will getting on hrt (e) actually fix anything

>>40336845 (OP)
if you're truly dysphoric it'll help alleviate some of that dysphoria. in my case it gave me the will to live I actually dont hate myself anymore

>>40336845 (OP)
it might make u feel better temporarily but long term no its useless

>>40336845 (OP)
moreso help

>>40336845 (OP)
do you have gender dysphoria? if so
>anything
yes
>everything
no

>>40337514
>>40337583
what does it mean if I genuinely believe im gender dysphoric and have been for most of my life but starting hrt just made me feel more dysphoric and sad?
>t boymoder

>>40337661
Girlmode
Or do your brows and hair atleast

>>40337689
but I'm ugly and scared of going somewhere to get my hair cut :((

>>40337699
i used to live in a very very rural transphobic town and i would still just walk into salons and get girls haircuts, they really dont care

>>40337661
how long r u on it? first three months are usually rough
>>40337514
this. I don't hate myself. I take care of myself. I stopped craving ("real") drugs to get through my days.
It's a supplement that will help u become more feminine, you still have to put in the work.
Chopped comparison, I know, but bodybuilders don't get ripped either from 'roiding, it just makes working out more effective.

oh, and if you're gay in denial, expect to be turned 110% androphilic within a few months.

>>40337661
what other anons said. my first months were sad too bc 1 estrogen really makes you more emotional and 2 you dont see physical changes at all in the first months. you start to see more things happening at 6 months or so. ofc that depends on other factors like lucky genetic and etc but in general after some months to a year you see that things have changed in your face/body and you will start to feel better in general

>>40337722
>how long r u on it?
a little over a year and a half...
>>40337721
I know I shouldn't be so scared but it's like paralyzing. I used to have my friend cut it in her dorm but it was just to keep my ends cleaned up and not actually anything effeminate. besides that we don't really talk anymore and she stopped doing it bc too many other people wanted their hair cut.

>>40336845 (OP)
Yes! Not every problem but, you will no longer have to fear further masculinization and it will overtime help you feel more comfortable in your own body. The emotional side affects are nice too, I love being able to finally cry.

>>40337661
I feel the same honestly nona, I figured out I was a tranny at a very young age but was forced to repress until I became a legal adult. That period, basically the entirety of my adolescence, was honestly the worst period of my life and the whole time I never really came to terms with how bad it was because I was dissasociating and hiding. Now that I don't have my emotions nulled by testosterone and I'm taking steps toward transitioning, I feel like I am finally living for once and have something id like to be, rather than just tolerating life. Relieving that burden and allowing me to be myself is making me feel like a person for once and giving me the ability to reconcile with my past and everything that has happened to me, and its a very hard journey, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

I think alot of Nonas go through something similar, its both terrifying to realize how much being something we are not has hurt us and how much work we have to do to reverse it, and relieving to know there is a path forward. I hope things get better for you, I believe in you, hopefully one day it will all be a bad memory.

>>40337764
>you start to see more things happening at 6 months or so
you start to see the first things happening*

>>40337768
If you have the money perhaps you could try and look for a private stylist? I get my hair done by one who just does it in her home haha, but she is amazing and its nice being able to do so in private and get to familiarize myself with them.

>>40337770
>>40337764
>forced to repress until I became a legal adult
yea the same thing happened to me but I had a really strong male puberty so I'm like 6'1 and lots of body hair so I really don't know where to go from here. I started hrt at 18 and have just been drifting my way through university for the last 2 years. it would be cool to girlmode but I'm just kinda ugly and very boyish so I don't think it's in the cards for me. besides I wouldn't even know what to ask for at a salon and I've koo6at girl clothes on the Internet and I'm built so strange none of the sides really work for me so I'm not sure what to do.

>>40337814
>koo6
looked

>>40337814
I can't really say, I have the same issues and I'm honestly also stuck in boymoder purgatory, though I don't mind dressing more androgynously, I was always emo with baggy cargo pants and oversized shirts anyway haha. Height I believe will mostly come down to where you live in terms of how people look at you and body hair and looks are for the most part fixable with time and of course money.

>>40337876
Alt styles like this always felt the way to go for me because its easier to come off as tomboyish with a mix of features, though I get it that some people would also like to present more traditionally femme.

>>40337876
sorry for the bad spelling I'm drunk. I wear pretty exclusively baggy street wear and Ive been called emo by even my family my whole life. I've definitely been trying to dress more androgynous lately by my body tends to be a dead giveaway. you seem nice tho and I hope you find your way out of boymode one day.

>>40337937
Awww thank you, I try to be :>, its good way to direct my npdemon status to something useful. I hope things go well for you too, and every boymoder, there's nothing more awful than being forced to hide yourself