Thread 40424387

I want to be one of those people who's comfortable in their sexuality and can own it and whatnot but I just feel so awkward and shy and embarrassed about it and I feel like if I ever have sex again I'm just going to feel like a man and feel exposed and uncomfortable the whole time and having to do anal as my only option is humiliating and annoying

>>40424387 (OP)
Just be my gf.

>>40424387 (OP)
how long have you been transing nona? it took me just about until a few months ago (five years) to fully accept it, but i have. i'm getting srs, still, but it doesn't bother me that i was born the way i was anymore. it may just take some time.
i used to agonize over it but i feel beautiful1 anyways and i love myself and it isn't something i ever really think about anymore. i think this is something that most tranners come to understand, as they get older. i used to be so sad and post on this board all the time abt hating myself and my penis and how i would do anything to be normal and the older trans women would tell me to chillax and that they wouldn't change the circumstances of their birth even if they could. i never understood it but now i do.
1not because i'm lucky or got surgery or anything, either. i am probably below-average to most people. i just learned to love me for me. you will too <3

aw my superscript didnt work
anyways youve just gotta own it lol. you are you and that is amazing.

>>40424387 (OP)
Find someone who is accepting and makes you comfortable to do stuff with

>>40424404
I'll think about it
>>40424496
I'm just about 5 years in too. I relate to a lot of this stuff too, when I see earlier in Trans girls now I have the same thoughts lol, definitely way more comfortable in myself now tho. genital situation still makes me uneasy tho. Maybe it doesn't help that I haven't had any (good) sex/relationship experience

>>40424387 (OP)
SRS

>>40424387 (OP)
I'll make you my woman, thats how

>>40424387 (OP)
Let me suck ur smelly girlcock pls, im begging

>>40424387 (OP)
>feel like if I ever have sex again I'm just going to feel like a man and feel exposed and uncomfortable the whole time and having to do anal as my only option is humiliating and annoying
so real especially the last part anal is annoying and kinda gross I wish there were other ways to have sex that felt good (I'm not topping either). it makes me feel so pointless because not only am I a weird mental case I'm useless in bed :(

>>40424387 (OP)
Get bottom surgery. Women don’t have dicks.

>>40424387 (OP)
Same. I dont know how somelack bottom dysphoria. Like it makes me feel so gross and creepy. I hope srs helps

>>40424794
Considering it but it's kinda scary in a lot of ways