>>40357468 (OP)Not a chaser but nope :3, I'm also really scared and have to spend 30 minutes oe so mentally preparing myself beforehand usually.
>>40358120Yea same, when I get the urge to and get the supplies I feel like I'm a worthless piece of shit and am overcome by guilt until I get it out of the way, and then I'm able to go about my day or go to bed. The alternative of rotting, wasting time and letting everything build up is worse imo.