Thread 40372226

Post (good) yuri

QOTT: Did you consider yourself to be a lesbian before you transitioned?
QOTT2: You have certainly never read yaoi, right?

Previous: >>40345549

>>40372226 (OP)
>1
Yes, I was a lesbian for several years and I he/him butchcoped while repping.
>2
I don't like yaoi I like bara

what are you doing today holes

>>40373352
peeing and pooping

Good morning

i cant take it, i'm saving up to get this surgery

>>40374136
is this surgery any good or just a meme? also, left one mostly just seems like extra weight, do they just remove fat there or do they also remove some of the bone? i wonder if itd have looked the same if the person just lost weight instead.

>>40372226 (OP)
> qott 1
Nah actually. I did consider myself to be bi, and ended up transitioning for the reason of dysphoria so bad it made my head nearly split open. (And still does...)

> qott 2
im a yuri man. my favorite is kitakawa (aka "i love your cruddy") though i have dabbled in yaoi i like seeing cute girls better

>>40374173
losing weight helps but even with T genetics will always win

>>40374136
Should've just lost weight, it'll come back anyway

>>40372226 (OP)
How do you get people to stop calling you a fucking they without coming off as a pooner? It pisses me off that irl people don't think I'm anything but a man but people online are obsessed with they themming me

>>40374428
i did, like 80lbs but getting fat ruined my body. i know this will stay unless i get it sucked out

>>40374534
Say nothing
Or, spam black men twerking.
There's no other solution I can imagine.

Cis f here. Had a date with a trans guy on Friday and he treated me so well. Like better than most cis guys. Paid for our dinner, called me gorgeous, told me I was smart and funny. I'm still kinda processing it. I've never dated a trans person before but he has earned himself a second date.

>>40374765
suck him off for us champ

>>40372226 (OP)
>qott 1
i realised that i was a tranny at 11 so not really any time for me to have came out as lesbian beforehand. didn't get medical transition until 15 tho

>qott 2
no. i love to be disgusting and sadistic, and you just don't illicit that sort of fear / disgust reaction from men in media quite like you would with women

>>40374830
What do you mean? He said he hasn't had bottom surgery. Wouldn't that be eating him out?

>>40374692
How long have you been on T? Have you had top surgery?

>>40374765
larp

>>40374837
suck his androgenized blitty, don't go near the hole

>>40374534
you can't, some people will never see you as a man no matter what you do and you will be they/themmed

>>40374534
Are these friends or strangers?

>>40373352
well I will probably be losing my virginity later tonight. I'm 22 years old and frankly I have had enough not knowing what it is like so I booked a cismale to do the job for me after about a week on tinder. It probably is going to be awful but I'm just tired of being a virgin. I was genuinely shocked how many cismales basically lined up for my low quality pussy.

>>40372226 (OP)
>1
nope i was mostly straight. my female friends would let me grope them though and i did it alot even though i wasn't into them
>2
only yaoi i've read/watched was black butler and hetalia

>>40374692
Then your problem is probably loose skin, little piggy

>>40374837
Suck his clit like you're drinking a triple thick milkshake

>>40375345
Closer to friends I would say, this is a community where people know me

>>40375510
If they don’t they/them everyone (i.e., it’s specifically targeted to you), I’d probably just fuck off. If they do they/them everyone, I’d just cope.

>>40375510
Anons aren't your friends

>>40375068
Fuck that
Stick your whole fist in there

>>40375745
trip on, rocky

>>40372226 (OP)
qott: yes. was nonbinary lesbian when i was in middle school
qott2: once or twice. i’ve never actively searched out for stories where the primary focus is gay male romance though

I'm 6 years on t and still havent gotten top surgery. the wait list in my province is multiple years long amd i wouldnt pass with it anyway. i have like E cups on a 110lb frame and it looks absurd. somehow ive managed to manipulate everyone around me into calling me a man, but I KNOW THAT THEY TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BAKC. IM LEFT OUT OF EVERYTHING.

>>40375907
case and point

Anons would putting T gel directly on my throat help lower my voice or is this a retarded idea?

>>40375907
This was talked about a bit in the last thread, if you missed it. >>40363658
Hope you’re at least a on the waitlist. I’m sure you’d pass a little better on it than you do at 110lbs with E cups.
Invite people to do shit if you feel left out.

>>40375967
im in the process of getting on the waotlist. i started this last year, but was a fucking retard and never followed up. im trying to see if i can do some of the steps privately onstead of waiting. Im on the verge of quitting my job. my chest is so obvious and i cant not bind. its constantly hot in my job and everyone else runs cold so they get mad if i turn on the ac.

>>40375967
how would being on the waotlist help me pass?

>>40375953
yeah it's retarded

>>40376010
Meant to say “with it” (meaning top surgery), not “on it”. My bad.

>>40372226 (OP)
>1
yes
>2
i was a fujoshi for about 2 years when i was 11 and read killing stalking but i was mostly creeped out all that time. and also i used to look up gay eddsworld shit

>>40375907
>100lb frame
Why are we either too thin to stand on our own, or too fat to get up without assistance? Every other time I see someone's weight here it's either too low or too high.

I'm 84lb and 5'5. How do I gain weight

>>40375907
>e cups on a 110lb frame
damn how tall? that was my crush's proportions in college, she had long red hair and super pale skin with green eyes. She was like 5ft tall maybe slightly less.

>>40376314
5'4. ive never jad them formally measured (never wore a bra award) but theyve only gotten bigger as time goes on. i was barely breasted at age 16

>>40376324
this is without a binder btw

>>40376337
Now do it without a shirt

>>40376243
dont. become my little brother.

>>40376342
my arm is high up thats why it looks smaller. all the calculators ive used have given me a c-e cup though

>>40376370
A quick shave and I'd suck all the milk out of those

>>40376370
UTTERLY HORRIFYING

What would you say is the distance in societal acceptance between ftm trans people and tomboys?

>>40376243
why are you all so sexy and tiny...gosh!

>>40376406
i know. theyre disgustingly large compared to my frame

Pre-everything MtF anon here, I browse FtM spaces to convince myself that dysphoria is real and not a manchild delusion.

Breaking lurker status to share something that might be nice to know for you all. I used to be an avid /fit/izen before everything cracked, and I wanted to let you know that everyone on here passes over text.

Not even most of /fit/ can do that, half the posts on there read like they were written by reppers.

It's probably a dumb and sappy thing to point out, but as someone that watches MtF spaces act like retarded men (myself included) and gets dysphoric about it, I thought I should let you all know that you don't have that problem.

>>40376337
>>40376370
Not a freaking e cup you psycho

>>40376461
Don't know why you feel the need to castigate the MtF community in that way.

If someone showed up to my house and proceeded to spill the tea over a group they aspire to be a part of, I'd be concerned and repelled, and I'm feeling a little bit of that with you.

>>40376461
You must have missed all the posts about taking creampies from our straight boyfriends

>>40375364
so hopefully the guy you will be fucking just has an average sized dick. my first time he had an actual ogre cock that was basically the size of a tennis racket handle grip and flared at the tip. It made me scared of dating for a whole year after being penetrated by that monster (didn't even make it past the head and probably ruined his night because I was crying)

>>40376461
Well, this level of sappy and sweet is definitely fembrained, ygmi anonette.

>>40376526
GIWTWM

>>40376526
Alright this is weird because that was my first time too, I'm extremely short and he was like a foot taller. My friend experienced the same thing. I think huge cocked guys specifically seek out tiny fems so they can like split them in half for fun with their cocks or something. They should be trying to fuck giant amazon chicks, not us

>>40375364
Lol i'm a 26 year old khhv... hoping it ends soon but dating apps are a lot of work and probably not worth it

>>40376556
Why are you so ungrateful? If I ever stop being a virgin it better be lost to a monster cock

>>40376556
>>40376526
are you guys writing porn on purpose?

>>40376603
I mean I just made an account and took a shower and took three pictures of me standing around my house and still got some dogs lined up for my kitty

>>40376649
Were you shaved? How much skin in the pictures?

>>40376491
doesn't matter, they're still too big for me to pass.

>>40376610
eh the experience might sound nice over the internet but being in the same room with a person that is like 2.5x your weight, about a foot and a half taller than you, and physically impossible to stop if he chose to rape you is a bit scary. Plus in my experience a dude with a comedically big dick will want to try to push it in you even though it is obvious is wont fit.

>>40376667
Yes and one picture had exposed shoulders which was my bathroom pic after the shower
The rest of the pictures were normal clothed and just sitting around the house. Cismales arent looking for much I suppose. Just dont be a heinous goblin.

>>40376687
>a dude with a comedically big dick will want to try to push it in you even though it is obvious is wont fit
That's exactly what I want. It'll fit eventually.

>>40376701
I'm not sure it's possible to be female and not attract a single man, even if you're a heinous goblin. Some are into the grossness of it

>>40376370
SHAVE THIS BITCH
then

PAIZURI

>>40372226 (OP)
>QOTT
I liked men
>QOTT2
First yaoi I picked up was on accident, only read the first and second volume because it was a decent horror manga so the gay shit isn't really my main focus
>>40374730
>black men twerking
BASED

>>40372226 (OP)
>QOTT: Did you consider yourself to be a lesbian before you transitioned?
I considered myself bi from when I was 13 to 19
>QOTT2: You have certainly never read yaoi, right?
Since transitioning I've read less yaoi ff but its still nice to return to every now and then

>>40376707
well go test it with a room temperature large cucumber because that is probably the closest cheap thing to that ogre cock.

>>40376503
my cishet bf cums buckets for me every time. it almost makes me not want to kill myself for being born and damned to life as a foid

>>40376826
bro but the optics...

>>40376839
i tried to be an opticsfag for so long and it just made me severely mentally ill so i ended up depooning. i'm a walking cognitohazard now. sad!

just gonna say it

but getting cummed inside is nice at the time but man is it annoying as hell having it leak out of you for like the rest of the day especially if your boy cums a lot.

so.... I (cis m) discovered I have severe hypogonadism, near 0 sperm count and test levels of a cis woman and have to start taking shots but I don't have health insurance to cover it

Can a poon help a bro out with finding this stuff online

>>40376884
why dont you just take e instead? let me forcefem you

>>40376979
I'm a 6'8 man, the ship for that kinda sailed 12 inches ago

>>40376610
>>40376707
getting your cooch split by a thick dick burns like a motherfucker almost immediately after they pull out even if you dont feel it in the moment

>>40376884
If you can't figure it out on your own it's for the best

>>40377054
woof! but fair, depending on your location id try roidbazaar

>>40377085
I want it to hurt during too

>>40376758
lol that brings back some awkward memories

>>40377097
lol ok, youll see
>t. painslut

>>40377091
I live in the US, and thank you ill check that out. I just want to find a site that isn't sketchy because I don't really know much about hormones and whats legal to get.

>>40377137
...diy is not legal to get, silly boy

>>40377145
Someone needs to adopt this poor guy

>>40376758
this made me think man how the fuck do those internet whores fit those foot long thick dildos in every single hole to the base of the shaft. they gotta be on some drugs or some shit

>>40377054
A 6'8 tranny is hot af though. Like tall women are hot because they feel like more strong/dominant ones, having a cock is like a cherry on top.

>>40376526
>he had an actual ogre cock that was basically the size of a tennis racket handle grip and flared at the tip
Lucky son of a bitch. Kill yourself. I would have appreciated that cock like it were my own son.

>>40377145
It is for britbongs and maplefags.
>>40376884
Since you already have a prescription, ask your pharmacist for the cost if you haven’t already, and ask about cheaper alternatives, before going this route. What exactly were you prescribed?

>>40377205
They train their pussy muscles

>>40377217
you are a virgin or size queen psycho

>>40377241
I think her poon is just utterly ran through and blown out

>>40377145
I see. should I use monero to buy stuff then? how do you guys usually handle this?

>>40377222
>What exactly were you prescribed
dont remember what it was called, cyp something but they said its $120 for one vial which I can't afford right now

>>40372226 (OP)
>QOTT1:
only very briefly; less than a year, maybe less than 6 months. because i knew i was abnormal (i.e. not cishet) but couldn't figure out why. i explored a lot of different sexuality labels but none felt like they explained the whole situation so lesbian seemed like it had to be the case because it was the most queer i could get and it was also much more acceptable to be masculine as a lesbian, which i knew i desired in some way but couldn't place exactly why.
>QOTT2:
unironically no i havent, it doesn't really appeal to me that much. i'm not really big on reading usually anyway, it has to be something very special.

>>40377205
Genetics/anatomy and use, but I don’t doubt drugs are involved in the case of porn.
My boyfriend’s elasticity is honestly pretty insane. My biggest dick is 10” with ~7” girth and he takes it like a champ.

>>40377210
if you're into that sort of thing thats fine but I don't want to take E to feel anymore sluggish and weak than I do now. What brought this into light was months ago I kept having energy crashes that would last 2-3 days of not being able to move or do anything ( has been a problem for a long time but it got worse in the spring ) and my doctor had me see an endo and here I am now

>>40377241
The size queen psycho unfortunately
>>40377262
My training sessions are solo, not co-op

>>40377340
>testosterone cypionate
I believe Medicaid or whatever should help cover this for your condition. Are you eligible for that?

POONERS, I need your advice.
IS this possible without surgery? Or would it merely result in your boobs becoming skin flaps due to no fat?
I want a flat ish (as flat as possible) chest but I'm worried that since I was kinda chonky once I hit puberty which filled out my boobs, that any weight I lose will result in my boobs becoming saggy skin flaps as opposed to shrinking.

>>40377581
if you dont lose weight too fast and work out, it could be possible. but its really all comes down to genetics

>>40377581
No

>>40377602
I got a hourglass figure which prevented me from pooning out to begin with, you mean to tell me I am fucked at all possible angles NOOOO
why did God make me naturally bulky with the most feminine body at the same time

>>40377581
>IS this possible without surgery?
if you just mean by losing weight, then it depends. obviously if you're anorexic and bmi 10 you're not going to have huge tits but it's not quite so simple.
firstly, making yourself anorexic doesn't even guarantee you'll be underweight, and if you are it still doesn't guarantee you'll be so underweight you have no choice but to have a flat chest. plenty of people bmi 17-14 still have noticeable boobs.
second, the entire idea is retarded and if you even achieve a low bmi that makes your chest flat you would have spent less time and effort just getting top surgery without the lifelong damage (both physical and mental) that anorexia leaves you with.
you're better off scheduling top surgery and working out.

>>40377581
Boobs are fat + fibrous breast tissue. You can lose the fat but the breast tissue will stick around. How that looks depends on your weight distribution in that area (ratio of fat to boob) and skin elasticity (being young and losing weight slowly would give you your best shot), but I’d say picrel is an unrealistic expectation without any medical procedures involved. Also your nipples will stay the same size - what happens to the areolas is up to genetics.

>>40377638
For big plaps and big, safe pregnancy...
you are sturdy wife... you will survive famine and work fields...

>>40377638
safe pregnancy to give birth to many sons

>>40377638
Hourglass men is where it's at though

>>40377638
Anon was asking something specific. There’s probably something you could do for your body. T on its own, jim, weight cycling on T (if you have weight to lose, you can do your first loss pre-T), lipo, skin surgery, etc.

>>40377638
HELP I- on my first day of school I decided to Wear a skims dress and my new classmates yelled “GYATT” and i introduced myself (i have a mommy voice lol)and they started having a nosebleed

>>40374534
go on t
>>40376186
and oddly at 240lbs i'm the biggest for once
>>40376461
ygmi based on this, wishing you luck on your transition!

>>40377776
>go on t
nta but i've been on T for over 2 years and still get they/themmed. it's just over for some of us

>>40377340
doesn't really matter what you use, just see what the site you're using accepts (and which currency has lower fees if you're stingy, but i just use btc because i'm lazy and if i ever need to switch source since 99% take btc). i use coinbase to buy crypto with fiat and transfer it to my wallet (not the coinbase provided one) and then pay from there. you don't have to, but sources will tell you to so they can avoid being prosecuted iirc. you'll get hit with transfer fees twice this way, buy more crypto than you need.
alternatively for legal methods, check if there's any places/providers near you that have sliding scale payment. a large LGBT provider near me has this with their own pharmacy in building and you can get T for much cheaper, lowest I've seen was 50 bucks for a 2000mg/10ml bottle which per month costs less than a netflix subscription with needles and whatnot included. said LGBT provider also covers healthcare for cishets too with sliding scale. look in your area if there's anything similar.

>>40377793
If it’s people who knew you pre-T doing it that probably will never end. Otherwise, how long after 2 years are you?

>>40377859
>If it’s people who knew you pre-T doing it that probably will never end.
no, it's only people i've met post-T
>how long after 2 years are you?
started april 11th 2023 so about 2 years and 2.5 months.

>>40377394
No that sucks, my husband experienced that for a while (even had nipple swelling). A better diet/lifestyle and exercise was all it took for him to be good though. Hope you can figure this out anon.
But yeah I was just addressing your comment about your height, I don't think being 6'8 itself is a good reason to not troon. It really depends more on your proportion and shit, in my experience it's hit or miss, tall trannies either have the most passing proportion or ones that would make them unpassable no matter what they did, height itself just makes you stand out for the most part.

I JUST LOOKED AT PICTURES FROM BEFORE I STOPPED GOING TO THE GYM AND I HATE MYSELF WHY DID I STOPPP

>>40378142
goddamn it i'm lifting when i get home i cannot let this get worse i'm so disgusting

>>40377875
Wouldn’t say it’s over for you. I was misgendered irl by strangers until about 2.5-3 years on a full dose + top. Even beyond that, there’s always options.

>>40378142
need stronk tomboy pictures... nao

>QOTT: Did you consider yourself to be a lesbian before you transitioned?
I'm still a lesbian.
>QOTT2: You have certainly never read yaoi, right?
I tried it a couple of times but its not my thing.


Question for the straightdens, did any of you manage to keep your lesbian gf post pooning ?

>>40378206
I have a beard.

>>40376494
Some of it is internalized transphobia. I didn't really do the legwork to get over my biases before my egg cracked. It just kind of happened, so now I'm trans and I also hate the idea of being visibly or openly trans. That's why I seek out caricatures of trans women or harshly judge every MtF person I see.

But also have you been to r/MtF ever, it's not entirely a me problem

>>40376503
I think so but I don't think that necessarily disqualifies any of you, lol. I've seen comparable and weirder things from cis men.

>>40376535
>>40377776
Lol I didn't expect anyone to be nice about my dumb post. I hope you all make it too and good luck to you as well! <3

>>40378261
You're not trans, you're a gender dysphoric man, being trans is medically and/or socially transitioning. You'll be a gender dysphoric tranny for awhile and then hopefully having transitioned can help you be a tranny without gender dysphoria.

>>40378261
>I think so but I don't think that necessarily disqualifies any of you, lol. I've seen comparable and weirder things from cis men.
We continued talking about thick cocks in this thread, even

I saw yuri in title and had to post :p

>been two years since I've seen my ftm cousin
>had a little family get together for niece's 2 year old birthday
>see my cousin
>completely all woman now, apparently engaged to a dentist
so I guess it was just a phase for her or something, oh yeah and they guy she is with is about uhhhh 13 years her senior. She is 24, he's 37 and balding. But she looked like she was glowing when I saw her.

>>40377775
whats with making fun of me for saying I have an hourglass figure as if its inherently sexual LOL its a body type nigger.
>>40377748
with my body type? no, aint no way. All that effort for a maybe, I dont even have my height to fall back on. If I ever wanted to pass, Id have to shotamaxx. I refuse to be a pooner bc my body / soul is cursed.
>>40377721
I never seen an hourglass man, the only person I can think of is Will Tennyson.

>>40378342
Yeah, sorry, I'm used to using 'trans' as a shorthand for all that. Most of my social circle is cis people that don't get it.

>>40378475
I didn't read after my first post but still, that's not unusual either. Being attracted to a person (regardless of their orientation) or genitals doesn't necessarily change your gender.

As for the creampies, gotta work with what you have, lol.

>>40378514
Based.

>>40378522
ftm or 'ftm' no hrt?

>>40378683
just your typical early 20s college ftm

>>40376526
>tennis racket handle grip
Had to look that shit up. Isn't that only like 4 inches around?

>>40378748
so no hrt ftfemboy?

>partner has sexsomnia
>50/50 chance he rolls over and humps me or snatches covers and humps them
>last night stole the pillow from under my head and humped it
I'm never leaving this man

>>40378966
oh god this is so hot im jealous

What is the “nurseryverse?” A girl told me she liked ts but idk what the hell that means and im pretty sure u guys r autistic so if u could explain this pls

>>40378749
it definitely didn't feel like it, also his dick was over 9 inches long easily and thicker at the head of it.

>>40378522
She's pregnant

>>40374835
This is hot i want to follow women but i dont live in the city

>masturbating by pulling on my clitoris
>start to near orgasm
>it gets too overwhelming
>instinctively let go
How do you get past this? Despite the fact that I'm hornier and masturbating feels better, it's become way harder to actually orgasm after transitioning because it's too overwhelmingly pleasurable and I get overstimulated.

>>40377776
gloves what do you look like nowadays

>>40379812
I like to imagine he's gotten so morbidly obese that he can't move and needs someone to clean up his poon for him

>>40379795
ewww!!

>>40379812
shit, but better than pre-t

>>40379858
you look like my brother with shorter hair

i want ftm 4chan friends but i will be bullied for being faketrans...

>>40379858
Yeah you do look better

>>40379946
Not bullied but raped maybe

>>40379858
pls clean your glasses

>>40379946
me too but you have to at least be on t cause i dont want woman friends

>>40378206
here's your 'tomboy' bro

>>40380045
Oh its you long time no see. Your scars look a lot better than back then

>>40379953
one can only hope
>>40379968
this is where my "ftm" problem lies unfortunately

I'm taking a shit rn, let me know if anybody wants to join in solace.

>>40380069
Can we see your boobs or your belly

>>40380045
transition goals wtf your scars look great

>>40372226 (OP)
>QOTT
at one point i think, but that was in middle school. i discovered i liked men when i got older. i'm bisexual and am attracted to trans and cis ppl alike.
>QOTT2
i read yaoi in 6th grade but graduated to western gay media by 7th grade. i haven't watched an anime since i was like 12.

>>40380059
>>40380188
haha hello. i've stuck around, just been lurking. the board quality sucks ass. and thanks! i'm pretty surprised how well they've healed. i'm considering revisions for my right side since there's a little extra skin that's bugging me, but these have healed so well i don't wanna ruin them. i've been working out at home with gym visits like once a week but my diet sucks ass so i've lost a bit of definition.

>>40380150
why the belly?

ocd anon here if you guys remember my sperging.
i still don't have my full prescription, i have to call my insurance and ask them what the fuck is going on. i have to get my blood tested too but haven't had the chance to do so yet.
my dysphoria is very bad right now and i've been drinking to cope. my boyfriend got pissed at me because i'm turning into an alcoholic. when it comes to T, i'm a little anxious when it comes to long term health effects, but at this point i'd rather risk an early death than live like this. has T effected any of you guy's health negatively?

>>40380367
my health is fine even on t, the only issue i have is triglycerides and that's because i eat slop, not because of t

>>40380367
hmm i cant think of anything its physically negatively done to me but thats why you get blood work

>>40380391
i plan to start eating better and working out when i go on T, right now i lack the energy. i also work at a pizza place so i always have access to cheap slop

hello friends i (mtf) have a question that i would appreciate help with thank you
>>40380411

>>40380367
>has T effected any of you guy's health negatively?
Nope.
Also, I'm sure you know this but stress (and obviously excessive alcohol consumption) can and will cause health problems. Long term and potentially irreversible health problems, at that. The average lifespan is ~75-80, but for alcoholics it's ~47-58, and for those with depression it's a bit more debated but studies show lifespans are reduced by about a decade (so ~65-70).

>>40380499
i'm already fucked as my ocd stresses me out so much i'm sprouting grey hairs at 21. hopefully i'm able to get it under control with my new therapist. i'm going to stop drinking multiple times a week in the meantime.

>>40380499
i am both an alcoholic and depressed but neither of these things matter because i'm also bpd so my life expectancy stop in like 5 years anyways

>>40372226 (OP)
I don't read yaoi I watch gay porn of men being fucked in the ass because I like how they moan and how their butts look

My one goal in life is to get passed around by a bunch of frat bros

I can die happily afterwards

>>40381544
like consensually or

why does it feel so much better to finger my asshole than to finger my vag hole. am i stupid?

>>40380367
My health got better on T almost immediately (and still is 2 years later). I used to have chronic migraines (really shitty ones, they'd last 1-3 days) and now at most I have a mild headache once every 3 months if I sleep badly. My anemia is gone and nowadays my blood tests are perfect every time. Brain fog is gone, fatigue is gone, depression is mostly gone, anxiety has improved.

The only bad effect I got from T was acne.

Also I hope you'll get sober soon. Life is too short to waste it on substances. Especially downers.

>>40380367
>pre-t
>boyfriend
You know he sees you as a girl right?

>>40380429
>when I start T I'll become a different person and start doing all the things I don't have the will to do now

>>40381544
>frat bros
Terrible choice. Ugly bastards are where it's at.

>>40380319
For the girltummy, of course

>>40380045
Looks like strong female with male breasts. It's funny how FtMs always have the worst transitions but mainstream thinks it's easier for ftms to pass.

>>40383152
Post body.

>>40379858
Wow, you're like a fat ugly woman mixed with your stereotypical fedora tipping basement dweller.
>>40376370
Jesus christ. I never thought about ftms growing chest hair on their tits, and I wish I never saw this.
>>40372226 (OP)
Honestly feel so terrible for some of you ftms, but at the same time most of you are transitioning for retarded reasons so it's whatever. I wish you all the best transition still.
>>40383184
I'm a tranny not a poon, I'd post my body since I'm fit but I wouldn't want to be identifilable in anyway. Just imagine a white low body fat 5'6 tranny with normal looking b cups and visible abs when flexing and slightly defined shoulders/arms, muscular thighs, and a 5+ inch uncut dick.

>>40381825
vagina only has nerve endings near the opening iirc while ass has more

>>40383220
>tranny hating on poons for no reason
average mtf

>>40383360
This great guide (githubcom/regdude/anal?tab=readme-ov-file#PC_muscle) has a great section about the vagina, very informative.

>>40383393
To be fair a lot of MtF also transition for retarded reasons. It's just that there's more retarded ftms (females) than mtfs (males).
And to be even fairer, I think trannies aren't very attractive either, I'm actually way more into attractive ftms than attractive mtfs, a hot guy with a pussy is hot af, while a hot girl with a cock is just disappointing.
And lastly, I shit on unpassing/weird looking mtfs on here too, they're just way less common than unpassing/weird looking ftms.

>>40381544
God me too
>>40382943
We can have that on the way home

>>40383393
No average mtf is sweet and supportive in my experience. It's only the ogre hons that act like cunts because they are bitter that early-transition ftms mog them (or sometimes even late-transition if the hon is truly half-gorilla)

>>40383565
Arent the "hsts" the worse? And the late shits usually super kind? I'm just an above average attractiveness passing 30yo tranny.

>>40383588
ime its always the transbians that hate ftms the most to the point of making it their personality

>>40383631
I could see that, I guess I was more thinking of how they treat mtfs since I don't really interact with ftms. Like I said I think attractive passing ftms are fucking hot so that aint me either.

Repper of many years whose dysphoria is becoming unbearable. If I were completely alone, I would poon without a second thought, but I don't want to deal with having to explain anything to others and I'm completely ashamed of everything because I am incredibly small and will never have a frame remotely close to a below-average male. I don't want to stand out at all or be seen as a confused little girl/"queer person" or anything I hate this. Is it possible to ignore dysphoria by never interacting with trans-related things and accepting that it's impossible? I've managed for years before by just accepting that I cannot physically change. Pure and utter despair.

>>40384130
The best you can do given your circumstances is to try and work through your dysphoria. Ask yourself why you feel this or that way, and don't accept "because im female/i have tits" answers, keep asking why. I'm a passing mtf but for years I'd still feel dysphoria until I did this (and I've been dysphoric since I was literally 5), and now I actually feel happy with myself, I dont care about ffs or srs or ba or makeup or anything like that anymore, really I could detrans and still be okay probably. I'll say though, I don't know if I could have done it without my husbands support, so my second advice is to find someone who truly loves you.

If you do those 2 things properly I genuinely think you can live at least somewhat at peace with yourself, wish you the best anon.

>>40383152
>>40383220
same shit different day with bait like yours. how boring

>>40372226 (OP)
>QOTT: Did you consider yourself to be a lesbian before you transitioned?
Yeah, always masc though and became the biggest butch ever. What drew me into transitioning was that a lot of ftms have this (vid) energy and I found it incredibly hot. I just feel the need to pound the fuck out of their pussy to assert dominance whenever I see fembrained bullshit like this. Unfortunately being around them long enough made me transition myself because it's just simply easier to get other lesbians, gaydens and even straight women. I don't pass whatsoever but at least I am stronger so whatever
>QOTT2: You have certainly never read yaoi, right?
I have but yuri was my goto for fapping

>>40383220
you sound ugly as sin and have no stones to throw from your glass house, hon.
although quite ironically i do have a fedora
>>40383631
this is also my experience. the worst thing most hsts do is be catty about only liking dick, which honestly, them only liking dick isn't a bad thing. the cattiness varies in severity though

>>40384130
Understandable, I imagine it’s pretty shit to be visibly trans right now. Healthy to take breaks anyway, if you’re really lucky maybe it’s just autism or something like medical student syndrome and it will fuck off. I knew I had to transition when my life was going great otherwise but it stuck around, interfering work/academic performance, personal relationships, etc. Got to the point where even looking 1% more male became worth the nerf to my societal acceptance, conventional beauty, etc.
>>40384467
Any desire to pass, or more of a roided butch just in it for the love of the game?

>>40384768
Well it's complicated. When I want to hookup with gaydens and straight women I put a lot of effort into passing because it just makes me more attractive in their eyes. When dealing with femmes however I make myself more womanly in behavior and appearance because at the end of the day they are into females. I mean I still call myself a lesbian even if I am a man so I am quite flexible. Outside of those situations I look sort of like (vid) but with some very weak facial hair. I do wish that would change so I am looking into applying minoxidil to my face but I am conflicted because I love traditional lesbians and I fear the rugged look one gets after shaving might turn them off. Transition has increased my chances a lot I have to say even with them and they do love sucking the tdick very much. Honestly where I am right now seems to be the ideal for the maximum amount of pussy. it's annoying that I have to be a tryhard sometimes but that's just life

>>40382339
there is of course the chance he is lying to me but he has always said he sees me as a man. i'm fairly androgynous as is, i'm very hairy, and i've fucked him in the ass many times. if he dumps me after i start physically changing more i'm going to start dating women.
>>40382371
i've heard T gives you more energy which is what i'm waiting for. i also heard if you don't work out on T you start getting really fat which is not what i want.

>>40384970
nta but as a bi cis m top with a bottom ftm bf I have to say that I still do see him as a man. It's very hard not to when dating a trans man, you act completely differently to females in and out of bed
>i also heard if you don't work out on T
that was his experience, you absolutely must start hitting the gym if you want to remain at a healthy weight and really it's a waste not to use the T to the max

>>40384970
maybe its that i was already fat but i typically maintained weight on t, with the exception of march when i lost 20lbs

>>40384970
>if you don't work out on T you start getting really fat
I wish that was true. I'm still borderline underweight (whether I work out or not). I want a dadbod and big arms but I'm forced to be a twink because of fast metabolism.

>>40372226 (OP)
is it bad that when i see ftms dating cis men i imagine they're in the sunken place from get out

>>40385048
EAT CHEESEBURGER AND WORK OUT if you really want a dadbod.

>>40385090
>is homophobia bad
Yes it is!

>>40385090
I don't know what this means

>>40385048
>>40385047
>>40385015
the kiwi farms propaganda is getting to me... the way they talk about it you become fat and sickly when you are on T.
i'm still gonna work out to better my odds of getting good top surgery results (i have big tits) and fat redistribution. i'm also overall weak which is dysphoria inducing :,)

>>40384462
Bait? I was just being shitty, but honest.
>>40384713
>you sound ugly as sin and have no stones to throw from your glass house, hon.
My description sounds attractive (which I am), but fair for you to feel I'm ugly from me being too mean. But honestly stop being a fatass, seriously workout, shave that ugly facial hair, get a haircut, and you could actually look decent, I hope you aren't a midget though.
>although quite ironically i do have a fedora
That's fucking hilarious, respect for owning that broski
>>40385259
Stop being a faggot, sleep well, eat well, exercise enough, and you'll be right as rain.

>>40385259
>i have big tits
do you realize how desirable this makes you? why would anyone remove this wonderful gift that ensures you succeed in life? it doesn't make you less of a man

>>40385111
oh come on

>>40385111
>sticking penis in vagina is gay in the year 2025

>>40385384
>get out of our thread you have the rest of the board you insufferable wench

>>40372226 (OP)
> 1
I she/him butchcoped
> 2
Yaoi is shit I jerk off to dykes

>>40385422
If you think gay men being in a relationship is inherently problematic to one of the partners, then yes you are being homophobic because you're invalidating that person's sexuality. The only alternative is to invalidate his masculinity and then you're just being transphobic.
>>40385438
If it's a guy's manhole then yes it is gay.

>>40374835
> medical transition at 15
Americuck

>>40385259
Kiwi farms (and similar forums) retards don't know shit about fuck but speak like they have a medical degree, what's new. They think you'll end up bald, deformed, with pussy so atrophied that it's falling out and 3 heart attacks after 1 year. I wish testosterone was as potent as they imagine.

>>40375953
Your voice deepens when on T because the vocal chords thicken, it doesn't have anything to do with skin/external organs so it doesn't matter where you take the gel. If you put it on your clit you will have more bottom growth though

>>40385607
that's exactly what happens though, you most likely just don't have the cellular receptors for it to make you experience significant changes like that

>>40376669
They are flatter than mine and I can pass without binding. Your brain is controlled by billions of tiny worms

>You can't use anatomically correct terms on the FTM Reddit because it can trigger dysphoria
I'm not even trying to say something like "cunt" or "pussy", I'm using the actual word for the body part. JFC doods.

>>40385687
>neutral term
>dick

>>40385687
>women are sensitive
what else is new? if you want to talk amongst men then this general is pretty much the only thing we've got

>>40385642
>Oh nooo mu cellular receptors are so broken that I've been experiencing gradual and steady masculinisation overtime with no side-effects. Tragic.

The only thing that actually bothers me is that it takes years to be fully masculine instead of boyish.

>>40385729
If you had the genetics you would be fully masculine in about a year or two tops. You're just average and that's why it takes forever but it still works

>>40385642
i feel like we would see a lot more ftms dropping dead if it really effected the heart that badly.

>>40385748
I mean how many families are willing to admit their precious child is gone because they let him start juicing early?

>>40385792
based off of the available information we have death rates amongst trans men are only a bit higher than that of cis women and are closer to cis men. not even factoring in cause of death which could be anything.
i'm not gonna blame the hormones if there is no evidence it was the hormones.

>>40385478
>doesn't know how to greentext

>>40385259
most kiwis either had a horrible experience with one trans person, saw a bunch of theyfabs or reddithons and assume that's all trans people, are fundie tards, or simply don't care and are just shitposting. i wouldn't take any of their words to heart about trans people especially if it was general. if it wasn't for keffals, most wouldn't even be transphobic.
>>40385384
ah alright. i'm not losing weight and i'm not working out, but thankfully i can shave (i need to do it more often) and get a haircut. i'm also 5'8 which helps a lot with passing. thanks for the genuine advice, though.

>>40385999
>ah alright. i'm not losing weight and i'm not working out, but thankfully i can shave (i need to do it more often) and get a haircut. i'm also 5'8 which helps a lot with passing. thanks for the genuine advice, though
Yeah no I was being a shithead cause you gotta have thick skin if you wanna make it, genuinely no hate and wish you the best.
So why not losing the weight and exercising, you handicapped or something? You're Charlie height at least, could be worse, most pooners seem to be curses with small height and big tits kek. Meanwhile I'm a 5'5 tranny who hates not being at least 6'2, so I can empathize with ftms on that one lol

Would you love a disabled girl, ftmg?

What plants are you guys working on this summer?

>>40386153
I kinda have a fetish for it so yeah

>>40386112
it's sort of deep gloves lore and i don't bring it up much, but it's mostly because it makes me horny. i'm also not really into muscles and experience little attraction to anyone, really, so it's not like i can live vicariously

>>40386153
would I? I already did. or at least I had a brief situationship with a girl from physical therapy to share comfort with in 2017. For those of you who never endured a spinal injury, sometimes jilling off is the only relief to chronic pain without wrecking your liver and brain with pills.

>>40386411
Your fat makes you horny? Or working out does? Either way being in shape makes you feel good, recommend.

>>40386153
Yeah why not. I can carry her in my arms, she doesn't need to walk (if that's her disability).

>>40386452
being fat makes me horny and i find muscles unattractive, basically

is it a bad idea to find a sex worker if i'm extremely insecure about being a virgin? i dont think im anywhere close to being in a relationship either. it feels like all other queer people have already had these life experiences and i'm like the only one stuck as a khhv pooncel

>>40386613
It's silly to be insecure about being a virgin but if you want sex then go for it. Just make sure to get a decent escort that gets tested regularly and doesn't fuck without a condom. Sex workers deal with cis men who are virgins or want to get more experience all the time.

>>40375907
>>40375937
brutal as a 100 pound MTF who wants my tits chopped I know ur pain

>>40386715
>100 pound MTF
wtf, how tall are you

>>40386792
5'2"

>>40386613
i was a khhv pooncel until this year and talking amongst other queers it was actually better i waited because shit got outta hand way worse for them early on compared to me being older and being more picky and wary by default
on the topic of sex workers its really not gonna be worth it, the first 5 or so times having sexs always gonna be mid and prostitutes dont really fuck all that good in my experience of just stumbling into them by chance

>>40386167
I think I need to get into gardening. I have very good memories of working in the garden with both my parents as a child but haven't since then

>>40385882
i didn't mean to greentext oops lol. ur gay for caring tho

>>40386613
>paying for sex
Thankfully we're not cis men and we don't have to do this

>>40387011
It's okay I fuck up my typing frequently. I'm super gay for that pooner pussy.

>>40386613
>is it a bad idea to find a sex worker if i'm extremely insecure about being a virgin?

Yes, sex work is a terrible terrible fucking meme. its a non-solution to whats kept you a khhv loser your entire life. Sorry to hit you with the cold water here but virginity isn't -that- big of a deal but it is a spiritual thing more than it is physical, otherwise you wouldn't feel so left out on it. When your friends talk about sex, what are you going to tell them? ''oh I uhhh, paid someone $300 to fuck me haha'', or will you lie and dig a hole making up a bf/gf / fwb scenario that nobody knows and nobody will come to believe exists. If you're going to lie about it whats even the point of paying for it? I've had cis male friends drop that bomb on me several times, its depressing how normalized that mindset is. You would get more respect finding a guy / girl at the bar to pity fuck you one night, at least you earned it being going outside and actually being social.

People who pay to ''lose'' their virginity are still mentally virgins who will never fix whats wrong with them to get real ass. They will never be able to reciprocate an actual intimate moment. All they know how to do is punch in and punch out, its a hollow transactional experience you will learn nothing from anon. No moid that paid for sex has ever known what to do with his hands to pleasure a woman in a real scenario. Keep working on yourself anon, the pussy will come sooner.

>>40387142
I get what you mean but the only thing holding me back is realistically the autism and brainworms and its not really something I can "work on" exactly. Though I will just have to get over it eventually, I see tons of way uglier people having sex and meaningful relationships and its because they put themselves out there. I've already started doing it but no luck so far
>>40386817
ngl its crazy how you went from pooncel to what you are now in just a year but i guess this means i have hope

>>40372226 (OP)
i love that my clit throbs from T

>>40386613
Why can't you just go on Grindr and get it for free?

>>40386613
Is it the board or irl experiences making you feel this way? If it’s the latter, how old are you?

>>40387611
>grindr
Over for straightens kms

is T that expired 2 months ago ineffective now? i'm worried i'll refeminize

>>40387652
Nta but you don't know any women at all who would fuck? Why do straightdens act like women are 10% of the population when they're in almost every common hobby?

>>40386613
>>40387905
now offering femrepper hole to any virgin straightdens in need

i lost my virginity to an ugly theymab i met on bumble because i was that desperate for sex. don't settle, wait until you find the one... or at least someone not ugly and lame.

>>40388490
If it makes you feel any better most people’s first time sucks ass for any number of reasons

>>40385579
im English and i diy'ed due to awful nhs wait times

>>40372226 (OP)
before the uk govt blocks 4chan forever due to upcoming anti porn laws does anyone wanna admit they got a crush on me

>>40385687
yes very normal haha...

>>40377581
nooo

>QOTT 1
No, sexuality labels make me neurotic due to personal reasons and I'm a turbo virgin so I stay unlabeled

>QOTT 2
I tried to when I was younger because a lot of my friends did, I thought I was homophobic for not liking it

Is it autistic to consider myself castrated because I had an oophorectomy?

I once had sex with a guy that was too fat to fuck me and he texted me embarrassed about it weeks afterward

>>40389940
no, it's just accurate.
>Castration may also refer medically tooophorectomyin female humans and animals.

>>40389940
not really, both are equally hot

>>40390291
how did you end up with a guy so fat? what was his weight?

>>40384467
which poonah is this

>>40390491
That is a cis woman!

>>40390401
I have no idea what his weight was but after looking at pictures of different people he was likely over 500 lbs
>how did you end up with a guy so far?
I liked the idea of ugly bastards. I should have picked a thinner one.

>>40388490
you coulda had chad if you just acted a little girly.

>>40390628
Chad ain't gonna fuck you unless you meet a list of certain requirements regarding appearance and lifestyle

>>40390514
You sure? Could be a poonah

>>40387872
It's probably fine
Why did you let it expire?

>>40390689
no iirc that's actually an unironic schizo terf new age chick

>>40387642
idk if irl but i feel like im missing out on things in life, i'm 26

>>40390975
i get 4 vials a month but use each more than once and just wasnt paying attention to the dates. i just dont want to start losing progress bc im retarded

>>40391511
It doesn't matter.
For reference, every person on DIY gets much larger vials than you get, and they use one vial for 6-12 months. If it is unopened, it has a long shelf life. You're fine.

>>40391779
*If it is unopened, as in, you haven't drawn from it, then it has a much longer shelf life. Probably at least 2 years, iirc.
Clarifying since you're probably early T.

>>40391064
is she schizo or ragebaiting for money?

>>40392541
genuinely believes it from what i can tell, but is also a scam artist so ymmv

>>40392541
Still could be a poonah
Respect zim pronouns

Why are you little guys so desperate to be bred? Why do you want cocks in your pussy so badly?

>>40393300
why do you keep bringing this up its so goddamn annoying
you make me reconsider my breeding kink cause every time you post about shit like this i feel my pussy freeze dry like it's about to be astronaut ice cream

>>40393300
>Why do you want cocks in your pussy so badly?

>why do you enjoy a sensation that has been specifically evolutionarily engineered to be incredibly pleasurable?

So, all of you are "gay" """men""" who used to be women and also have a feminisation and breeding fetish?

>>40393300
because my womb wants a baby in it >.<

>>40393362
i want to knock a girl up

>>40393362
those are very common things for gay men

Come on, you don't think it's a little weird that all of you are "gay" bottoms with a breeding fetish? Why are most cis men straight but most of you are "gay"

>>40393424
this is the gay person board

>>40393362
Why don't these posters go and make some porn out of these concepts? Every day they waste time posting these ideas here instead of making a meet and fuck game. And yes, I would play it.

>>40393424
i just accept the bottom label because it's much more convenient. than alternatives. i don't have anything to "top" with and strap-ons make me dysphoric as well as them just generally not being interesting to me. obviously, yes, i could (and have) still dominate(d) people in a psychological roleplay kind of way but i simply am not faced with that opportunity much.
i'm just one person but i'm sure this isn't a very unique experience.
even moreso for gay relationships whereas at least in a ftm x cisf relationship the ftm typically naturally assumes the masculine/top role, i'd imagine the same cannot be said nearly as often about ftm x cism relationships.

>>40393350
Expecting someone to actually be dysphoric is too much for the modern tranner to comprehend

>>40393424
Unironically a lot of the time it's for expediency's sake. They're actually close to a Kinsey 3 but it's much easier to get casual sex with men than women, esp. as a scrawny manlet with no cock. Going on about being a gay bottom is cope

>>40377506
it seems I am at my income level. I never had a real reason to see the doctors before so I'm learning the process with this.

>>40377800
noted, thank you. I looked into LGBT providers in my area and was recommended planned parenthood by several different centers. Called them and they do accept cis men in their facilities for hormone therapy and made an appointment for next month. I thought they only treated women lol.

>>40377890
>No that sucks, my husband experienced that for a while (even had nipple swelling)

Yep! my chest is quite puffy. also total loss of body hair which happened first when I was 14yo. My legs used to be super hairy then it all fell out. So this went on undiagnosed for 10 years and as the result of that my puberty was all messed up. The doctor mentioned due to my hormonal imbalance my growth plates probably never closed right so thats why I grew an extra foot after middle school :p

>>40395595
planned parenthood provides a lot of different services which people have no idea about. very useful org, glad you were able to secure something with them

>>40372226 (OP)
>gaydens into yaoi
>transbians into yuri
makes you wonder makes you ponder

>>40396310
If anyone knows any gayden yaoi post it here please

>>40396351
hello baby obama

>>40396351
There is no gayden yaoi, most people draw poonboys getting impregnated by cis men

>>40396501
I can think of maybe two, but I think one was called Villain (manga). Although if anyone has any poon hentai or doujin I'll take that, too.

Is is true that starting HRT alleviates depersonalisation within weeks?

>>40396619
>within weeks
For a lot of people. For some it takes months. And it's mostly gradual, like you're slowly sliding into place where you're supposed to be.

>>40396810
Finally starting to like my appearance after years is insane, I think i'm at the happiest point in my life so far

>>40396849
I'm happy for you anon. I feel similarly, the days where I look in the mirror and see myself are gradually outnumbering the dysphoric ones.