>>40475823>27i guess your fat % is higher than i'd expect for 27.
>my body is disgustingIts not disgusting, you're just fat. You can be fat and attractive, its just not the thing for some people, just not all.
Try and work on your mental, also, if you aren't losing weight then you're sneaking in enough calories to counteract it, which is common to people who have lost control.
Start making notes of absolutely everything you eat and drink, then cal count them. That will help, often people don't realize how much they are ingesting from "irrelevant" small snacks and stuff.