>>40475080 (OP)Think of it like this; the fat you have on you has been distributed according to testosterone, in a male pattern. You want to get rid of all that fat, and land at a bmi around 23. You can then gradually put some of the weight back on which will (once you have adequate levels) distribute in a feminine way. Some people will tell you "just start hrt now and lose weight later" but it's bullshit. You need that clean framework for new fat distribution, otherwise your body will look really weird. Once you have it, then you eat eat eat and work out to build up the areas you want. Thighs, butt, tighten your tummy, etc. It's so fucking cool how much the human body can be molded desu