>>40412274
im exclusively attracted to femininity (finsexual but i call myself a lesbian bc more ppl know that term) but i have a very weird relationship with cis woman as a whole. ive grown up purely socializing with cis guys, whatever cis girl I talked to was usually apart of my family (only had 1 cis girl friend group in my life and they lowk sexually harassed me bc we were 12 and half of the girls had some kind of sexual trauma, i think that added to my inability to connect w them)
i tried dating men and trans men before i realized my sexuality completely but it didnt work out, also dated cis girls but none of the relationships lasted more than 3 months
then i met my current gf, she was originally a femboy and transitioned early into our relationship, with introduced me to the concept of being w a tgirl
i fell in love with the process of transitioning, it was intimate and bonding helping her discover her femininity
i started lurking on reddits and twitter groups that consisted of mostly tgirls and i realized i socialized a lot better w them compared to cis woman, they were like woman but better and more approachable
my tgirl obsession grew and now all my female friends are tgirls
the first cis woman friend i made was internet angel like 3 days ago