Looking back, I have no idea how I actually ended up looking as pretty as I feel I do. When I came out in very late 2022, I had no friends, I had no one to ask for help, I "did" my makeup as best I could with products that I didn't even know how to use. I had to go to doctor appointments, to the grocery store, to job applications while boymoding or looking like an absolute hon. That third picture from the left was me about to go to a dentist appointment after making my mind up that I absolutely wanted to girlmode and when I went it was the most awkward and humiliating experience, I asked my mother for help but she didn't even see me as trans, only as a man with weird makeup. It was with the help of Flux that I actually started learning proper makeup skills and it was after a short period of time that my body actually started looking better but that first year was absolutely brutal and I want anyone who is afraid about the way they look to see how I did and how I do now.
I might not be a gigapassoid but I am incredibly proud of what I was able to do with virtually no help or money and I believe that all of you girlies questioning yourselves can do it too. Not many people are brave enough to post horribly embarrassing pictures of themselves but I don't care what people think because I want others to gain hope.

Inspiring

>>40421551 (OP)
<3333
I love you mwahnon, you deserve happiness and it makes me so happy to read this.
Shoutout to Flux too, another rare ray of sunlight in this god forsaken place.

>>40421612
love you too angel
MWAH

bumping before bed
I was hoping it would reach more people

>>40421551 (OP)
you look good, you weren't a bad looking man either (in 2020), style wise please go back to 2023-2024

has flux like, posted tips here for us to look or did you just ask her on your own? i don’t generally get involved with the tips on this board so idk anything about her

>>40421551 (OP)
You definitely look better but you also just got better at makeup desu

>>40421551 (OP)
peak

>>40421551 (OP)
you got a different hair cut and shaved, where is the transition?

>>40421551 (OP)
you're a sweet person miaow miaow I hope you're happy
Look at this cat I found(it needed a bath)

>>40421551 (OP)
mwah i live in montreal do u wanna hang out

id love it if u could show me how to do makeup i wanna do like clown makeup

i am also a euromutt here

>transitions to a juggalo

>>40421551 (OP)
Hot

>>40421551 (OP)
Im proud of u mwahnon u never cease to be too good for this shitty basket weaving forum
I only recently started e and it feels like it’s already over but things have also never been better, gonna try to get some makeup and voice train a bit more and keep losing more weight for the weight cycling

>>40421551 (OP)
because you had no male features other than a beard?

>>40423329
yaoi boy

>>40421551 (OP)
>I used to look like an ugly man but now I look like a pretty woman so this means I pass
Ok post body

>>40421551 (OP)
you got wayyy better at makeup! But you had pretty feminine features to begin with, you're lucky!

>>40423329
>>40424237
looks so enbie theyre hot

>>40424241

oh my g*sh my thread survived the night
>>40422586
schmank you and no I like my current style
>>40423091
he told me on DMs, helped me understand the basics of makeup
>>40423263
I did!
>>40423600
in your mommy's bum!
>>40423620
hope you gave the cute cat many cuddles fren
>>40423684
I don't really have money to just leave the house without it being like an appointment or something fren, where in MTL do you live?
>>40424075
it's makeup for black metal shows ok...
>>40424094
tyyy
>>40424191
I believe in you angel

Did u get ffs? I’m too retarded to tell

>>40425742
I gave kitty sardines then went to my grandma's vineyard
I want to try and make wine out of it

>>40426128
HRT and laser hair removal for my face for roughly a year
>>40426177
waow do you live in paradise?

>>40426187
No I live in Jordan (for now)

I have a cool pic but I didn't think I'd post it here so It's my irl schizo stare which looks distressing

>>40426325
Oh d*rn that's too hot a country not for me

>>40426356
To each their own)

I started a small lgbt group (for the Third time) here and met up with a few local boymoders and made some cool friends
This time is better than the rest

>>40426433
that's so incredibly soulful
I wish all of you the best of lives

>>40426451
:3 <3

>>40421551 (OP)
my work here is done.
>>40421612
thank you anon you are kind :)
>>40423091
i'm a guy anonette
if you want more in-depth information i am happy to talk on discord
if not i am free to answer questions here if you have any

>>40421551 (OP)
Its cuz ur face is a weird fucking shape

>>40425742
>I don't really have money to just leave the house without it being like an appointment or something fren, where in MTL do you live?
I live in rosemont :) my discord is discodancer_ if u wanna hang out!! I have a lot of free time since I just got laid off so if u live off island idm travelling

>>40425742
women are supposed to be refined and elegant, go back to that style please

>>40426537
king
>>40426599
do you live near a metro station at all? it's the only way I can travel
>>40426603
>women are supposed to be refined and elegant
no one asked

>>40426813
>do you live near a metro station at all? it's the only way I can travel
yes I live near pie ix :)

>>40426941
Do you happen to be middle class by any chance?
what are your thoughts on Hamas, Communism, and the Democrat Party/Liberal Party?

>>40426981
>Do you happen to be middle class by any chance?
>what are your thoughts on Hamas, Communism, and the Democrat Party/Liberal Party?
idm answering these questions but I'd rather not do it on 4chan

>>40427023
I just can't risk wasting my time befriending centrists or liberals and I know too well that the a lot of middle class white trans women are extremely problematic and you live in an area that I can only assume is expensive
no shade at all angel but these types of things are important for me when making friends
t. ML Communist

>>40427057
nowhere near u but i share the same sentiment
i live in a place where sharing my honest opinions on those groups is literally illegal

i have many times cut off friends who suck off the likes of contrapoints and jeninthemorning who tend themselves to racism quite well

>>40427057
I'm a ml and chinapilled
I had a pointless email job that i chanced my way in to, I don't even have a degree.

>>40427070
>>40427084
you pass the vibe check

>>40427084
desu i think that schools are so hellbent on pushing degrees nowadays that there is a shortage of non-degree jobs. like you can make a decent living in public transport and can always decide to go back to education later

>>40427094
thanks, desu being trans was what radicalised me so there's that. zionazis only solidified it

(i also watched badempanada a few YEARS before i was radicalised because i genuinely didn't realise his stuff was communist until after)

you went from looking like a latino man to a white woman

>>40427128
LMFAO (f*dging)

>>40427128
Ascended

>>40421551 (OP)
*sips a special tomato soup*
angel elf of the north

someone you may not expect appreciates you.
much love

>>40427328
and I appreciate you angel

>>40426433
Holy that’s rlly amazing,,, do u have any recommendations for building a group in a place that otherwise have like zero trans or even lgbt visibility?
t. Island boymoder