I realized I never wanted to be a woman. I just want to be pretty. I’d be perfectly happy if I were a pretty man

That's 95% of amab trannies

>>40470336 (OP)
men aren't pretty after 25 u_u

>>40470469
I don’t think so how can one call themselves a woman if they don’t believe it

>>40470336 (OP)
No, you want to look like a woman (because you have dysphoria), but you’re content with still being called a man (because it’s what you’ve been socialized to be used to). Don’t settle for that anon. You’re still trans.

>>40470518
I don’t want to look like a woman though in fact recently the idea of dressing womanly has started to disgust me

>>40470485
They just want to be pretty as men but have hard time understanding it so they think they want to be woman instead.

>>40470485
they want to fit into the culture

>>40470534
your only option for not turning into a bear is orchi + e. there are things you can do to reduce breast growth. or you can go to a psych and discuss your fear of aging as a man.

>>40470534
>I don’t want to look like a woman though
you posted a picture of someone who looks like a woman

>>40470633
ur blind

>>40470336 (OP)
Based transition as absurdist revolt against the unaesthetic properties of our chaos moder

>>40470660
it literally looks like a skinny androgynous woman or an extremely feminine teenage boy
if this is your standard for "actually not wanting to be a woman", you're just coping

>>40470336 (OP)
>ywn rape this

>>40470682
>male jaw
>male nose
>male shoulders
>no tits
no wonder u ppl think transition is possible u think men look like women

>>40470692
nope, they would absolutely pass as a very skinny flat woman
this is not what men look like

>>40470477
this, what is really came down to for me was looking at my mother and father and realizing id 100% kill myself if i ended up looking like my father

Im chopping my tits off and gonna try to restart my balls and just be a pretty man. Man BO stinks though

>>40470336 (OP)
that's pretty vain, like gay man vain

>>40470469
This. Most of us would be perma twinks if we could. It's peak aesthetic

>>40471448
im pretty sure im straight tho, I think my thought process was want to be pretty > women are pretty > want to be woman

>>40472289
id be a woman first and perma twink second. hrt let me be a twink up until i was about 27, but at 28 i can't pull it off anymore

>>40472431
>but at 28 i can't pull it off anymore
Wdym why? I'm taking hrt to avoid twinkdeath if I'm still gonna get it at 28 I may aswell rope

>>40472482
your cheeks still lose fat with age (despite hrt sending fat there), your eyebrows are lowered a bit, your skin will still show signs of aging. hrt puts it off for a while (it managed to for 6 years for me) but it only delays the inevitable. i'm getting cheek fat transfer and an eyebrow lift that will hopefully restore that but we will see how that goes

>>40472499
Isn't a lean face kind of good though? I looked worse when I was 18 and had a bloated face than I do now

>>40472482
30yo woman skin doesn’t look like 18yo man skin

>>40472525
maybe if youre a zoomer looksmaxxer trying to mog, but no, fuller cheeks are undeniably associated with youthfulness

>>40470692
>>male shoulders
thats male shoulders?

>>40470336 (OP)
literally all trannies

so i've been on HRT for over five years now but i had a moment back in like january where i saw a sorta alt cishet couple where both the guy and girl were solidly 8/10 or more. it made me realise that definitely a huge part of what made me transition was just being extremely unattractive in general before HRT, i just was not good at being a guy. looking at that couple i could honestly have settled for being either of them, i would have probably not minded looking like that dude but he had those chadlite but boyish genetics that i just don't. testosterone was going to turn me into a hideous balding incel with the worst possible combination of masc and fem traits if i let it, i wouldn't have grown up to be a good looking young man. all in all i don't regret transition but i do recognise the role that childhood trauma and being an ugly guy with low self-esteem played in me developing dysphoria.

>>40470336 (OP)
I was a pretty boy. It did not work for me cuz I could not fulfill male roles. Also despite my attraction to men, I felt disgusted by gays and I could not imagine myself being one. I was getting malefailed few times before HRT and it made me happy. I think I would be fine even as mild woman than handsome man. I never was in gym, always underweight and weak. Instead I was doing yoga and meditations. Not to mention crossdressing since age of 5. I was born to troon.

>>40473887
This is the second time I see bob. Why are you lying on the internet?
Hi bob, it's nice to see you again

>>40474306
it's a catch22:
transition and internalize homophobia
don't transition and internalize transphobia

>>40470336 (OP)
I had that realization a while ago too.
It feels so stupid, because I'm a pretty boy as is.
I decided to just stop worrying about shit like HRT until it comes time to worry. It's possible I won't even end up needing it until I'm way older though.

>>40470336 (OP)
same.. i juust want a body i can live in :(

>>40476239
why did I have to be born with a comically large rib cage and not a normal one like this :/

>>40476618
idk nona sry :( for me its his hips. i wish i didn't have such tall narrow hips