>30 year old gay mentalcel

>>40408837 (OP)
What did you think about 30 year old gay men when you were 20? Did you think this day would never arrive? There's nothing with being you playa

I'm a 34 year old gay virgin. I've always had an overwhelming fear of people. I have an inferiority complex and never felt good enough for anybody. I find myself subhuman and unworthy of being around others. I have 0 friends and never leave my house. I don't have any idea how to connect with people or what to say. It's been like this for close to 20 years

>>40409624
>What did you think about 30 year old gay men when you were 20?
I was/am a shut in so I don't know what 30 year old gay men usually like. 30 seemed pretty old back then, though.
>Did you think this day would never arrive?
No, I thought I would die a virgin since I was a teenager so this doesn't surprise me. It still feels like shit though.