Thread 40368410

How many of you were failed males before transitioning? Ie. Weak, short, socially anxious/awkward, little to no friends, mocked directly to your face bc the cool guys see you as inferior

>>40368410 (OP)
>Weak, short

this is never the case though, with the exception of 5 tripfags under 6' in /mtfg/ they're all 8ft tall cryptid creatures

>>40368410 (OP)
Not me, I'm genuinely huge and used to get a lot of unearned respect.

>>40368518
Guess it's mainly aimed at incels to tranny's then
>>40368524
I'm 5'6 supposedly average but looked down on constantly. Probably cause I'm slow with irl social interactions and weak as hell. If I somehow got godly powers I wouldn't use them to get respect, id rather shame and humble those who bullied and looked down on me, Idc about their shitty respect

>>40368410 (OP)
I was trying to join the Royal Marines and I was getting good at it as well.
I'm still faster than most guys and I was stronger than most even while being shorter than most (5'7).

I used to be like failmale as a teenager but I had to prove to myself I could be a man to accept that I don't want to be.
I do feel weird about losing that ability to know I could physically dominate my environment but having a full emotional range, being able to have relationships etc is worth it.
And I can always dip into that mindset when i have to.
>Inb4 larp
It's not. But I'm not proving shit over 4chan lol
>>40368518
I'm not 6ft+ but i am a cryptid, shit rocks.

>>40368641
Well you're lucky. I'm 6'4 and not the slim, willowy type, but still got trannybrain.

>>40368750
Lucky I got bullied, shamed, humiliated, and ignored? I just wish I could've been normal and not a social reject

>>40368853
That's bad obviously, but the same happens after enough social exposure if you're not otherwise normal (i.e. trannybrained)

I am alpha male godmoder

>>40368410 (OP)
my friends used to pick me up when i would shit talk them and girls thought i was gay.

>>40368410 (OP)
>weak
not really. certainly wasn’t strong, but never enough to impede my daily life. had no issue bridal carrying my exes, for example
>short
no :/ i’m 5’11/180cm
>socially anxious/awkward
definitely. no idea what to say or do ever
>little to no friends
eh, not really. i’ve got a core group of myself & 4 friends and we all see each other often and enjoy each other’s company, plus some other friends i see less often. i had even more in high school but i kind of rely on group chats to keep a lot of friendships alive because i always feel weird messaging someone alone, and a lot of those died when i graduated high school lol
>mocked directly to your face
not really. my elementary school friends gave me lots of shit, but i think that’s because my brother was only a few months older than me and more social than me, so i’d bring them home to play, they’d meet him, prefer him, and work with him to gang up on me. i wasn’t really bullied much and i don’t feel like i saw much bullying either
>bc the cool guys see you as inferior
this sort of reeks of being stuck in high school

>>40368410 (OP)
I was, but I trooned out and now I'm a failed tranny as well

>>40368410 (OP)
>strong
>tall
>socially anxious/awkward
>okayish amount of friends
>told many times that i could be a successful male but dont take advantage of it
hm

>>40368410 (OP)
i was pretty much all of this, not super short but not tall either, no friends, extremely weak, not an incel though and i new i was trans since i was super young i just didnt act on it because i was retarded and scared

>>40369275
Reeks of being stuck in hs but still fucking happens with fuckheads at my job pretending to be chill cool guys but once they realize I'm stupid and bad at talking they talk down to me/"joking" mocking me.
>>40369407
Wanted to wear girl clothes and act fem when I was a kid but didn't really understand trans stuff and just thought they were weird. Now I'm 24 freaking out about growing old and ugly never actually trying to look cute or get back on hrt. (Parents found it when I was only a month on and stole it)

>>40369950
its not gonna go away, you gotta get back on hrt. 24 is not too late, i finally got the fuck over myself and trooned at 22 and i regret most of my life but not that. i believe in you

>>40370045
Should I just buy pill diy? I'm scared they'll find the needles again since they need so much space. I'm already being watched a lot and I don't want them to find it again

Not really, but I never followed the traditional male role, I always liked being alone but always got surrounded by people, never cared for girls but somehow they liked me, I was never anxious or socially awkward but I was sassy as fuck, I was always invited to parties and reunions, had plenty of "friends" from several social groups.

Guess part of it was that I was always truthful, for some reason people like authenticity.

there is no wrong way to be male - except to take hrt

I was 5'11", worked out alot but was curses with gyno, socially awkward, but did reckless stuff. nobody fucked with me to my face when I got my bmi over 18.

>>40370516
people will tell you that injections work better, and its true, but not THAT much better, and pills definitely work way better than nothing, so yea honestly i would do that, ur right that its a lot easier to hide

>>40368410 (OP)
>Weak, short, socially anxious/awkward, little to no friends, mocked directly to your face bc the cool guys see you as inferior
everything but short ;-;

>>40370860
I only took injections cause it was way more cost effective, recommend any good pills and sellers for diy?

>>40368410 (OP)
I'm all of these things except short
Did not troon but wanted to. Would troon if the science was better.
id be happier as a woman but w/e I try not to dwell on it.

I was always short and weak yes. A lot of my "friends" would mock me constantly or bully me. I remember one time a friend shoved my head in his crotch accidentally and nobody else acknowledged it. I'm 5'6 so i'm literally just average but i'm also extremely weak. I used to get beaten up or forced into things by people who were my "friends".

>>40368410 (OP)
the only time (pre-hrt) i frequently malefailed was pre-puberty

i have a girl's name, it always really confused people and they still asked if i'm sure i'm a boy, even after i told them ..

>Weak, short, socially anxious/awkward, little to no friends, mocked directly to your face bc the cool guys see you as inferior
yeah
that was me for the entirety of middle school ...

sadly puberty did hit me at 15 and i outgrew every girl in my class during one summer
makes me wanna peel my skin off everytime i think about it

i was still weak, anxious, no friends mocked loser afterwards
just also taller and now i just got weird stares when i told people my name ...
at this most people just used a male version of my name instead ..

>>40369950
>24 freaking out about growing old and ugly never actually trying to look cute or get back on hrt
just get on hrt dummy
yeah it might not fix a lot on it's own, but it'll at least give you a peace of mind that it won't get worse
even just the mental effects of being on e are worth it imo

>>40371199
pills are gonna be hella expensive diying

if you need to hide it, get undecylate, you'll only need to do your injection once per 30 days, which means it can be hidden away inaccessible for the rest of the month

you could keep the vial with you, relable it, tape it over, whatever

you also don't need to buy a pack of 100 injections, which are difficult to hide, pharmacies can sell them individually, so you could only buy it when you need it

>>40368410 (OP)
not me, and now im a wife

>>40368410 (OP)
>weak
yes
>short
no, 5'9
>socially awkward
yes and autistic
>little to no friends
i actually had plenty of friends before i trooned out but most didn't really accept me after
>mocked
yeah and shoved around and called a faggot and ugly
nobody openly mocks me anymore :)

>>40368669
Grim news for trans people being gender affirmed in sports.

>>40368410 (OP)
In the words of my wife I was "king of the dorks"
I was 5'10 and a malnourished twink, huge friend group, more friends spread around the city and burbs. I got numbers left and right as a bifag and despite going to a violently homophobic school I didnt have many problems because I best someone so bad I almost got charged with a hate crime when they stuck gum in my hair. I was a great student and the top of my department when I graduated.
I didnt know HRT was a thing so I really tried to make the most of being a boy.

Manhood came, my hair fell out, I never liked dating as a man, my friend group shrunk like a puddle of water in the desert. I basically swing between being extremely competent and severely depressed.
Trooned out became a mom and now im back to being a happy functional person

>>40368410 (OP)
>Weak
Yes
>short
Yes
>socially anxious/awkward
That depends, I was definitely an outsider type, but no problems with functioning in society and holding conversations
>little to no friends
Several close friends that I know for many years and a circle of more distant people that I hang out and party with
>mocked directly to your face bc the cool guys see you as inferior
On rare occasions and it was rather in middle school and later not really. After that I always befriended some cool people so the bully types left me alone

>weak
more than most girls when i was in high school unfortunately (i dislike this)
>short
average but on the shorter end
>socially anxious/awkward
incredibly but i have always been thought of as confident except by close friends somehow
>little to no friends
no, i have had a handful of close friends consistently along with a few acquaintances
>mocked directly to your face
probably behind my back but never to my face

people have always thought that i was asexual and camp. trooning aside, i have done better than most!

>>40368518
I'm not a tripfag and I'm weak and short (5'3)

>>40368410 (OP)
> Weak
yes, but only physically. mentally and verbally i'm quite strong and thus have never gotten into physical conflict
> short
average male size for my country
> socially anxious/awkward
no, not really. i work in sales.
> little to no friends
at times yeah, but then other times I had an okay-sized group of friends
> mocked directly to your face bc the cool guys see you as inferior
no the cool guys let me hang with them
> CAPTCHA: DMGAY

>>40368410 (OP)
>weak
no
>short
no (5'6)
>socially awkward
i can talk but i don't like doing it
>little to no friends
had a few and that was good enough
>mocked
i kept myself invisible

>>40368410 (OP)
was all of these lmaooo my voice never even deepened so my friends in high school would always joke that i was secretly a girl... oops.

>tfw was a cool guy
>women and gay men threw themselves at me
>had a reputation around my workplace of being kind of a playboy
>transition
>complete girlfailure
>can't hold down a job anymore
>lost all my social graces and am now awkward
>rarely leave the house anymore
>spend all day getting high and playing videogames instead of going out and doing things
I dunno what happened I used to be cool

>>40368410 (OP)
>gif related
did someone really make a gif of getting clocked by the pokemon medicenter woman? lmao

>>40368410 (OP)
I was pretty normal until transition, then about a year in I started finding the whole failed male thing so hot

>>40368410 (OP)
yes but not in the cute way, it’s in the “i’m an embarrassment to my family” way
>>40373706
the joke is that the trainer is a gooner, the pokemon he has are notorious goon bait

>>40368410 (OP)
i wasn't short or particularly weak but i was autistic and nobody really liked me.

>>40373725
>the joke is that the trainer is a gooner, the pokemon he has are notorious goon bait

i get gardevoir, but the rest? really?

>>40368410 (OP)
me

>>40373926
>lopunny
look at it.
>delphox
i’ll admit, it’s mostly it’s prevo that got art when xy came out, as a confirmation of the prevos popularity, it appears in the pokken fighting game
>salazzle
all female species which has lizard breasts, fucking look at it.
>vaporeon
search up vaporeon copy pasta

>>40373926
>>40374087
just rewatched it, it isn’t delphox but braixen (the aforementioned popular prevo), which further strengthens my point

>>40372649
Tbh I fucking loved injections, felt like some kinda Dr or nurse and it made me feel good whenever I did it. But idk if I'd be able to ask for needles and stuff at a CVS, I'm a retard and can't lie very well and they'll most likely ask what it's for and snuff me out. I just wanna get pills so I can hide it in like a Advil bottle or something

>>40368410 (OP)
i was all those things and i'm still all those things just with the same hormones as a women. hrt won't fix personality disorders and trauma.

>>40374155
I'm a loser now and I'll still be a loser on hrt, probably better to end it now so I don't do it on hrt and add to the 41% trannies don't deserve that desu

>>40368410 (OP)
*raises hand* Yo!