>>40356184 (OP)
this isnt *exactly* me but i consider myself nb and think i look fairly androgynous but bc society in general doesnt really consider nb to be an actual thing you just end up getting treated as one or the other, even by most trannies. pretty much everyone outside my family sees me as a woman in my experience even when i introduce myself as nb they/them and its not worth my time correcting them all
i guess to some extent being comfortable existing as a man in some situations and a woman in others is about as much of a "nonbinary experience" as i can really get, and it's not so bad. i'm one of the boys around my male relatives and one of the girls around my sister's cisf friends