So i'm a black sissy transgender who has fallen for a 6'9 WHITE chud who makes me very happy and said he would be happy to have me as a second wife.

I like some of the things about his worldview and other things I don't like....

Some of the ideas are really scary and some are beautiful and they kind of cross over in many different ways.

I'm starting to think maybe like... We shouldn't slaughter unborn babies...ya know.....

And like white people are pretty cool and deserve respect and not to be replaced....

And like feminism has failed and you know capitalism is too however socialism would probably be worse and there doesn't seem to like be any clear solution that currently exists.

There's like this dark but beautifatalism about how it all needs to come tumbling down and we're gonna have to live through that.

Through a slow decay with no real understanding of what comes next until something gives then we fall into chaos.

It's gonna be horrible.

But like believing in god gives you hope even in the greatest darkness.

A darkness so absolutely horrifying death seems like a mercy because even if we die it's gonna keep going on and I have to think about it going on now and now is my eternity if I only have now and not some other eternity.

Also, his cock is so fucking huge and fat...


However they don't see me as a sex object because sex is not in control of them.

They want to wait to marry me and and I want to help raise their kids...

There's a pain so very deep in all of us right now, and we don't want to really understand the other side we want to deconstruct them rise ourselves above them in all ways as gods looking upon devils.

We want to choke them with the noose of ignorance and laugh at their corpse in the middle of the town square throwing tomatoes while we were find jewelry and tailored clothing.

Our egos are everything, are safe haven and oasis.

Baby it strikes straight through the heart.

>>40466062 (OP)
beautiful

>>40466062 (OP)
Incredible read, also could you write a sex scene between you and him

>>40466092
I feel these feelings a lot.

Oh boy do they hurt but there's a pleasure that emerges from them.

It's a guilty pleasure, a wicked one.

Lamentation snorted like cocaine upon a porcelain table.

It's hard to see it, it blends in with that same table if you don't look closely enough.

It's like you wanna close your eyes and believe you're not even bringing it into your skull but you don't even need to close your eyes because of the color.

You feel it and that's enough to tell you it's there.

Also, that image made me very happy and I don't know why, but that's nothing new<3

>>40466107
B-but i'm waiting for the bridal bed would that be ok:0

>>40466183
Sure I guess...

>>40466156
>>40466062 (OP)
gosh, anon.
i see why the 6'9' white chud loves you so much.

>>40466214
Maybe I'll talk to him and ask if it's okay.... I just wanna be like a good wife and not a whore...

Too many people want to make the world just about sex and that's scary.It's really scary. It's so normal that we don't understand how scary it is.

The scariest things are the things we don't think about and let flow out of us.

He wants to flow into me like a river, one that fills me but never stops flowing<3

>>40466062 (OP)
6’9 isn’t funny anymore it’s all about 6’7 now

>>40466305
I'm a little confused by the horse pushing wind out of its nose here:/

Is that a symbol of approval or desire maybe?

Sometimes I think about what it means to be desirable and lusted after.

It's excitement filled with trepidation.

To be chased and captured.

You can't run too fast or maybe you just don't want too.

I don't know if there's really an equivalent, certainly not in nature.

Why would the bunny want to be caught by the wolf?

Something spiritual and not rational I think.

Rationality is rationality is pretty overrated.

It's self defeating but then again a lot of human things really are.

Only when you go beyond rationality do you grasp onto eternity.

Everything else is ego and gooning.

The least productive kind of goon, the vapid goon stripped of true joy.

You've tied yourself in a weird bssm not knot but you see it not.

Logic cannibalizes it's own purpose and more frightening it's value.

It becomes this weird shadow of nothing, a tool that has lost its purpose and crumbled like sand between your fingers.

Better to just fuck really good with someone, marry them and believe in wonders.

Beautiful glorious wonders is like the stars in the sky~

Those of that kin will inherit the Earth and for its healing.They will cruthose who hold the knife of self aggrandizing logic to their very own throats.

They don't need to do anything but exist in that peace to watch the blood flow.

>>40466422
I really don't know what you're talking about sister?

>>40466484
67 mango mustard

>>40466651
Uhhh... Okay...huh.

I mean I like Mangoes.

I also like dragon fruit quite a lot:)

>>40466651
Stadium mustard is also pretty fantastic I gotta say:)

>>40466756
>I mean I like Mangoes
those who know…

>>40466784
Uhhh you mean this?

https://youtu.be/CFIxd3Is0og?si=4IdU9E7WhwBwTi-s

It seems kind of corky to me.

Why do people do such silly things sugar cube?