It's time /lgbt/. Confess your sins, write someone a letter, get it off your chest.

I will start.

i miss you so fucking bad please come back to me or just acknowledge my existence please i still love you after all these years

>>40419514
Situation?

>>40419511 (OP)
Confession:
I masturbate to cock vore

all women are stupid worthless holes and I hate them

>>40419896
its not you or anyone on the board

>>40419905
kys moid

I voted for Donald Trump and I don't regret it. I deserve to die. I deserve to spend eternity crawling my way out of red-hot lava lakes onto shores of brimstone and hellfire.
>t. mtf repper

>>40419925
death to all women
they are causing endless mayhem and strife

>>40419933
also
>inb4whynotkillyourself
I'm selfish. There's an Ithaca 37 in the garage but I can't buy 16ga shells.

>>40419911
Slim chance, but not zero.

>>40419945
Death to all men
They cause all the wars and commit most of the violence

>>40419972
women cause all wars and are constantly emotionally abusive towards men

>>40419955
are you a pooner with a diaper fetish

>>40419979
>women cause all wars
Tell me how many wars had a female president/ leader involved [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lists_of_wars]
>emotionally abusive towards men
Men are constantly killing woman

It's like how the saying go's Men fear women will laugh at them, woman fear that men will kill them

I'm extremely racist against Indians and I hate Muslims.

I liked it when I got raped at 16 by my friend but it still gave me trauma

>>40420012
women don't need to have a public facing role to start a war
they make men do all the risky hard work
women just sit back, eat hot chip, and lie

>>40419511 (OP)
I think getting bullied as a child made me a gay sub. The kid made me crawl around on the floor and kiss his feet

>>40420057
moid coping

>>40420012
murder is rare in society, shaming is not. women's fears are extremely overblown.

I actually like fireball

cringe: when i listen to sweet thing by van morison through the lens about my situation with you and like insecure attachment. so much of it makes sense in thinking of it in this way lol even simply being explosive and not knowing why. how we perceive the world and search for the intricacies of meaning that pertain to us. how we wish things were vs the way they are and what we hope for. i think of how i look in between the lines of media now with a jaded understanding as opposed when i discovered how remarkable it is to connect with understanding in this way and deeper meanings to convey anything to anyone and be understood in my youth. now i see it in things i seek out all the time but how this doesn’t fix anything like having the knowledge of all the things that have gone wrong in my life doesn’t fix anything. feeling wronged and complaining doesn’t fix anything. visualizing worlds where things went right rob me of now, and how pestering you doesn’t make you love me. and i must be satisfied in this. i love you and thats how it is. you don’t love me or want to deal with the hardship of knowing me and thats fine. i am happy to even have known you that i can yearn for you and have known any of all the things i wish went differently. as much as i want to move on to the next life to be free of current existence . i hope what i have loved the beauty i see daily life like the sky and mt RAINER :^) and the good memories i currently let swirl around like the forsythia bush in my backyard as a child outweigh my fear of hell and are actually what keep me here. idk having heard your songs at all is amoungst these fond memories having heard your voice ever too. i love you but ill have to dig it all and not wonder and be satisfied not to read in between the lines and though i sob that i have never been taken strongly in your arms the sadness of that is up against a bluer ocean against tomorrows sky. sorry to anyone who read this if anyone did.

I was in an abusive polycule situation and most of my friends know it and hate my abusers. But I still say everything was my own fault almost as a sort of ragebait them with it because it feels better to just say that it was my fault and hear them respond with "no it wasn't your fault it was x,y,z". I think its starting to wear on them but everytime I hear them say it's not my fault it feels like healing. I know its not helping my relationship with them and if anything it's frustrating and pushing them away, but I can't truly acknowledge that not everything was my fault.

>>40419511 (OP)
Its been almost a decade since you last responded and I still miss you so much it feels like someone is ripping my intestines from me stomach and leaving me to rot i miss you so much and I dont know you now at all I know nothing about you, did you get a girlfriend? boyfriend? are you working? did you graduate? I miss who I was when I knew you every friendship, relationship, interaction i have is to fill what you left when you had to go I miss you so much nobody will ever be you no matter how much I try to shove them into your place it makes me bitter and angry and hurtful I just want you to love me the way you did again I still message your Pinterest and Instagram and old email I do it almost every couple weeks and its pathetic you will never respond even though I need you to respond to fix me I need you to tell me its been worth the effort I put into living this long I need you to tell me youre proud of how well ive done how you knew I could do it but you never will probably you probably dont even remember my name really you never loved me as much as I loved you and thats okay but I just want you to so bad i can feel it in every cell of my body youre the only reason ive done anything until now ive only ever lived so the you that existed once in middle school is happy If you responded you wouldnt be the girl I loved anymore, youd be different, im different as well, its better that you dont respond, but sometimes I wake up in the night and pretend im still gonna see you in the morning and I have dreams of us sneaking out again and buying weed off of our friend and smoking in the elementary school playground at 3am and going on omegle and talking about dumb shit and how much we hate our moms and how horrible everything was but it was okay because we were friends and I knew I would see you soon but then I didnt see you again and it hurts and im angry and I miss you so much I just want to be friends again you were the only person who made me feel worth it

My babysitter made my friend and I get naked for her and she told us it was a game.

>>40422308
Oh no bros