>>40308831
>still underage
>drinking on a party
>older girl that's always been after me tries to kiss me when I was weeping on the stairs
>asks me what's wrong
>ldr boyfriend dumped me for going to that same party(we come back later but that's a different story)
>continue talking that day, tell her I want to be a girl for him
>tells me she likes me that I don't need to do that
>becomes my first girlfriend after a few weeks
>hang out on malls and parks
>constantly teases me about being "very pretty" and having nice legs
>everyone confuses us for a couple of lesbians
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>one day we go shopping
>she's kind of a tomboy, but picks a very slutty outfit with heels and all
>>you'd look great in this
It was over for me since the beginning but that's when everything really started, since then it was a constant tug of war between boy removal and trying to stay a man(not my call, she's a psycho), so one day she tells me I'm basically God's gift to her, the perfect match and the next she calls me a "filthy transexual", that I deserve everything bad that could ever happen to me.
I honestly never thought I needed hrt as I already looked feminine enough but when she left me for good I started hrt, which at the 3rd month sadly coincided with a mental breakdown and had to get off everything, went into complete isolation for over a year, but managed to squeeze what I had stashed for 2 months.
My life started picking up but I think God hates me so he literally put her back in my room one day, with the "permission" of my parents to take me to her current town she was living in to help her. Then the rest is surprisingly a paradise with her as a thorn by my side.
