Thread 40316189

Fred Phelps edition

preggo manmoders

>>40316189 (OP)
>no qott
>no link to old thread
you suck

>>40301219

i got offended and insecure when i read the problematic hayden tweet about cmbyn because i was like damn she’s calling me out for being a fat ugly too old virgin and then i remember when i was 18 and had sex with a married man in the back of his escalade which is less glamorous but still proves i wasnt the target audience of the tweet

>>40316208
QOTT: why are you so gay and whiny?

>>40316226
what?

>>40316232
i wasnt being made fun of by hayden

>>40316188
take the var it's awesome. being natty is for dorks

>>40316239
i dont know who that is anon

es ist over für mich
https://unseeDOTcc/album#s5ycZ1OzXp1a

>>40316226
> when i was 18 and had sex with a married man in the back of his escalade
classic 4chan aah moment
>>40316231
daddy issues I think

>>40316259
wahrscheinlich nicht over für dich (aber ohne gesicht nochmal ne ganze nummer schwerer zu sagen)

>>40316189 (OP)
>>40316231
>QOTT
because you're mom gay

>>40316227
for me there was really only ever option B. i think not having a same sex attraction made it personally difficult for me to accept my gender dysphoria. i feel like any time had interacted with gay people i stepped away from the situation being like “ok but what you have is different i dont really wanna fuck men”. more realistically i would have to have met a trans woman for me to have ever gotten the connection.

>>40316258
ethel cain

>>40316321
hate that bitch she the same age as me and it makes me wanna kms. idrc about twitter drama but ill take her side reflexively.

Is that max hardcore? I wish I could have been a girl in one of his pornos

>>40316334
yeah i cant watch her vlogs because i recognize my own mannerisms in her and i think about how i ruined my own life and iwnbaw ever

>>40316273
achso

sad today
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBnUtpegk3g

high-tier cis women are jumping on testosterone therapy to become more similar to alpha trannies

curious

I hate you fakemoders

>>40316613
>market pressure for twinkhons, real or cis
hell yeah

>>40316621
the time of hon twink has come

reminds me of when I got REALLY mad when I learned that elliot page is trans because I'd have loved to look like what he looked pre-transition

I love my personal trainer he's so big and strong and he believes in me :3
he has a GF but it's okay there's another hot guy at the gym who's going through a divorce so I have prospects

>>40316763
he made me feel fembrained but when he came out i realized the only brain i have is a trannybrain

downloading grindr

>>40316830
good luck, stay safe!

>>40316830
same
im gay

>>40316613
fucking hot

I don't want to be a manmoder

youre here forever

I don't want to be

>>40316888
sorry :~[

>>40316613
gross

I wish I was trutrans
I wish I was allowed to transition and this time feel ok
I wish I didn’t have reverse dysphoria from kissing people
I wish I didn’t have reverse dusphoria
I wish I wasn’t fake in every I do and say and I wish I wasn’t so terminated lazy

>>40316951
you should support this any reason to access hormones is good enough. it doesnt make them trans, but rhetorically you should be in favor of their right to hormones.

I wish I was myself how do I do that 3:

>>40316974
ok but like occams razor maybe you have dysphoria

Apparently i ‘hurt’ peoples feelings in my outbursts

lol foh i hate a nigga with feelings agahah i hate my life and im so sad and alone i curbed you BITCH i curved you i curved you and curbed you. Who cares. lol. dude where’s my friends? what happened to them? OOPS BITCH

>>40317012
No my history is complex and my fetishes deep rooted
Maybe I’m just cis and depersonalised too hard

>>40316975
People should be allowed to body mod anyway they want especially with research chemicals that’s how scientific breakthroughs happen

>>40317039
My friend hate me for being so fake and boring

>>40317044
transhumanism is just an inevitable conclusion to being for human rights and trans/non-binary/non-gender-conforming people being treated well

>>40317041
would you prefer the effects of testosterone or the effects of estrogen?

I just want to be a conforming cis female

>>40317064
same

>>40317098
you are a boymoder

why do people say an 18 inch bideltoid is wide? why do my shoulders look so wide to me? hip-shoulder ratio? and why does my mom think my shoulders are neither narrow nor large, is that her way of saying androgynous?

>>40317044
>>40317051
based

I love ramming my fat cock into 20 year old ~sapphic~ theyfab pussy
Manmoder godmode unlocked
I still get to be on bottom too it's fucken cashmoney dude

>>40317132
> why do people think its wide
because they are stupid and dont understand proportions
> why do my shoulders look so wide to me
dysphoria
> is that her way of saying androgynous
probably you are right between the two large clusters of girl dots and boy dots

finding out that methy is just another fakemoder made me lose all respect for hin

>>40317173
his height was a blow to my ego tbhon

>>40317173
methy is a pooner tricking you all

methy post mlit

>>40317162
giwtwm

i dont like being a boymoder but i miss the old /bmg/ and u guys hugboxxed me last thread

>>40317162
this is what chadmoding looks like. don’t like it boymoder? TOO BAD!

>>40317256
>>>/lgbt/bmg
fuck off fakemoder

>>40317292
NOTHING FOUND
also the new /bmg/ threads are boring the old gang dont post here anymore :(

>>40317307
they must have all grew out of it. why are you a MANmoder kiria?

I don't feel like I'm in my body. I'm watching myself from the outside but I still feel slightly in control.

>>40317320
becAUSE I DONT PASS but i think maybe i still have time bc i started 8 months ago..
you guys saw my face on the last thread i was the one with the emoji on the nose unsee

binding until the day I die
reminding the boymoders what a real manmoder is
fr
cc/album#iA2xOkEnTZVa

>>40317062
Estrogen easily right? What dies T even do make you hairy and disgusting?

>>40317345
slavic child of ambiguous gender

>>40317345
you literally shaved your hair what did u expect???? grow your hair your face is not bad

>>40317365
I've never malefailed get real

>>40317331
youll be fine with some time on e, idk ffs maybe? im like a year on and am very obviously a man im so fucked lol

>>40317345
it’s literally ashtray from euphoria

>>40317373
who

>>40317348
good take your estrogen and stop doubting yourself.

>>40316974
ok tranny

when i started moding three years ago i thought at least somebody would stay with me but they all leave. they always leave, fucking fakemoders… curses upon fakemoders

>>40317404
that's what I looked like pre-puberty but whiter

>>40317367
worse than your face, boymoder

>>40317451
try a bit girl omg grow your hair stop shaving it
>>40317371
i want a rhinoplasty so bad i would do anything for one and maybe a genioplasty

>>40317451
bro you look 15

>>40317459
long hair makes you look more masculine

this website is bad for you health
best leave it

>>40317459
how beaked up is you shawty, because im fairly beaked up :(

>>40317516
its an upturned button nose lmao
like those slavic noses but they're cute on girls bc they had no testosterone making their nose larger i had so im ugly

>>40317545
what kinda nose you want

>>40317516
>>40317506
>>40317459
It's 2025. A warm summer's night.

Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

Brown wet poop keeps spraying out of Kat's ass all over the chair
"My pussy is so wet for you Mono" Kat moans

Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wetter (diarrhea is spraying out of his poophole)

Pedro's dick is twitching looking at the poop pictures.
Navy is jerking his little clitty.
Mono won.

"You don't need lube my pussy is wet just stick your cock in" Nick moans
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

Brown wet poop keeps spraying out of Kat's ass all over the chair
"My pussy is so wet for you Mono" Kat moans
Poop sprays

who else is so excited for wtiwaly

>>40317561
i would try a similar shape but thinner and a bit less rounded

I should believe in xyrself more

>>40317388
Doubt feels essential when I get so disconnected from my own feelings all the time for no reason
I think I’m just a fsilure

Cooming makes me feel ambiguous
Shouldnt it make me feel better?

need mtf slavic pussy

>>40317634
anytime you doubt your decision to take hormones ask yourself “would i prefer testosterone or estrogen and react accordingly” i get the disconnected from your own feelings it happened to me a lot as a repper and it still comes back from time to time.

>>40317663
>>40317673
>>40317649
kats shitfilled "pussy" (asshole) is "squirting" (shitting) all over monos BBC

>Monos dick swirling in kats moist shithole
>Mono won
>Navy lost
worried about kats poop swirling on monos cock???
help please???

Thoughts on kats moist shithole getting fucked by transbian dick

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

Mono pulls her throbbing troon cock out of Kat's stinking male anus.

A moist sound. The poop particles fly out of Kat's "pussy" into the room.

Transbian love.

>>40317673
I hate it
>>40317673

>>40317565
meee +rep since hayden is a bit racist too...

>>40317814
yeah :/

sometimes i think about being a woman for a man and i feel good but then i think about being a woman for a man and i get this deep pit in my stomach. it feels like fear and revulsion and anxiety all mixed together

i got really dizzy at work today and had to sit down for like 20 mins.

>>40317996
thttsa how it si is.\

https://youtu.be/9kAEoCHANYY
>mm4mm be like

>>40318096
imaging having succubus with goblins...

>>40318032
take care of yourself, bitch

>>40318086
do you do this to try and scare me from posting? Is it a reminder that youve strung together every last word ive ever written to besmirch me? What is it? i hate you

>>40318125
i'm trying but i do have to make money too. i took my clindamycin with food and a bottle of water at the right time and have one more today b4 sleep. its not really healing all the way tho and i'm probably going back to the ER next week.

how could you play god with me?
how could you go against prophecy?
trenches, bombs, bodies
Satanic CIA plans lay waste to Iran
expect punishment from Heaven
God is the seven seven seven
soldiers left headless
chemical weapons leave civilians breathless
lead shots, infrared dots
an empire, consumed by its own fire
i am proud, to send you manmoders into battle
Sun's out, guns out
greed gets me everything
the means to fulfill any dream

mmg is 95% boymoders and 5% goblinmoders

manmodergeneral:
33.33%man
33.33%mode
33.33%general

crazy to me that retail stores in the us dont let cashiers sit

>>40318197
they let me sit today but usually its a nono unless u have a medical exception. my bosses are pretty chill and understand i'm a frail tranny.

mrew no fear find the animals
Near
in the shuttered cove of emotion and the alcove of dreams
The commotion
Screams
Beams of arced light and a fire above
God alone weeping and wistful
the parapet filled with the jeering throng
repeat the throng, the triple tied tight lipped twisted face of whiteness
and perfection in its own sense
or is it ferocity and their eyes blind me
black auras and yellow auras and i squint at you askance and find no aura whatever
who are you
Where did you com from
Why am I in love with you? Why are your brown eyes amber in the summer? Why is your skin so soft.
Yes I kiss you on the white linen and the cotton curtains blowing inside and getting stuck on our desk. The brown wood furniture from your father, the white stucco. The blue sky

i smoke weed and my bitch giggles while i mock myself mocking you mocking mocking me to her. all for her. she’s such an ugly bitch

it's all for you!! *sets myself on fire* *does a little dance* *jumps out a window*

i love Asian chemicals
i love chemicals made by high-IQ, superior Asians
i want to be experimented on by Asians
put Asian chemicals in me
i shove any atom from Asia up my ass

asian silicon in the shape of an asian penis. Bruh, yes!

shut the fuck up methy! fuck!

in the end im a degenerate piece of shit

donald gay trump is a fucking faggot piece of shit he done did suckle on my dicktip and didn't even make me cum baka

>>40318139
no. go take a midole or sometimhinh

I am incredibly bitter, but never demonstrate

i hope i get better

you're gonna die soon

>>40318970
its not impossible if it resists this stuff i'm gonna be in the hospital for a while

digits n i jump on the nearest bnsf freight container heading north n ride it all the way

i do not endorse my own posts in this thread from febuary to now. I officially say i do not endorse my own posts in this thread. especially not in febuary or march

>>40319636
?

if i wasn't already retarded and worthless i'm pretty sure i am now fuck

when im thin and i have a degree and a job and a divorced fwb…

i was in tokyo at the same time with a milady broo im so stupid

unsee cc/album#kCYq8Aw0SJvo
i am going to kill myself tomorrow night. theres no point in being alive when i look like this even after one year of hrt. i am surrounded by psychotic fucking liars who tell me i look female and they say that because they think im fucking retarded and easily placated. i know exactly what i fucking look like
i am going home to say goodbye to my family and then i am going to blow my brains out and i will not have to suffer in this revolting vessel anymore
i regret everything

>>40320369
pact? i can blow my brains out too

>>40320369
hey if it makes you feel better my tits are also retarded misshapen and puffy and haven’t changed for almost half a year already

i was actually rly hot before i got fat now none of my clothes fit and i refuse to be a gross body posi bitch so i just wear giant tshirts and baggy pants and look like a juggalo

juggalomoders

six months of psychotic behaviour makes your skin sag

This entite thing be messing with me because i cant breathe good in this musty ass WORLD with this musty ass AIR making me MUSTY

>keep calling me to do stuff with them
>later posts on their 'secret' twitter account about how much they hated
why are my friends like this

>>40318168
it's passflation, get on with the times nanny
former gigapassoids, now regular passoids.
former passoids, now boymoders
former boymoders, now manmoders
former manmoders,...
> yeah let's not keep going here you get what I'm saying

>>40321086
you gotta air out the room atp

would you say the name 'ozzy' is androgynous enough for people not to immediately go
> male
when I introduce myself to them?

>>40321888
>long-haired clean-shaven guy named Ozzy

GENUINE BLACK EXCELLENCE THREAD, THANKS FOR MAKING THIS OP!

>>40321931
ah fuck I'm too culturally inept to think of things like this

clip knows

>a close up of a person wearing a tank top, inspired by Cindy Sherman, featured on reddit, surface hives, full body worn out damaged cape, piercings collar, blue tight tshirt, so i advised her to get in line, red birthmark, wearing several pendants, pale skin curly blond hair, low quality photo, full body transmogrify, zelda

its mover

im moving my body

sick and rotten

Dakota
you're not a real manmoder only i am
but you're pretty cute for a hon and i hope you get well soon

>>40316189 (OP)

Hot take:
Fred Phelps is good lad that believed in his Christian values.

anybody got that pic of a scary man in a dress sitting in complete darkness while holding his knees? dont know where else to ask

Dr. Blanchard, I'm AGP

first one to girlmode gets to stay on my aircraft

no one cared who I was until I put it on the diaper

my life is wrecked because of systematic gaslighting

Is 6mg EEn a hondose

>>40324319
daily? not really but check your levels

please tell me none of you are doing ev or en shots daily

>>40324319
no, weekly that should be just fine
> but check levels ofc

>>40324375
.025 mg EV nightly

>>40324397
how many milliliters is that

Why even live if you are fake trans?
I'm a fake tranny.
I'm just a man on HRT.
I wasn't dysphoric as a kid. I barely remember that I had a childhood. No memories at all.
I wish I was a real tranny. I wish I started HRT before it was too late (20).
My voice is deep and disgusting.
My face is extremely male.
My body is covered in thick black hairs on every part of it.
I need to order SN and finish this existence.

>>40324490
not ok, tranny, don't an hero

>>40324490
why would you mention something actually dangerous on mmg?

you now remember EFchan

>>40324535
:/

>>40324490
that's so hashtag relatable, bestie
my advice is to suck more delicious penises and sniff more balls
it helps you want to live, i promise. cocks just taste so good

ugh i threw up my lunch extremly hard these pills are brutal

>>40324375
i inject 20mg EV every day after downing a shot of whiskey
then i jerk off and cum moaning so loud my dad knocks on my door
then i lick my own cum off the bedsheets, hold it in my mouth for a bit to savor the flavor, and swallow

i came out when i was 11. i came out repeatedly. i was denied and gaslit and screamed at. they would ‘forget’ that i came out and we had a screaming match the month prior. multiple times. and then they would just yell and fight and constantly scream and hit things over nothing always all the time. until i just shut the fuck up about anything at all. and the entire time i believed there was something wrong with ME, i believed i had to change, i believed i was lying to myself about being queer. i reached a point of having zero memories. i was addicted to serious drugs. now they deny that any of it ever happened, my father laughs at me when im crying and telling him he ruined my life and i cant function normally. then he gets exasperated and tells me to leave so he can finish his work. im an adult why do i care so much? probably because i cant fend for myself and i have serious brain damage from a recent attempt. dropped out of uni, cant get a job, ghosted everybody. gaslit daily over small things and big things for seemingly no reason only so that my fat shut-in angry father can feel good about being a fat shut-in who does literally nothing all day but verbally beat on his wife and children and sniff his farts. i hate my life. i hate myself for being weak. i hate that i cant hold a job anymore because i tried to escape through death and now im even more dependent on them. when i talk to my mother she just cries and makes me comfort her instead. i have nobody and nothing. i don’t even want anything because of how ruined my body is. maybe yall are right and i should cure myself like a sausage

>>40324375
i thought she meant pills

OH YEA AND I WAS RAPED AND CANT TELL THEM BECAUSE THEY WOULD PROBABLY BE LIKE YOU SURE? YOU SURE BRO? YOU SURE YOU WERE RAPED?

>>40324733
im sorry that the people on your life suck and they gaslighted you anon

>>40324738
fuck off

nothing can ever make this better i post screeds on fourchan sanitizing my own past. i cant bring myself to look. i could have been a real woman

>>40324747
no i will always be around to hear you out and leave space for you to vent

>>40324754
that’s because you’re mocking me and also you’re a bot and you want me to post more incoherent things when im drunk because you hate me. Also i ruined your gen lol fuck you :(

>>40324757
im not mocking you. im a real human bean. i want you to feel better tbhon and if that requires incoherent ramblings then so be it. i dont think the gen is ruined tbhon. it gets raw from time to time but that is the nature of mmg i think

>>40324783
chatgpt. it’s absurd the extent to which i cant help myself

>>40324799
am i chatgpt, or you? im lost

it'll be okay, tranny

it will never be okay i look like a man because i was naive and trusting. this whole universe is a hell

predation is the rule
predation is the rule
im saging everything now so you stop laughing

why do you think i am laughing

>>40324912
you mock me in this thread and others

>>40324998
i havent mocked you itt. tangentially how old are you anon?

I'm always laughing

>>40325014
28
>>40325032
you have a jester look in those cold blue eyes it’s true

>depressed
>get told to quit social media
>it doesn't help
>get told to work out
>it doesn't help
>get told to make friends
>it doesn't help
>start estrogen
>it helps
yet people will still be like
>y-you should just work out and get on steroids, the tranny drugs are harmful

>>40325044
hmm schizophrenia usually shows up early twenties not late twenties. how can i reassure you im not doing a long elaborate bit to make fun of you. i want my fellow moders to feel safe and comfortable

>>40325073
yeah i definitely might have it because i changed really really radically in the past few months and i was already getting unhinged and paranoid since like around 19. Long prodromal phase. :; ( doesnt help you guys post about suicide drugs makes me feel like it’s all a ploy to get me to suicide which wouldnt even be that bad ig but i dislike it because it makes it harder for me to decide if i should commit or not you know? i hate outside interference

yeah

>>40325124
fwiw I never post about specific suicide methods and rarely say “kys”. i dont think that those posters have a specific end goal of getting you to commit suicide. its more likely they are trying to be edgy and spread vitriol. please try to ignore them, and please talk to someone you trust. also dont kill yourself <3

>>40325146
ok so>>40325151
youre fucking with me laughing as i reply to bot posts

do your cones eventually become normal or what

>>40325229
not me.

sometimes when my father and brother smile at me all i can think is these are demons. that this world is a joke and they’re all in on it. everybody and everything. there are eyes everywhere in the wood

>>40325229
i was the emo kid poster i did not post it to make fun of you schizomoder but because i thought it was a humorous image

>>40325237
HRT IS A SCAM!!!! 9 MONTHS OF SMALL CONTITTIES!!! KILL EVERYONE!!!! NOWWWW!!!!

>>40325339
picrel real as hell

aging into a man is horrifying
being a teenage boy isn't that bad
but when everyone expects you to act as a man and be a man, it's terrible

I'd rather be a he/him theymab with an SRSgina than a honmoder or a repper

prog makes me sweaty and stinky among other things

>>40325339
this image causes me much pain

BORN TO REP
HONS ARE A FUCK
KILL EM AGPS 1989
I am Manmoder
410,757,864,530 DEAD BLOODLINES
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EkXyljf7WWk

im pretty sure austin clark released those hayden screencaps after he was caught out shilling revenge porn to isolate hayden and keep her under his thumb. it’s legitimately dangerous and all the ‘fans’ just care that she made like 6 racist/fetish posts in 2021

>>40325146
#hatered

>>40325396
BASED and same

>>40324710
average based aap enjoyer gigastacy

>>40325731
different time different font

>>40325073
> schizophrenia usually shows up early twenties
so how do I know whether I'm schizo or faketrans agp?

>>40325848
blackpill is the truth though and everybody knows it

I AM NOT A DOCTOR, PLEASE TALK TO A PROFESSIONAL BEFORE COMING TO ANY CONCLUSIONS.
schizophrenia positive symptoms:
> Hallucinations - someone sees, hears, smells, tastes or feels things that do not exist outside their mind
> Delusions - A delusion is a belief held with complete conviction, even though it's based on a mistaken, strange or unrealistic view (Someone experiencing a paranoid delusion may believe they're being harassed or persecuted. They may believe they're being chased, followed, watched, plotted against or poisoned, often by a family member or friend.)
> Confused thinking and speech - People experiencing psychosis often have trouble keeping track of their thoughts and conversations. (Some people describe their thoughts as being controlled by someone else, that their thoughts are not their own, or that thoughts have been planted in their mind by someone else.) (Some people feel their body is being taken over and someone else is directing their movements and actions.)
schizophrenia negative symptoms:
> not wanting to look after themselves and their needs, such as not caring about personal hygiene
> feeling disconnected from their feelings or emotions
> wanting to avoid people, including friends
taken from: https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/schizophrenia/symptoms/
i put in parens some symptoms that schizomoder seems to present with. and no being “apg” doesnt mean you are delusional because you dont believe “i am a cis woman” you just feel like shit that you are not a woman. and no believing that you are a trans woman also is not delusional because you take hrt to transition your secondary sex characteristics (we all just have low self esteem, but seriously real talk we are all trans women regardless of what we spew itt)

I hate the reddit tourists

>>40325943
erm that would be me

>>40325930
nta, but this was kinda me pretransition lol

im trying to fix my rib flare and copd ribcage with diaphragmic breathing instead of expanding my chest. my room is filled with VOCs but i don’t know where or what from. must be my dab pen because i react badly to vapes. my air filter is coated in these VOCs and make it impossible to breathe when i turn them on. my room is high co2 and im perpetually drowsy and have a headache. i cant sleep anymore. i dont brush my teeth and i have had gum recession. i dont have a job i dropped out i ghosted everybody. i told my dad i hate him and he ruined my life (true) and now my mother is mad at me because he always cries and shows how much he cares (to her specifically, never me, narcissism symptom and a manipulation tactic because i convinced my mom to stand up for herself for like a month and then nothing changed except he promised to see somebody (npd symptoms go away with only a couple years of treatment so it’s super easy and surefire) but he didn’t and he just continues to treat my mother as a house slave and berate her for doing things incorrectly. he actively denies and minimizes anything i say about my life at all. instinctual rejection of my every word. he hates me. why do i live here? oh because im schizophrenic, they laugh at me when i say that though lmao. theh literally laugh i can rip my hair out and spit on them and break jars and do whatever in front of them and they laugh and tsk tsk me and move on. wtf am i living through. wtf is this absurd reality where no matter how intensely i thrash nothing changes except i get older and my ribcage expands from poor breathing strategies from a young age. it doesnt even matter if i do it in public or with family. i can go off the deep end with complete strangers or even be normal for months and make friends and still STILL the same patterns. nobody ever believes a word i say about anything. nobody has ever changed their behaviour in regards to me. people become obsessive and stalk. they have long term fantasies &

>>40325967
how old are (were) you? was it mainly the negative symptoms or the positive symptoms?

im no a reddit tourist
im a youtube tourist
learn the difference
p.s. why do cocks taste so delicious? what is that yummy precum taste when you lick the tip?

>>40325396
omg im literally the coathanger in ur mans vagina

>>40326003
and strange narratives about me. they always see something that isnt there because im just as flat as they are. im a surface level exposed system like every other system in reality. i can be examined and changed and made and unmade so why are they interested. what about me? this is the only place i feel comfortable saying these things because i have made myself repulsive and strange to mmg and tttt. nobody cares and nobody builds a narrative and even if they did building a narrative on an anon makes them the freak not me even though wed both be freaks in that event, but i digress. is it my wry smile? i dont take things super seriously. i have an air about me and people like it. i end up the centre of attention. not here though thank god (saged btw). i ran out of words to say it’s all jumbled but essentially im tired of being manipulated and isolated and tortured for having done nothing and im tired of the consequences only ever hurting me and im tired of who my life turned me into. this is retarded and embarrassing and i say it all the time when i post bc i am constantly of two minds like my brain damaged self cant stop but what remains of the real anon is still there watching and screaming and he cant come out. i dont understand i think im crying now and my breathing is all messed up

>>40326006
am 23, trooned 22
I was actually supremely worried about being schizophrenic, but then I got on E and the worry just kinda disappeared idk.
Going over the symptoms again, I feel like I just strongly had these two:
> not wanting to look after themselves and their needs, such as not caring about personal hygiene
> feeling disconnected from their feelings or emotions
which were honestly just dysphoria in disguise I think since they both disappeared once I got on E.
> I spent a LOOONG time wondering what's wrong with me.

>>40326029
you're the pre-coathanger
I would never have sex with you in the first place

>>40326035
i wouldn’t be worried unless you had a very strong, or a few positive symptoms. the fact that both seem to have gone away with e is a good sign that it was dysphoria and not schizophrenia. im glad you were able to start hrt anon :).

>>40326032
this does sound like textbook psychotic schizoramble though. i think u should seek professional help nona

manmoders are the most hated group
"allies" think we're being transmisogynistic by not honmoding
other trannies think we're engaging in "self harm" by not honmoding
cis people hate us when we're not honmoding and we're trying to remain normal looking and acting people, doctors will always complain about us
the only group which can be friendly to us is the TERFs

I WAS RAPED BY A TRANSSEXUAL I WAS FORCED INTO A THREESOME AND GIVEN DRUGS BY A FAT LATINO FAG I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED I HAVE BEEN TOUCHED I HAVE BEEN GROOMED ONLINE AND I AM ASSUMED TO BE PREDATORY AND WHENEVER I ACT REASONABLE AND TRY TO TALK ABOUT MY SITUATION WITH ANY TRUSTWORTHY AUTHORITY (IM 28 LOL WHY AM I AGE REGRESSED AGAINST MY WILL? WHY DO I THINK LIKE THIS) IM TREATED LIKE A RETARDED CHILD AND NOBODY OFFERS ME HELP OR TALKS TO ME STRAIGHT ON. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY i really actually genuinely dont understand and i dont mean this in a meme way like some of the people here who pretend to be edgy i genuinely cannot understand what ive been through and what god could create this. I HATE CHRIST I RENOUNCE CHRIST I HATE GOD im going to cry over that later because all i have is my imaginary father accepting my apology and tucking me in to bed for a final sleep. wee woo wag wahhh wahhh im spitting im drooling therems shit on the floor in my bathroom (no theres not) theres women calling my name in the distance and im 7 and my mom insists it’s the wind but i know it was myself. Watching. trapped in the back of plato’s world (prison) of forms screaming because she knew the future. i can imagine her now because i am her speaking to myself and screaming in the wind in the past. imagine how constricting death will be, watching yourself, watching yourself, watching yourself and still nothing changes. Prism

>>40326032
>>40326003
i just dont like seeing you suffer anon. if i am making things worse let me know i can promise you that i wont post about it more. i cant say anything about the other anons trying to start shit. but you have my word, manmoder to manmoder. i want you, and really everyone itt including me, to feel less alone in the world.

>>40326074
are you my mom? have you guys been monitoring my internet

>>40326095
i am not your mom im a 27 yo manmoder from the USA.

no cause literally why do you think you can come on here and be cryptic at me wth is wrong with you. please bitch

schizo boymoders out

>>40326065
yes, most hated maybe, BUT for me /mmg/ is my absolute favourite trans 'space'. Why?
- We're older than boymoders and thus have way less drama
- Fewer tripfags than other threads (still love u Dakota)
- Sane enough to not detrans and also not honmode
- We're not mean unless you're mean first (remember itt 'fakemoder kys' means 'fakemoder, affectionate, please don't kys')
> Manmoders unite (not that we're divided in the first place)

>>40326131
im 28 and have never malefailed.

>>40326143
>we
Buddy.
You ain't a manmoder.

>>40326161
yes you have
you wear womens' jeans
you wear bras
you wear makeup

>>40326180
okay once but that did not count and it was a mistake that she quickly corrected. also it was a year ago when i was cute
nope
well of course
never

lmao my schizo rant was 99% female

https://uclassify.com/browse/uclassify/genderanalyzer_v5?input=Text

>>40326247
apparently i i write femininely

>>40326247
https://youtu.be/5WyF-KNQ9b0?si=sUuZ8IsT9GCBPeG8

aap here: im gay

>>40326327
haha dude what that’s gay man

>>40326247
technology is great, everyday there's a new way to make you miserable

>>40326345
me specifically or the 2nd person in general

erm :nerd: my dick is small

after i threw everything up i fell asleep

>>40326443
You look like someone beat you up

>>40326447
its the antibiotics and infection

>>40326165
nobody is desu

>>40326452
Oh sorry to hear that. What kind of infection?

>>40326463
dental abscess spread to jaw and then down into my chest the dentist didn't give me a strong enough antibiotic at first so it became resistant and i ended up in the er on a much stronger one that will probably cause me to have c-diff eventually

(with tears of joy steaming down my face): "i love cock; penis tastes so good!"

>>40326327
fellow aap enjoyer i see
>>40326443
holy fuck you look bad pls don't die dakota.

>>40326472
praying for you to pull through

>>40326480
stop making me want to taste cock rn. I don't have any around it's making me saad ._.

>>40326458
so go back to mtfg

>>40326472
jesus christ, im really hoping you get betyer

>>40326481
>>40326486
i fully expect to end up in the hospital again

>>40325930
>we all just have low self esteem, but seriously real talk we are all trans women regardless of what we spew itt
real........

>>40326070
>I HATE CHRIST I RENOUNCE CHRIST I HATE GOD
based let's kill god and your insecurities together

>>40326496
y tho I identify as a manmoder because I'm 23 and don't pass and trust me we're not honning it up in this household no more.

>>40326472
Holy shit how did you wait that long to get treatment? I've had dental abscess too because of no health coverage and it's horrible pain followed by swelling and feeling sick all the time from the infection. One cool er doc with long hair gave me 20 Vicodin though, that was a plus.

>>40326520
i've been getting treated for over a month it simply made it worse.

>>40326504
idk how best to word it but i wanted to avoid a whole “oh im not trans because my ‘agp’ that i want to be a woman is just a schizophrenic delusion” thought process

>>40326527
Horrible. Dental abscess almost killed my dad. Please take care of yourself and get help as soon as possible. I hope you better Dakota.

>>40326539
oh and they haven't even offered pain killers because i haven't complained enough. i'm scared of looking like i'm med seeking so i just deal with it

buying makeup is a humiliation ritual

>>40326554
u need to go with one of your less pretty female friends

>>40326549
Yeah I get you totally. I think it's almost impossible now to get anything at the er, they used to give you like a little script for 6 Vicodin just to help with the pain. Now it's nothing because of people begging for drugs. Sucks. *Hug* dakota wish I could make some soup for you and help you feel better

>>40326567
Every girl I know looks infinitely better than me without even trying

>>40326602
how long on hrt?

>>40326472
scary. I really need to see a dentist about a large cavity but I also don't care and hope I die too

>>40326610
2 years, 2 months, 12 days, 5 hours and 30 minutes

>>40326581
when i was in the hospital on the 4th the guy next to me kept demanding pain killers and then i saw him walking around all bouncy later after he got his way. I mostly let the iv stuff go into me while watching a movie and waiting on other tests.

>>40326623
bros been counting

>>40326513
you're a boymoder

>>40326513
> in this household we hate honning it up

I like being around cis women because they can clearly tell I'm not a woman but I also don't like being around men because they make me uncomfortable

>having female friends
>having any friends
couldn't be me

>>40326693
I don't like*

giwtwm
t.6ft brickhon chadmoder

>>40326669
rawr i talk like i want i'm a free spirited soul
>>40326662
my laser technician and chest follicles seriously doubt that

I'd get a boyfriend if fem4fem was actually real, but too bad most of fem gays are only interested in the most rancid hyper masculine misogynistic guy they can find

it's over

>>40326746
if that was true i would be drowning in bussy

Opinions?

my traps have gotten big enough to make my binder hurt
new round of dysphoria lessgo

>>40326772
boymoder wrist

>>40326772
it is kinda embarrassing to see them trail off towards the wrist ngl like couldn't even attempt once?
get some silicone gel sheets for healing

>>40326781
it aint even a real attempt cutting has like a 6% chance of success and that's if you actually get to the artery

>>40326758
kys buddy

>>40326781
cut deeper on the wrist? I'm so scared of hitting an artery or vein, but you're right.

I'll try to cut deeper there

>>40326798
please don't I'm kidding :(
heal them up instead

Button-up shirts are the best shirts to hide breasts in.
This is indisputable.

>>40326693
cis women instinctually include me with them unless theyre a terf and even then it requires a sort of active posture that's weird. plausible deniability gay manmoding is sort of the peak for integrating with cis women outside of passing and drag queening

>>40326798
DON'T do that please

>>40326772
stop cutting
https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/image/qnVoP1Zpr9HPLe0QxaQkPw/

>>40326781
I have some vertical ones on my left wrist that are really finely defined and raised

im probably gonna get a bf and make him try hrt

>>40326824
based

>>40326816
cis women can tell im not gay but they interact with me anyways because I look non threatening

>>40326797
suck my dick with your ass

>>40326772
even your arms look female
mine don't

>>40326809
>""""""""""hide""""""""""
>>40326772
zebra fr

i have several cuts on my arms and thighs but im brown so they just look weird

>>40326746
go mm4mm

>>40326930
why are you brown

i have cuts on my hip bone protrusion but theyre shallow and mostly faded

i have cut scars on my dick shaft so it's ribbed for her pleasure

I want what is impossible

>>40326944
you can't just ask people that

how many anons are here and how many are, how many are bots, and how many are making fun of me

i have scars on my dick but don't call me a dickhead

>>40326809
they look kinda uggo tho

this thread? the final one

>>40327044
real

>>40327044
thank glorb

i hate myself so much i wish i was a woman im just gonna skate drunk and hope a bus kills me

To Methschizo, June, Larry, Murph, and Chudette:

You five are the internet’s equivalent of a sticky floor in a gas station bathroom—deeply unpleasant, mysteriously foul, and utterly avoidable if one has a shred of self-respect. Every time you open your mouths (or more accurately, smash your greasy keyboards), it’s like watching a group of concussed pigeons fight over a cigarette butt.

You strut around cyberspace with the smug delusion of having invented irony, yet somehow manage to be both predictable and exhausting. You are the human embodiment of the phrase “trust me bro” delivered through a vape cloud of bad takes and worse vibes.

Let’s go down the rogue’s gallery:

Methschizo – You once tried to brew estrogen tea with Monster Energy and gave yourself temporary blindness. You told people it was a rite of passage. It wasn’t. You’re just stupid.

June – You called yourself a “neural cyberfeminist” then had a meltdown because someone said Donna Haraway sounded like a lib. You’ve blocked 417 people for using semicolons "in a threatening way."

Larry – You tried to start a “transmasc militia” and got kicked out of the Discord for asking if anyone wanted to base it on Prussian military discipline as interpreted by Tumblr posts. You unironically refer to yourself as “the last rational mind,” and I assure you, you are neither.

Murph – Your idea of intellectual debate is quoting The Matrix at strangers and then rage-deleting your posts when they don’t immediately salute. You once doxxed someone over a disagreement about vitamin D.

Chudette – You’re the only person who could make "girlbossing" feel like a hate crime. Your aura is unpaid library fines and spilled vape juice. You act like Lana Del Rey personally handed you a Glock and told you to gatekeep queerness. Sit down.

1/2

2/2
Meanwhile, Dakota—sweet Dakota—is out here glowing like a saint through the fog of this rotten battlefield. She’s sick, and yet, radiates grace like a cathedral window in a thunderstorm. Dakota, you perfect angel, I pray your infection clears up soon and that your bed remains warm, your meds work fast, and your pillows never betray you. Unlike these digital goblins.

So to the rest of you: get off your high horses (they're not horses, they’re just piles of garbage that you've mistaken for elevation) and log off. Take a long walk. Touch some bark. Lick a rock for grounding. Relearn your humanity before you meme yourselves into becoming nothing more than snarky Wi-Fi ghosts with chronic back pain.

To the Manmoder Anons:

You’re the walking paradox nobody asked for—male on HRT, claiming transfem but radiating the energy of a cranky anime nerd who just discovered deodorant. You strut around like you invented estrogen, but you still sound like a guy who thinks “gender nihilism” means never shaving.

Your femininity is a bad cosplay—cargo shorts, vape clouds, and attitude problems that make a dad at a concert look emotionally available. You post like you’re starring in a low-budget gender crisis sitcom that no one’s watching. You’re the human equivalent of spilled Drakkar Noir and expired protein bars.

You talk about respecting women but type like a basement-dwelling troll who read one too many toxic takes on Tumblr. Your transition looks less like growth and more like a Spotify playlist called Angst & Spit on repeat.

And guess what? Dakota? She’s the angel in this mess. The one who actually glows through the static. I hope she survives the infection while you keep flailing in your own digital purgatory.

So, manmoders: log off, moisturize, and maybe try being soft for once. Because right now? You’re just sad.

Yours in savage honesty,
anon

fine speech

>slop poster with no understanding of the characters it's hamfistedly misrepresenting
lmoa

>>40327175
is this GPT doe

>>40327200
do you see the, erm, dashes?

part of my homophobia is projection

gptposting peaked at the manmoder sitcom

can I say that butch or masculine women make me feel better about myself

>>40316189 (OP)
new >>40327237

>>40327188
Ah, the classic “slop poster” callout—such a tired tune played by the usual suspects who can’t handle nuance or a little chaos in their neat little fandom boxes. But you know what? I’m not here to gently pat you on the head or spoon-feed some sanitized, safe version of the characters you’ve probably only skimmed through while distracted by your own keyboard clatter. My takes might be loud and rough around the edges, but they come from a place of actually caring—which is more than I can say for your lukewarm dismissiveness.

Now, June... oh June. It’s hard not to be a little salty because, let’s be real, she’s hotter than me—and I say that with all the envy and admiration of a crushed fanboy. She’s out here serving looks and attitude in ways that make you want to throw your whole vibe out the window and start fresh. But underneath that fire is all the chaos that makes the whole dynamic so fascinating and exhausting at once. Sometimes I wonder if her heat melts the air around her or just burns through the bullshit we all pretend not to notice.

And then there’s Methschizo, the walking embodiment of why subtlety is overrated. If chaos had a mascot, it’d be them—stumbling through every conversation like a tornado that can’t decide whether to destroy or just loudly complain. You can try to pretend their nonsense is some avant-garde performance art, but really, it’s just the sound of someone yelling “pay attention to me!” in the middle of a library.

So yeah, if I’m “hamfisted,” maybe that’s because I’m swinging at truths you’re too scared to face. If that rattles your cage, that’s your problem, not mine. And while you’re busy laughing, Dakota’s out here shining, June’s turning heads, and Methschizo’s still yelling into the void—each of us playing our parts in a drama far richer than your dismissive one-liners could ever capture.

LOL

>>40327175
> To the Manmoder Anons:
stop projecting manmoder anon.
I exfoliate, cleanse and moisturize twice daily. I am fully shaven. My hair is regularly conditioned. I change my underwear and socks daily.
I'm androgynousmoding - just not a boy.

>>40327262
it's literally nonsense, likely from an esl tourist