>>40301057 (OP)MtF
Raised Catholic, became an atheist, or atleast an agnostic/apatheist.
However, had psychosis and in the psyche ward I thought I was a seraphim linked to the spirit of the sun and that the moon was my wife.
I also had a sense that Barachiel was my patron angel and my time in the psyche ward was punishment for abusing his luck.
I heard the voice of archangel Michael and the Spirit of Alexander the great who had ascended to being an Archangel who both would contact me to help me through the trial of being in a psyche ward.
I held on me a copy of the crown of Jesus of Nazareth which I was gifted as a young child for playing in the heavens during my childhood dreams.
I had contact with god, and in my delusions he was a jovial old man who would tell very boring meandering stories and wasn't much help, he was just a silly old man, very lovely actually.
I heard the voice of Jörmungandr the world serpent who I was friends with. I was convinced I was going to die in the psyche ward at one point, and I had a plan I was going to go to the world serpent, let them devour my spirit which would give them the power to awaken and swallow the world.
I had on my body the eye of odin for some reason and used it to contact the other realm, and they all spoke in rhyme and hated swearing.
It was weird being that spiritual after basically not being spiritual at all my entire adult life I must be honest.
Post psyche ward, I went back to normal, no delusions about being a seraphim, no voices, nothing. I'm still not religious.