>>40437542
Oh yes, drugs and alcohol were usually in the mix there. I can tell a bit about that one guy from college/early adulthood times. We never did anything sexual or intimate together, altough there were rumors about us going on that were false.
About myself I can only tell that I was pretty much the perfect twink back then. He was like a head taller than me, well built, didn't go to the gym but was working out at home on regular so he was muscular but not gym rat type muscular. And he was violent, really liked getting into fights that often he was provoking and was good at that, never saw him lose (maybe he did some but not the ones I've seen). I was the safest person on earth around him because I knew he could protect me from anything and he did. Very intelligent and funny also. We used to spend every day hanging out together, like just going around the city doing nothing and trying to kill time or staying at my home smoking weed and playing games or watching tv and movies. But also partying with other friends drinking alcohol and doing A LOT of drugs.
He liked to... assert his dominance sometimes and pinned me to the wall or floor or taking me in some kind of holds which definitely developed plenty of fetishes in me later in life. He also mixed male and female pronouns for me.
Eventually we drifted apart, plenty of things accumulated to that. Like after one party where I did too much stimulants I had this massive panic attacks after which I succumbed into depression and stopped taking care of myself and got fat with time. Around this time he found a gf and they started living together. With other mutual friends we were visiting them from time to time but it always ended in a way that he drank too much and started getting very toxic and abusive towards his gf, so with other friends we decided to stop going there to not enable that behaviour in him.
Then eventually I trooned out, got better, moved to another city and never saw him again after that.
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