Thread 40437765

>QOTT1: Where do you live currently? Native or immigrant?
>QOTT2: Do you think your country is a good option for trans people?
>QOTT3: If you could, what would you change in your country?
No replying to bait

>>40437765 (OP)
>Q1
english native
>Q2
no, probably among the worst
>Q3
introduce informed consent

>>40437765 (OP)
>qott
arizona, i hate it but my pcp and hrt doc are extremely based. i'm a cali transplant though
>qott2
lol no. america sucks for us rn. not as bad as the uk or most of europe, let alone third world countries, but it still sucks.
>qott3
repealing the bill that just passed (even though the anti trans stuff was removed), removing the entire trump administration and replacing them with a democrat one(NOT BIDEN'S), removing all republicans from the supreme court and packing it with democrats, etc
having a lolcow as a president was funny once but i don't like it when we're about 5 seconds from ww3

>>40437765 (OP)
>1
us native
>2
best option but not good
>3
kill all cis people

>>40437765 (OP)
>Q1
US Native. Born and raised in The Bronx, up in Florida now with my folks and actually enjoying it here.
>Q2
We aren't third world executioners and despite all the shit going on and there's still access to DIY + prescribed HRT, so yeah.
>Q1
Whatever the closest thing to a fresh start would be, maybe getting rid of all the senior citizens with deteriorating brains running the majority of the country/government.

I'm fed up with the bdd and brainworms, how do I heal? Other than leaving this board, of course (most obvious answer)
>>40437765 (OP)
>1
American, parents are immigrants
>2
america is fucking ass but to be quite honest its still one of the best places for us to live, at least in the social sense since a lot of people are at least neutral on trannies, and having decent access to hrt/diy (ymmv but still)
>3
total cissoid death. real answer is replace trump admin with an actual left leaning democrat admin and not the usual centrist bullshit. i say democrat bc third parties will never win here

>>40437765 (OP)
>QOTT1: Where do you live currently? Native or immigrant?
Live in Canada, born in Brazil
>QOTT2: Do you think your country is a good option for trans people?
Canada is okay for trans people in the sense that it's fairly accepting from what I've seen. Albeit I'm stealth, so I don't deal with much transphobia.
Brazil is a shithole, but I'm glad that I grew up there because I started T at 16 and legally changed my name/sex at 18 just by going to the registry office and asking for it. Rights-wise, Brazil is great for trans people. Being a pooner is sort of annoying though since you have to sign up for conscription (although the majority of men manage to get out of it).
>QOTT3: If you could, what would you change in your country?
I wish there were higher standards for immigrants in Canada. I'm not against immigration, obviously, but I see people who don't speak a lick of English arriving here and refusing to even attempt to assimilate. I had to work my ass off to get into a Canadian University and it seems like a lot of people just get a visa by politely asking for it. I like the country in general though.

greetings yakub, father of the white devil

>>40438760
>I'm fed up with the bdd and brainworms, how do I heal?
What do you have brainworms about anon

>>40439001
> I see people who don't speak a lick of English arriving here and refusing to even attempt to assimilate.
yall don't have requirements of language knowledge for immigrants??

>>40439248
Indians can get past the language requirements if they have enough rupees

What other websites (or apps) do you guys use daily?

>>40441356
discord (communication)
firealpaca (drawing)
youtube (videos)

>>40441391
>firealpaca
>2025
Are you alright

>>40437765 (OP)
>q1
endemic from where im right now.
>q2
no it isnt. frankly is there a place where trans folks aren't persecuted?
>q3
pretty much everything. but mostly wealthy and land distribuition to be fair. also bring back public phones and cyber cafes. and more cafe libraries. i need more third places to be where im out of home. also T and estrogen to be free to both trans folks and people that need Hormone treatment to any other health issues, free body surgeries for trans folks if they want to. yeah that is about it.

>>40441356
>to draw and animate
paint tool sai, drawpile, azpainter2, azdrawing, tvpaint

>to Play/Visualize media
MPC-HC my beloved. I dont use vlc because it crashes a lot on my pc. Honeyview to images. Thinking in download Infarview.

>For Mail
Thunderbird. Planning get rid of that stinky google account.

>To Download/Torrent stuff.
Mipony as general download manager and Deluge for torrenting. fdm was being really weak and ocupied too much space.
Media Downloader to use yt-dlp as a interface/commander prompt.

>Microsoft Word 2010
To write my stories.


There is still some others i didnt tested yet cuz i need to use commander Prompt to install because of software incopatibility but Im looking forward to use Aptana Studios to code websites.

>>40441356
>draw
ibis paint x. considering clip studio paint since i now have an art tablet, but i will always use ibis for on-the-go art
>communication
discord, (every other day) telegram
>social media
tumblr, but i mostly reblog art and shitposts. on an old account i was followed by human pet guy
>gaming
steam
>music
fl studio 24, vocaloid4, synthv 1 & 2, openutau

>>40441424
>Are you alright
i got it in like 2017 and just havent felt the need to change it. it's pretty sufficient

is it normal to have emotional issues arise almost 2 years on t?

any cute tbois want to hmu ? discord is kolguyev_

>>40442493
believe it or not T doesn't make you a stoic numb robot, it will cause identical mental issues as E if your hormones fluctuate

>>40442493
what kind

>>40442896
What do I get out of it?

>>40442896
>>40444694
thats a lolcower nigger dont touch that

>Q1
France, born here.
>Q2
A lot of the growing transphobia in Europe hasn't hit France, but it's the biggest country in western Europe so it depends where you are. I still think it's better than a lot of other places because french culture puts emphasis on minding your business.
>Q3
Genuinely dial down the racism. It's exhausting that every time an issue that actually matters gets brought up, every politician (both from the right and left) manages to make it about black/muslim people ruining the country. Like what does that have to do with the use of carcinogens in agriculture man. Can we get back on topic.

>>40439060
Most things, my voice, my body, my personality.

>>40441531
Why thunderbird over Gmail?
>>40441831
>makes music
>doesn't beat up their roommate
>makes art
Gloves > Terje

>>40445095
i love gloves

>>40445135
total gloves love

>>40445135
my wife is center bottom

>>40445135
midwest?

>>40441356
>communication
discord, sometimes messenger
>video watching
youtube
>drawing
krita, paint, ibispaint, aseprite
>Games
nothing/steam since half are torrented
>Music (either for assignments or hobby)
musescore (notes)
fl studio (songs, beats)

>>40437765 (OP)
>qott1
bongland, native
>qott2
lmao
>qott3
throw all reformites into the sea
>>40441356
>draw/edit
clip studio, sai, corel, procreate, photoshop, illustrator, sony vegas
>watch/view
mpv player, kmplayer
>mail/word processor
thunderbird, openoffice
>torrent/browse
transmission, firefox
>music
fl studio
>code/build
dreamweaver, notepad++, overleaf, rpgmaker
>display
retrobar, windowblinds, rainmeter
pretty much everything i use is torrented so i can't think of specifics but these are my common things.
picrel is my dream battlestation.

>>40444903
specifically?

I haven't drawn in 10 years, how do I get back into it

>>40445135
>>40445617
based
>>40445629
i'm in the southwest actually, i've never been to the midwest
>>40446153
also based

anyone here go to private school/church, how bad did it fuck you up?

>>40446252
What happened 10 years ago that made you stop drawing

>>40446358
Having a job / college

>>40441356
Discord for messaging, youtube and twitch, sometimes art related websites because im an art poon.

>>40446242
I feel like I will be a lonely loser forever as I'm not a cute twink but a bearmaxxing ftm whos autistic but not in the "cute" way and doesnt like the poly shit thats common in the community

https://www.reddit.com/r/TransMascNSFW/comments/1lznyws/what_would_you_do_for_it/
I'm ridiculously attracted to this black reddit poonchad to the point where my ideal boyfriend looks like him. I deserve a hung black poonchad who will put my white ass in its place

my parents want me to get mated so badly and start a family, this is like the fourth coffee date they have tried to set me up with. dude is apparently an electrician and makes a decent living. kinda pisses me off they will literally never accept me though, i am still just a their little girl in their eyes.

>>40446505
IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF LOOK AT THE WTH RATIO AAAAAA

>>40446505
my brain just isn't fucked enough to think this is attractive in the slightest, dude looks like the most jacked holocaust survivor and the unsightly pussy made me stop eating my breakfast.

I cant stop getting milf's phone numbers

>>40437765 (OP)
>q1
Canada. Not an immigrant but my mom is one.
>q2
Currently, yes. Transphobia is up globally, and certain cities are better than others, but I saw more transphobia when visiting LA county for 4 days in 2024, than any single year I’ve spent living in “conservative” provinces.
>q3
We need more medical professionals, which means we need to further incentivize being a medical professional in Canada. We’re actively working on this, but it will take years to fix - I worry we won’t be able to outrun the need.
>Captcha: GDPN0W

Tell me something. have you ever known any women who were intimidated by penis because they thought dicks were really big? Every guy is going to lie and say their penis is huge, but most are just "average." An average size made for being inserted into pussy. Dick size shaming affects men, but I have a suspicion it affects women as well.

>>40446505
pooner bbc

>Q1
german native
>Q2
kinda? i never had any issues and i live in the worst shithole
>Q3
reduce the old people population

>>40441356
>communication & social medial
discord (currently more or less), twitter
>Games
BA, War thunder & HOI4
>Other Applications
FL Studios

Other stuff:
Spotify (Music) - is pretty much running all the time
Youtube (Videos) Just to watch random gameplay or 40k lore videos

>>40447221
What do you listen to

>>40447221
>>Games
>BA, War thunder & HOI4

A little too moidbrained

If you can grow a thick one, consider investing in moustaches. Men with moustaches are hot and it helps you pass.

>>40447562
>. Men with moustaches are hot and it helps you pass.

no, facial hair is gross

>>40447624
>"facial hair is gross"
>takes hormone that makes you grow facial hair
T doesn't make you look like an androgynous twink, anon.

>>40448064
every cis man i know shaves. facial hair is gross. just because it's natural doesn't mean it's good.

>>40447562
i'm investing in a goatee myself

> Q1
Ukraine
>Q2
No, it's bad for everyone who isn't rich
>Q3
So many things that I'd rather throw the whole country away (please someone help me I can't do it anymore)

>>40447624
>t. underage and not on T

>>40445095
google sucks, that is why.

>>40446252
honestly just pick a pencil/pen you really like and doodle simple and passionated stuff you are about. dont try complex stuff at the start of drawing sessions. draw first what you already know and slowly and steady you progress to draw difent but easy stuff. this is my "know how" btw not a rule/tutorial. just take easy and have fun.

>>40446505
God I wish he were fucking me
>>40446670
>ftmg presented with thicc cis fertility goddess with natural curves
>"Ew, fatoids are gross. Obese."
>ftmg presented with a skinny jock Chad with shlong tdick
>"Holocaust survivor."
You guys will never have taste

>>40446624
Start dating women and refusing the dates with men to piss them off. Tell them they will never have grandchildren

>>40447221
i've been considering picking up hoi4, while it's different from what i usually play it has a major audience overlap with rimworld and fnv and my friends are begging me to pick it up on sale

>>40448064
It made me an androgynous twink

>>40449084
that is fucked up, they spent 18 years as your personal servant/paypiggies and you won't even do them honor of sharting out some grandkids? They literally cleaned up your piss and shit!

>>40449201
>t. 1 year on t

>>40449201
everyone start receding this guy's hairline rn

>>40449473
I'm +5 years on testosterone, I just take care of myself and exercise regularly.

>>40449482
and are on a poondose

>>40449781
idk why people act like being on t will turn you into some monstrous ogre man when a decent amount of the people in this thread have been on test for years and still look like women. you, for example

>>40449781
being fat doesn't help T levels in the slightest

>>40449801
i haven't gotten misgendered once in almost 2 years, i pass flawlessly irl
you're just a jealous subhuman gayden
>>40449814
true, but my estrogen levels are still postmenopausal so my t hits harder

>>40445135
me too but I'd also like to dick him until he's preggers

>>40449874
total ftm chaser death

>>40449781
>>40449479
Why are you two being so miserable? Is it the lack of sunlight?

>>40448094
>Bullshit anecdotal
Look at more men, the ones most masculine love their facial hair.
>>40449801
>t will turn you into some monstrous ogre man
GIWTWM
>>40449814
No hating on King Gloves in the gen, fat FtMs are the most based type.

>>40437765 (OP)
>q1
us, tennessee
>q2
there arent all that many good options for trans people in general rn, it could be a lot worse. i want to move to iceland though
>q3
i would make trump wear a neck brace that kept him from turning his head on july 13th 2024

Not to be dramatic and fembrained but I may actually be dying. No I won't go to the hospital.

>>40450006
Take a joke water boy

>>40450006
wicca wicca woo i curse you with norwood 7

>>40451430
post armpits

>>40442992
>>40443492
my self esteem is really bad lately

>>40441356
youtube, pinterest, ebay. thats about it

>>40451506
For free???? In this economy???
Armpits are a valuable commodity

>>40449812
Wtf is this upscale man

i losf a fingernail today

>>40453452
show it

>>40437765 (OP)
usa, native
i think so unironically right now but that can change any time now
bernie4pres

>Where do you live currently? Native or immigrant?

Native, family in the US for 200-400 years
>Do you think your country is a good option for trans people?

hell no. My country is a good option for nobody but a couple people.

>If you could, what would you change in your country?

geniunely progressive elected officials
plan to transition to clean energy sources
funding for disaster relief and prevention
funding and rehiring people at almost all federal agencies
universal healthcare (including mental healthcare)
universal basic income
free childcare
housing first programs
social workers + crisis intervention experts for dispatch to some local emergencies
more consumer protections, antitrust etc
more funding to pre-K, K-12, and university students
incentives for doctors to practice in rural areas
protection for renters and people in the workplace
ranked-choice voting everywhere and a national voting holiday...

>>40454026
I get depressed when I think about how much better things wouldve been with bernie :/

I would like some feedback from the socially inept (Real losers only). I'm trying to express this in the shortest form I can.
I am a husk at my job. My coworkers press me about my personal life more than anyone else specifically because of how private and quiet and non social I am. It makes me angry and uncomfortable, which I think is childish. And, when I finally do open up, it's autistic as fuck. I say the wrong things to the wrong people. It's almost out of laziness, because it would be far smarter to just continue to be quiet. I feel like a reptile, but again I am more easily compared to a child. I do not know how to be normal, and I feel very, very, very stupid for being so angry over the fact that I am, in fact, expected to satiate people's emotions and establish human connection with strangers at a job where I must practice " Customer Service "
Being to the point, treating the transactionary relationship EXACTLY as it is, and nothing more, is sovlless behavior. I know I don't have to suck their dicks. But saying "Hello" (Or heaven forbid "How are you) instead of "What can I get you" is the same thing to me. I feel like a heartless person. I am filled with so much hatred, and foundationally I am very immature, so I'm not even a stone cold austin, this is just the behavior of a brat. ie, "I refuse to be human, I refuse to see you as a human, unless I have many reasons to trust you"
What's my diagnosis. Is there a cure that is not taking medication and pretending to be someone else for 8 hours and never really, truly feel anything.

Very rusty drawing I've only drawn a handful of times across several months

>>40454248
You're thinking about it too much

>>40451430
I didn't understand why you thought I was offended until I realized you're very pale and the sun thing would be murder on you. You're exempt, stay inside.
>>40451490
No one in my (biological) family is balding but my ftm ex was balding pretty badly and he was only 3 years on T. I looked back at his Facebook 2 years later and he took the bald pill... He looks like a bald Matpat.

>>40454836
tans are ugly, natural skintones are best
this post was made by vitamin d deficiency gang

>>40454887
Man everyone who isn't like an exact clone of you is ugly to you

>>40437765 (OP)
-Canadian, mom is Canadian for generations but Dad is a first Gen immigrant
-Yeah lol
-They could start treating their citizens as they treat their immigrants.

>>40454215
the democratic party wont let anyone more left than biden actually have a shot at power

>>40454887
>tans are ugly
Tans are the sign of hardworking men with manual labor skills. There's nothing more masculine than spending the day sweating with your brothers under the hot afternoon sun, doing what men have been doing for hundreds of years: taking care of the land and building upon it. Tans will always be hot.

>>40437765 (OP)
>Q1
Turkey. Immigrant.
>Q2
I thought it was, but the laws are changing.
>Q3
I'd go to Europe.

>>40445095
>Why thunderbird over Gmail?
Doesn't spy on you

What are some malebrained pets

>>40455571
a cockroach

>>40454887
tans are literally natural skin tones lol

>>40455571
all pets are fembrained because caring for something is feminine

>>40442493
>>40451724
if your levels are stable and you're 2 years in it's very unlikely to be a hormonal issue you are probably just depressed

I love ftm boys but they're so scittish on grindr... I've had multiple fap seshes where we just recite AO3 tier romance dialogue but whenever the suggestion to hang in person comes up they flake. What do boys want from me!?!?

>>40455902
you weren't good enough at erp that's why they leave

>>40455583

Opposite. Cockroach is a pet for a nlog Tiktok girl with pink hair who'd name it after a mythological deity and then tattoo that on her wrist.

>>40455571
>>40455788

Real men have practical companions like a medium or large dog that keeps the house safe and you can take fishing or hiking.

I'm only half-joking.

>>40452121
Sorry

>>40456797
kek wtf

Why are so many FtMs groomers

>>40453729
i dont have pics yet but when i change the dressing ill post one

>>40456967
confirmation bias

>>40455799
then its indeed just my bipolar acting up again..rip

>>40457011
How did it happen

>>40455571
>Ant farm
>lions
>small reptiles but you specifically keep them in drawers instead of real enclosures
>small dogs with unusual or long fur (older men approved)
>small monkeys
>falcons
>large Japanese beetles
>piranha
Honorable mentions that were too androgynous to make the list:
>horses (cowboys and jockeys)
>overly attached cats (villains loves these!!!)
>centipedes

>>40456967
I can only think of two and it was Zrcalo and Birdie

mtf here. can u retards stop taking chaser ragebait???? i always see posts from TH or his copycats that are about plapping ftms or detransitioning them, which sucks and its awful, but at the same time ill always see like 3 or 4 ftms responding to them and taking the bait and it pisses me off. why do yall take the bait all the time? if youre gonna respond at least sage instead of bumping those posts at the top of the catalogue. there is a lot of mtf ragebait too and while we also bump it from time to time i think were way better at ignoring it and letting it die which is why trolls are now targeting you. anyways just stop responding i hate seeing those posts on the top of the catalogue. you arent owning them or seeming smart, they want you to respond, youre playing into their games idiots

>>40457594
i respond to ragebait because i like getting mad. thats the whole reason i use the internet

>>40457594
>we're way better at ignoring it and letting it die
lienuke

>>40457594
You're mad that you're a mutilated homo and no man will ever touch you, while ftms are little breedable bois that are loved and cherished by cismen

>>40457610
thats dumb ur just playing into their game i assure u theyre most likely laughing in joy at ur angry responses
>>40457628
everyday dozens of anti mtf threads appear in this board and only like 2 or 3 survive vcuz we ignore them. meanwhile every ant ftm threads always gets bumped

>>40457693
being angry is fun, who cares

>>40457704
we got the cortisol king over here

>>40446624
Do you look like a guy? Have a beard? You should start going on the dates and hope some of them get mad at your parents for deceiving them

>>40446649
You're aware he's angling his hips away and his shoulders towards the mirror right? Go do it yourself and you can feel like a poonchad too

>>40446624
almost like your parents want you to stop larping as a man and settledown before you're a methed out poon like terje

>>40457759
what happened to terje? does anyone know?

>>40457759
terje is hot and i'd rather be him than a housewife that can't secure someone better than an electrician

>>40457767
Overdosed

>>40457594
i think mtfs have more positive attention on here so it weighs out the trolls. ftms just get the trolls but they respond since it's attention.

>>40457859
true, it could also be newfags or something. no attention is better than all of the retarded ragebait anyways. it makes ftms leave the board and then in turn there is nothing interesting to post about so its easier for us to leave this shitty place behind

>>40457777
>Terje
>Housewife
That nigga ain't cleaning

>>40454248
>I refuse to be human, I refuse to see you as a human, unless I have many reasons to trust you
It sounds like you have trust issues with people. maybe you distrust normies in particular bc of past bad experiences. In any case, it seems like you should try to do something where you don't have to interact with as many people as customer service (easier said than done, I know.) But what else can you do if you have no intrinsic motivation to fit in or even perform your job well, and your social ineptness/rage make the extrinsic factors bounce off of you? It doesn't seem like a sustainable situation.

I used to feel this way at white collar jobs. Felt frozen around my colleagues and couldn't play the game of the fake/vapid way they interacted with each other. I actually did fine doing customer service work though as long as the vibes at the workplace weren't terrible. I felt like people weren't putting up as much of a front and there were more weirdos, so no one cared how weird you were as long as you did the bare minimum of your job. I could loosen up and even befriend people in that environment.

>>40457257
smashed it in a potato cutter.

What is ftmg doing today?

>>40459011
I pressure washed my parents house when I meant to build a dresser. Now im going to check on the beehive

>>40459040
>Pressure wash
You just reminded me I have to do this

>>40459011
Worked, ants started getting into my apartment through the slumlord sealing a few days ago so I’ve been dealing with that, and meal prepping for the rest of the week.

>>40454891
incorrect, but i also almost entirely lack a sex drive so ymmv
>>40455025
well, i'm not really into men beyond autosexuality so that could be where i'm coming from. there's exceptions, but they're rare and always doods
>>40455586
i mean it's fine if someone has a darker skintone without toiling under the sun, i don't find that unattractive. but it's very specifically white people with lobster tans that are ugly as fuck
>>40459011
cleaning up hopefully. i need to be given the materials to clean in order to do so, unfortunately, but other than that i should be able to. tomorrow i have to go to a psych appointment and i'm not looking forward to it because it's so much hassle just to get my meds refilled and answer questions for a grand total of 10 minutes

>>40457743
no I'm not on T, (personal beliefs)
>>40457759
I don't wanna

>>40459642
white people don't tan though like you said they turn red or pink

>>40459721
i'm one such white person and i never go into the sun for a reason
the rest of my family can tan, but i cannot

>>40459040
If you were a bee would you sting me...