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Anonymous No.40341747 [Report] >>40341800 >>40341818 >>40341827 >>40341888 >>40341987 >>40344403 >>40344441 >>40345109 >>40352599
hii tttt
hii!! i'm attention starved and kindof drunk (but not enough,,) also im feeling a bit hopeless due to the US federal govt insinuating mass revocation of trans passports (orr v trump, ECF 127) anyway pls give me attention! really wish i had someone to cuddle and hold me..
also darn it the captcha's hard when inebriated, agh
Anonymous No.40341800 [Report] >>40341823
>>40341747 (OP)
hiiiiiii same asf I love alcohol!
Anonymous No.40341818 [Report] >>40341848
>>40341747 (OP)
you type super adorably, i am interested in seeing your unsee if you're comfortable sharing
Anonymous No.40341823 [Report] >>40341966
>>40341800
yea!!
really wish i also had edibles here,, i realyl just want to disassociate from the world right now..
Anonymous No.40341827 [Report] >>40341848
>>40341747 (OP)
You alright, pal? I can add you on discord or something if you wanna talk.
Anonymous No.40341848 [Report] >>40341856
>>40341818
awhh thanks,, but i dont post pictures of myself on the internet, sorry.. i'm not that cute anyway
>>40341827
don't have discord... not reaally alright but hanging in! not dying!!
Anonymous No.40341856 [Report] >>40341877
>>40341848
Oh, got ya. What do you have if you dont mind me asking?
Anonymous No.40341877 [Report]
>>40341856
uhh in terms of chatting i pretty much only use matrix at this point,, sorry
Anonymous No.40341888 [Report] >>40341910 >>40341924 >>40344403
>>40341747 (OP)
Hiii im also drinking and hopeless and depressed and insanely lonely :3
Youre keeping it together better than me
Anonymous No.40341910 [Report] >>40341924 >>40341946
>>40341888
Wtf is it with depression and trans people?
Anonymous No.40341924 [Report] >>40341946
>>40341888
hiiii!! i'm probably not actually put together, i just kind-of seem so on the surface
sending a *hug* (if desired)
>>40341910
because it's really darn hard to live and be happy as one, maybe (i don't really know)
Anonymous No.40341946 [Report] >>40341980 >>40342004 >>40342005
>>40341924
Better than me. Im the kinda 24/7 manic depressed where the only 2 people i talk to in my life are finally starting to just give up on me
>>40341910
Im a gay tranny with severe bpd. I was born to crash out and push people away then die
Hel No.40341966 [Report] >>40342004
>>40341823
me too,,,hang in there <3 xoxo
Anonymous No.40341980 [Report] >>40342006 >>40343561
>>40341946
Do you like.. need a fucking hug or something?
mariposter !pWsZtuaoj2 No.40341987 [Report] >>40341996 >>40342028 >>40345109
>>40341747 (OP)
Awww, I'm sorry to hear that Nona, I hope your night goes better :<. I'm also a little lonely, most of my friends are asleep and I don't have much to do, so im chatting with random peeps. It's nice to see all the people in here trying to comfort ya though lol, makes everything a little less bleak even if just for a moment <3

I'm trying to join my local chapter of the yDSA and SRA to hopefully maybe do what I can to numb the current wave of hatred, even if just a little. I wish we didn't have to live like this.
Anonymous No.40341996 [Report]
>>40341987
This is the part where we do the age old 4chan tradition of telling you to kill yourself /s
Anonymous No.40342004 [Report] >>40342052
>>40341946
awh,, i suppose i have nice friends; world's still falling apart around me but im grateful for those whom i have
i really wish i could be there for you and try to make you feel better about yourself, but realistically i can't even really do that for myself
>>40341966
trying,, thanks <3
mariposter !pWsZtuaoj2 No.40342005 [Report] >>40342052
>>40341946
Awww were sisters :D, I'm npd. We aren't meant to be alone forever, its just hard to find people who can understand and love us anyway when our worst impulses and fears inevitably make their way back to the surface and cause us to do things we don't mean to do. I don't blame them, it's a lot of baggage sometimes.
Anonymous No.40342006 [Report] >>40342039
>>40341980
All i want is to be held.....
Anonymous No.40342028 [Report]
>>40341987
thanks <3
same here i suppose; i frequently feel lonely and probably have attachment problems, but people here can at least blunt the malaise
Anonymous No.40342039 [Report]
>>40342006
don't we all
Anonymous No.40342052 [Report] >>40342088 >>40342122
>>40342004
Thanks, the sentiments sweet, i dont even want anyone to make me better really, i just want to not feel alone
>>40342005
I just dont know what im supposed to do, i feel like im going psychotic most days and nothing ever helps. I was straight up told today im miserable to be around and part of the reason they havent completely cut me out of their life is cause they think id kill myself if i had no one to talk to
mariposter !pWsZtuaoj2 No.40342088 [Report] >>40342117
>>40342052
That's fucking awful I'm so sorry, I can't imagine anything worse to say to anyone in that position :(. Anyone casting the slightest bit of doubt that they really are there for you and care is a fucking knife to the heart. Hopefully you can slowly shift your focuses toward other people who care about you, its awful that you get treated like that when vulnerable.
Anonymous No.40342117 [Report] >>40351057
>>40342088
If i didnt have a job id just be a full on neet again. Idk how im supposed to find other people
Anonymous No.40342122 [Report]
>>40342052
>i just want to not feel alone
yeah..
Anonymous No.40343561 [Report]
>>40341980
i think we all do
Anonymous !Brooke.nyA No.40344403 [Report] >>40344898 >>40352599
>>40341747 (OP)
>>40341888
I've been considering getting into alcohol for a good few years now. Is it worth it?
Anonymous No.40344441 [Report] >>40346174
>>40341747 (OP)
Hi I'm also depressed and hopeless but thanks god I'm not living is the US
Anonymous No.40344898 [Report] >>40345068
>>40344403
i mean, it's one way to cope..
is it good? no
does it blunt the pain? for a time
Anonymous !Brooke.nyA No.40345068 [Report]
>>40344898
Maybe I'll cycle it. 3 days on, 11 days off.
Anonymous No.40345109 [Report] >>40347675
>>40341747 (OP)
Hi nona! I wuv alcohol. Do you fw nine inch nails
>>40341987
DSA seems like a good choice to actually get shit done in the country, given that the dem base is demanding a much more hardline stance against trump than the party leadership is delivering. I dunno if I could afford membership dues though :[.
Anonymous No.40346174 [Report]
>>40344441
i wish i wasn't in the us
Anonymous No.40347675 [Report] >>40353359 >>40355268
>>40345109
Not op but im seeing nin live next month!
Anonymous No.40351057 [Report]
>>40342117
>Idk how im supposed to find other people
real
Anonymous No.40352599 [Report] >>40355224 >>40355247
>>40341747 (OP)
omg another drunk hopleless person hi nona!! i hope ur doing as alright as u can be <3
>>40344403
yes i drink every day and its the only time im ever happy desu!! try it and if ur an asshole when ur drunk theb u probably have to find something else unfortunately, im lucky i just cry a lot so my gf doesnt mind
Anonymous No.40353359 [Report]
>>40347675
wow FUCKING AWESOME!!!! That's so cool :D
Anonymous No.40355224 [Report]
>>40352599
i get really giggly when i'm drunk
Anonymous !Brooke.nyA No.40355247 [Report]
>>40352599
>yes i drink every day and its the only time im ever happy desu!! try it and if ur an asshole when ur drunk theb u probably have to find something else unfortunately, im lucky i just cry a lot so my gf doesnt mind

i get in a good mood but also i think it makes me an asshole and i have a hard time telling if i am even when i'm sober.
Anonymous No.40355268 [Report]
>>40347675
jealous i have never been able to.....also not op or the other anon but i love nin......have so much fun for all of us nonny