Thread 40443635

Drunk hon here, AMA!!!

>>40443635 (OP)
Why do you drink its bad for you. I hear it tastes like ass too

>>40443635 (OP)
do you like sleepykinq

What are your opinions? Why the silence???

>>40443640
It is bad for me. Psychologically and physically. But, it momentarily alleviates the pain of being a hon, though.

You’re probs a passoid or BDD so I don’t know if you understand the need to numb yourself.

>>40443648
Opinions on what?

>>40443651
can you explain what it feels like compared to being sober?

does the feeling occur as soon as you swallow or does it fade in over time

>>40443635 (OP)
what are you drinking?
are you doing anything fun alongside said beverage?

>>40443651
>the need to numb yourself
felt, literally same right now

>>40443635 (OP)
Your ass fat or what?

>>40443635 (OP)
Will you suck the dick of a chaser that will marry you ?

>>40443635 (OP)
hello fellow drunkhon :)
its a shame i can't drink as much on hrt now... but its still fun

im pretty sure my time is coming soon so i dont really have an issue drinking

>>40443704
It takes a couple drinks to set in. It kind of like, delays your reaction time. Inertia carries your body around a little and your emotions (especially sadness) are heightened.

>>40443722
Sauvignon Blanc. Only wine I can handle. I was playing Vrchat for a bit but it’s full of bullies and pedos who bully my barely trained voice.

>>40443728
No. Concave, inverse, literal dips in there.

>>40443737
Yeah but I’m so ugly no chaser would want me. No, I’m not a BDD passoid. Every chaser to ever chase looks for brainwormed bitches because they think they’re all BDD, but I’m not.

should i drink more?

>>40443782
Get so drunk and flash your tits with unsee.

>>40443768
I love you, be my ugly hon gf, we will play mario slop kart together on my slop 2 :3

>>40443748
Please don’t kill yourself. I know life is hard. Every day of mine is a fight against suicide. I cry almost daily. I can tie a noose so quickly it looks like I’m doing a magic trick, but I continue anyway. Maybe alcohol isn’t the best way to go, but if it keeps me alive one more day, that’s another day my life could turn around.


>>40443782
As long as you won’t do any self harm in that period, then go ham. But y’know, be responsible or whatever. No driving or interacting with strangers.

>>40443768
>Sauvignon Blanc. Only wine I can handle.
i have no clue about wine but google says its dry
i feel like sweeter wine is much easier to manage, but yeah idk most alcohol sucks

>I was playing Vrchat for a bit but it’s full of bullies and pedos who bully my barely trained voice.
honestly my dream is to have a voice i'd feel comfortable playing vrc with
i usually just play multiplayer games in silence, like team fortress 2 right now

>>40443782
only if you feel safe to and dont have anything going on tomorrow that'll be ruined by another

>>40443789
1. This wasn’t op. This was someone else.

2. If you wanna see mine they’re ugly as fuck but here you go.

https://unsee cc/album#jpvbvuOjlpZR

>>40443813
I promise you don’t want that.

>>40443827
oh no, i'm not gonna do anything its okay lol. but alcohol will kill me sooner or later, i'm too scared to make decisions so the only way i can die is slowly do it

>>40443635 (OP)
What will it take to kys?

>>40443837
Im sure all you need is true love irl to make you happy and im sure you're cute even for a hon

>>40443846
Be safe, I worry.

>>40443851
I’m waiting until the end of the year. If I’m still not a passoid by then without effort then I’m I killing myself. I’ve tried a little. A theyfab friend of mine has helped me put together a few outfits but random fags still harass me. If things don’t work out by December I’m an heroing.

>>40443859
Maybe.

>>40443875
with a little effort*

>>40443875
I cant give you irl love but i can give you a hug fren. Always rember happi day please.
PS:drink water to minimize the hangover nona
PPS:love you

>>40443875
Good, good to hear.
And good luck with that.

>>40443827
i hate driving and i wont interact with strangers, anon. i worry that i wasted too much time avoiding my life and not doing anything

>>40443891
You can kill yourself but you’ve gotta try first. And I mean REALLY try. None of that saying you’re trying when you’re really half assing it, because I did that for months. If you try, put some real effort in, and things don’t change, then you can do what you want.

But either way, if you kill yourself I’ll be sad.

>>40443886
I have a water bottle with me so I’m very hydrated. Thank you for the love anon, I love you too.

>>40443889
Thanks. Let’s hope things look up.

>>40443912
The love of a drunk tranny is the purest form of love out there. Im happi thank you

Can’t believe I posted tits and no one said anything they must be uglier than I thought

>>40443926
sorry i saw them and i thought they were really pretty and big :)

>>40443923
It really isn’t.

>>40443940
I don’t think they’re big at all…

>>40443635 (OP)
Do you have any fantisies or past experiences you think of often?
Cute breasts and stuffes btw but it's not necessarily a sexual question.

>>40443988
All the past experiences I think about a lot are traumatic.

I fantasize about living in an apartment with a dog and someone who loves me. Or really just the idea of stability, that I can live a life where I’m not fighting for motivation every single day.

>>40444010
I just had a scary dream last night but I think that was just because I've been reading some dystopian books

I like walking around ikea, actually I hate it but it reminds me of the life I want to live and used to think was achievable for me

>>40444034
Please share those books with me! I’m sorry they hurt you but I’m a big bookworm and will read anything no matter how miserable! Never reading Playground though that’s just kiddie torture porn ew.

I spent a lot of time in IKEA with my ex. He really pushed me to get a Blahaj. We were gonna live together until I broke things off. I thought he hated me but maybe he didn’t. Guess I’ll never know.

>>40443944
Did you ate something before drinking ? You should treat yourself with a pizza or a borgir

>>40444047
Show blahaj please, i love sharky, sharky never judge and always gives cuddles

>>40444053
I had sweet chilli tenders! I was gonna have vegetables with them but they take a bit to boil and a friend was waiting on me so I didn’t.

>>40444059
My ex pushed me to but a Blahaj. I never did. I promised myself the only shark plush I ever bought would be when Pokémon makes a good shark mon. Yes, Sharpedo exists, but it sucks so I’m not buying a plush of it.

>>40443635 (OP)
why are you ugly

>>40444070
Be nice to sharpedo he's trying his best (my fav pokemon is dragapult)

>>40444047
Just the handmaid's tale series and a little life but I wouldn't recommend either. Especially a little life even though I enjoyed reading it I wouldn't admit it in public because it is very obviously just the author's weird trauma porn with her own experiences of generational wealth baked in. Totally unrelated but I just started the land breakers and it's really good so far

>>40444081
Genetics fucked me over and also I’m living on a low income so I can’t afford good makeup, haircare or ffs.

>>40444090
My fave is Cinccino!!! Klefki is a close second!

>>40444104
I would buy you a cincinno plushie to cuddle with because you deserve cuddles

>>40444096
I have read multiple books that are obviously trauma porn. Even just torture porn from privileged assholes has been fun to read. I’d read HP smut if someone gaslit me into thinking it was high literature.

>>40444121
Ur so nice anon…

>>40444141
which ones have been your favs I need to know for... I just need to know

>>40444150
House of Leaves I gave a 5/5.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow I also gave a 5/5.

Serious Weakness I gave a 3/5 because it’s objectively p mediocre, but I have a soft spot for tortured incel men so I love it.

>>40444141
You should play pokemon clover nonette, you will have fun i need to go now, love you and may we talk again on this forsaken website. Have a good night full of good resting sleep *huggie you*

Hey your bewbs and rib cage are nice good job

>>40444177
My boobs are cancerous and my rib cage is wide I don’t follow…

>>40444168
Is this a good Pokémon fan game or is this just edgelord shit thrown into a wholesome franchise because it’s not “edgy” enough. Guess I’ll see either way. Bye anon. Stay safe.

>>40444181
Oh nvm then

>>40444181
Its just 4chan in pokemon so expect some truly edgy ebin thingies but overall it's nice *patpat and smell ur hair*

>>40444186
Nvm what exactly?

>>40444192
Edgelord shit is excusable if it’s funny. But if it’s cults and gore and shit like Pokémon Insurgence I don’t really care for it.

>>40444162
thank you I love you anon

>>40444213
I don’t know which book prompted this but I’m glad <3

>>40443837
Post tits again I missed it