>>40477313 (OP)
it's supposed to be a phase. you take estrogen and dress like a fag and suck dicks for like 5-10 years and then you detroon, settle down with a cis woman and have a family. you didn't think this was supposed to be for life, did you?

For me it wasn't, I thought it was, I even convinced myself that I was done with it but I experienced someone else's psychotic breakdown and it was specifically about it, how they could never let go of that image of me and I realized I couldn't either.

>>40477362
this is unironically my plan

>>40477313 (OP)
in for a penny, in for a pound