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GnR edition
QOTT: where do we go now?
>>40358385then explain why i fuck men and women
>>40358359 (OP)Nice! My Michelle is one of the best rock n roll songs of all time
>>40358418it's only slutty when women do it, i'm a manwhore.
fem4fem is zased, however masc4fem/mascasc are disgusting and another motive why we should kill all men
masc4masc is beautiful and all you mfers hating on it have just never tried it
FACT: I don't want a boyfriend
FACT: I don't want to be bi
FACT: Bisexuality is born out of loneliness and porn addiction
>>40358489>never tried itthank god
FACT: nobody's making you date people you're not attracted to
FACT: nobody's forcing you to be bi
FACT: sexual orientation is inborn and caused by physiological traits in the brain
FACT: suck my dick fag
>>40358540I'm not attracted to him we're just gonna date because I don't know how to say no lmao shut up birapist
>>40358566i'm literally telling you not to date people you're not into, you're the one forcing yourself to do this for some reason, and i'm the "birapist"? for fucks sake just cancel you dumb faggot.
>>40358584I'm not canceling. He's the only guy I can stand talking to for more than 2 minutes, plus I'm pretty sure he's autistic
>where do we go now?
the sea
>>40358645you should probably make it clear to him from the start that you're not attracted to him. you can just be friends, you don't have to date.
>>40358654ill probably say that but hypothetically if he tries to kiss me I'm not gonna stop him
Is there an AI that'll let you ask what you might look like after FFS? The ones I've asked have refused. And I want to know if I'm just totally screwed or if FFS could make my face not look like a man's.
I was a gay boy and society forced me to transition so I could be a normal straight woman. Hrt is literally gay erasure
>>40358699to recap:
>you voluntarily accept a date with a man>you post about it here, of your own volition>you proceed to start whining about bi people unprovoked and to top it all off, you have no intention of rejecting this guys advances
>>40358763yea? what about it
cant wait to hangout outside all day with my family i never see. hope they dont ask me about the tits
>>40358771you gonna suck that guys dick if he makes a move on you?
>>40358763>have no intention of rejecting this guys advanceslike I'm so sorry I like getting kissed? lmao. why bichuds always assume you're one of them?
>>40358813I don't like sex so no
>>40358758I was a tall gay boy who was told by gay society that I was too tall to be a bottom so I was forced to transition to be a tall straight woman. Hrt is tall bottom genocide.
>>40358815i've repeatedly told you i don't think you should date this guy at all, but fuck it, you are protesting too much.
>>40358966my dick in masc muscle butts says otherwise
mascs are bound to hell, to be forever punished for sodomy
we're all going to hell hon
I can't have boyfriend because I find men incredibly hard to talk to
moidposting until morale improves
>>40359123take some dramamine to settle your stomach and call me in the morning
>>40359119Keep posting. Trannies are ugly
the only attractive physique are the feminized ones
>>40359168but enough about you
>>40359180More i love self harm, trannies look like men
>>40359184Sir may I bother you for a crumb of coc?
jim
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total moid love
Idk where to ask this, but firstly I am a detransitioner. I no longer take hrt. But anyway, just wanted to ask why ever since I took hrt, my sexuality changed, and not like liking girls to guys, but it changed to where it feels like I never really get "horny" or "turned on" by people at all. But I know I still experience attraction I still fall deeply in love with people and feel so happy being around some people. They make me feel like life is worth it. Will it go back? I kinda want it to go back somewhat.
taking hrt as a fetish is utterly based
gays and straights owe bisexuals reparations
>>40359287>I am a detransitionerdid you just make that up? sounds fake
I only date men because I don't pass
I don't like old men
I prefer men who are my age
>fembrained manmoder
the irony...
>>40359675>look like a man>act like a woman
>>40358359 (OP)QOTT I finally watched no country for old men
The guy from the meme is crazy omg its so good everyone should watch it tonight !
>>40358507>FACT: Bisexuality is born out of loneliness and porn addictionWerid thing to say especially coming from a transexual, someone also born with a brain abnormalityโฆ.
>>40358890canceled our date then blocked him, are you happy now
>>40359890>faggotSucking my girl friends big uc dick is fun, u wouldnt understandโฆ.
>look like a woman
>act like a twink
WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE
CHUDDY'S FUCKING GAY
chuddy beat the shit out of me at a chuck e cheeses ball pit in 2003
chuddy wont sexually harass me
>>40360272damn 2003, she mustve been like what 40 back then?
>>40359622um yes you just did. you made it up.
it's ok to be a feminine gay boy on estrogen
>>40359825nigga I already watched dat shit
how many years deep into manmoding do i need to be before i just rope?
im 32, been on hrt for almost 5 years, have gotten ok body changes but my skull is huge and male and i cant afford even laser. ive made no attempt to social troon at all because of how fat and manly my face looks like the super dark beard shadow
i cant even lose weight because binge eating is my only short-lived outlet from the constant crippling dysphoria
>>40363225shh you don't know what words mean
>>40361133I held off on watching it because the killer gave me too much dysphoria
But then i watched it and learned that i actually dont look like him too much haha
I can't stop thinking about what could've been
nobody knows I'm shooting up troonshine
>>40363577Sure, all I know is that you're making excuses.
arn
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i love men so much
i wanna go to the big rock candy mountains
>>40363872you're just a man
lee2
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>>40363872if you hate homosexuality so much then stop hanging out on the gay board for faggots. go to stormfront or something you freak.
>>40363874and? I still fucking hate men
>>40363884nta, i dont hate the gays. just love me some women
i fucking hate gay men desu
fem4fem ones are ok doe
i wish i could love someone :/
>>40365374thanks that's all i needed to hear. i'm good now
forced chuddy detransition
>not slicing your own bread
I'd get SRS if I had the money, same for FFS
I have some money but no reason to spend it.
>>40365699paypal me $50 :3
iโm no millionaire, but iโm not the type to care, cause iโve got a a pocket full of dreams
>>40365699>not spending $800 a month on gacha gamesfucking loser
>>40358359 (OP)I look like this and sit like this
>>40366465You can get FFS
I can't get height reduction surgery
>>40366521It will just make you look weird and leave you with long arms
It won't compress your bones
What would you do if you went to prison?
Would you survive? Would you sell your holes for protection?
>>40366531i'd start a prison gayng
If you're not tall you can't complain
You can get shoulder reduction surgery
You can never get height reduction surgery without it ruining your proportions
It's impossible, it's never going to be possible
>>40366591If you're tall you probably still have a masculine bone structure
could be worse, i could be tall!
None of you look like that
>>40366665you're right, i look like this
>>40366694I'm tired of people making fun of me
6'2 is incredibly tall for cis women
I will never be stealth
>>40366704i've met women irl who are 6'4 + and they still look like women. if you pass in every other respect then your height is irrelevant. and if you don't pass in other respects then being short can't save you. passing is like 90% voice + hair removal + upper third of face
>>40366744>i've met women irl who are 6'4 + and they still look like womenThey went through female puberty
>if you pass in every other respect then your height is irrelevant.IF, but I'm not necessarily more likely to pass in those regards better than short people
> and if you don't pass in other respects then being short can't save youApart from face, I think if you have slightly broad shoulders it's not a problem if you're short, or if you have a big ribcage
I have big shoulders and I'm tall
>>40366765broad shoulders are even worse on short people because they're more out of proportion
>>40366776I meant broad shoulders relatively
Just admit that you have it better than me
You can get surgery for your shoulders and then just be stealth, I can NEVER have that, no matter what I do I will always be a giant man
Hey, ntr/gingeranon here. It's been a while since I've posted here, but recently I decided to check out this thread again for old time's sake. 2 years ago, after extensive therapy, I came to the conclusion that I wasn't trans, I was just really ashamed of being the same gender as my super abusive dad. It took a lot of effort but I was able to work through a lot of my shame, and came out the other side with the realization that I didn't want to be a woman after all. I know it's kinda ironic that the biggest self-hating transbian isn't even trans. Since then, I've been doing a lot better. I still lurk in some trans communities for old time's sake because I like the vibes. I do feel guilty for all the brainworms I spread to actual trans women though, and I'm trying to make up for it by being the most supportive ally I can. Thanks everyone for being there to support me during a tough time in my life, and I hope you all make it too!
>>40367024typed this while crying award
>>40367024Whats it like being on t full time wow
>>40367073It feels pretty good actually, I have more energy and muscle now. I didn't realize how much I missed it until I was back on it.
>>40367092Good for u bro i tried going back on t but didnt like itโฆ as long as thats what feels best is what matters haha
>>40367024if you sincerely feel better then i'm happy for u
if you actually feel like shit then no sympathy for u
>>40367024>I still lurk in some trans communities for old time's sake because I like the vibesrepper final boss
genuinely taking a shit rn
Suck a nigga dick for an iphone 6
Bros for school in the fall do i cut my hair short or tie it back
It is in health care if that matters
i've smashed uglier bitches than most of you
>>40369213death to all transbians
>>40369273why would you want to kill yourself
>>40369097Gf says no but i think it is a good idea
But the bible says cutting the hair is emasculating on account of samson
Idk bro
>>40369575the Bible sends sorta mixed messages on hair. the ancient Hebrews had strict grooming laws that basically forced them to have long hair (hence modern payot amongst Orthodox Jews), but by Jesus' time it had become the norm for Jewish men to cut their hair short, and the Apostle Paul says it's unnatural for a man to have long hair.
but Jesus himself never corrected the cultural customs of gentiles and only ever told them to have faith and observe moral laws, not ritualistic ones.
>>40369657Idk i am pro foreskin and want to get a doberman without the ears cropped... so maybe i think cutting the hair super short is bad
Bible is contradition do u think apostle Jesus had long hair fr???
>>40369669>Idk i am pro foreskinthis is one area the Apostles all agreed on, gentiles don't need the snip.
and historically Jesus would have had short hair, like i said Jews didn't wear their hair long at that time. the practice of depicting Jesus with long hair started in Europe much later because European royalty wore their hair long.
>>40369709>practice of depicting Jesus with long hair started in Europe much later because European royalty wore their hair long.Ty based historian anon
>>40369367I don't think I'm really attracted to trannies
>>40369575do what you want
is bodybuilding hard on estrogen?
>>40369759your potential would be somewhere between a woman and a man. so look at natty female bodybuilders or varbies and assume you could do slightly better than them.
>>40369740all mtf are or will be attracted to other mtfs, it's inevitable
>>40369793I just want to make my life worse and my body even more painful to exist in (I'm not going to detransition
>>40369811blast tren then coward
i was looking at my moms old wedding pics and she is a bit of a twinkhon. what does this mean?
>>40369951it means she never loved you
>>40369955damn bro thats harsh :(
>>40369967but I love you though
not the same you will never be my twinkhon mom
i wish i was a twunkhon dad
>>40370070i wish i were the twinkhon mom and you' were the twunkhon dad and
>>40370005 she our tranny daughter
Have you guys seen Durian? I am very worried
>>40370115and she would be a passoid tranny daughter*
>>40369869I'm not going to ACTUALLY permanently ruin my body, I just want attention
>>40370097you're not a manmoder
>>40371017here, have some(Empathy) <3
>>40359145me in the bottom left
why do people keep telling my i'm incredibly cute and men grope me and want to make out with me at the club but they never see me as a woman argh?
joanj
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fakemoders will look like this and still call themselves manmoders
>>40373764no i look like this actually
i only ever interact with other trannies here
am I schizophrenic if I actually think I'm a woman and you're all just freaks on estrogen while I'm an actual woman?
i think thats just (You) coping with being a tranny while hating trannies
I'm not coping I genuinely believe this
idk i guess it could be considered delusional thinking but im not a psychologist
I probably have XX chromosomes too
> denial<โโโYOU ARE HERE
> anger
> bargaining
> depression
> acceptance
ok so i've been sleeping and in pain for the past few days andi woke up today covered in a bubbly rash. gonna go to the hospital in like 30 mins. dont whore around.
i whored around no protection ever and i'm fine. skill issue
Is this general for trannies who manmode in the sense they dress like men because they feel insecure about dressing the way they would like to because they view themselves as being too ugly and physically masculinised, and live in fear in a world that is actively hostile to trans people?
Or is it for trans women who didn't transition at all and so live in manmode as in living as a man because they don't think they'd stand a chance if they transitioned?
Or is it both?
What's the deal?
>>40374160it's a general for ugly trans women/failed transitioners
>>40374160the first, the second would be
>>>/lgbt/repgen >>40374364this is not hongen
>>40359253this is my phone background now. i made out with a cute dude yesterday and i can't stop thinking about it his beard was so soft yet scrawny at the same time aargh i need to take molly again
>>40374160>and live in fear in a world that is actively hostile to trans people?I would manmode even if it was friendly
>>40374391>>40374396it literally is shut up
>>40374493you fakemoders can bully me and it doesn't matter because life isn't fair, I'll keep being a hon and you'll keep passing
life is fair. bad things only happen to bad people.
If that were true I must've been Pol Pot in my last life
>>40374557you're not a manmoder
>>40374496i dont pass lmao
>>40374561I literally am, post op and in chronic pain to boot
>>40374570post op of what
>>40374590lmao if I passed I'd be with me girlfriend rollerblading or watching some dumb movie, not wallowing in some racist anime site
>>40374582I got free stated funded bottom surgery at like 20 like a year after i started to transition because I was pressured and almost forced into it in order to transition, but it was botched and left me with severe chronic pain in my genital area ever since, it's a decade later and still no improvement nor will any healthcare service help me fuck knows I've tried, and on top of that im a gigahon who manmodes in a euro shithole
So don't tell me I don't suffer, you have no idea what suffering is
>>40374606you're a 5'6 boymoder not a manmoder
>>40374615you're still not a manmoder
>>40374625I'm a 5'8 gorillahon shut up
Im a hideous hulking beast hairy brick with 6 foot wide shoulders
>>40374649you can bully me and make fun of me
I deserve it
>>40374678I'm not engaging your humiliation fetish
I'm sorry for being a gigahon
I'm sorry for ruining optics
I'm sorry for being mad at boymoders and passoids
I apologise for being born.
I am a estrogenized male who whines about how I'm always the most oppressed victim ever in any contexts and situations
>>40374570>>40374615Im so sorry :((((((( i dont have any advice but u are free to post here whenever dont listen to the haters
Do you guys actually like having breasts?
>>40375099i'm back and yes. btw they gave me like 7 different medications
>>40375099neither like nor dislike
binding is annoying but that's not the fault of my breasts
>>40375099Are they annoying sometimes? Sure.
Did my body feel more wrong without them? Yeah.
Do I feel more like my body matches my sense now I have them? Yeah.
>>40360302HEY I'm only like 60
>>40375099yes and i wish they were bigger
One of my managers, I just realized, doesn't have the most naturally masculine voice. His voice has kind of a small "size," but his voice still has a definitely masculine "thickness," and he has a harsh way of speaking and curses all the time and is in general pretty masculine in appearance and personality, so it doesn't come off as that "frog voice" some trans men complain about.
I wouldn't have noticed this if not for knowing about the different factors in voice feminization/masculinization. Goes to show what a difference the other factors can make even if one is somewhat deficient.
This doesn't really have anything to do with being a manmoder, I just happen to be a manmoder and I don't know where else to put this.
I wish I was a real authentic woman, even if trans
But I used to fap and get blown so Iโm just fake trans male at best
Genital dysphasia is required per dms-5
>>40375410I always knew that, but I didn't realize how much of a faggy guy I came off as until I took this job.
Even one of my friends (in college, where the guys are less masculine than at my job) recently told me he thought I was gay from when he met me lol, and his girlfriend asked me if I was gay when we met.
>>40375099i love my manmoder titties even if i have anxiety about the attention they may draw
I wish I had bigger tits and a vagina desu
i wish i was rich so i could buy a manmoder a new rack and a new ass
I can get a bigger ass I just need to lose weight then get on pio
i pull my arm hairs off with my teeth
chudmoding at the white house
I want a 6'7 really masculine boyfriend who works out a lot
be nice if one of these health issues was actually serious enough to end me fuck
>>40377560no it wouldn't be shut up
>>40377772you didn't get the last 7.
>>40377965can i borrow one of yours :)
>>40378108no. these went all the way down by about noon
>>40378168i'm glad to hear it
>>40378302i worded it wrong they were from my chest to my thighs but yes they've reduced a bit by now because i've had 4 prednisones
going to grow my hair out again
might shave my head again
Today my dad said i cant be a โthirty year old boy scoutโ forever like nigga i am only 25โฆ.
>>40378948Kys i start school in 6 weeks
>>40378990Nah he is right
>>40379047that's not the point tho
>>40379059I know how to lock in heโa just never seen it in action before but i can be manly for sure!
my dick is soooo small bro it's like half a AAA battery
I hate two things everyone loves :/
i look like mid-twinkdeath dave mustaine
>>40380076peanut butter and jelly
>>40380096no it's men and white people
>>40380103i'm not sure everyone loves either of those things
i look like james gandolfini's corpse
lol I just realized when I was nine and at my local computer club there was this one old neckbeard dude who was really into tickling and touching me...
I'm really just a walking stereotype at this point
I was too ugly to be molested :(
I was a normal kid burned out and giving up in middle school but I was still a cis male
No trauma
Nothing
Then at 21 after abandoning all my old friend groups over the years I decided to start feminizing myself cayse of my yuri and feminizatio fetishes
Now Iโm 30 and a manmoder tranny living in a shithole huffing estrogen and doomscrolling till my next shift.
I exist for nothing
I met countless other trannies all you get all filled with life after transitioning all doing their best and having fun together and experiencing life even when it hurts at least they stay true against the world
And all I have is envy for that for I am not real
I am not human
Just a wound on this blighted world. I could never be real like them
I could never be there for them
I could never be myself.
>>40358359 (OP)Where do we go? Living as a man on hrt is p comfy, actually. I look kinda uncanny and clearly queer in some ways, and this triggers the npcs who sometimes stare at me, but I look masculine enough for no one to fuck with me (this is also why hons rarely get harassed btw). There are still things about my appearance I wanna change, and I realize im still functionally trans in many ways, but a full social transition definitely wouldnt make sense for me.
I love the soft skin and my smol breasts. Slight shame my dick dont work at this point lol, but its ok I can do other things to mess people up much like a cisf domme/top might.
i feel like not doing my injections tomorrow idk if all of this is really for me
>>40380103sure it's not mum and dad?
prednisone got my skin lookin mroe normal now i can get in trouble again
I've been crying for hours, I had a terrible day yesterday but I managed to get through the night, woke up at 5 and exercised for a bit, then I felt my hair and it felt so dry and it made me feel terrible so I cut it and now I look fucking hideous with short hair, why can't I spent a single fucking day without anyone trying to make me miserable, why is it so difficult to live this stupid life
>>40383967why don't you condition when you wash? just put some on the ends it'll soak in.
I bought a dress and it's too big
chuddy ruins anything he touches
>>40383973It wasn't even dry, I just felt awful and didn't know how to react, I didn't even think twice I just started cutting. It takes a lot to grow, like a lot took over a year to get that long and it was still relatively short.
>>40383988Left is from a month ago
https://unsee cc/album#vrtrb2icjDrE
fml
>>40384270Uh, I swear I configured it correctly, anyway, not the first time I show my face here anyway, I'm just so tired
https://unsee cc/album#NmEFfdAnrP4M
>>40383973 I'll try to take care of it next time and most importantly, I need stop reacting so thoughtlessly, looking back it's so dumb and now I feel embarrassed and sad.
>>40383988I'll set it for more than 10 min this time, I keep forgetting this place is slow.
Sorry for the inconvenience but it feels weird showing my face, kinda dislike it, but I've been outed before so yeah
https://unsee cc/album#1HYtPBKy1okE
>>40384460good. you can make your hair nicer if you stay on top of regular care for it.
>>40384477I'll try, thanks, it's the only thing I like about myself so I've always tried to keep it nice but it's so hard to keep it together
>>40384460you look better now
>>40384460is the left before or after the right. i would guess after as you look more fem left than right. not even chopped, barley a man, would card you and call you miss
>>40384527I look awful
>>40384529Left is from one month ago, and that makes me feel a lot better thanks, I hate looking manly, also made me blush.
I'm giggling like a retard ngl
>>40384548short hair looks better on you
>>40384600I know what you mean, thanks but I hate how I look with short hair, I would hide for a year if I could
a man in the grocery store called me ma'am so I'm a fakemoder now
>>40384098let me touch you
i think i'm gonna stop posting pics might drop my trip again i'm gross.
>>40384945i'm easily the ugliest of the triptards and its depressing
no fakemoders
truemoders only
final /mmg/ thread
>>40382932meetup w/T ppl IRL
>>40385566Countless times that I did they ended up mostly ignoring me
>>40385566pic goes hard AF
should I grow my hair long or keep it short
I want it long but I'm afraid I'll start looking too feminine and people will screw with me over it
I should start wearing leather jackets and pretend to be a rockstar
>>40385734grow it out and get a sick leather jacket I can copy from you
>>40385796it would be too big for you
i keep breaking down and stroking my shit before my dick can die
despairing over my genetic nightmare again
>>40386189let me guess you're 5'6
>>40386203but i'm
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