's probably the reason behind a lot of why I'm trans now.

>>40273158 (OP)
raceplay but not bnwo

>>40273755
can you senmd me money

>>40273852
maybe but probably not sorry

>>40273755
i need a new swimsuit anon

>>40273859
oh :(

>>40273169
Cringe
>>40273206
Normal
>>40273225
Cringe
>>40273261
Hot
>>40273268
Cringe
>40273363
Concerning
>40273392
Hot
>40273437
Hot
>40273528
Cringe
>40273546
Cringe
>40273584
Normal
>40273664
Normal
>40273674
Normal
>40273755
Cringe
>40273831
Normal
>40273842
Cringe

>>40273423
>it's an appealing visual
Isn't this just a non-sexual interest then? Or do you actually jerk off to photos of autopsies?

>>40273947
No I meant appealing in a sexual way, though I'm in no way interested in dead bodies, that's boring and yknow gross

im kind of a poser because ive never actually tried it for real, but hypnosis seems really really hot. theres something about someone picking around in my brain that just really gets to me, and hypnosis seems like it could scratch that itch very effectively
unfortunately its one of those things i will likely never do, so whatever

>>40273922
not on the list ;_;

>>40273992

>>40273547
Hot

>>40273971
if dead bodies aren't your thing, did you jack off to gore videos of living peaople being cut open?

>>40274019
Basically just my imagination and art (like most impossible irl fetishes) though the reason I don't do it too often is that it's a pain to find guro art that actually fits my tastes

Being a tranner's pet

>>40274034
fakecel poser. I thought you jerked it to cartel videos

>>40273158 (OP)
getting cut/sliced open/gored/beaten to death. or maybe extreme emotional masochism (i need the desperation of sobbing into my partner while they tell me how ugly i am and how much they hate me and how they'll probably leave me for somebody prettier than me)

>>40274108
Like I said, I dislike lasting damage and prefer a level of arousal on the victim's end. Also I have some moral standards.

>>40273158 (OP)
probably pet play or impact play.

>>40273158 (OP)
Having a pretty older cis woman with big tits try to make me cheat on my husband by seducing me. But I guess that's not really a kink. Incest then?

Part 2
>>40273981
Hot
>>40274073
Hot
>>40274135
Concerning
>>40274164
Normal
>>40274326
Cringe

>>40273922
>40273528
>Cringe
does it make it better or worse if i tell you im afab

mouths. autistic shit like teeth brushing, eating, etc.

>>40274364
Worse

>>40273158 (OP)
Anesthesia; medical bondage... done to me.

>>40273158 (OP)
SPH and NTR ideally at the same time

>>40274334
>Cringe
Why cringe? I have another one actually; after my husband abuses me hard one way or another, I'd somehow tie him up to a chair or something, then while I play with his cock and forcefully kiss him I'd cut his skin with a knife in random spots. That might be the most fucked up one, but it really turned me on when I read something like that.
>>40274457
haha you're a small dick cuck lmao

>>40273158 (OP)
mine would probably be some combination of free-use and permanent bondage. aka i am tied up to one spot basically forever and fucked whenever.
(this also ties into a slight feeder fetish but im generally grossed out at the idea of being fat so idk)

>>40274480
Redemption - Hot + Concerning

>>40274135
Would you be into a tranny beating you while fucking you. I would just tell you I love you while I do it though.

>>40274457
Me too, nothing else hits the same

A specific fantasy is (summed up) making a twink transition so he can become my wife
Most embarassing has to be me wanting to fuck the same twink in front of his tied up parents

>>40273158 (OP)
Farts, findom, cbt, sph, cucking, loli, incest, diapers, feet, intense physical abuse, necro

>>40273158 (OP)


Power play. I'm a turbo dom, psychological domination. I like pushing people to squirm, beg, or confess. I get off on someone knowing they're under my thumb and them wanting it anyway.

Teasing and denial. I crave tension, long slow build ups. Denying what they want, seeing them squirm for it. It feeds me. How bad do you want it? Show me.

Voyeurism. I like knowing someone is hyper-focused on me.

Emotional edge-play. My signature. Mental games. I twist sweet talk into humiliation, praise into a test. I'd push your soft spots, pull you in, then make you beg for my approval again. The thrill is in how fragile I can make you feel while you stay composed.

Bondage/Restraints. Pinning wrists, collaring, hands on your throat. Not for brutality, but to remind you who's holding them there.

Worship kink. I'd act bored, but i'd eat up someone praising me. Worshipping my mind, my control of you, your body if you let me. I'd never admit I like it, it has to be pulled out of you like an offering.

Subtle Sadism. I'm not a torture freak. But I like leaving a mark. A slap, a bite, a bruise that says "You're mine, remember who did this."

Softness as a weapon. Letting my softness out when you least expect it. Crushing you under my cold control. Then giving just a flash of gentle praise, a pet name, a hand through your hair.

Selective Aftercare. Not sweet for sweetness sake. But claimed softness. I decide when you've earned it. I own the warmth I give you. You know you'll never get it if you break my trust, so it's all the more addictive.


I would never do this to someone who doesn't earn it. My kinks hinge on loyalty and REAL submission. Not performative. The moment it feels fake to me, I ghost you.

Bondage feet and torture (me as a sub)

>>40273158 (OP)
vomit and amputation (like, happening to me) are the most like objectively embarassing, neither are embarassing because i have no shame though

>>40274492
Lmao
I have a huge sadistic side that I haven't gotten to explore, luckily I've slowly turned my husband into more of a slutty sub from being your average guy in bed so I might get to hurt him and pleasure him all at once soon enough.
Oh and why was my first one cringe? The cheating? It is cringe for sure
>>40274538
That's hilarious.
>>40274611
Not gonna lie you sound like a neckbeard, also that's not voyeurism. But you go king.

I like it when my bf smacks my small flaccid pp with his thick meaty cock and laughs

>>40274644
>vomit and amputation
The former is a little extreme but I can still get it, the latter though... Really? Like do you really think that ridiculous amount of pain wouldn't turn you off?

>>40274657
>Not gonna lie you sound like a neckbeard, also that's not voyeurism. But you go king.

Neckbeard? You’d fold faster than my laundry. And yeah, it’s voyeurism when you’re drooling over the view. Stay mad.

>>40274673
nta but vomiting doesn't feel bad, it feels good.

>>40274673
i mean its a fantasy i doubt i will end up in a situation where its a real possibility, but also desu pain turns me on and i regularly cut and burn myself pretty badly to get off so i bet id enjoy it, whether thats realistic or not

>>40274682
Oh no it's retarded

embarrassing? petplay
concerning? cannibalism
confusing? navels

>>40273584
i need you>>40273674

>>40274711
actually not really pet play but dehumanization, being treated like a retard gives the same effect

>>40274713
i fucking missclicked on that 2nd one ignore my sleepy dumbass

i had a partner that would get unreasonably horny when i spoke with a british accent. also rlly rlly liked it when my ear poked through my hair.

>>40274521
I wish they didn't because they're massive trauma copes for me. I hope I can work past it someday and put these worries and emotional scars behind me.

>>40274334
its not concerning its like darkwoke or whatever

>>40274512
if youd be okay at least not saying you love me, if you dont want to outright emotionally abuse me (my ex took a while to work up the nerve for it.. lol)

>>40273392
See 'Talking Dirty' and 'Alfie' by Incase.

I think it will strike your fancy. Alfie is like, an erotic epic though.

Incase does that dynamic with multiple gender combos at any rate.

>>40273158 (OP)
hmmm sadomachism ig ? my husband is a huuuuuge sub and lets me beat the shit out of him when we fuck its so fun

>>40273755
my husband is into that its so hot. easily i milk his bank and its me buying stupid shit

>>40274698
Not gonna lie it's a good thing I never met anyone like you cause I'd have ended behind bars
>>40274682
Ew that gave me the eeby jeebies. But either way voyeurism would be you watching people fuck and shit, not people hyper focusing on you.
>>40274744
Nah this is like a hot bath in winter cold weather, the duality makes it better, you vocally get showered in love while physically get abused.
>>40274848
Wtf I'm so jealous, I hope I get my husband there.

>>40274414
sounds expensive …

>>40274876
its so amazing. my husband and i were best friends before we even started dating , we were practically attached to the hip. when we were friends he ID’d as ace but suddenly everything changed when we started going out , he always worshipped and was obsessed with me when we were friends. when er started dating he told me i could use him as a walking wallet or a doormat and hed love it. eventually we tried sadomasochism and he loved it , its like any time i hurt him or take his money its as if it were a kiss from me. we had a date last week and he couldnt afford to buy me sushi and tiramisu (my fav snacks) and that night i did him in with a few good beatings. suffice to say he learned his lesson :=)

>>40274887
I haven't done it irl life yet but if I did it would be an awkward boner to explain to a room full of nurses and surgeons

Mines strait up being a no limits slave but hopefully my master doesnt like any dirty stuff cause I don't wanna be peed on. being forced to let others use me would be ideal.

>>40274937
Okay nevermind findom is gross imo, but good for you boo.

>>40273981
yeah hypnosis is so hot
but I think it's theoretically not too hard to find someone who's into doing hypnosis
I hope

>>40275022
its only gross cause he lets me beat the shit out of him, i think in a regular and normal findom it would be. healthier and normal? i think?

>>40274981
if u have limits then ur not into no limit slavery

total power exchange, being pissed on, being cut/forced to cut and hypno

>>40275063
No the beating up is what's hot, the findom just makes it weird, also not a fan of the worship in general, can work during sex though.

>>40274405
good. cry about it while i'm getting dicked back into normalcy

>>40275083
thats fair and i get u im a huge megalomaniac so i love it when my husband is obsessed with me

>>40273261
where are you?
t. 22yo transbian boymoder
>>40273546
yum
asl?
>>40273831
*sniff sniff*
asl?
>>40273992
cute, asl?

>>40273158 (OP)
vore probably
>picrel
interesting concept
>t. cis male

>>40273206
are you a trans girl? I love mtf cucks

>>40275071
I didnt say I had limits. the only thing you pick is your master

>>40274784
>See 'Talking Dirty' and 'Alfie' by Incase
What are those even

>>40274731
that's so good tho, what would you whisper?
>beans and toast for dinner luv

>>40275104
Again, good for you anon. As long as you're both happy that's all that matters.

>>40275195
you said you didnt wanna be peed on though

>>40275194
No, I'm a bi cis guy lol. I told my gf about it and we've roleplayed it and maybe we'll do it. She wants to see me play with another guy too.

men's musk (on the caveat that they're hot) i love a man's body odor (armpits balls etc)

>>40275662
That's the vanillest shit.

jerking off while groping my chest as if its a girl’s and sniffing my panties

>>40273158 (OP)
vore but its kind of impossible for me to masturbate to it these days because the post nut clarity is weapons grade

>>40275145
>armpits asl
18, transfem enby, below the Missouri Compromise line. I'm a super fat fuck and built like a football player so you might want to check back in about four years when I've taken care of myself.

flattening

I get turned on when I dress up in my mom's clothes and ride her dildo pretending to be her.

>>40275247
that doesnt mean its a limit

I do this thing where I take a pretty big dildo on the shower with me and stick to the wall. I try to work it in pretty fast but I dont stop fucking myself to my entire body is clean and my hair ks washed. I came twice last time I did it.

>>40276572
I'm on gummies and I cant type sorry

>>40275804
i guess, it's just a little embarassing to admit that i like sniffing a guy's sweaty balls and armpits

>>40276350
ah well. good luck!

>>40276458
HOT
HOT
HOT
HOT

>>40273158 (OP)
what i saw one anon call "autoadipophilia" extremely embarrassing and i got drunk and told my friends and i just am so ashamed oh my godd..

>>40273158 (OP)
I like the idea of being feminized by someone because I am ashamed of being transgender and am unable to express myself as feminine in real life due to the environment I live in. I guess it's kinda like a rape fantasy, where it removes my agency and therefore the blame of my behaviors and the way I am can't be pinned on me. I think sexualizing the feelings also makes it seem less scary or saddening, since sex is tied to reward systems, it's basically a cheatcode for how to make something scary or sad into something good-feeling. Not that that's healthy, though. I just mean that's why it happens as a coping mechanism.
Pic unrelated

>>40274713
I'm exclusively attracted to academics

>>40273158 (OP)
Cnc

>>40273158 (OP)
Had a sh problem recently, so ideally I would like a lady to do that to me

>>40273158 (OP)
Embarrassing to me? Pee and armpits. Whenever my friends find out I'm into either of those I instantly get massively flustered and ashamed.
Least socially acceptable? Guro, but I'm fairly open about that.

>>40273158 (OP)
CNC, or getting really turned on by people I find extremely unappealing, outright disgusting or even hate because my own resistance and revulsion to it is arousing

>>40274135
>getting cut/sliced open/gored/beaten to death. or maybe extreme emotional masochism (i need the desperation of sobbing into my partner while they tell me how ugly i am and how much they hate me and how they'll probably leave me for somebody prettier than me)

what if i brutally fuck you while you hold up a printed picture of a hot tripfag from this board and i keep saying how much i love her and how pretty and cute and hot she is while calling you a worthless loser made only for me to abuse and dispose of

Total power exchange, the real kind and not the "just in the bed kind" every girl I've been with has been explicitly on the receiving end. My current pet has to ask me before she does anything involving her body. From, peeing, to eating, to even deciding what she will wear. Every single thing requires my explicit approval. I've also got a kink for pissing inside people, so at least 3 times a week I'll piss directly down her throat or deep into her ass. It's very empowering.

>>40273158 (OP)
Being dominated by a stronger man

>>40273158 (OP)
Extreme degradation. I don’t really have any limits, and it was because the first person I ever was with used to beat me until I got horny off it. Now you could slap me around & piss on me, I’d get bricked

Forcefemming somebody and fucking them in front of their gf until they cum hands free, then cumming all over their face as I give them their new girl name and make both of them in to my women

Making a trans girl get an orchi and frequently cumming all over her empty sack, smacking her little pp with my big cock and reminding her how I took her balls

Cumming in a trans girls panties and making her wear them all day, then stuffing them in her mouth while I fuck her in front of a mirror

Fucking a trans girl where her dad can hear our primal mating sounds

Having a trans maid/housewife/concubine with a cnc kink

>>40277999

>>40277999
>Forcefemming somebody in front of their gf
Yup, but the gf would help you instead of me. Force me into sucking your dick, etc

>>40277294
i have a forcefem kink, drop disc? :3

>>40276572
Showers are pretty hot because of how close space it is
>drag someone in shower
>Lay them in the back of the shower or bend them over
>Fuck them in the shower
>Leave & make them clean off

DDLG and CNC

>>40273158 (OP)
I guess bottoming for someone who's feminine and would typically be expected to be the bottom themselves. I think that's universally pretty taboo and I try to repress it.

this entire thread and only one passing mention of diapers wow i guess we're proud to have it mostly
anyways, diapers/age regression. its like the one kink that makes my brain turn off
i was into cucking for a while but then the idea of it made me want to cry more than it turned me on so that was the end of that

this entire thread and only one passing mention of diapers wow i guess we're proud to have it mostly
anyways, diapers/age regression. its like the one kink that makes my brain turn off
i was into being cucked for a while but then the idea of it made me want to cry more than it turned me on so that was the end of that

>>40278193
How far into the age regression do you get? Or would fantasize of being?

>>40274414
oh my god anon same, i wanna be put to sleep and then experimented on
i have the extra angle of being into cardiophile stuff too, i want someone to push needles into my heart and almost make it stop but only just keep it going. or maybe have it stop and get resuscitated.

Somno, CNC, gunplay, hypno, dacryphilia are like my 5 main ones
Degradation, collaring etc are just sort if additions to those 5
Also being hunted.
Ig dacryphilia probably the most embarrassing?.
Least embarrassing is like cuddlefucking, praise, and like clothed sex if that even counts

>>40278617
dacryphilia sounds very cathartic, i have a difficult time crying so that would be very nice

>>40273158 (OP)
extreme forcefem (im a cis gay guy)

>>40276458
Damn and I thought I had mommy issues

>>40275177
>>40275846
>vore
Same

>>40278641
Same.
Emotional neglect did it to me I guess but just being vulnerable infront of someone gets me.
Also just being internally wired to feel shame, embarrassment etc for crying combined with degredation can like increase the strength of the emotion for me. But then also praise for being vulnerable feels really safe and warm.
I've probably thought about it all way too much.

>>40273158 (OP)
I said armpits before (because Freud) but I think really it's physical intimacy, I'm so touch starved it hurts. I've gone from sleeping with a pillow between my legs to one in my arms as well, and I'm considering purchasing a blahaj just to have anything to cuddle with. The main reason I'm even browsing /lgbt/ now is because I realized I was trans again after a several years of repressing this (because I had gone hard right politically and thought I was groomed like a retard, I've since stopped being retarded), part of why I bring this up is because my libido dropped like a rock when I figured it out and I've craved being intimate physically with a partner way more than sex, to the point that ecchi and cuddling art has completely beaten out all hardcore pornography for me in terms of attractiveness.
>>40277573
That's cute anon. Lotta people don't ever think about how cute pissing yourself is as a girl.
>>40273696
Yeah, that just happens anon. Might be wise to consider the boomer method of finding love instead of dating apps.
>>40274135
This seems to be common for trans folk, I just don't know if I could ever be comfortable doing this to a sexual partner, especially someone I claim to love. And I just mean beating the shit out of you. I never understood why cis men used to beat their wives so much. To me, that would be an indication that I don't love you.

>>40279078
>I've craved being intimate physically with a partner way more than sex
Me too anon, me too
>To me, that would be an indication that I don't love you.
I mean I think for a lot of sadomasochistic dominants it's about being trusted? Not sure, I can sort of see how you'd get emotional fulfillment out of someone feeling safe enough around you to actually let you hurt them even if it's not my thing.

>>40273158 (OP)
Being a failed male. It's embarrassing because it's the same line of thought as boomer MEF.
Also pet stuff.

>>40278217
For me it's most importantly laying down and being put to sleep in front of a room full of people

Somewhere the synapses for humiliation and fear got crossed with those for arousal in some people's brains I guess I guess

>>40279509
oh yeah i totally get that too
i've been put to sleep once and it was such a wild experience, definitely contributed to the fantasy

>>40273158 (OP)
Wanting to rail other transgirls girls whilst their bf watches, only thing that makes me legit cum buckets when thinking about it, bonus if I get to bully their bf too

>>40279536
That's hot. Would you rail a cis girl while her bf watches?

>>40279523
>i've been put to sleep once
Tell me you got to walk in and get on the table yourself
That's central to the whole thing for me
If ever experience this it will be an awkward boner to explain

>>40279439
I never quite thought of it like that anon, that's adorable in a strange way.

>>40279557
Potentially, if she was into degrading him or letting me degrade him I think that could make it work depending on height I prefer it when they're both shorter than 5'7

>>40279569
She'd be into that but we are both taller than 5'7 lol

>>40279078
That's actually kind of cute & sad at the same time, you're in a similar positive to my gf, she was very affection starved and tried a hook up twice but had absolutely awful times before meeting me, I bought her a blahaj early on in our relationships and she used to hug it and sleep with my tshirt before moving in together, the feel of someone who loves you touching your skin and holding you tight beats any feelings of being fucked, the raw emotion of love and care cannot be beaten imo it's such an overwhelming but relaxing feeling that makes you melt inside, hope you find a nice bf/gf

autopedophilia and attraction to pedophiles

>t. femboy (many such cases)

>>40278955
Ahah...

>>40279578
Where are you from? Its not a requirement to be honest just makes it more fun, prefer to be a foot taller than the person I'm fucking :p

>>40279591
We're from the northeast US. In all honestly, I don't know if she'd be comfortable meeting a tranner from 4chan, but she says she wants to hook up with one while I watch and also likes to tease me and put me in a chastity cage.

>>40279602
Ahhh I'm from the UK so rip, have a fun time if you do try it but remember it's a purely sexual thing and could kill your relationship

>>40279610
If we do try it I'll certainly post the outcome here on /tttt/ lol. But yeah we have discussed logistics of group stuff on-and-off, we'd always keep it as a sexual thing, not a poly thing.

>>40274874
god how i wish i had a boyfriend like you

>>40277707
kino

>>40279560
oh i didnt get to walk in, i got to sit and lay down on a rolling bed thingy in the prep room, at which point they put me on a benzo drip to calm me down, and then they wheeled me into the operating theatre while everyone was watching and I just felt completely limp and powerless

>>40279583
you're gonna make me cry anon, that's adorable

>>40279587
Autopedophilia is based but actual pedophiles are actually disgusting. Not just ethically, but they're usually terrible losers.

>>40279638
>i got to sit and lay down on a rolling bed thingy in the prep room
That's almost as good. Especially if someone instructed you to get on the bed. The conflict between fear, wanting to nope out and run away knowing what's about to happen to you, but obeying instead is hot.

>>40273268
Part of the reason I like BNWO is because the beatdown compilations often feature brain injuries which I can't stop masturbating to after my own trauma. There's nowhere else to really explore my feelings about being a worthless cripple, plus my issues around cultural identity. If I try talking to friends or therapists about my disability they just say "gee that sucks" which I understand but idk. Also orgasms relieve my headaches and I like suicide encouragement. I've had black people try to kill me before as a child but I don't hate them as a group or anything.

>>40273842
Brown doms are underrated. Also I like nationplay and faithplay. Really just talking random geopolitics or demographic trends where one group is being humiliated slightly (like language erasure or educational disparities) gets me off so hard. Historical rape, too. Statistics are great.

>>40273158 (OP)
Ageplay. Usually with partners who were molested at some point. I feel like I can be confident around people like that and comfort them while they vent even though they know I'm sporting a huge boner the entire time. I'm attracted to disabled and elderly women for similar reasons, they're often desexualized and I can take an assertive but gentle role with them.

I've also tried being eaten before. Didn't work out. Surprisingly most people interested were cis women.

>>40274401
Going to the dentist is really sexy, often it's a cute little Asian woman causing me pain while shoving her boobs in my back and I get to have a nice cry because she's comforting me from the distress she's causing. Also my teeth feel like parasites. Would love to have a sub I don't let brush their own teeth without my help.

>>40274644
I love the idea of living off someone else's vomit, shit, sweat, piss, menstrual blood, tears, breastmilk, earwax, and snot.

>>40279735
I don't think it's ethically wrong to experience inappropriate attraction, most people can't control their thoughts and have unspoken stuff like this from time to time. It's wrong to engage in exploitation and abuse for sure

>>40279583
I really need a gf like this, maybe without the hookups if possible. I've always had the idea of giving a girl some of my stuff before we move in together so she can feel close to me when we're apart.

Finding someone who's really lonely and wants to cuddle a lot would be ideal because it's the one thing that's really missing from my life. On the other hand the last thing I need is another reason not to be able to get out of bed in the morning.

>>40273158 (OP)
Necrophilia and erotophonophilia

>>40279770
Yeah I probably shouldn't have been so harsh, but I think a lot of pedophiles pursue children because they're socially stunted, not because they have a fetish for them.

I guess if you just have a fetish for children and you don't act on it, that's fine.

>>40279786
I agree with the socially stunted thing actually. I just think society has a very caricatured and supervillain type idea of who abusers are, which ironically makes abusers that elude detection in everyday life seem like an unthinkable suspect. I think it's easier to give therapy to potential offenders than just telling kids to avoid bad people... especially when they're often in the home or other positions of authority.

>>40279786
This is actually true. In forensic psychology it's considered that about 40-60% of chomos don't have a specific attraction to their victims but just target them out of ease of manipulation.

>>40279772
Doesn't sound like you're ready for a gf then desu, most girls that are lonely will make you further introverted and potentially worsen your situation, what's the issue with them having previous hookups?

>>40273158 (OP)
incest, bestiality, ageplay, rape, sexual abuse, all of the above combined

>>40279819
I'm not willing to date someone who tries to isolate me, you can definitely find lonely people that don't act overly jealous/clingy.

The reason why I'd prefer no previous hookups is because I think sex is actually more of a big deal than most people thing and I'm not interested in sex outside of committed relationships. I'd like to be with someone who feels the same way.

>>40279752
>Ageplay. Usually with partners who were molested at some point. I feel like I can be confident around people like that and comfort them while they vent even though they know I'm sporting a huge boner the entire time. I'm attracted to disabled and elderly women for similar reasons, they're often desexualized and I can take an assertive but gentle role with them
does this extend to being attracted to abdls?

>>40279859
Somewhat. I don't mind scat, but honestly all kinds of things like lollipops to backpacks or crayons and cute little elbow/knee pads for rollerskates turn me on. Doing trivial tasks for someone like helping them dress can just be part of that... I like the duality of indulging my maternal side while being a giant creep.

>>40279851
>you can definitely find lonely people that don't act overly jealous/clingy.
if they don't act like that that means they'll act extremely avoidant and don't find themselves worthy of your love instead, ALWAYS

>>40279933
Oh god
This is me :(

>>40279933
I can deal with that more than isolating behaviour. What I meant is that I want to help someone with their loneliness that's mentally healthy enough to date someone else.

Not all lonely people have personality disorders, I don't.

>>40279842
Nice

I don't have kinks anymore since I'm on E. I used to fantasize about being raped and used as a toilet, but that was what the poison made me feel.

Now I'm a lesbian who only feels the purest love.

Of course I'm still a masochist, but that's normal for a woman.

>>40279983
E is probably what makes me want to get pissed on tbhon

>>40278617
I think like my ultimate fantasy is being woken up by my partner fucking me and just completely freaking out, like just shuddering, brain off freaking out
The high off that turning into the comfort of being close to someone I love would be just unbeatable for me.
I really want someone who I can trust (and show i trust) to just ruin me completely.

God I'm touch starved.
>>40279752
Ngl i dont get raceplay, like I have a preference for a mixed race relationship (I'm white British) but that's more to try and disconnect from my birth culture because I dont like other white Brits in particular.
>>40279851
>I'm not interested in sex outside of committed relationships
Same. I couldn't explore the stuff I want to with a random stranger.
>>40279933
I am slowly beating the avoidance by being desperate
>>40279983
I think E is making me no longer bi desu which i don't love, or maybe it's just most men being bad idk

>>40280108
Just don't project your cultural self hatred onto your kid

>>40279752
what was your trauma?

>>40273158 (OP)
Getting pup-pilled....

t. HRT Twink

>>40280246
I've been assaulted and had my head fucked up multiple times. Choked, sexually assaulted, bullied, drugged, robbed, and threatened with murder too - alongside witnessing some bad stuff just as a third party. Honestly it's a long list but those are the most relevant and some happened very young.

>>40280108
white english people somehow have the worst taste in literally everything - i'm scottish and basically banned myself from going to the one part of this fucking isle that hates being itself

>>40275194
im an mtf cuck and my bf prolly fucked two trannies last night.
im thinking.... based....

>>40274135
you would like mary lulamoon in Tamers12345's series I think

I have a lot of different fetishes but one of the weirdest one is the idea of corrupting a puritan cult. Joining the Amish or something and fucking every woman and every man while their leader is oblivious

>>40280746
I don't think that's too weird. I fantasize about boning the daughters of terfs and fundies sometimes. Just corruption

Literally the only thing that has ever gotten me off is diapers and age regression. I hate it. Every time I get off I immediately become suicidal. I’ve always been into it, but never been able to properly do it with someone. I’ve always wanted to, yet become extremely depressed and even suicidal when I watch porn of it… countless times have I bought stuff, used one, and then thrown the rest away… but yet I can’t stop…

>>40281046
Why does it make you suicidal?
I can relate a little, but I don't want to assume

>>40273158 (OP)
pee stuff..
>>40273423
>looks hard at neopussy

Thinking about how someone last night got me thinking about being a pet, not sure with what to do with how this makes me feel

>>40279752
terrifying, but also based.
it's kinda crazy you like literally all bodily fluids. snot and vomit are heavily neglected, but earwax is something else.

>>40281289
>terrifying
Lol? How is it terrifying xP
>it's kinda crazy you like literally all bodily fluids. snot and vomit are heavily neglected, but earwax is something else.
I have about 40 or 50+ kinks so a lot of stuff is just... included. But yeah, I think earwax is nice. It's not as disrespectful as spit or snot but wriggling your tongue in someone's ear seems like a nice mix of intimate and intrusive, also has a unique sour taste. I'm interested in sampling dry cerumen sometime because I've only had wet.

>>40281413
idk you seem like a force to be reckoned with. the final boss of fetishists.
i overlap with you in a few ways but i don't think i'll ever reach your heights.

>>40281466
Well, I'm not sure if it's something to brag about @_@ I just am who I am. It's actually kinda alienating sometimes because there are a lot of partners I've loved that I just had no sexual comparability with. I think if I was any more deviant it might start to get unethical, but I have *some* limits.

>>40281508
comparability
*compatibility

>>40281080
Just self hate over something so weird and embarrassing.

>>40281589
Is it really that weird? Seems like regression is a big kink, just not diapers specifically

>>40281608
I feel like the desire to wear and use diapers, and have someone in authority over me with them is weird as fuck. I don’t judge others for it, cause I get it. But yeah, I think it’s weird enough to make me suicidal every time I indulge. But the other problem is… it is literally the only thing to have gotten me off in many years.

tighty whities.

>>40281703
Why internalize the social shame tho? "Weird" is the judgement of someone who doesn't understand you

>>40282046
I feel it would be silly to pretend there’s not a very large portion of people who would find liking to use diapers as extremely weird. Especially when it’s so deeply engrained in me. Regardless… I’ve always hated myself for it. Before I even realized it was kink related as a kid. But once I realized it was and started getting off to it, it goes from disliking myself to immediately suicidal thoughts. Then given another 30 minutes I’m back to desiring it. I can’t explain the way I feel… I just do.

>>40282063
Well, fair. But as someone who likes the other side of the same kink, I really don't think you have anything to be ashamed of.

>>40282072
lol, see I need someone that happens to be on the other side to indulge with me. I think that would make me feel better. But I’ve tried and not been able to find anyone. And I don’t think it’s due to bad looks. I’m not gonna lie and say I’m gorgeous, but I’d say I’m rather decent at least. But my hope is if I ever find someone it would be better…

>>40273158 (OP)
Tall girl femdom

Never gonna happen because I'm 6'1 and I want someone at least a couple inches taller.

>>40282136
I'm 5'7, I dated a girl that was 6'4 :3