Would you have trooned if you had parental figures or were not abused / groomed growing up?
>>40381765 (OP)
I think I figured it out when I was 11 or 12 and browsing 4chan. I secretly applied nailpolish, I wore my moms watches and jewelry, I downloaded a vibrator app and tried it. I didn't have a vagina and wanted one since forever, but I realized I could never tell my parents (they hit me and locked me away crying in early childhood).
That's when I developed my dissociative disorder, I feel like I entered something like the shimmer from Annihilation. My mind locked away all memories.
It was only through heavy Ketamine abuse that one day, I broke through and started remembering. I have been grieving every minute of my life ever since.
I think I figured it out when I was 11 or 12 and browsing 4chan. I secretly applied nailpolish, I wore my moms watches and jewelry, I downloaded a vibrator app and tried it. I didn't have a vagina and wanted one since forever, but I realized I could never tell my parents (they hit me and locked me away crying in early childhood).
That's when I developed my dissociative disorder, I feel like I entered something like the shimmer from Annihilation. My mind locked away all memories.
It was only through heavy Ketamine abuse that one day, I broke through and started remembering. I have been grieving every minute of my life ever since.