>>40477953 (OP)
normal people seem to largely be cruel and evil desu, ive been trying to figure out how to be less offputting for years for the same reason and it hasnt worked atp i think i will just die on this board
>>40477953 (OP)
Youre not gonna like this answer, but you cant become normal. You can however become healthier. Part of that is caring less about being normal, and accepting that most people just wont ever truly understand you. I think it would also be good for you if you cut out shit like this board, it just lowers your self-esteem, and it doesn't really serve you.
>>40477953 (OP)
idk most ppl like me irl, i'm just how i am and I don't hide my retardation anymore. i think they appreciate my authenticity and that I show that I truly always do my best.
you don't have to be perfect. just be you.