Thread 40381765 - /lgbt/ [Archived: 354 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:24:22 AM No.40381765
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Would you have trooned if you had parental figures or were not abused / groomed growing up?
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:30:52 AM No.40381790
>>40381765 (OP)
yes because that is what happened
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:46:30 AM No.40381869
I think so. Maybe later though because i would have been more ashamed
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:47:02 AM No.40381872
>>40381869
Why did you have no shame about it?
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:57:17 AM No.40381920
>>40381872
Because i was cleaning vomit off my mom in public places since i was 8 and figured having some boobs and wearing a dress wouldnt kill anyone
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 10:59:48 AM No.40381931
>>40381920
How much did it impact you to have a fucked up mom
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 11:34:22 AM No.40382087
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>>40381765 (OP)
I think I figured it out when I was 11 or 12 and browsing 4chan. I secretly applied nailpolish, I wore my moms watches and jewelry, I downloaded a vibrator app and tried it. I didn't have a vagina and wanted one since forever, but I realized I could never tell my parents (they hit me and locked me away crying in early childhood).
That's when I developed my dissociative disorder, I feel like I entered something like the shimmer from Annihilation. My mind locked away all memories.
It was only through heavy Ketamine abuse that one day, I broke through and started remembering. I have been grieving every minute of my life ever since.