>be me (hon)
>go out in public on rare occasion to get tats alone
>wear all black, cure outfit, black messy hair, makeup, etc
>essentially goth-lite
>stand out like crazy, barely see any single other goths and when I do I am much taller, walk like an awkward granny out of social awkwardness
>don't pass but cute in a pug way
>stand out like a sore thumb, people stare
I though there were plenty of other trans and alt people out there, I felt so exposed
anyone else this way?

>>40309509 (OP)
this had nothing to do with being trans and everything to do with going out dressed like a tiktok goth clown

>>40309509 (OP)
They were staring at your beauty

>>40309514
not really like a goth clown, my makeup is very minimal, mostly wings
>>40309517
I don't schmink so one looked very angry

>>40309509 (OP)
hi mwah, i cant trip because people hate me here now but we used to be friends. hope ur doing well. stop calling urself a hon, ur so beautiful. me and my roomate still talk about you to this day and bring u up and mention how awesome u are.

>>40309509 (OP)
I'm goth i just don't dress it bc I'm employed and pass

>>40309509 (OP)
What tats did you get??? Also yeah being trans alone can be kinda lonely, let alone that and alt. If there’s any virtue to it, it’s that you may very well inspire someone else to express themselves more freely, and they might go on to run into you as their true self

>>40309509 (OP)
you need to find your tribe. i went to a tattoo convention once and it was literally crawling with goth/alt people. if you are with another person/people who are dressed like that makes it way easier to avoid scrutiny

mwah you're really cute but the goth thing makes you look like a high school kid, so a lot of guys don't want to mess with that because it looks creepy for a grown man to be on a date with a high school kid, don't you want to date other adults?

>>40311376
oh my g*sh no you and your roommate are the awesomesauce angels not me!
I wonder who you are, I am unafraid to remain tripful even with the haters
MWAH
>>40311628
I got the sun and the moon on both hands, the four seasons on fingers on hand 1 and the four elements on the other fingers
>>40311690
hmmm I like that idea
>>40311759
but I look like an old witch

>>40311759
>le abandon your culture because MEN won't like it
kill yourself

>>40309509 (OP)
being alt and trans is literally the clockiest combo. thinking it has a lot to do with how often troons skin walk the type of women they grew up being attracted to and the alt girls being less stacy-esque so seeming more attainable to the adolescent male they once were.

>>40312220
it's looking like that might be a good option. I'll probably do it after my parents have died, either that or I'll become a cringe lolcow BNWO john 50

>>40312252
>how often troons skin walk the type of women they grew up being attracted to and the alt girls being less stacy-esque so seeming more attainable to the adolescent male they once were.

Not OP but the alts were the stacys where I grew up.

>>40312381
wow the stacy’s growing up for me all wore abercrombie and vs pink and had big ass faux pearl earrings with pink and white acrylics. was this on the west coast that alts were the stacy’s?

i feel that sometimes too, idk if i look goth per se but i always wear all black and i like long flowy drapey stuff and i look kinda like a witch also esp with my favourite hat on. i never rly see anyone dressed like me and one time someone randomly asked me if i was ok and told me i look like a psycho, ppl stare a bit sometimes too. granted w the psycho thing i'd also cut my neck a bit the previous night so maybe he saw but they werent super visible
>>40311946
those are pretty cool tats mwahnon :> i might get smth like that related to the four humours someday
rn i just have one of a leech in a hawthorn branch on my wrist, its a matching one i got w my sister
anyway ur very pretty mwahnon u shouldnt feel pressured to dress other than how youd like. just think of it as having aura or whatever it is the kids say these days

>>40312848
>someone randomly asked me if i was ok and told me i look like a psycho
what the f*dge?????
>i might get smth like that related to the four humours someday
haha that's coming next
>ur very pretty mwahnon u shouldnt feel pressured to dress other than how youd like. just think of it as having aura or whatever it is the kids say these days
tyvm angel
you are appreciated