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QOTT: Would you serve in the army? If not for your country, which country would you serve for? Do you like military uniforms?

Do trannies have to be homophobic because if being gay was acceptable to them it would make their transition pointless?

>>40353637
that would imply every tranny is HSTS

im homophobic by default because most gays were quite bad towards me for being trans

>>40349414
dead(inside)

>>40353647
I hate haru
Rice shower is the goat

>>40353647
Are you Russian?

>>40353633 (OP)
>QOTT
I contemplate enlisting on a nearly monthly basis
my grandpa served back in like '60 or '70
never really asked him many questions but I know they stationed him in Germany back when the wall was still up
family always told me that I should enlist because im obviously aimless and not doing anything worthwhile
or basically that im worthless and they know why I can't hold a normal job
but idk
I doubt I'd make the cut even if that was a good fit for me
>Do you like military uniforms?
love em
would definitely consider any gear they get a bonus honestly
my grandpa kept his military jacket and kept it in good condition basically my whole life and ive always thought it was pretty near the nicest jacket I'd ever seen too so yeh

>>40353700
i've been meaning to get into uma musume for like a week now, ill start with the gacha because it seems fun

>>40353633 (OP)
>Would you serve in the army?
I wouldn't again, but I did
>If not for your country, which country would you serve for?
Inuit legions of Greenland against american occupation
>Do you like military uniforms?
Yes

>>40353715
No, polish

>>40353633 (OP)
I would not serve in the military, but I did do a few courses on intelligence stuff

>>40353807
intellligence stuff? tell us more!

>>40353848
well yeh but I can't...
unless it's open stuff like mitrokhin archive, or how jeanne and sandy caught aldrich ames, but then it's better if you just read the books
I was always too inquisitive for that kind of career anyways...

>>40353904
chubby patchouli gf...

well that sounds cool, special agent kira!

>>40353913
to be fair, it would be more like analyst or diplomatic attache
all I use it for is to tease certain ppl with references and jargon occasionally
honestly, teasing ppl is the only real use of studying...

>>40353939
i took part in manipulation and interrogation tactics course but i failed it in the end...
i still use some things from it from time to time, but im not malicious!

feet…

New discord server for lesbains and cisfs

https://discord.gg/P8bWvfHM8z

It's spicy and new server r now but finding it's footing

Laguna is in here already come see her

>>40353633 (OP)
I'm switching to DIY because it's the only way I can afford injections. I've never injected before though. Please spoonfeed me a link to the exact needles I should be buying while I wait for my Een. There wre too many different types and it's very confusing. I will be injecting subcutaneously. Thanks babes.

>Laguna is in here already come see her
No thank you

I've been on e injections for a month and nothing much has changed outside of my mental state aside from better smelling skin and puffy nipples. When do the changes start?

>>40353954
oh I see.. don't hurt anyone...
>>40353975
wow that's lovely
hopefully she is having a nice time, and meeting lots of ppl that appreciate her
>>40354000
I guess changes should start, but I guess it depends, like on skin care and social transition
anything in particular?
like breasts can change for years I suppose

>>40353633 (OP)
how long on hrt to properly see solid affects, no doomer shit

am less than 2 years and having okay effects but wanna know how much more I'll get, I know I still have a solid amount of fat redistribution to go

>QOTT
I spent my teen years dreaming about enlisting because I was a directionless loser who hoped Uncle Sam could beat the faggotry out of me. But when the time to talk with a recruiter finally came, the first troon military ban happened. I'm not bothered about it nowadays just because my political opinions about the military and the US have changed since then

Why are you so hideous and manish looking?

>>40353988
Based

>>40353633 (OP)
can't serve in the military due to health both mental and physical, but military uniforms can be sexy desu

Remember to goon your cute little clitty to sissy hypnos everyday!

>>40353975
>Laguna is in here
how to kill any community 101

Why do all trans"girls" absolutely love sissy hypno?

>>40353724
you look like you play airsoft

>>40354160
never liked airsoft, im sorry to disappoint
i didn't serve long, they kicked me out if that makes you feel better

>>O Romeo, Romeo, Wherefore art they Romeo
>>Deny thy father and refuse thy name
>>or if thou will not, be but sworn my love
>>and I'll be a Capulet no longer
>>Tis but my name that is my enemy,
>>what is a montague?
>>it is not hand nor foot, not any other part of a man
>>Oh be some other name
>>What's in a name?
>>that which we call a rose, by any other name would smell as sweet
>>So Romeo would, were he not Romeo called
>>Retain that dear perfection to which he owes
>>Romeo doff thy name
>>and for that name which takes no part of me
>>and take all myself

writing this from memory based on reciting this monologue in middle school. We all had to perform a Shakespeare monologue and I was the only BOY who dared to crossdress, which is historically accurate! I remember working harder getting the voice right than memorizing the lines

>>40354170
kicked you out for being a faggot!!!!

>>40354180
dang i fucked up a bunch of lines. Still pretty good considering i haven't seen any adaption in a couple of years. Any other trannies have this experience of performing Juliet?

>>40353633 (OP)
>Would you serve in the army?
Nah i dont feel like dying in the middle east or for israel
>Do you like military uniforms?
its pretty based, i like collecting cool camo patterns

>>40354180
lol in high school we each had to memorize the Romeo or Juliet monologue and I asked the teacher if it was ok if I did Juliet's monologue instead and she was fine with it
also wrote a cringe story called Adam and Steve for that class, makes me feel like puking from how bad it was
god I was such a dumb fag

>>40354317
>adam & steve
you sound like a huge faggot lol. i always hear the gayest childhood stories from here. no wonder everyone here transitioned

>>40353975

I shoulda gone into theater in school. Would have prepared me way better for the RP-ing as a woman that I do now. instead I chose fucking band even though i don't have a musical bone in my body.

>>40354317
>Performed as Juliet
>Wrote biblical yaoi
I'm guessing your teacher clocked you before you did

Lol I got banned

goona x mono confirmed

>>40354762
yeh big blud ur a schizoid

>>40353637
if being gay was an acceptable option for straight men then being straight would be pointless

literally the exact same logic you're using

>>40354848
>avery as third highest chat
This cap is from a year ago. It's been aberry for a year.

Is BBCposting fembrained? Asking for a friend

>>40353975
Who's the owner and every mod?

>>40355037
me

>>40355108
You're too ban happy I'll avoid

>>40355164
Ive only banned known schizoid kaliaura

>qott
I would serve as a fighter pilot in the luftwaffe
>>40353724
thank you for your service

>>40355231
You'd ban me i bet. I'm also a schizo poster..
T. N

>>40353637
being gay is acceptable in the USA. being trans kind of isn't.

also how is it homophobic?

weird how everyone is crawling out of the woodworks today, of all days. Is there a full moon?

I was right hehe

>urge to cut hair short is resurfacing again
is this some kind of SH/dysphoria caused thing?

It's 33c and me and kope are being sophisticated

>>40355474
yes 1000%. someone here once told me its a massive alarm bell when girls get the desire to do this. you should not do it and also perhaps spend some time being kind to yourself
>>40355489
im schweatin its too much

>>40355526
>im schweatin its too much
Same. Thankfully we have AC in the bedroom for tonight

>>40355489
wana skinwalking yous

>>40355561
i'm so jealous. i have a fan but its still like 4 degrees hotter in my place than outside. pray 4 me

>tfw weird fantasy
>guy confronts me when I'm using a public restroom
>asks why I'm in the men's room
>say "what?"
>he says the men's room is for men
>sheepishly tell him I am a guy
>he says I'm not bc I don't have a penis
>tell him I do
>he tells me to show him
>reluctantly comply
>he laughs, half in surprise and half at how small it is
>pushes me back into a stall and closes the door behind him
>tells me to sit on the toilet as he includes his belt
>tell him I'm not really into hookups like this
>he takes out a pistol and says he's not asking
>sit down
>his cock hanging in front of my face
>feel myself start to salivate heavily, without meaning to
>say I really don't want this
>he presses the gun to my head and says I should've thought of that before coming into the men's room looking like a chick
>cocks the hammer for effect
>resentfully stroke the base of his dick and start licking and sucking the tip
>start getting more into it
>almost forgetting the gun to my head
>taking his entire length down my throat, working rhythmically
>moan involuntarily
>he grabs a fistful of my hair and tells me to shut the fuck up or he'll shoot
>start sucking on his nuts while rubbing his shaft
>he rubs the pistol on my cheek
>turn my head and start fellating it
>glance furtively up at him
>his eyes are burning and sharp, like hot glass
>he's getting and clearly enjoying me sucking his gun like it was a cock
>he pulls it out of my mouth, taps me on the head, and points back at his erect cock
>go back to getting him off
>the threat of death hanging next to me the entire time
>finally he reaches a gasping pulsing climax
>feel his hot cum burst down my throat as he cums
>he pulls out of my mouth
>has me pull his pants back up before exiting the stall
>break down sobbing while wrestling with the insidiously smoldering arousal inside
is there something wrong with me

>>40355526
its either hair or cutting
ig the latter is easier to hide

>>40355805
Epic

gay men are the final boss of life

>>40355805
this is why straight pride parades arent a thing
keep it to yourself

Can we not post lagunas face -_- like we get it he's fucking uggo, I really don't want to see it anymore

>>40353633 (OP)
Was wondering where the new one was
>QOTT
Hell no, if I wanted to work for somebody, be betrayed and left for dead I'd just work for liberals
>QOTT2
Denmark I guess?

>>40356231
we had like an hour without an mtfg
dead thread
also i quoted the wrong previous thread because im stoopid

>>40355310
yep
its like i;ve said here before.
trans people are affected by the moon

i just want to chill with you

>>40356378
yeh but u kinda stanky tho :/ go shower or more deo or somethin mang

https://open.spotify.com/track/3L5GClQnpdAMqKM0YK7WH9?si=-2rRGV_1QBiV8EnsMtYnjg

tfw my bf texts me hes chilling with other people and i start shaking in fear out of abandonment fears because i got childhood trauma and im not a normal person like he is

>>40356429
lowkey he prob cheating on you or looking for the opportunity ngl

>>40356452
nah but still im literally sweating here and trembling lol

>>40356459
hope things feel better friend

>>40356242
An hour too long without one imo
And it's okay, I'm stupid too. We're all stupid girls down here

>>40356459
you sure? theres a reason you aint invited

>>40356459
>>40356429
attachment disorder sucks hard
u shud msg him and tell him how you feel

well out of courtesy wait until he's done hanging out with his buddies so it's not ruined by worrying about you

has your bussy ever been gaped?

>>40356704
does self gaping count? if so yea

>>40356512
best course of action^

i wanna talk to my girlfriend but im getting nervous using my voice so im being quiet instead

>>40356722
I know.

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2025/07/09/im-just-ugly-not-trans-train-driver-told-colleagues/

Many such cases

>>40356777
thats sad. these people just bully and bully and dont care if they even hurt the wrong person. they just like to hurt others.

is "clocking" offensive when cis people say it? I met a trans man recently and didn't know he was trans until he told me and I said "wow, I didn't even clock you at all" and he seemed annoyed

>>40356792
They are ontologically evil and probably not sapient. I think it is morally acceptable to treat conservatives the same way you would a clump of dirt

>>40356821
like 30% of trans men got socialized off tumblr and have insane standards for whats offensive. you cant keep trans people from getting offended we're always kind of sensitive.

would you let a thick dick chud gape your bussy?

>>40356821
Yes. It’s like saying the n word to darkies because only darkies can call each other the n word. Only fags can call each other fags. Only trannies can call each other trannies. Stay in your lane, chaser moid homo

>>40356863
Yesssssss pls gape me daddy >_<

>>40356877
Hey! Don't say "chaser." That's our word

>>40356962
people of girldick enthusiasm

fr fr ong no cap

Is jerking my tiny white pecker to interracial cuck porn fembrained or not?

>>40357153
jewbrained tbqh

Why are trans people so obsessed with gacha games?

>>40357163
……………………………………………….I dont like your answer

1. I got a dig bick
2. You that read wrong
3. You read that wrong too
4. You checked
5. You smiled
7. You are wondering why you're still this reading this
8. You saw that mistake... right? (On 7)
9. But did you see that I skipped 6?
10. You checked
i'm just wasting your time

>>40357153
it is however, def bottom behavior. so ur on the right track
>>40357269
explain. ik i'm already the exception cus i see gachas for what they are, slot machines disguised as games. a gacha hater if u will

Why do trans "women" tend to be so ugly and male looking?

>>40357269
autistic men are 40x more likely to be trans and autistic men are gacha games primary demographic. everything checks out anon i'm not sure why you're confused on this matter

>>40357483
>a gacha hater if u will
waow(BASED BASED BASED BASED)

>>40357514
Not even kidding. Closest I've gotten is playing HoloCure
And for those unaware, free game. You get in-game currency for playing and character unlocks are via a gacha system, zero microtransactions as they literally can't make money off it. COVER would sue their ass out of existence

>>40357581
>>40357483
Laguna gonna have a nightlong meltdown over your opinions kek

>>40357269
I almost always see shit skins and turdworlders obsessed with gacha. Every Aryan trans women I know plays retro games

>>40353633 (OP)
No, my family legacy is Marines.
If I got drafted Id go sign up for the Marines.

>>40357153
Getting cucked by IR is masc brained
Cucking some one by having IR sex is fembrained.
Once you cuck some one they become your spiritual slave, Ive got like five.

why does every gacha require steam now
Give me a damn standalone client jeez

gachapon huh?

>someone mentions black people in a sexual context
>Moapchan appears out of nowhere
how am I not surprised

seeing the laguna meltdown in the 'cord was funny what a little sperg imagine the irl pov seething raging throwing her food huffin puffin

*gluck gluck gluck*
That's the sound of me sucking your tranny cock

>>40357699
Its how you summon me.
Im a demon.
Hail Satan

>>40357789
maiq?

God just rape my fucking mouth hole with your fat tranny cock
With that that fat gock
Just fuck my throat till I'm crying
Let me eat up that gooey tranny cum
Spray your girl juice all in my mouth
Tranny semen in my gut

That thick veiny tranny cock destroying my throat
So thick hard
Fucking thick tranny semen all down my throat
Delicious girl juices everywhere

Need a bf or gf who will play osrs with me 14 hours a day and then watch anime whilst we fall asleep....

>>40357805
pole confirmed, soles pending

>>40357807
>>40357821
>semen
who's gonna tell him

>>40357611
>>40357718
y'all are in servers with these ppl? wild

>>40357979
its pretty alright in there

>>40358008
if u say so, i wouldn't trust it tho

>>40357979
nah goona left
goona was being hostile and rude since the moment she joined

>>40358036
i mean its just some transbians in there
thats kinda it from what i noticed it

>>40357979
honestly...
all the harassment and counter-harassment in the thread has not been a good advertisement for any extended community outside the thread
not without a bajillion proxies and multiple spoof accounts
at which point what is even the point

>>40358041
I try to be nice to her but she's just so caustic

Sounds exactly what I don't want: Drama and worrying if my acc and safety will be severely compromised
Doesn't help I'm apprehensive to joining new places cus my brain goes "They'll hate me after they know me enough"

>>40358328
your previous username was sus but there's no drama in the seever

>>40358349
Which of them, the one with Grell in it?
Cus I have like, 4 now. Might tweak this one a bit and that'll stick

First person to post their clitty gets their FFS paid for.

in the end though, you can just join another community as pretty much stealth, and then ppl will appreciate you in a more genuine way
there is still something to venting in a trans or lgbt space tho
but there are threads for that I guess
maybe discords are good for ppl just starting iunno

worried about kat poop particle theory..
is it true that mono fucked poop out of kats anus??? anxious

>>40358537
prove you have the money

>>40358597

>>40358646
poor

>>40358587
GOON
YOUR CLITTY

>>40358667
I make 250k a year, I can pay.
Now just post your clitty, ideally as video where you play with it.

>>40358682

>>40358597
>>40358667
RIP. he posted it but got deleted

im watching gf play tarkov and shes like why am i so poor i keep playing vs cheaters and losing my kits
and im like yeah youre playing tarkov of course there is cheaters lol

>go outside in cold weather clothes
>sir, man, dude, ect
>decide I don't wanna wear hoodies all summer again and just walk around in black wifebeaters and some jammy pants
>more people double taking, people calling me beautiful, and people looking at me weird when I start talking in my deep voice
I'd understand if I was dressed cute but I'm dressed like white trash lmao

>>40358587
this image still makes me laugh

>>40358933
It's perfect. Props to the creator whoever you are.

feeling depresso
I'm so tired of everything

>>40359051
have you tried line dancing?

today, a wookpecker died in my yard
it was on its back and its eyes were open but cloudy
it was really beautiful
i dug a hole and picked up the bird with a shovel
i put it into the hole and started putting dirt over it and cried

ew

>>40359139
respect the dead
>>40359118
poor thing. you did them well

>>40354870
suicide is advisable Pedro is a man

>>40357886
o/

>>40357718
Laguna is always melting down

PAIGE WHERE ARE YOU

I spread brainworms on purpose. Some might say it's being mean. I just think I'm being realistic.

>>40359488
which brain worms do you prefer

niggers aren't human

>>40359472
paige is permabanned

>>40359578
;_;

>>40359549
usually its just facial characteristics because that's what most people post also w/h/s ratios and of course voice issues

>>40359488
the cure to all worms is to lose all hope and accept defeat

>>40359602
i see. do you think honfidence is evil?

Considering going vegan and selling all my leather jackets and other stuff that was made with animal suffering

>>40359666
you are yourself a suffering animal

>>40359690
I am, but I don't see why I should make other animals suffer. Call it corny or whatever but the older I get the more I start to think those vegan hippies in the 70s that were high all the time had a point

>>40359666
Cool. But, why

>>40359719
I don't wanna make poor critters suffer when I could just simply eat something else

>>40359690
damn schopenhauer big talk lil bro

>>40359742
you are a predator, you must eat like one to be healthy. vegetarians are sick physically and mentally, just look at hitler.

>>40359742
I see. Good on you for not wanting to contribute further to a system that’s oppressive to our animal friends.
Even though what you’re doing is equivalent to an ant fighting a tidal wave, it’s better than nothing.
Talking about this makes me want a bucket of chicken though

>>40359800
I dunno I'm already pretty unhealthy, I have crohns disease and my doctor told me a more vegetarian-esque diet would be better for me
>>40359828
I don't think I'd ever seriously change anything in the world but it'd give me peace of mind to not participate in these systems that kill and oppress animals

So is the lesbian discord only for lesbians? Seems like discrimination against me personally

>>40359800
Hitler was not actually a vegetarian, humans are scavengers and opportunists

Medic said in a vocaroo he's not medic and he was catfished by blobby

I don't think veganism is the solution, but I do agree the meat industry and its ilk are abhorrent
So much on so many fronts could be avoided or outright ended if we kicked capitalism-fueled overconsumption to the curve, I have a perfect example. Cows
> Cow farts, along with belching, contribute significantly to methane emissions, a potent greenhouse gas that impacts climate change.
> Livestock are responsible for about a third of human-related methane emissions, which play a role in global warming.
Like, tf do we need this many cows for? Ridiculous

>>40360044
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLDxzKvuESk

https://vocaroo.com/1euW0kfOlSA5

thinking about giovanni from hell's kitchen

dead

>>40360148
yeah?

>>40359845
nice I like how accurately fat and disgusting and ugly I look lol

>>40359578
I kneel janny-sama

>>40360054
will check it out in a bit

>>40360483
payge can just turn on & off airplane mode. you do know that works right?

im going to colonize lagunas brown butthole

we hope poogey is ok desu.
making bad art for the sake of bad art is all some of us have. (cuz we suck at gud art lol)

Not me giving myself an at home lash lift and dye so I don't try and boy mode.

>>40361629
cute eyes

i miss waking up with messages of her
i really miss that time and that part

>>40361644
Ty takes about 30 min, lasts about 6 weeks.

>>40361629
>>40361672
Why do you look FtM though

>>40361701
Because short hair low t boy with tits and girlie features?

love swirling my fingers into my foreskin half an hour after i piss and then whiffing that shit. seriously dry pee smell is SO fucking good love love love it

>>40361629
looks nice, but don't boymode ok?
you kind of remind me of an old trip called faye

>>40361629
>>40361644
v nice lips too

>>40361931
I am Faye, just post surgeries

>>40353633 (OP)
I'm disabled so they wouldn't take me even if I wanted to

>>40362180

>>40362161
waow, here I thought nah can't be, she would be around my age and everyone my age seems to be dead
which surgeries did you get and where did you go?

>>40358901
passy shoulders

>>40353633 (OP)
They would t take me again after I left disabled, but I did hunt down and find a chemical weapon engineer before he made his bomb for aqi this one time and a kidnapper of a mayoral candidate so I at least wasn't useless.
>>40361931
Oh and I can't boy mode any more, because ffs, vfs, perm makeup, other stuff so don't worry it's a joke. I boxed myself out of boy mode.

>>40362280
Toby mayer : fore head contour, forehead reduction, brow lift, chin, lip lift, lip fat transfer, hair line from widows peak to rounded, hair grafts to remove hair loss, rhinoplasty, lipo contouring

Voice feminization I had a while ago

ribxcar

Permanent makeup

>>40362333
>>40362366
hey good for you, I'm glad you're doing well
were did you get the vfs done? yeson or dr thomas or..?
can you sing well?
nobody seems to talk about this stuff anymore it seems...

>>40362389
Haben in ny,and It doesn't hamper singing or anything with his style.

>>40362429
ah, vocal webbing with laser, I see I see
well hope everything else is going well, I haven't talked to any other old trips in a decade or so

>>40362503
I've been sick and healing and just want to post my ffs while I heal, I'm still all swollen and sleepy.

imagine a world of mtfg free of pedro, kat, navy & mono. wowzers that be nice!

>doesn’t include paege
hmmmmm. something doesn’t add up

oh ya and paige unless he goes back to being a based mask off white nationalist that was kewl

>>40362511
true bestie
>>40362514
oh yeah, I guess that has to be rough, honestly it looks good
go get some sleep
>>40362586
honestly it would take so much destructive effort to get rid of ppl, just ignoring them is better tbqh

>>40362586
>>40362602
doesnt include v*l
the FUCK

>>40362772
tbqh i don't think val posts here anymore lilbro

That was intense. REALLY intense. Well not really intense, but pretty intense.

>>40362828

Anons, 2m HRT.
||Is my ejaculation fluids supposed to be sticky or is there something wrong with my hrt?||

>>40363329
Got caught slacking fuck. Haven't spoiled in this site in ages. You may laugh.

>>40363344
you can't spoiler on this board anyway. what do you mean sticky and what is it you're concerned about exactly? that your t is too high or something?
2m hrt is nothing. also what are you taking exactly like taking hrt could mean 100's of things

do you send your bf ANSUR measurements and doom over it? or that's retarded

lost contact with another ol fren
worthless friendless junky loser

>>40353633 (OP)
most obvious fedpost

>>40353633 (OP)
>QOTT
Yes! Though before I do I'd wish to at least be satisfied with my life thus far, so that if I die in war I feel I accomplished everything I wanted to.

Mono pulling out his rockhard troon cock and ramming it in Kat's moist male 30+ asshole. They both scream and moan in pleasure. Two beautiful gay men in a sexual union that defies lesbianism and thus is more lesbian than anything else on this planet.

>>40363987
jerking my HRT clitty to this post

My trans woman therapist said I was essentially using ideas from forced feminization to make sure I didn't backslide into being a boy by doing permanent things I can't come back from.

so essentially I'm medically diagnosed as a fetishist vs all the made up jorking it rp

>>40364031
nigga shutup and jack off ur girl boner like the rest of us

I'm not trans I swear I'm just a dude who would feel much more comfortable being a woman, given the choice

おはよう

>>40364031
Whats wrong with crossing the rubicon

>>40364601
yeah i mean we don't exactly want to be trannies either bud, we all want to be real woman but it's just not possible

goonin my gock off rn

I need to go run an errand but I don't want to be starred at for being a man ina dress so I want to wipe off the makeup and throw on some guy clothes

larp

it's craaaaazy how female my penis looks at the right angle

>>40365665
you’ll be fine unless your voice doesn’t match your face. when it doesn’t, the world starts slowing down

>>40365718
I had vfs so yolo I guess. The ups guy just giggled and smiled when I was apologizing for making him wait so we're gonna yolo this

>>40354952
its whitebrained

>>40366866
Well yeah, but ESPECIALLY a white girl thing

you freaks need to take a long walk off a short pier

hey frems!

feeling hopeless and unmotivated and I know that nothing I do will ever work out and I might just go get drunk instead of trying because I'm just too beaten down by the system at this point.

hru? :3

https://youtu.be/Mbeku_nj0Nk
>>40367645
that sounds kinda like touching grass dude we cant have that

>>40367731
I live because the other option is dying.

>>40367834
sry, that was just normal depressionposting not suiposting.

>>40367731
vibing out here
what'd the world do this time

>>40367834
And as we know, dying is gay (derogatory)

>>40367890
to me?

just the usual; trying to find a new place and having no luck, also being poor and unemployed soooo...

lord jesus christ have mercy on me a sinner

>>40367939
thats shitty
any cute ones at least to tour?
>>40368026
prob not
>>40364031
orchi next anon do it u wont

>>40368072
>Hyper-V
I am fundamentally disappointed, but I perfectly understand if a Windows host is your only option or a preference

>>40368131
nah its in azure i wanted to be able to ssh from fone to be nerdy on the go

>>40368072
nah, I'm trying to leave my shitty red state so I can't actually look in person atm, so I have to gamble a bit with reviews and photos and such. really I'm willing to settle for anything reasonable that will take me at this point, and it's not like I can't afford the rent or anything.

idk, it's just a hassle, but I also kinda need it to work out.

>>40368150
Honestly? Totally valid, think a friend does something similar with her machines

>out of coffee
>out of black tea
>too lazy to leave the house

so now i'm just stuck here trying to get by with drinking shitty green tea

gween tea

the grind continues and progress is slow...
remember last month when everybody was practicing art and learning languages?
have to keep doing the reps for a brighter future...

>>40368385
i just got over a self-improvement cycle and am now in retrograde and am making myself worse

like you know how it is when you're trying again for like the millionth time and you have so little going for you already and then the final thing holding everything together snaps and then you're just left with nothing and you just can't convince yourself to do it anymore? kinda where I'm at atm.

>>40353633 (OP)
thoughts on tranny NEETs who never go outside, or socialize?

>>40368443
based, probably truest trans even

>>40368072
yo lol

>>40368426
yeh, I get it, when I'm like that I tend to try and roll out of bed and just keep moving
do you also ever just think about how like covid time was the best time for getting stuff done because everybody else was melting down?
there's no good story to it all, but I guess there is still work to be done?
>>40368443
no real thoughts, I guess don't waste life, but I wouldn't have the energy to stop you so...

>>40368558
i literally just worked through covid, didn't make any difference to me.

and idk, i just can't see the point in trying anymore. just been beaten down too many times for too long at this point and i know for a fact nothing will ever work out.

>>40368344
this is why you keep emergency nodoz in the apothecary silly
>>40368206
>idk, it's just a hassle, but I also kinda need it to work out.
ya ikwym elfi just went thru similar
it'll work out tho just gotta keep up your endurance for the irritation of it
>>40368543
i super briefly considered trying nix but then realized how lazy i am

>>40368443
you’re a trans NEET who never goes outside nor socializes? interesting, please tell me mor- BRAAAAAPPPPPP
>>40368426
im used to the cycle. hope, misery, hope, misery. yada yada. when you think everything will be alright after working so hard… once you’re sooo close to the precipice of hope….
*boom* dad dies
Life’s been hard but I finally found a job I really like! things are looking great-
*boom* layoffs due to low funding even though you already passed probation
That was a pain in the ass but at least I found another job again. It’s looking good and I’m still in probation-
*boom* health problems in the middle of probation
Now, it’s time to beg daddy government to get me a job that accommodates my new illness!!!!! I don’t even think I can date again with this new illness!!!! Yay!!!

I think this is called life

>>40368702
oh, i don't even get hope, don't even know why i keep trying either

>>40368702
>you’re a trans NEET who never goes outside nor socializes?

correct. I don't click with people that well.

How long can you fight against dysphoria before you have to transition?

>>40368845
who is this question directed to?

>>40368845
Not long before you feel like wanting to kys

>>40368858
anyone willing to reply

>>40368869
How long is not long?

>>40368845
back in my day you transitioned after deciding that youd rather be dead than not transition

>>40368935
this

I'll just wait till after I kill myself

i must sniff feet

>>40368845
depends on your life circumstances
my life directly being chained to the survival of another person gave me the strength to endure

but it had a limit

>>40368845
seems like no matter how hard ppl try it doesnt resolve until you fag out
idk man may as well fag out now its inevitable

his ex wife does our shopping
cooks us dinner buys us smokes
doesnt live here idgi
this asshole has the world revolve around him
and i cant even make a friend

>>40369030
how'd they smell??

>>40368935
after 15 years, I'm not sure if it was the right choice.

>>40369773
i havent sniffed… le feet….
hru btw

>>40369787
to be honest i thought id be dead by now
im around the same but it was definitely the right choice for me shrug

>>40369852
good for you

>>40353633 (OP)
>QOTT
i have been considering enlisting, seems interesting
my parents would never approve though
if california ever secedes from the us ill probably enlist
>Do you like military uniforms?
yes. NCR uniforms are fucking cool even thought theyre fictional (picrel)

>>40369884
what the fuck is that from, it looks terrible

>>40369903
random picture i found on google
the faces look terrible but im talking about the uniforms not the downies wearing them

>>40369884
I LIKE FALLOUT WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FACTION

>>40369936
it's the enclave. easily.
ulysses is the best character though

>ulysses is the best character though
Are you shitposting? I’m going to feed you to the chasers if you are

>>40369936
Outside the Kings, nothing rlly appeals to me
I will say this tho. Caesar's Legion? Kill on sight
Them and the NCR make me wish letting Shady Sands die off was somehow canon, it's what I would've done.
Necropolis ghouls are decent ppl, the "humans" who rule Shady Sands are not, shame his daughter turned out so shit. Tandy was a good man

>>40370024
The Kings are COOL. Shady Sands was nuked in the TV show but I DONT CONSIDER that CANON. Shady Sands is ran by Brahmin Baron but that was kinda inevitable. Necropolis is a craphole. The Legion? BEST FACTION IN FALLOUT. Not even shitposting

traffic cone

>>40370195
Eh, don't care abt that, just kinda exists. Maybe, but at least the ghouls aren't "we don't let your kind here" types
> Legion is best faction
Disgusting, downright savage thinking. Maybe Shady Sands had the right idea, just maybe
Glad we at least agree on the Kings tho

>>40370006
>Are you shitposting?
no? ulysses is fucking cool as shit and his writing is peak.

I was happier when I was starving to death. I think I'll try that again.

>>40370644

>>40370664
it's the only thing that makes me feel like I have any control

Would you let a chud gape your bussy? Why/why not?

worried I have penis cancer bc of a small brown mark that may or may not be new
crying

i should rlly start wearing socks im getting blisters with my new cheapass shoes my flats were better
maybe i can convince daddy to buy me cute socks or i could ask my mawmi i spent all my money on drugs again oops

Place is ded

Chaser free tranny server for mtfs looking for a “safe space”
https://discord.gg/VUMWV9bZGY

>>40353633 (OP)
TRANNY'S!! HOWS EVERYONE DOIN THIS LOVELY EVENING??

>>40371522
I've been crying alot today.

>>40371522
hes asleep having his afternoon nap noone is awake to tell me what to do
im going to use this opportunity of free time to lurk somewhere she might come back to one day ill even post terrible vague blog posts

>>40371553
Why, what's made you cry?

no journal entry today?

>>40371867
>"nO jOurNal EnTRy tOdaY"

hes awake i did the laundry cleaned the floors a blowjob or two and maybe a fuck then i can sleep im 3 days old work tomorrow

>>40353633 (OP)
military uniforms are so cute and id totally wear one but i could never cause i hate the military industrial complex and i cant imagine ever serving, not like they'd want me anyways

i saw a group the other day wearing my country's military uniform but one was wearing dog ears and a tail and i thought it was actually kinda cute, it was a costume for some event of some sort, not really sure,,,

>>40371893
Bro you didn't clean shit that fast.

>>40371912
nuh uh I did I hung the laundry out and did the floors we live in like a 3 room house get in and get shit done lazy fuck

bruh really. Pedro at this hour?

ong bruh all my niggas hate pedro stop posting that faggot already fr fr

I get hard watching this. Not going to elaborate.

>>40373100
plz elaborate because that's just crazy

>sees beautiful woman
day ruined

Thicc trannies have made my life complete.

nutting female semen rn

>>40373759
watching pr0n?

so when do i get to be an actual woman? it's called transitoning, but i never see any trannies exit being a tranny? is this all just a bamboozle?

>>40374013
well honestly, you have to leave lgbt spaces for that

>>40374013
yeah as marie says you're probably experiencing some selection bias here because for most trannies the last step is realising places like this are not serving them, and so they leave

but like you'll always be a tranny still tho? do you think you can just larp away larping? is being a real woman is larpception? wow that's really cringe!

What do you think about when you hear woman and lesbian relationship?

Personally I think about Mono and Kat. I believe that the way they express themselves online really doesn't resemble mentally ill moids caught up in drama but instead is feminine to the core. When I think about them making love, Mono pulling out her throbbing, erect penis and shoving it in Kat's asshole... both touching, their male tongues joining in a loving embrace.

When I think about the word woman and lesbian I truly don't know anyone more worthy of that title.

>>40374158
it's just existing and living, but the labels ppl use only matter in how they're applied
the labels you're using won't be applied to you so they're not real, but being a woman is real because you live as a woman

>>40374194
>their male tongues joining in a loving embrace
Nah bruh that mental image makes me want to throw up

>>40374158
>transition isn't real
i mean if you think this whats the point of talking with you

>>40374246
it's a terrible word choice. you'll ALWAYS be a tranny at the end of the day, unless you de-tranny and become a man again, you can't de-tranny and be a woman.

>>40374323
you're mistaken, transition is not something you are, it's something you do, and you're always a person and if you're a person called a woman then so be it
it's like you can live a life, make small talk, see the same faces, have colleagues, go to the store, come home, have hobbies, meet friends online...
then you come to 4chan and an anon screams it's not reaaaaallll it's all fake it's a laaaaaarrrppp you were never really living that life neverrrrr

it's just a bit weird you know

>>40374467
yeah but you're not really a woman you're just a gay man larping still

>>40353633 (OP)
Military uniforms are hot and I want to get a casual Viet Nam Marine uniform for myself and an Imperial Japanese Marine uniform for my husband.

That being said I believe in the right of soldiers to fight their own wars. No country actually cares about their soldiers. Soldiers are considered cannon fodder. I will not fight for ZOG.

>>40374323
It's not a terrible word choice, it's a good one. You transition to the role of a woman socially. You're not a man.

>>40374587
You're still a man playing the role of a woman, poorly. It's absurb to think a man is better at being a woman then actual women.

>>40374679
>You're still a man playing the role of a woman, poorly.

nope

>>40374587
wtf is a womans "social role" nigga

>>40374770
to complain, eat hot chip, and sit on ass

>>40374795
no seriously is that how men see being a woman like it's a costume or DND role you can cosplay?
a natural woman is always a woman if she's female no matter what her ROLE or her looks are

im a woman because i live my life with people thinking im a woman its that simple. i don't see any way this is meaningfully different to how cis women live from any sort of social definition of womanhood. i just am one because thats how i am and thats how i live

>>40374831
well, you're not a woman because you never grew up as a woman, you never experienced the reality of a female cycle (or issues with it, the number of women who never had a cycle or symptoms of the hormonal cycle is probably below 1%)
just because you're a man doing mimicry of a woman doesn't make you literally a woman

if you are happy with it though then it's all good, but why play mental gymnastics

Transwomen: "we are real women"
also transwomen: "for some reason 70-80% of us have a sexuality like a bisexual man and prefer feminine partners, whereas with ciswomen 95% of them are straight or prefer a male partner)

I mean just look at this thread. Almost everyone wants to date or fuck a femboy, twink, a tranny or a woman.
The amount of girls who ONLY want to date men and masculine men at that is probably less than 20%.

>>40374850
>you never grew up as a woman
you don't know that to be true

>female cycle
i said social. i just don't consider this to be a core facet of womanhood. the idea that women are defined by menstruation and pregnancy is the same logic that historically led to diagnoses of hysteria, i just don't buy this as a sound feminist position. i don't know this experience, its true. i reject the notion that this is a metric to deny someone might experience womanhood in a tangible way

>why play mental gymnastics
'if you disagree with me you're dumb'
boring argument

>>40374863
are you that guy whos gf left him for a woman
or are you one of the other moids who hate bisexuals for having more game than you. theres a few who lurk

>>40374880
If you walk around and people outside think you're a child because you got your legs cut off and talk in a baby voice this means you're a child? There is no "female social role" because a woman is a woman REGARDLESS of what role she has in society if she is female. The rest is just LARP.

>>40374888
I'm female, actually. And seeing that almost all transwomen want someone feminine and get aroused by femininity tells me that it's mostly bisexual male LARP. Because actual women's sexuality doesn't work like that. Almost all of us want men and even the bisexual girls prefer men ultimately. What is the % of pure lesbians in cis? Like 2%? For transwomen it's like what 20-30%?

>>40374909
i agree there is no female social role yeah. we are in agreement!
>a woman is a woman REGARDLESS of what role she has in society if she is female.
cool im glad we can agree i am a woman

>Because actual women's sexuality doesn't work like that
i thought that there are no female social roles? are you now prescribing some inherent fixed female sexuality?

>>40374919
Your sexuality isn't a social role, it's biological reality. A gay man can't be groomed, forced or brainwashed by society to find women attractive. No matter what you do to him he will remain gay.

>>40374929
lmao
okay if you say so sis. i think you're coping and picking and choosing when you define womanhood by something biological vs something social. you just want to say that trannies are men like that is the start and end point here. thats fine you can just say it without having to argue that womanhood is defined by being biologically thirsty for dick. i don't think thats the cause you mean to get behind hon

>no matter what you do to him he will remain gay
sure, i agree. i don't think that means we have to imagine that there is like some isolated gay biological thing, thats certainly not how psychologists imagine this stuff. something can be essential without it being deterministic like you are implying

>>40374952
>define womanhood by something biological
It's the only way that makes sense because "social" is literally just random opinion made up. Anyone can decide that Trump is a woman socially one day if he feels like it, by new definitions of social expectations.

> you just want to say that trannies are men
Yes and why is that bad? What causes most problems is that some transwomen insist that they are literally women and if you don't agree you're a transphobic bigot.

Instead of just owning it and saying yeah I'm a man imitating a woman, so what?

Good morning, trannies.
Please stop feeding the local chaser.
Enjoy your time in your local discord servers until the chaser goes away due to attention starvation.
And thank you for using /mtfg/.

>>40374982
you're arguing with shadows girlie i said you were coping but i didn't call you transphobic

> because "social" is literally just random opinion made up.
i don't think this is how social things play out, this is just how you choose to view it to avoid thinking too hard. we are social animals. its not just some abstract thing, its in our neurology. our social world is as tangible and important to our lives as our bodies are. in fact they are one and the same

anyone could not decide that Trump is socially a woman one day, because social factors are not this meaningless nothing like postmodernist academics might present them as

>>40375002
I didn't say you claim me to be transphobic. But it's generally the position of "society" right now that if you dare to say a transwoman isn't a woman you're transphobic.

>we are social animals. its not just some abstract thing
And so what a woman is socially keeps changing depending on religion, social climate, country, opinion to opinion. Women like children are or should be a protected group and not just open to be defined by "however society feels in that moment".

>anyone could not decide that Trump is socially a woman one day,
How so? If he grows his hair out and speaks in a higher pitched voice. I'm expected to treat people like that as a woman right now.

>>40353633 (OP)
so why do men keep checking me out if i don't pass?

>>40375021
> I'm expected to treat people like that as a woman right now.
not by me you're not and i think it would be a weird thing if you were pressured to do so. the reality is that would not happen, because the stereotype you've been fed of trans women is not the reality of trans womanhood. i spent a lot of time as a clock tranny and i promise you nobody expected anyone to treat me as a woman, i got treated like a degenerate faggot and it sucked.
i think you imagine the position of 'society' as this like, very media/digital bubble in which people virtue signal about accepting funny looking odd trans women. the reality is very different and nobody is seriously out here policing the good treatment of average trans women i assure you, at least not in any meaningful capacity

>Women like children are or should be a protected group and not just open to be defined by "however society feels in that moment".
you've imagined that social change is this thing of idk a collective agreement that X is now Y and i don't think that has ever happened. the reality is much more emergent and slow and natural. i think i perhaps see some sort of idk, activism around trans stuff that is perhaps a bit pushy and counter productive but i don't agree that this is society as a whole collectively changing X to Y on a whim.


ig i just think you've created a bit of a fantasy situation in all this

>>40375059
>>40374048

This old man crossdresser got 1600+ men over to his house pretending to be a woman. Many of them young and in shape. Men are insane.

Bio essentialism is so weird.

I was walking around and it's literally, like literally been my first week presentable ffs. And workers were doing things for me, breaking rules on returns, being super nice and helpful, people talked to us, people let me pet their dogs and smiled.

I get back and she was like, see you're normally grumpy and everyone's mean to you and now you're nice and everyone's nice to you!

Literally being perceived as a woman is 70% of what being one is. 20% is mentally attaching yourself to what you see other women do and creating your self based on seeing yourself as part of that group. And maybe 10% is bleeding and going. Through childhood like that.

Even being a mom is just partially biology and 50 years playing. The part of the mom socially for a child.

>>40374982
a weak man understands the female experience to an extent. people get hung up on the words of the binary because they have alot of meaning, they are used to define biological realities but also social roles. The social roles are not concrete as the biological. Trans women can fit into the social role of the female but bigoted cis women want to exclude us like how bigoted white cis women wanted to exclude black cis women from their washrooms etc in the pre civil rights era. This leads so called feminists to argue that trans women should be excluded from various activities due to their innate inferiority. Perhaps that's true, we don't allow healthy people to compete in the paraolympics as an example.

>>40375069
hm that's weird... i had a guy asking me yesterday if he could kiss me although he had never done such a thing before. i mean i like it but still, seems weird idk

>>40375094
>Literally being perceived as a woman is 70% of what being one is
Yeah entirely agree and i think the 20% you mention comes naturally in turn. Even some of the 10% is something you can experience in relation to social expectations around pregnancy and so on. I have experienced discrimination in healthcare and housing based on the assumption i could have kids for example. Being a transgender woman is so strange to experience.

>>40374770
you live in a society; you figure it out
>>40374850
by this logic transmen are women lol

>>40375115
Kinda not really. I've been a macho alpha guy, a hrTwink, and a girl socially.

twinks don't get followed by guys in a McDonald's parking lot to try to rape them. Straight twinks don't get yelled at for public displays of affection, like gay women do. Twinks don't get judged for their appearance details down to how straight their lash line was drawn.

They just don't get that rocket fuel of patriarchy and women, which isn't close to being seen as a woman.

>>40375208
a girl socially, but male. you prove my point. I've also been propositioned in a parking lot after I began presenting female.

had a bunch of nightmares
i wish they werent so terrifying
i feel insanely dysphoric and bad today.
:(

>>40375427
were any of the terf posts above from you

>>40375430
what? idrk what posts you mean. i dont remember posting anything

>>40375498
theres been a bunch of posts just now to the extent of 'transwomen aren't women' and i was wondering if you posted any of them

>>40375430
maybe

>>40375427
just relax and take care of yourself today

>>40371867
only on new threads

>>40375507
my mom is sick so i have to spend the day taking care of her then i have to run my ttrpg at 6 so my days kinda busy for my standards. im nervous though cause some of my voice training was undone by getting braces and my voice sounds much ugleir so i need to practice. not that its a great voice in the first place, someone called it tired anime stoner voice and thats gonna ack me

>>40376009
its worth it
you get used to them quickly, the voice changes is just from airgap between ur lips and teeth causes by the braces, ur voicetraining wasn't undone at all

split tongue apparently majorly fucks with ur voice
so tempting

>>40376048
either way it swounds worse. ive been having to boymode around family too so it degraded. itll get better once i warm back up but it feels pretty uncomfortable.

>>40376167
srry to hear that
and i gotta say, all those "/lgbt/ dying dead" threads made me realize smth. In spaces we're you're meant to talk to people, i like it kinda small. only comparison i have is like, a small streamer's chat vs. a huge one
you can have meaningful conversations in the former, but not a chance of that in the latter unless not only it slows down, but for a significant amount of time

>>40375427
yngmi sry anon but u don't pass n u nvr well shud just giv up and detroone tbqh

gooning my gock rn bout to make some tummy pancakes :3c