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Anonymous No.40286189 >>40286274 >>40286312 >>40286954 >>40289162 >>40289187 >>40289189
I wish my death could mean anything
But I wonโ€™t even have attendees for my funeral
My name wonโ€™t be remembered and it will have no meaning to anyone
Not yet
Mom isnt ok
Not yet
Anonymous No.40286257
Idk do you want a bunch of motherfuckers sitting around in black talking about how sad they are because you passed? I'll die alone in my hospital bed, thank you.
Anonymous No.40286274
>>40286189 (OP)
Looking for impact is meaningless when we all disappear over time.
Just be happy while you're here, you don't need to make a mark.
Anonymous No.40286312
>>40286189 (OP)
:(
Anonymous No.40286954
>>40286189 (OP)
If you want your death to mean something, then make your life mean something first.
Anonymous No.40289149
You can be nicer to yourself. I want you to
Anonymous No.40289162
>>40286189 (OP)
go on holiday and go missing in the wilderness while going camping or smth. with any luck you'll make a massive news spectacle

even better if it lasts long enough you can somehow troon out in the middle
Anonymous No.40289187
>>40286189 (OP)
I'm more terrified of dying young enough that they put my deadname on my tombstone, just my dead body being paraded around for others to pretend they knew me, if I died now I'll never find peace, I think that's partly why I haven't fully committed to killing myself yet
horse anon No.40289189
>>40286189 (OP)
its less traumatic to keep people you cared about away from your funeral.
having them all congregrate and make a day out of it and looking at your corpse..
why do that to them.
sometimes its better to not have visitors.