>>40424387 (OP)how long have you been transing nona? it took me just about until a few months ago (five years) to fully accept it, but i have. i'm getting srs, still, but it doesn't bother me that i was born the way i was anymore. it may just take some time.
i used to agonize over it but i feel beautiful1 anyways and i love myself and it isn't something i ever really think about anymore. i think this is something that most tranners come to understand, as they get older. i used to be so sad and post on this board all the time abt hating myself and my penis and how i would do anything to be normal and the older trans women would tell me to chillax and that they wouldn't change the circumstances of their birth even if they could. i never understood it but now i do.
1not because i'm lucky or got surgery or anything, either. i am probably below-average to most people. i just learned to love me for me. you will too <3
