Why is trooning so scary?
So i think i'm an egg? When i was younger i was a cishet male, but i always liked girly things, yet noone around me really noticed it, including me. Then puberty hit and i went into the pipeline: bi->gay->pan (where i am now). And now I'm thinking that maybe I'm a tranny after all. I always loved and still love fem clothing, with my boyfriend i like to take the "fem" role whenever i can, and I'm really thinking of taking up HRT and starting my transition but i am so worried about the consequences. I sit and overthink how would each member of my family react to it, and those aren't exactly the most pleasant scenarios. Also i imagine a lot of dysphoria and just overally feeling horrible with myself (which i don't really have now) And i just don't know if it's worth it. How tf do you figure this out?
