Im a bad friend....

>>40487040 (OP)
You're a disgusting orc and should kys, im sure your panties smells very bad too (would sniff)

>>40487040 (OP)
are you gonna confess or what

>>40487532
panties sniffer your posts read as brown. idk if youre actually brown irl but you act brown jsyn

>>40489036
Its just as i said... im a bad friend.... i dont value people enough... i dont really.. care enough about people.... i dont seek genuine connections.. so friendships are just superficial to me..

I imagine people feel like they arent really noticed by me

>>40490944
>I don't value people enough
Well you can start improving on that by not subjecting all of us to your stupid posts all the time

>>40490975
Lol fair point... ill reduce the load

>>40490944
Bad friends dont think about how bad of friends they are. Your probably a good friend just anxious

i stopped therapy and have chilled out some. the emotional dysregulation was too much for me with what was going on. i fumbled rly bad and am genuinely broken. i do wish she could have been understanding that therapy would do this and had been patient with me. ik my history didn’t warrant the patience, but idk even the hyper arousal of my body freaking out from my brain reactivating. the crash out was inevitable especially with someone i was limerent and associated parts of my trauma so heavily with pushing me fully out of her life. i really wish i was brave enough that i could kill myself. i can’t maintain anyjing with anyone but ik there will never be another like her idc. it’s stupid in her mind and im a deranged person for even being so hung up on it or and deranged for the actions ive taken. i hope i cease to know anything soon. i wish it was already the case that i couldn’t know anything

i stopped therapy and have chilled out some. the emotional dysregulation was too much for me with what was going on. i fumbled rly bad and am genuinely broken. i do wish she could have been understanding that therapy would do this and had been patient with me. ik my history didn’t warrant the patience, but idk even the hyper arousal of my body freaking out from my brain reactivating. the crash out was inevitable especially with someone i was limerent and associated parts of my trauma so heavily with pushing me fully out of her life. i really wish i was brave enough that i could kill myself. i can’t maintain anyjing with anyone but ik there will never be another like her idc. it’s stupid in her mind and im a deranged person for even being so hung up on it or and deranged for the actions ive taken. i hope i cease to know anything soon. i wish it was already the case that i couldn’t know anything i feel my lungs collapsing i wish they would

>>40487040 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rwp4dnAgrbk

>>40491674
I aint waiting this gay shit