pooners, how does FtM dysphoria feels like?

>>40334545 (OP)
At this point in my transition, it's not so much about being female anymore. Most if not all of my grief could be shared by any man who shares my traits.

Any guy who's smaller than the average or can't knock someone up for whatever reason. Oh well

>>40334545 (OP)
i pretty much only remember anything about my life post transition

>>40334545 (OP)
i'm disgusted that i'm so weak and people assume i'm submissive
it's cruel

I don't remember because it went away

>>40334545 (OP)
Genital dysphoria for me is like what if a wet hole opened on a random part of your body and you were sort of horrified and disgusted by it, and you knew it wasn't supposed to be there, but had to try and forget about it and attempt to live your daily life. I also have the sensation of a phantom penis, and when I get aroused I feel like I have to jerk off but can't and get very frustrated

With my breasts it's like I feel the weight there and it almost seems like I've got something over my real chest weighing it down, but then I shift and my clothing rubs against it, and I realize with disgust that it is my real chest and it has nerve sensation that shouldn't be there

>>40334790
>horrified and disgusted by it
>it wasn't supposed to be there, but had to try and forget about it
>sensation of a phantom <genitals>
>I have to masturbate but can't and get very frustrated
>it has nerve sensation that shouldn't be there

As MTF I can confirm to feel the same details about my body. Funny it's so identical but mirrored experience

>>40334545 (OP)
Uncertain if I’ll ever stop being a pussy and start on T to reclaim my life but one of the most prominent feelings is that I feel disgusted by my ovaries and how my nipples and hips look.
Other than that I feel a genuine sense of confusion at not having a penis, which is exactly as stupid as it sound. it’s like it’s missing from my body and I forget until I’m reminded nature didnt intend for it to be there. I’d wish I could be a dad and top people more efficiently, and hang out with my (mostly male) friends without feeling like an oddity.

>>40334545 (OP)
Like my body doesn't really belong to me and is just a shell I'm somehow able to operate

>>40335838
>my body doesn't really belong to me and is just a shell I'm somehow able to operate
I never had constant, debilitating body dysphoria and this is also how I felt most of the time tbdesu

>>40334545 (OP)
This is what a peak bottom looks like btw

>>40336299
lol

>>40334790
>I also have the sensation of a phantom penis, and when I get aroused I feel like I have to jerk off but can't and get very frustrated

plap plap plap plap plap

>>40334545 (OP)
like wearing a chastity cage since birth