I will never be able to enjoy life
no one will ever care and no one will ever like me
I will never get to experience what's it's like to be loved or even just appreciated
shouldn't have even started transitioning this shit was over before I even began
I've been completely by myself for like 3 years now, no friends, no one who would ever love me, nothing, despite me trying again and again
just venting really no one can help me
I wish there was an easy way out but even killing myself is way too much work

real

>>40364529 (OP)
its ok love, you'll find someone to take care of you. if youre in socal I'd be willing to say hi even!! but yeah, making friends is rough. do you have a job?

>>40364889
I really wish I could but I think it's literally impossible at this point
it hasn't worked out with a single person I loved, and I would really want to see what kind of retard would be willing to love me
and yeah I do have a job why do you ask

>>40365001
because making friends at jobs is a gokd start. then you get those friends to introduce you to other friends, play d&d or something, go to a couple concerts together or whatnot, and all of a sudden you know like 5 chill people. as for romance, why hasnt it worked out do you think?

>>40365050
*good start fuck these giant gorilla thumbs and these tiny newfangled phone things