>be me
>25 year old ftm
>4 years on hrt
>slowly gets comfortable with me and my fucked up body
>even sometimes sees that i may look like a woman here and there
>starts new job
>constantly get commented on how manly i am or move, about my voice and stuff like "i expected a woman"
>one guy even clocks me
>never happened before

goddamn i thought i finally got my peace, how can it be that 4 years on hrt i get all this comments like everything just wants to make me hurt
Was i just so extremly hugboxxed the whole time, i knew there were bad things like my voice but how could everything get so much worse

i wish i could just go back to boymoding but with changed names and gender i i can't even do that, i fucked up my life completely
i should really just quietly kill myself

>>40389005 (OP)
>ftm
???????? did you mean mtf? what the fuck is your larp trying to accomplish, exactly?

>>40389052
very dumb typo...

>>40389005 (OP)
>i should really just quietly kill myself
dont do that
voice train a bit maybe??

>>40389005 (OP)
post face hon so we can judge if you really should kys

>>40389105
i really think i tried, i did speech therapy, trained as much as i managed to do, but never really achieved something
As soon as i am with strangers or at work with stress i loose control of my voice and then get mocked for it

>>40389005 (OP)
>i should really just quietly kill myself
No, keep on moving forward brother

>>40389005 (OP)
post face