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QOTT: Got anything to moan about? What is it? What happened anon?

meow

>>40377841 (OP)
Life feels pointless lately. Work, come home, make dinner, watch a show or movie, repeat.

Is this all life is? There has to be more.

>>40377910
there's no more

viva los tacos

>>40377942
What'd you do with your hair Paige?

if mono didn’t win, would mtfg still be alive

paige actually kinda looks like laguna

>>40377993
>>40377957
>>40377951
>>40377942
>>40377924
Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

Brown wet poop keeps spraying out of Kat's ass all over the chair
"My ass-pussy is so wet for you Mono" Kat moans

Mono moans and starts rubbing "her" cock and balls in Kat's poop.

Mono starts jerking off furiously with "her" beloved pussy juices
(Kat's moist shit)

"We are... LESBIAN WOMEN..."
They moan. Mono cums. Kat poops.

Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

Kat's cock and balls bounce.
Poop particles from Kat's pussy (his asshole) fly into the room.
Mono pulls her throbbing troon cock out of Kat's stinking male anus.

A moist sound. The poop particles fly out of Kat's "pussy" into the room.

Katja Lang (Kat) is pushing a fat turd out of her "pussy" (his male asshole)...
Tess Tukkers (Mono) is moaning and rubbing "her" dick in Kat's poop....

Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)
Brown wet poop keeps spraying out of Kat's ass all over the chair
"My ass-pussy is so wet for you TESS" Katja Lang moans

very very pretty poop color
kats anus is pretty hard to see. did you notice the shit coming out of her ass?
on monos cock

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP
kats shitfilled "pussy" (his asshole) is "squirting" (shitting) all over monos BBC

>>40377841 (OP)
What a fitting question
>QOTT
Yes, can't reconcile the fact I am so empathetic and yet can be so deeply unfeeling.
So for years I've chalked it up to being split in two in some way, the me that cares, and the one who enjoys being shitty and hurting ppl

>>40378061
>kats shitfilled "pussy" (his asshole) is "squirting" (shitting) all over monos BBC
kek ok then

I was going to post but uh.. yeah i dunno

>plz elaborate because that's just crazy
The way her eyes are looking at the camera, and how are moves her hair to expose her ear and show off her pierced ear. L makes me incredibly horny, i would keep her in bed all day fugging and kissing her.

>>40378183
>>40378120
>>40378111
Nobody cares ugly Timmys

This is Katja Lang (also known as Kat) a loyal and passionate trip from the MTFG thread.
She's in a loving transbian relationship with another male called Mono aka Tess Tukkers

Mono cheated on Kat for a year with another transwoman on Discord
Kat is now coping by posting her pussy (his asshole) shitting on camera and fucking dildos

Say something nice about them

>>40378120
I'm just electing to hide and not engage. Don't trust jannies to even bother taking down obvious spam

>>40378222
Carol used to be my #1 but she got RIZZED which means she's a top now lol. cba tbf ngl iykwim iykyk ffs

>>40378029
>>40378044
>>40378061
>>40378222
so why do homosexuals LIKE poop?

I come back for the first time in awhile and people are talking about Kat shitting. No wonder why I don't really come here anymore.

>>40378420
It's 1 mental case that should take his meds

>>40378420
Never come back, hon. This gen is for the people who have nothing left

>>40378427
>>40378420
>>40378381
>>40378357
Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

Brown wet poop keeps spraying out of Kat's ass all over the chair
"My ass-pussy is so wet for you Mono" Kat moans

Mono moans and starts rubbing "her" cock and balls in Kat's poop.

Mono starts jerking off furiously with "her" beloved pussy juices
(Kat's moist shit)

"We are... LESBIAN WOMEN..."
They moan. Mono cums. Kat poops.

Kat's pussy (his asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

Kat's cock and balls bounce.
Poop particles from Kat's pussy (his asshole) fly into the room.
Mono pulls her throbbing troon cock out of Kat's stinking male anus.

A moist sound. The poop particles fly out of Kat's "pussy" into the room.

>>40378427
>>40378427
It is pretty disgusting.

absolute state of them

>>40378468
They choose a different poster to fixate on, and then invent a bunch of lies about them. They do this to mtfg regs but also regs from other gens. Just ignore them. They'll be back in the loony bin before long.

>>40378488
Gotcha. So other than them, how's everyone been? I made it out of Utah and made my way to the land of the transbians (Seattle)

>>40378448
based

>>40378512
i live near seattle but im not a transbian

>>40378528
It was a bit of a joke. What area tho Nona?

>>40378528
i live in seattle and ama transbean

>>40378545
like kc to pierce area

>>40378560
Don't know where that is. Been here just over a month.

need a grilled chees

>>40377942
>grammar
que vivan los tacos

IT'S PRING!

love Pringle

>>40378576
Hey hey. Who are you?
>>40378584
Paige?

we need chasers to freeze their sperm

>>40378488
I'm on the edge of going for the nuclear option cus holy fuck

>>40378590
I'm insulted

>>40378593
freeze it? nah, garden shears the whole crotch, cauterize. leave

>>40378608
So then who are you?

>>40378590
I'm anon hi

>>40378614
no i wanna do a creampie bukkake

>>40378620
hayato

>>40378638
Hi anon.
>>40378664
Oh hey hayato. Did you troon out?

>>40378664
ew I'm not hayato

>>40378676
did you see any cool films recently?

>>40378691
I saw Superman. I really liked it. Tomorrow going to see The Wild Robot.

BIG boy action.
https://youtu.be/uDn1JX2Oz90

>>40378710
the wild robot was really good. I've been trying to find good animated movies to watch at the cinema lately

Idk I was just able to turn back into a normal person by beating the tranny thoughts.

>>40378742
Yeah I heard it was great. They're showing it as part of Cinemark's Summer program or something. Ticket was only a dollar.

>>40378786
completely unrelated to what we’re talking about but important to mention. wanna see my cock btw?

>>40378872
No thank you. Currently looking for a boyfriend.

>>40378889
isn't meat gazing the 1st step of bf search?

>>40378950
Not unless you're on Grindr or something.

Hey kids what's for dinner

back to it I guess
I only got 12k steps in the other day
lets see how many days I can go before getting weak...

>>40377841 (OP)
Do trannies prefer cut or uncut men?

>>40379069
Does taking hrt cuts the distance you walked before hrt?

>>40379102
I doubt it...
getting old probably does, and poor health?

>>40379116
How old are you

>>40379067
gock and gum
gick and gemen

>>40379126
by thread reckoning, gotta be in my late 50s

>>40377841 (OP)
Want be dead no more hope no more love no more future just can’t do it anymore. This society wants me gone, I’m moral, smart, kind and get treated like a serial killer can’t keep doing this anymore just can’t

>>40379116
Doesn’t hrt give you bad health?

>>40379147
What makes you moral

>>40379168
no? no real reason why it should
you can be perfectly healthy and get your dexa scans to make sure and everything

anyways, I'm off, talk to you all later!
... if I get back and don't instantly collapse ...

>>40379218
Good luck

>>40378889
that's not me btw

Pre-everything trans lesbian (or bi, idk) here, am I fucked if I don't want to date trans women

It feels like every lesbian relationship is T4T and I don't know if I'm romantically interested in men at all

I'm probably gonna transition regardless but I want to know how fucked I am and not set myself up with unrealistic expectations (or go making an ass out of myself at lesbian bars)

>>40379306
How old
How tall
How heavy
How femme

>>40379217
I’m pacifist, vegetarian, kill nothing, give money to people poorer, don’t work for an evil system and am loyal and honorable to friends.

>>40379361
Your existence contributes to more suffering than you can imagine, you're not even vegan, and where does your money come from?

>>40379347
Me or them

>>40379460
You

Can a throuple with one trans woman and two cis women ever exist?

>>40379389
Yours does more though. I beat most saints. I’m so sad I can’t do more, might give up.

https://voca.ro/14WIAZ9aZGzF

I sound like a so retarded. sharing my voice is embarrassing.

>>40379520
Maybe two terf lesbians would keep a tranny as a pet to abuse

>>40379529
To be so self-righteous is to sin

>>40379533
that's hot. i wish terfplay was real

https://youtu.be/TYNBIpezQ4g
why are transwomen like this

>>40379532
voice training could fix you. a working microphone would help too

>>40379563
self explanatory

>>40379557
That’s jackass cope desu. You’re confusing a moral support structure for the inexperienced with morality itself. To lie to oneself is to sin.

>>40379603
Pride is a sin anon, one of the main ones

>>40379588
could it? it's just kind of hard to tell what I need to improve on.

>>40379636
The voice

>>40379636
talk softer and with a higher pitch. draw out most things you say instead of ending every word so abruptly. get your voice further into the back of your throat. keep practicing that and you'll be fine

>>40379615
Happiness in doing good makes you better than someone happy or sad in doing evil. Not everyone agrees to you moral protectionism.

>>40379639
hahahahahahhahahahahahaha oh my god i am laughing soooo hard this is sooo funny anon someone give her an award or something

>>40379639
wow really?? i haven't thought of that before! s/

>>40379654
Devil arguments

Think now that I'm in Seattle I'm gonna go to Seattle Voice Labs.

>>40379658
>>40379659
;3c heehee
your voice isn't actually that bad it just has that generic american tranny thing in it that needs squashing

>>40379689
You have to think for yourself or you don’t even really qualify as a moral agent

>>40379706
Satanist talking point

>>40379736
true. god says never think for yourself its a sin. thats why most christians are retards

>>40377910
Produce. The world is made up of the fruits of human labor, they obviously did it for a reason.

>>40379750
Jesus is actually rich in irony and simple kindness is what I read. I won’t pretend I’ve never been called a satanist before but yknow so was Jesus. They killed him actually. The religious ones did.

>>40379750
You admit your evil nature

Why are trannies so fucking hideous? Why are you so ugly?

>>40379147
>>40379361
You act as if you deserve something for being righteous. That’s not how the world works. The world doesn’t revolve around your actions. It’s indifferent and cold. Innocent children die every single day. Your righteous deeds do not make you an exception to the indifference of the world. Suck it the fuck up.

>>40379825
Skill issue

>>40379826
You aren't an anime girl, your an ugly man with long hair
Never forget that

>>40379262
and this, is what are trips are for
>>40379780
I'm an EVIL nigga, I do nefarious deeds
>>40379825
Why are you? What's your excuse?

>>40379841
And you’re a failed male loser who spends his free time harassing trans women? You’re a short beta male so you might as well take estrogen at this point and join us

>>40379869
Good chance they're a self hating troon

>>40379869
Been watching too much sissy hypno haven't we sweetie? Hate to break it to you but the real world isn't like your sissy goon sessions. Take a break from the porn.

>>40379920
Not a very good comeback you should say something about skeletons and not having a womb

>>40379865
You're projecting
Unlike you, I'm good looking

>>40379488
I'm pre-everything but
>25
>5'7, 170cm
>170 and dropping
>idk, too early to tell, the feeling changes based on the day, pretty fem if I could pull it off but probably more plain than anything

>>40379931
I wasn't trying to comeback, is just seemed obvious from the sort of language he's using that his brain has been rotted by sissy porn.

>>40379826
I don’t act that way. I’m just tired and I don’t know if I can keep going. I refuse to become the monsters I fight so I might just give up. People are horrible. I will never be like them but I might also stop being anything unless something changes.

>>40379951
Old and tall and fat yngmi

>>40379920
>doesn’t deny anything I said
>randomly brings up porn
I know your lot. You’re a porn addicted incel loser who spends his free time harassing trans women on 4chan. Actual alpha males wouldn’t be wasting their time here. So, what that tells me is you’re a short pussywhipped emasculated male. You should take estrogen honestly

I bought three labubus

>>40380000
Your obvious sissy/feminisation fetish is leaking through your pathetic attempts at a comeback. You are a man, just like me, no matter what your sissy feminisation porn tells you, you will always be a man, you can't change that.

>>40380046
It must be shit being you I'm sorry anon

>>40379899
awfully kind take imo
>>40380009
three whole labubus? crazy

>>40380046
>keeps randomly bringing up sissy feminisation fetish porn
>still doesn’t deny what I said
Weirddddd. I guess I know what you’re into at least. To be honest, you’re very fembrained because of this attention seeking you’re doing. But, the rides over. Here’s your last (You), you embarrassing attention whore
>>40379955
So… Basically, you’re going to stop being righteous because the world treats you like shit? Now, you’re going to be apathetic instead because being mean is too far? It still sounds like you’re only being nice because you think you’re owed something if you are nice. Well, whatever mental gymnastics keeps you sane
>>40380108
Yupppppp

>>40380115
No I’m going to stop existing maybe. I’m sick of pain and lies around me. If there’s a heaven I’ve earned it. If not nothing to worry about.

>>40380115
high roller over here

>>40380127
Oh, you’re going to kill yourself? Well, you enjoy doing that. I’m going to sip on my nesquilk and find the meaning of life
>>40380162
We fly high, no lie, you know this
BALLINNNNNN
Watchu been up to btw

>>40379963
Ah fuck

How is 5'7 tall though, especially if I shrink on E

>>40380179
The meaning of life is kindness, beauty and connection. This does not end with death. I’ve never seen a thing that doesn’t exist.

>>40380179
good, just chillin. semi boredly watching YT as the board's been quiet today, and most threads are just a no for me. hbu?

I fucking hate insomnia

>>40380330
Fuck off ai

>>40380198
>I’ve never seen a thing that doesn’t exist.
What are you talking about exactly? Actually, I don’t want to know. Just don’t kill yourself okay?
>>40380263
nesquilk, looking up clothing styles, and thinking about gaming. watchu watching on YT?
(im going to sleep btw. ill respond to your post tomorrow or never)

>>40380382
I’m talking about death. That is not dead which can eternal lie and in strange aeons even death may die. This society has left me for dead but our Mother Earth will simply take me back.

I should sell feet pics. I wear size 7 women's and can squeeze into size 6. It hurts but I can do it.

>>40380162
that's not me btw also 3 of them was like 50 bucks. Way less than a new videogame

barely got 10k steps in, but I was almost passing out a few times
I should probably take it easy

>>40380498
dont push urself too hard

i hope that tomorrow will be a good day.
today was an okay day. i had a disagreement with my gf about whether the term "reality" should be used in epistemology, but then i lost track of time playing uma musume. i felt pretty ugly though and was too self-conscious to wear makeup to the grocery store. i havent been eating much because my fucked up crown makes chewing painful, so im losing weight despite my wishes. there was a bear outside but my dog was very brave and killed it. i heard about a bear taking a guy off the streets and killing him in japan. scary stuff

>>40380534
>my dog was very brave and killed it
mistype sorry. she didnt kill it she scared it away

having a small dick makes me wanna kill myself. I will never be a tranny top.

>>40380516
yeh not eating was probably a lil risky
>>40380534
I mean if you're arguing things like realism vs idealism I don't know what other words you'd want

>>40380382
Nice and kk, was watching a bunch of Pyramid Inu's videos. Currently watching Punchy's video on Guitar Freaks
>>40380419
My mom is a 10, and so am I. So that's funny
>>40380579
T gel?

I burned my hand a lil back and it’s still not fully healed. Fuck my stupid tranny life

>>40380585
>I mean if you're arguing things like realism vs idealism
Using the word "reality" implies knowledge of a structure that exists outside of but is congruent with phenomenon which is just begging the question on a lot of the harder problems in epistemology, especially terminological ones. For example, hydrogen has multiple isotopes. can we really say that we are in a "reality" with hydrogen if what the object is changes respective to our contexts? It's just that even within epistemological realism reality is something that is inherently independent of phenomena and therefore impossible to comprehend. if something cannot be comprehended in any capacity then it's a bad term imo.

>>40380634
forgot to add. i just prefer using the term "existence" in the context of realism because rather than categorizing things along the lines of real and not real we use the lines of if there is a phenomenon related to the object or there is not one. saying something like "does electricity exist" is much easier to deal with than "is electricity real"

>>40380634
no you can't, because you are still confusing the model with reality, which is the issue with scientific realism
saying you can't trust there is a reality at all just loops you back 400 years to evil demons/geniuses

>>40380683
>you are still confusing the model with reality, which is the issue with scientific realism
its not just a problem with scientific realism it's also a problem with idealism in general.
there isnt a reality, functionally speaking. we can't observe it or interact with it. we can only interact with our own consciousnesses which we believe reflect a greater outer truth. when we inform our concepts of particular phenomena by identifying it with reality we're pointing at shadows on the cave wall and thinking they have anything to do with the thing intrinsically.

>>40380593
>T gel?
i wasn't very big to start with so i don't know how much it'll help

>>40380698
to say there is no such thing as reality is sort of verging on language going on holiday, there is certainly something which people call reality that fills a role of what people expect from it
>we can only interact with our own consciousnesses
internalism is never a good path anon, it inherently derives from the incorrect assumption that you are separable from all environments and even your own body
we know of no such persons, so it really is theoretical silliness, which you understand from the super flying man argument, based on the floating man
ergo there is no 'you' in a vacuum, you're necessarily contingent on and part of your own environment

>>40380601
can i chew on it? ill be gentle

>>40380764
first of all i dont believe in the self
second of all theres nothing contradictory about it
we can perceive things, but only insofar as a chain of contingent awarenesses in parallel. we can only directly access the terminal point of those awarenesses which is consciousness. saying that there exists a bridge between consciousness and the thing in itself is the ridiculous handwave a concept of a reality implies.
Either
1 you define reality as the things that we can perceive and get countless false positives and negatives and erase the subtlety of epistemology
2 you say that reality is the set of terminal points of the contingent chains of awareness, but these things a priori exist outside of consciousness and cannot be stated. if something cannot be expressed, then it cannot be true by the laws of logic.
therefore both paths are harmful and you should use terms that are more considerate of the context they exist between phenomena and existence, even if you believe in the inherent existence of material things.

>>40380593
I might do that as well.
>>40380601
>>40380601
if you let the bubble remain, it might heal god

>>40380601
oh thats gnarly. get well soon

the inherent existence of my dad's fat cock

>>40380816
well you invoke your own self-perspective 'we can only interact with our own consciousnesses' and then say you don't believe in self, which is a lil contradictory yeh
to try to separate what you call 'consciousness' from the structure of your body and the environment itself is the most hand wavey thing you could do that only leads to the illogical path of skepticism forever and ever
all you can really show is that you can construct such a system of thought, but can't really derive anything meaningful from it
in the end whether or not you truly believe it, you will necessarily have to behave as if you don't

self is an illusion and doesn't exist the way it seems to, like with a spring on its side which appears to be a circle when in reality no circle exists
the self is the circle we think is real because of perspective is fixed in a point where it's all we can see

>>40380725
Just a blind suggestion I think might help
>>40380819
YW ig
Well y'all, I'm weirdly sleepy so sleep I will

>>40380889
>well you invoke your own self-perspective 'we can only interact with our own consciousnesses' and then say you don't believe in self, which is a lil contradictory yeh
being able to experience consciousness doesnt imply the existence of a self the way i would define it. it's like the image on a tv screen. you can pause on any given frame but no frame will encompass the totality of the program. that is to say there isnt a self outside of the active process of consciousness, which means that consciousness is sufficient to explain subjective experience and a self isnt. thoughts and experiences are always in flux so there is no self outside of ephemeral chains in the process.
>to try to separate what you call 'consciousness' from the structure of your body and the environment itself is the most hand wavey thing you could do that only leads to the illogical path of skepticism forever and ever
im not. like i was saying there is a chain of contingent awarenesses. our eyes can process data. so can our fingers. our retinas also distort the light. and even the light reacts to forces outside of us. each stage of reaction is a different stage in the chain of contingency between the actual and the experiential. our stage isnt necessarily the supreme one, you could even say structures of multiple people like families or societies are larger stages of awareness that we cannot personally access due to being an individual.
>all you can really show is that you can construct such a system of thought, but can't really derive anything meaningful from it
depends on what you find meaningful i guess. but that seems just like an ad hominem outside of any truth statement. this stuff interest me, i dont need a better reason.
>in the end whether or not you truly believe it, you will necessarily have to behave as if you don't
why would a consciousness want to or be able to not exist within its own existence? thats meaningless

>>40380977
as an epistemological anarchist, what concerns me most is what you can do with your ideas and how useful they are
being dogmatic about your belief is not something I would dissuade you from doing, but be aware that the only fruit from this might just be your own feeling of intellectual self-satisfaction from agreeing with yourself
there are multiple ways you can structure ideas, and some are more useful than others...
if you're really married to this point of view then... yeh have fun with it?
just not sure it's worth arguing with a significant other over

>>40381062
>as an epistemological anarchist,
huh?
>what concerns me most is what you can do with your ideas and how useful they are
well my beliefs make me a soft taoist. not believing in rigid beings and seeing existences as flowing experiences also helps me with dysphoria a fair bit.
it also makes me more aware of media and my interactions with others and their ability to fundamentally change how i am, helps a bit with organizing my life
i dont know why you want these beliefs to be useless to me. i also find it more beautiful for life to be a pool of crashing waves between experience and substance than a pile of objects waiting to be observed.
>just not sure it's worth arguing with a significant other over
it wasnt an unpleasant argument it was fruitful. shes much more intelligent than i am and helps me see things that i cant otherwise

>>40381111
basically commitments to one perspective will always prevent you from developing a better understanding...
we probably agree on a lot, but you seem very rigid in your thinking, mainly what seems to be a lot of older entrenched influences, internalism, cognitivism, and your skepticism and so on
to not even see the value in 'reality' as a concept is a bit extreme and dogmatic

>>40381197
>commitments to one perspective will always prevent you from developing a better understanding...
i think like the exact opposite. to really have a good understanding of something you need immersion in it for a long time. often the fruits of a way of thinking are very deep into the complexity of the process, a good example is something like calculus.
>you seem very rigid in your thinking, mainly what seems to be a lot of older entrenched influences, internalism, cognitivism, and your skepticism and so on
what's wrong with believing the things you think are correct?
>extreme and dogmatic
not sure how that's dogmatic. its just preferring to avoid a term

he wheezes at night in his sleep just like my actual dad

>>40382319
actual nightmare fuel

mi amore me tacos

sorry for being weird marina, pls add me on discord again

trans women can't have periods but when i cycle prog i 100% get pms feelings and it sucks

i'm trans preggers rn ugh ugh ugh i just want ice cream

>>40378476
total culinary colonization

so I'm commuting to work and this psycho tailgates me by less than 2 feet. the passing lane comes and I get over to the right immediately but this moron wanted to pass me on the right and gets angrier, honks at me, and like pulls along side me as if I did something wrong rhen goes on to tailgate the car 30 feet ahead.

>>40377841 (OP)
How do I make law enforcement understand that I inject estradiol and not anything else? I did a fucking drug test afterwards and surprise... it turned out all around negative, but I still seem getting pestered

>>40383056
yeah i feel like the full story isn't being told here. like i bet you drive like a stupid faggot that causes people to roadrage

I'm trying to work my way through grindr. There's such lovely girls on here but they're so hesitant to meet up. I'm not asking for any kinky shit, I'm just bisexual and a romantic who wants to be with more fem-coded persons. Even when I convince them to flirt and pamper them with adulations they don't want anything to come of it. What can I do? What do trans girls want to hear other than how beautiful I find them and how much I want to breed them? Where are the grindr femcels?

loved u more than anyone else ever did but you broke my heart, kat
enjoy prostitution 35yo uggo
ur mom was on tv sucking my cock
how's grandpa l***? still yoinking ur money?
lmfao schizo
anyway cya 35 uggo cheap prostitute

>>40383346
just be straight up honest with them and tell them you want to worship their female girl penis in your mouth

>>40383514
Curious how lagooner saying stuff about k*ts mom justified death threats and doxxing but mono saying k*ts dead mom was on tv sucking his cock is totally fine even and didn't lead to any major backlash.

second time anon thought I was esl rip. im retarded :(

why are there so many assholes on this board

>>40380601
Cool as fuck did you get it seen by a doctor?

>>40380184
Shrink on e? Lmao hon science

>>40383514
>>40383636
mono won

i won

time to see how well feminine my interests are huh

Pedro lost

>>40383636
$$$

>>40384895
Link the video I want to goon my sissy clitty

I like getting free monies and not working. And smoking weed all day long.

Grooby won

>>40385445
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjkrYNBvO8Q

>>40385466
I contacted them and I live in America, but their scenes always suck.
I wanna do bukkakes nto cringe grooby

>>40385493
would

>>40377841 (OP)
begged for enough money to buy myself a pack of cigarettes as a birthday present, now i'm back in my room blasting my dad's music taste ignoring the real people around me

it's not all bad though, i keep telling myself that

>>40385571
poor you. keep crying about it, you fucking pussy. waahhh waahhh i listen to daddys music while i rot in my room waahhhh. you manchildren are pathetic

why is mongo incapable of being normal

>>40385716
dude be nice to her she's disabled

i'm more of a left one but it's a right one kinda day today

>>40385716
this made me laugh, thank you uwu

>>40385724
there were too many polyfags and agp apologists so i had to get myself banned this way

>>40385865
you can just leave

mono wono and it's not even closeo

>>40385865
is it true nick couldn't keep his poopy poophole clean of poop for you?

>>40385892
why are you so mean and cringe for no reason

>>40386283
ur weak gaslighting attempts don't work on me big blud

>>40386289
im being nice kat is much worse to u

fpd aka incapable of being normal

>>40386303
she's at least likeable unlike u

“im pissing on you while kat poops on you. Be nice to me and give me attention while I piss on you, okay?”

>>40386326
ur obsessed with us why

>>40386374
how so?

>>40386448
why so rude

blobby relax man

>>40386574
why did u block me ..

>>40386680
why did u block me ..

What do you think about when you hear woman and lesbian relationship?

Personally I think about Mono and Kat. I believe that the way they express themselves online really doesn't resemble mentally ill moids caught up in drama but instead is feminine to the core. When I think about them making love, Mono pulling out her throbbing, erect penis and shoving it in Kat's asshole... both touching, their male tongues joining in a loving embrace.

When I think about the word woman and lesbian I truly don't know anyone more worthy of that title.

thank you for the reminder

>>40387211
Love the little beard showing at the bottom

mono won

kat lost

pedro really lost

i became the discord user at a server that vents in #general and makes everyone's day worse by sharing my self loathing
tldr I have a very bad relationship with art (and also ze self,,, how profound!) and the artists there don't sympathize with me moaning about being unable to create anything with soul or worth seeing.
always makes me sad thinking about it but I understand their frustration with me,, if I was running a server I'd ban someone acting like me
I did paint a landscape yesterday and today though.. landscapes are pretty. but not human. you know?

>>40387372
sucks to suck. does venting about it like a little baby make you feel better?

>>40387414
a little bit better :( thank you

hah hes at work and im wrapped up in all the warm blankets guess ill do some housework then sperg on my game

i got that femininte itch feeling on my pp today bout to slab some vagisil on it

I have nothing but hatred.

Hans Groober.
yo sombody make that with a computer or whatever.

fr fr tho why does he still pretend to be a tranny when he's just a dumb faggot?

>>40382815
this is mtf thread not ftm get the fuck out

>>40387878
who's that lil bro is lmfao give me his socials i wanna laugh at him

>>40387372
u made picrel? if so. what THE FUCK are you lamenting?
i'm an artist and that's better than i can manage, you're fine

>>40387508
paedo image

>>40380593
>Pyramid Inu
Didn’t know who it was so I searched it up. Kinda reminds me of Demo D but it seems gayer. I just watch sseth

>>40388021
>i'm an artist and that's better than i can manage
don’t beat yourself down, blud. i remember when pooge started drawing and it was complete shit. but, shes actually starting to get better

>>40388106
Art

>>40388165
you’re not Axeye but you’re the next best thing. cool art btw. what art style is it?

>>40388228
My art style. It’s a synthesis of many modern styles, aboriginal, Celtic and Mayan. I invented it.

>>40388260
That’s cool. I was going to comment on how it’s very tribal like but I didn’t want to offend you. I mean I am very offensive but only to people I don’t like

>>40388023
ono

>>40388389
It’s ok I’m white it’s objectively embarrassing but if I’ve been influenced by your culture in my life that’s my culture that’s what culture means

>>40388507
Oh, I don’t care about your race. I’m racist. I just didnt want to offend you as an artist by assuming your art style

>>40388804
U should be less racist it’s not been born out scientifically

>>40388902
That’s like quoting the dilbert guy I go off the late Wilson. Individual variation completely overwhelms group variation according to him.

>>40388928
you should judge people as individuals, people hate us because they judge us based on public figures like lilytino and assume that's the norm.

where's the new journal

>>40388957
Exactly what I mean, the actual state of the science is not pro group racism.

>>40388091
Just stumbled onto them cus recommended one day, first vid I saw was either the Stop!! Hibari-kun or Turn A Gundam ones
>>40388106
Oh no, just being honest
>>40388165
>>40388260
Cool stuff, kudos! I haven't done traditional since my early teens on a notebook
Still breaks my heart I lost all of that in a move, would've digitized or at least had photos.
Still remember the one I did when Smash Flash 2 had just added Black Mage
>>40388902
Stefan? More like stepon deez nuts

>>40388999
>stepon deez nuts
that is not NAP

>>40389044
This is not IGAF

Dont you want me like I want you baby?
Dont you need me like I need you now?

>>40388874
Sorry, but I just don’t like brown people. I live in a diverse area and I noticed every problematic person is brown. It’s never white or asian, which make up half the population here. If you want me to be less racist, you have to tell brown people to stop being problematic!

>>40388999
i see. what’s your favorite anime btw

>>40377841 (OP)
estrogen has done nothing for me and surgeries feel outta reach + dating a chaser i found out

>>40389186
how'd you find out he was a chaser?

>>40389147
A lot of brown people are very educated. You sound like you live in a ghetto anon. There are historical problems and one of them is they tend to dump people in historic ghettos when they fail. White people in their nobility leave their homeless to drink themselves to death.

>>40389199
went through his phone found his twitter and just following ts porn and trans women on there :/ + compared me to other trans women on twitter which kinda bothers me ngl

I need my ribcage to be crushed with a hydraulic press.

>>40389257
same

>>40389155
IDK honestly... But I feel like it's either FLCL or Armitage III
>>40389227
damn, what a dickhead

i helped his ex wife bring the shopping up the stairs theyre all old thats what you do with your elders
she paid for it today by using her roommates money
he would say fuck the crazy bitch (the only name he uses for his ex wife) its not my money she can carry that shit up herself

>>40389213
I don’t care. All you did was agree with what I said and told me reasons why brown people are problematic. That doesn’t make brown people less problematic

Fantasizing about my ideal life in ten years.
>I'm long on HRT
>Have had FFS and laser
>Have boobs
>Voicetrained
>I have a partner I love and we have our own place in a progressive area
>We maybe own a rabbit or cat
>We like our jobs and live within our means
Oh, if only the line from point A to B weren't so long and hard. But it's going to be worth it.

>>40389323
I grew up worse.

>>40389296
>FLCL or Armitage III
I heard those are good. But, I’ll probably never watch it because I’m too busy daydreaming
>>40389307
Cool story bro, tell it again

>>40389412
wanna know a fun fact his ex wifes name and mine differ by 2 letters michelle rachelle

>>40389532
>>40389545
Weeeee
Lovely lil guys

>>40389465
Cool story bro, tell it again
>>40389325
I hope your ideal life comes true and it doesn’t end up in flames where end up spamming e-drama here all day because there’s nothing else in your life going on!

Is this the real fdp or the fake fdp?

im a real fdp

>>40389574
obviously not me

>>40389574
obviously me

>Boobs too small to be noticeable under a shirt with no bra
>Boobs big enough for me to have to hold my chest with one of my arms when running because I don't have a bra and it hurts otherwise
So this kinda sucks huh

>>40389600
>>40389610
obviously you

>>40389621
how did you get boobs that jiggle its not fair ill never leave the itti bitti tiddie committee

>>40389645
I'm not technically overweight, but I feel a bit fat compared to what I want to be, so maybe it's that you need to gain weight?

>>40389600
>>40389610
Is the real fdp racist?

fpd is pretty racist yeah

my farts smell super duper good today like they got that hot wetness to them that you can feel and smell the difference in

>>40389736
https://voca.ro/16nlK31XTfBj

trade offer:
you stop feeling dysphoria
but
you become a severe gambling addict
>>40389574
its fake im pretty sure. isnt fpd like an anti racist

>>40389944
ahh i lost it all.
https://youtu.be/W8jiD3s5zuk

>>40389412
LMAO

>>40389659
oh dear im losing weight and its only going to get worse for me

Why does blobby come to gaygen to tell me I'm eastbaymedic? Get some help loony troony.

>>40390612
You post like the vocaroo guy

>>40389227
so he's attracted to trans women, which you are, what's wrong with that in itself? if he's willing to go out with you and isn't ashamed to be seen with you that's not enough?

>>40389610
unban me nigger

Maybe you all can see yourself as women but I never could.

>>40390709
stfu mef

>>40390696
no lol

>>40390735
got it ban evade

I guess I just started collecting warhammer mini's
painting these things is going to be a disaster isn't it....

>>40390800
NAZ
>vgppx

>>40390810
hi?

>>40390845
I am Kali

>>40390800
I-Is that Serial Experiments Lain on a CRT TV? OH MY BLANCHARD, ITS JUST LIKE MY CHILDHOOD WHERE I WAS A MOID AND DID MOID THINGS!!! NOW, IM A CUTIE TRANS GIRL STILL DOING MOID THINGS!!!!

jkjk cool xbox btw. enjoy morrowind and halo 2

>>40390889
who even are you

>>40377841 (OP)
already brought this up on r9k but a girl i was dating told me she was asexual and wanted a "non-sexual" relationship
i feel used and deceived

>>40390916
the person you’re trying to ban evade because you’re an annoying retard lol

>>40390935
L+newfag nigger

>>40390962
your trip code is sexy man

testing

>>40390994
it was the only thing said something with various modifications to a word I used

i wish i wasnt infertile but its better than being virile

>>40391053
now it says hab ale :DDD

>>40390800
I don't understand what consooming slop like warhammer has to do with being trans

>>40391107
I think it's an agp thing

hsts doesnt exist in a society with gay rights
its much easier to be effeminate and gay than trans

payge type of post above me. maybe it’s him

>>40391093
ale habilitates my soul
>>40391267
her* pwnbam

i cultured some really scary looking bacteria on sheep blood agar but im too scared to take it out of the incubator

>>40391267
yep its me paige

>>40391293
I love you
>>40391291
aloha

>>40391357

hihi. hru

>>40391442
need alcohol hru fren

>>40391464
do your handlers let you drink?

>>40391464

lol rn im drinking alcohol. i hope u get some. my bday was yesterday. we got pizza wings and an ice cream cake from ben and jerrys. it was so good. we watched the new clarksons farm and always sunny. we were gonna rent a car and go climb a mountain but the rental place was out of cars for the weekend cuz we tried to do it at the last minute so we're going to do it this weekend instead but that's cool cuz i get paid on friday so we'll have more money to go do stuff

>>40391291
speaking of which those plates I inoculated a number of days ago are doing really well, I made a still air box and so far have seen zero contamination on any of the plates
I also got some loops and that helped I think
sheep's blood sounds scary what if you end up getting some rare Welsh std

>>40391558

lol they’re super sterile i keep them in my fridge.

that is awesome. can you share some pics of your agar.

aseptic technique is key. i am planning on buying a pcr workstation which is basically like a professional still air box once i get some better furniture.

>>40391534
<3 Happy belated birthday btw *hug*

>>40391517
kys faggot I don't have handlers

hope for happy.
no more sad.

>>40390886
I see
was beginning to feel like I recognized absolutely no one in this thread now

>>40391879
How've you been... Do I need to let Nomi know you say hello

>>40391920
does ur trip almost say something like "speaking...gold"...in spanish?

>>40391107
i got them for free
with paint
idk seems like a waste to leave these lil guys grey
>>40391920
please do, I wasn't sure if she posts here or not anymore
>How've you been
bad

>>40391920
idek
>>40392013
She says hello

yawn

>>40392290
VERY blue
But also very nicely done!

>>40380127
Here’s a moral reason not to kill yourself, you really want the trans suicide statistics which every conservative uses against trans people to get even higher? Literally one of the easiest ways to fight for a better future for trans people is to just not kill yourself, so that’s one way to think about it.

>>40380127
>>40392612
wuddabout some rammstein to help keep u going in these troubling times?
https://youtu.be/9bJP7Qe41Fk?list=RDtsHCcu0Mz2E
>>40392622
ty. the light changes in here.

>>40392671 new thread

>>40392646
YW. And I see