i will never be out of the closet. i have been transitioning for 2 1/2 years and have lived as a woman for 0 days. Every time i get close to coming out something happens and i dint feel safe anymore. i want to be a professor and im entering grad school just like i cant stand up in front of a bunch of hungover college kids talking to them about politics while being a man in a dress. The woman i was supposed to be is in all practicality, dead. nobody malefails me i occasionally get clocked and i always tell them im a guy because i dont need the weird looks. its over. i give up.

>>40374125 (OP)
That's really sad ngl.
Maybe you should keep a glimmer of hope because you don't knows how things will get in the future, but I'm noone to tell you this.

Bro, there are things in life you just need to accept—like that I’m not 6 feet tall, I can’t shoot lasers out of my eyes, and you can’t be a woman. Just be a man.

>>40374125 (OP)
At least you are still young and can end up regretting gbthis stupid mr reality of yours when you get out I rn the real world as yourself.
Gl nona
You can make it

Just give up on it, ynbaw

>>40374125 (OP)
same,,,,,,, right down to not openly trooning not to compromise a (future) career in academia

>>40374125 (OP)
2.5 years hrt is kinda like nothing doe
Just keep taking your hrt and boymode. In a few years youll be in a better spot to pass probably
>>40375042
You can be 6 feet tall if you want retard
Ill make u shoot lasers out of your ass

>>40375088
can i add u on discord or smth mine is falloutboymoder