Thread 40435475

When did you first realize you were gay or trans?

>>40435475 (OP)
the second i started puberty and just looking at myself in the mirror in my school uniform made me unreasonably disgusted

>>40435475 (OP)
I realised I was gay more or less when my best friend asked me if I was gay when we were 13 or so. I had never given it much thought prior to that, and by the end of that month I was pretty sure I was infact a homo. I eventually developed feelings for him, but he was straight. Bummer.

>>40435475 (OP)
*bi, but still.

>>40435475 (OP)
got told when I was 7 that I'd look like my dad when I grew up but it took until I was 14 to realize the visceral disgust I had back then wasn't normal

I questioned my sexuality or ignored it for like 10 years and only understood once I put a peepee in my mouth (22)

>>40435475 (OP)
when i started hrt and realized "o i really like this better and cis men don't feel like me about their gender i guess im a tranny after all"

>>40435475 (OP)
i was buttfucking your dad and thought "huh this is kinda gay innit"

>>40435475 (OP)
But i-im a c-chaser..?!

never, i still deny it to this day. i want a bf tho

>>40435475 (OP)
I was deep into a femboy cope and went on a drive late at night to voice train without other people hearing me. Ended up on a blough overlooking the ocean talking to myself for over an hour and it hit me how stupid this all was if I wasn't going to transition