tonight im finally doing it
im throwing out my hormones
im buying a binder so hopefully i can shrink my chest small enough to blame it on gyno
im repressing everything
im always going to be a man
i know if i keep trooning out im always gonna feel like a fake
its not even worth trying im never gonna pass im never gonna be pretty
i dont care what chasoids say im never going to take another e pill again and i swear that to myself no matter how badly i want to be a woman

Baby girl don't do that ...

>>40295333 (OP)
>im throwing out my hormones
Oh I'm sure you are.
>im buying a binder so hopefully i can shrink my chest small enough to blame it on gyno
A binder isn't going to shrink your breasts.
>im always going to be a man
Sure.
>i know if i keep trooning out im always gonna feel like a fake
A fake man is what you are. You are little girl faggot.
>dont care what chasoids say im never going to take another e pill again and i swear that to myself no matter how badly i want to be a woman
Mhm. Post an Unsee faggot.

>>40295333 (OP)
Dont do that shit, you already know that you'll regret it

>>40295333 (OP)
i ran out of hormones but i still have my boobs and i don't have any clothes designed for men so i'm not sure what to do

>>40295333 (OP)
don't throw out your hrt retard

>>40295333 (OP)
Don't do that.

>>40295360
>oh im sure you are
i just flushed my prescriptions
>binder wont shrink breasts
i have friends who wore binders and it shrunk their chests a lot so im hoping itll at least do a little bit
>post unsee
https://unsee cc/album#UO3cFh4ncIgB

>>40295333 (OP)
Don't do it! You need to have faith, you can get through this and get out better. The only way you'll always be a man is if you give up now.

>>40297719
You're adorable though!
I'd date you in a heartbeat. What you're doing is self harm.

>>40295333 (OP)
We love a john 50

>>40297719
you put it on 1 view only now i cant see it :(

>>40297719
it expired but posting an unsee at all is how i know you're at least a twinkhon fuck you

>>40297760
>>40297762
I saw it. She's really cute.
I'm not going to repost it without permission so you'll just have to take my word for it.

>>40295333 (OP)
based peyton taking control of his life's course

>>40297760
>>40297762
>>40297778
i fixed it, sorry im stupid

>>40297801
>>40297719
looks like you decided quick enough, salvagable

>>40297719
i think you are pretty cute aswell but i can see why youre dooming about your potential. how old are you? and when did you start hrt?

>>40297835
as in salvageable for detrans or for if i decided to retrans?
>>40297839
im 18 started at 17 and ive been on for 9mo

>>40297898
I meant the binder thing could totally work, yeah for detrans

>>40297898
>im 18 started at 17 and ive been on for 9mo
You've been on for 9 months and that was you in the Unsee?
Seriously. You mog most of the trans population and you are giving up at 9 months?
You retard.

>>40297898
>started at 17
oh my fucking god. there is basically a 100% chance you are going to regret going off hrt unless going on it in the first place was a manic episode and youve never had dysphoria ever. i would kill to have started at 17. and theres a decent chance youll still get some (minor) bone growth in your hips like its not over at all

>>40297719
You already look so pretty though it'd be such a waste : (

>>40297925
i dont you just mainly see hons on here
>>40297937
i doubt it ill just remind myself why i did it and that i swore to myself id never take another e pill
>>40297945
not really tbhon id look better as a twink than a woman

>>40298097
well if the pills are already gone i cant really stop you now and youre the only one who can make the decision anyway.
but you should think about why you started in the first place. do you have dysphoria? how bad is it? and for how long have you had it?
almost every repper can tell you that the desire that probably first made you start will never ever go away, even if you can successfully distract yourself from it.
and remember that being a twink is always going to be a temporary thing. twinkdeath will come, and you will have to decide whether you want to age as a man or as a woman

>>40295333 (OP)
I wish you the best my dude, I’m 5 days off estrogen today and feel like shit, detrooning is hard

>>40298144
I will never understand why you idiots do this to yourselves.
It's literal self-harm.

>>40298153
and turning yourself into pharma dependent social pariah isn’t self harm???

>>40295333 (OP)
Proud of you, son

>>40298158
You were dependent on the pharmaceutical from birth. It'd be like someone with severe ADHD not taking a stimulant even though they really need it, you're just fucking torturing yourself.
As for the 'pariah' part: who really fucking gives a shit? Being anything even slightly out of the ordinary made you a social pariah up until very recently. It's not as if society is some guiding light, society is fucking retarded, and so are you by the way.

>>40298184
I was very good a pretending to be normal before, no one needs meds for mental issues unless they’re full on psychotic. Modern psychology including adhd and dysphoria is all bs catering to middle class ppl who lack the mental fortitude to handle their easy email jobs. so yea I stopped my anxiety meds too, I want to live how nature intended me to

>>40298210
Alright Unabomber, you have fun with that.

You still here, OP?

>>40298261
yeah why?

>>40298231
was he wrong tho in a traditional pre industrial society I would be leaning on my family and community for mental support instead of consuming random chemicals

>>40298261
Yes, OP here.

>>40298269
Just curious if the thread so far has changed your mind or strengthened your resolve. Not trying to sway one way or another

>>40298284
not really tbhon i feel pretty similar to how i did before

>>40298284
Changed my mind towards what? I still want dick.

>>40298312
is this a bit to be my evil doppelganger or something or are you just retarded
youre right though i do want dick

>>40298307
Wish you the best of luck

>>40297719
I dont see man there. Pls dont detroon

>>40295333 (OP)
John, a 50–

>>40295333 (OP)
ok have fun
don't forget to start lifting

>>40297937
op is compliment baiting he's not gonna detransition

>>40295333 (OP)
good. transition will blow up your liver

>>40301319
No it won't, lol.