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definitely not targeted edition
>QOTThow do you cope in these trying times? and is it working?
>previous thread >>40490067
>>40493299 (OP)I feel so utterly defeated. it's not my fault I'm brown. I want to make up for it so fucking badly
>>40493299 (OP)i'm drinking and i feel like this OP is targeting me
>>40493331stop stealing my lines
is it working? no
nothing ever works
>>40493331try monobenzone
>>40493331goodbye everyone. Im going to pull an omori, and dream up a better world in my head. Being brown is destroying me inside. I can't fucking take it anymore. I can't just pretend I'm ok with being brown, and everyone treats me differently because of it. My own races don't want me, and whites don't want me.
I tried over and over to fit in to society, but Im a fucking loser through and through.
>>40493376whatโs so bad about being a brown manmoder? apart from the fact weโre hairy everywhere
>>40493376i love brown manmoders
send me your location saar
at night i realize i kind of donโt have a life and that the way im โlivingโ isnโt sustainable at all
iโm still gonna wake up and do it all over again though
>>40493626Beyond truth
Omega truth
Truth Armageddon
Truth Big Bang
>>40493299 (OP)ive been getting higher and smoking longer, i dont think its working tbhon
Damn
Imagine begging chudette of all people to take you back
That is like begging a homeless dude to suck his dickโฆ..
>>40493299 (OP)QOTT The news is too much, weed and working out are good distraction
Iโm worse than nothing and all I touch are shit and all my friends and relationships and family want me gone, not dead just pitifully secluded, asceticism. It would be best for everyone
And not only thatโฆIโm obsessed with trooning
good buy everyone i canโt take the pain any longer :((((
QoTT: I got sober, got in the best shape of my life, running a marathon soon. It's not working I hate being alive so much
i had a weird dream again and i woke up unable to breathe
>my ribcage is wider than my iliac crests
>the best look i can EVER hope for is androgynous trans amab
WHY
EHY
W
H
Y
I was thriving and happy in my single state. I was a free woman with nothing holding me back. Tonight my ex messaged me and we met up to talk in a park. It felt as though we hadn't spent a day apart. He held me close to his chest for a while. When I looked at him, he hesitated for a moment before kissing me. I wish I was stronger. I'm disheartened to see how much of a slave to a man's affection I still am. I'm just like any other girl who loses herself to love and I always will be.
My God, I still love him so much. This man has a hold on me like no one else. He wants to see me again and I'm not sure how to feel. I thought I was so strong and had moved past this mess but the moment I saw him I melted.
Fuck off for being the way you are. But I brought this upon myself. I manifested it, I can't complain! This is going to send me into a spiritual psychosis. I made this happen. I told him I cursed him hence his feeling of being addicted to me. It wasn't a joke! Sorry I put a curse on you darling.
found the right time to take a shit at work when no one else does and its so fucking cash money
my books definitely have book lice and i might have to get rid of them because i cant breathe in my room anymore :(
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>>40495074that sucks anon, i can relate. i found moths in my yarn stash :(((((
ever since I got a kindle i just leave my books on a box
she won't stop calling me
>>40495139thatโs smart im going to get a plastic container and isolate them starting with the oldest first to see how i do. logical man solution btw
i was banned for 4 days for showing my ugly tits.
>>40495191just donate them
>>40495198u missed nothing dw
>>40495198fr nothing happened these past 4 days. how have you been dakota feeling better/worse than normal?
>>40495200but theyre so sexy and i love them
>>40495211i started taking augmentin on tuesday and its causing a rash on my face and chest which is very itchy also makes me dizzy and i might get fired today.
>>40495223:( thats not good
>>40495229no its awful i feel gutted
do not start hrt at 19 if you're a slav
i started at 21 and im part slav and it is been over for me so the anon was right
you're not a real manmoder though
I LOOK LIKE A TEENAGED BOY OH OH KMS OH OH ITโS NOT THAT BAD BUT OH OH I NEED TO DIE OH OH I NEED TO CRY CAUSE MY SHOULDERS ARE WIDE AND I CANT HIDE FROM THE MAN THAT IS INSIDE
>>40495266same
my shoulders are enormous and my ribcage is horrible
>>4049527718โ
32โ
Here
Wbu faker
Feels bad being the only manmoder
i have a 37โ under bust. idk how to measure my shoulders but im guessing they are bigger than 18โ
>>40495281basically that LMAO and worse bc im 5'6
you guys really think im a bdd uwu cute boymoder no im WIDE
also my biacromial is like 38/39cm too i think thats between 15" and 16"
>>40495336My biacromial is 41
my biacromial is around 14 inches but my enlarged copd ribcage makes my arms sit wide
>>404953412/3cm bigger than mine, not that much
also again. i am 5'6. 169cm. if i were 5'11/180cm i wouldnt complain about these measurements. i look too wide for my height. its all about PROPORTIONS. and mine are fucked
i wish i had a petite build like every other manmoder :(
>>40495368i will date you, dumb fugly bitch i would kiss your face and forehead as well
my real blackpill is my fugly ass hipdips that look like shit and make me want to kms
>>40495377thats my point lmao
you have a biacromial just 2cm bigger than mine even tho you're almost 20cm taller than me
god did a prank on me that shit is ridiculous
basically everything in my life is:
you will get half or 90% of it, but you will never get the full experience of that.
in every field or basically every part of my body is like that, too close but too far away at the same time
>>40495392hating my hipdips does not make me a woman even though its a common woman experiance
i've grown a beard again... nothing's worth the effort these days
>>40495434im rocking a solid 2day stubble atm
>>40495440zased... i was expecting for the hair to fall out after my last laser treament, but now I see I have a FUCKTON of blonde hair
>>40495422thatโs not even true if you were braver as a child and got on hrt early you would be fine
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>>40495475i posted it already in this general a few weeks ago
>>40495481this is kinda true. i have pics from when i were just 15y and my shoulders were very large already. ofc other things would be better like face probably ribcage, i wouldve been able to get more hips etc but my shoulders were fucked already
>>40495495you look like me but with bettwr hips and not as fat
>>40495495when did u start?
>>40495557december last year
>>40495514desu i think my hips wouldnt look that bad if my shoulders/ribcage were smaller. i'm around 61kgs rn but im trying to lose more weight to get to 55kgs again p.p
>>40495590how big are they
>>40495635how big are what? my hips? if so i never measured then after starting hrt i think desu
>>40495660i bet theyre 40+ KYS
>>40495676i dont know how to measure then lmao. its in the middle of the butt? like where your lower body is the widest?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WvAzMpYHQ8
>>40495744i think on ansur itโs the biggest point of the butt
>>40495771i think (but ofc i may have done it wrong lol) its 95/96cms. i think thats 37.5 inches
>measurements so bad the thread died
i just peed out the cloudiest pee ever
>>40495876i think you look fine
i cant fucking breathe i dont want to get rid of my books WHYYYYYYY GOD WHY
>6'0" tall
>180 lbs fat
>18" biacromial
>41" bust
>34" underbust
>31" waist
>42" hips
the life of a man is strange, indeed
i win the flattest ass competition what do i get
ok i dont know if they're 100% right but:
height 5'6
bust 35" 89cm
underbust 31" 81cm
waist 27" 70cm
hips 37" 96cm
>>40496004mogs me
i wish i had nice iliac crests so bad
188 cm.
53 cm bideltoid.
Size 44 feet.
>>40496013desu i think what really fucks me is my height (for these measurements i should be a bit taller) and my shoulders/ribcage. the rest can be worked with
>>40496018those are my one good feature
>>40494075>>40494136i love orthostatic hypotension from weed, falling over is funny
>>40494855maybe 2 marathonsโll fix you
>>40496013>>40496136https://files.catbox.moe/w8igso.mov
>>40496217why is it a .mov...?
>>40496217imagine clicking on a weird ass link
>>40496271ooooOOOOoooOOOo a big scary link
>>40496027True manmoders get ignored. Of course.
>>40496271https://imgur.com/a/6JuCsZW
there it is you pussy
>>40496382no way
.mov to me screams early 2000's digital cameras and shit like that
>>40496382why iphone
>>40496391it's just a container format, it's over 30 years old but there's nothing especially wrong with it beyond widespread compatibility (and it originally being a proprietary apple-ecosystem-only kind of thing)
>>40494729stop impersonating me you stupid bitch
send me your location so i can fucking rape you with no lube
>>40496411yah i remember at one point it was hard to open .mov files, they needed their own stupid player to do so. now, like you say, there's really probably not any difference. if you say, try upload it to a site and it says .mov isn't allow, just change the filename to .mp4 and it works just fine
>>40496137you don't look like that you faggot. fuck you. fuck everything
>>40495970what books? just shove the in the library drop off or take them go a bookstore. who cares what happens after that. what are they, books of evidence of financial embezzlement? why are they so hard to get rid of?
>>40495495get the fuck out of my thread you bitchass twinkhon
>>40495434get lazer. you're not even trying you lazy retard
>>40495386just go fuck yourself in the ass with a taser you disgusting passoid
YOU STINK
FUCK EACH AND EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE
>>40496453>you don't look like that you faggotyou know damn well that's literally me fuck you
>>40496453> go fuck yourself in the ass with a taser you disgusting passoidnot a passoid just a guy on e
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>>40496468beat it short stuff
I look like this and say this
>>40496490im one hundred eighty five centimeters tall
>>40496453theyre old and look cool
why the fuck is shen comix fantasizing about being forced to draw yuri and tortured by lesbians? is xe a troon now or something? fuck my life, fuck everything. everyone is trans now. there's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
>>40496465you know damn well that i know that you don't look like that
fuck you
>>40496453>get the fuck out of my thread you bitchass twinkhongiwtwm. just a twink with boobs actually
>>40496136^^
gomen
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>>40496499desu i thought she was talking to kiria thatโs my bad
why don't all of you faggots just suckle on my dick already i hate you all so much
>>40496515that's what a twinkhon is, you asshole
>>40496507well, those books are going to a better place. it's not like you read them, dumbass
>>40496514hes baiting and its working because troons are stupid and easy
>>40496533i read most of them, only one henry james book and a book from the 1870s i didnt read because 1 henry james sucks and 2 the 1870s book would fall apart probably
>>40496534me on the right but I curbstomp fascists and supremacists
>>40495495Fakemoder get the FUCK out this is the men's thread
>>40496551Curbstomp my throat daddy
>>40496534gayhem will ALWAYS top coping loser varg
>>40496533>>40496554ngl my main thread was /bmg/ but we dont /bmg/ anymore so the closest thing for me its /mmg/ specially because the other boymoders there were all prettier than me lol
I'm a size 10 men's
You are all little girls
>>40496534me on the left except my eyes are brown
>>40496581fuck off to mtfg
>>40496585I am a size 11 mens
guys i dont ahve a job and i spend hundreds of dollars a day
>>40496543it's annoying or something
>>40496589based true moder
>>40496581curse you and the 17 generations of your ancestors. begone, wench
>>40496593post checking and savings amount so we can help you calculate your park bench + meth ETA and don't forget to max out all credit cards and go into debt
I will never be inherently feminine or female and my soul and brain will always be ultra masculine
Agp mef tocd is real Iโm proof
I shouldnt have come to this board and website.
>>40496634shut teh fuck up tranny
>>40496629she should leave us alone
>>40496627do you need my ssn as well?
but only a real AGP would make this joke because it requires liking memes or technology or weeb shit or being terminally online
>>40496629ty girl <3
we're all on the same boat. if i passed i wouldnt be here lol just because i have one trait better than some people doesnt mean im a passoid. there are other people here with traits better than mine too, thats life
1. Im hats
2. I dont understand technology
3. I watched mr robot when i was 13 and would ping attack my friends computers or log them out of their virtual desktop during cs class in high school
4. I got a c in that class
5.
>>40496495want forgiveness? get religion.
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I have a 53cm bideltoid and I'm 188 cm tall.
>>40496680> mr robot when i was 13i looked it up and mr robot camout 10years ago. which makes me feel old hell
i look like this guy josh hartnett from virgin suicides
>>40496733you LITERALLY have a weak chin and massive boobs retard
>>40496743FUCK you you don't get to gas me up anymore
>>40496745I'm verse
>>40496669shut up you stupid fucking woman go outside
>>40496666Checked.
Question: if I don't understand this comic at all, not even a little bit, am I HSTS?
>>40496733What is your head measurment
The first thing i noticed about him in the movie is his head is extremely massive even for male standards
>>40493299 (OP)would you guys be friends with a brown tranny? BE HONEST, pls.
I spent last night crying out of shame of being a brown mixiod. It makes me feel so unwanted and undesirable. Im just a stupid stupid monkey.
>>40496772>What is your head measurmentwhich one? I've never been skullpilled but I've got a long xenomorphic neanderthal head
>>40496773Kys racist subhuman
>>40496773I love brown and black trans people so much! white trannies tend to be extremely cringe and pathetic on average. I'm sure you're very beautiful, nona. Be proud of your features, take good care of yourself. YGMI.
>>40496782The circumfrance around your skull horizontally
>>40496773bix nood muhfuggah (tl note: this means yes but work on that self-hate it will drive people away)
i cant fucking breathe in my fucking room fuck
>>40496791>circumfrance23" around my noble browline
>>40496733Yea ok whatever retard
>>40496783I'm sorry.
>>40496790how can I be proud of my features when everyone calls them ugly? I just feel so fucking worthless.
>>40496792I want to fucking cry
>>40496806It is medium - large give or take which isnt small same as me
But not as big as that guy from no country for old men his head is super huge like 60cm+
>>40496812Yea I see you, stop being such a faggot
Fuck all of you fakemoders.
wahhhh i'm brown : ( life sucks : ((( just go take a bleach bath and you'll have that MJ glow
>>40496848Takes one to to know one huh bitch?
the hugginface one is dead I think so what artificial brainworm incubator do I use to get a prompt from my picture then have another one generate an impossible caricature?
>>40496863>>40496723Sounds like a fakemoder to you?
>>40496871I've known taller and wider trannies who pass WITHOUT surgeries, whine more, either make the effort or don't
>>40496892Kill yourself fucking retard. I wish I could crush your passoid skull with my hands.
this is how troons think.
>>40496898I doubt your girlish hands could even fit around my skull, you fucking troglodyte
THE PERCENTILES
FEMALES MALES
CM INCHES CH INCHES
51.34 20.21 1ST 53.32 20.99
51.69 20.35 2ND 53.69 21.14
51.92 20.44 3RD 53.93 21.23
52.25 20.57 5TH 54.27 21.37
52.77 20.78 10TH 54.81 21.58
53.13 20.92 15TH 55.18 21.72
53.41 21.03 20TH 55.47 21.84
53.65 21.12 25TH 55.73 21.94
53.96 21.20 30TH 55.96 22.03
54.06 21.28 35TH 56.17 22.11
54.24 21.36 40TH 56.37 22.19
54.42 21.43 45TH 56.56 22.27
54.60 21.50 50TH 56.75 22.34
54.77 21.56 55TH 56.94 22.42
- S. 54.95 21.63 60TH 57.13 22.49
55.14 21.71 65TH 57.33 22.57
55.33 21.78 70TH 57.54 22.65
55.55 21.87 75TH 57.77 22.75
55.79 21.96 80TH 58.03 22.85
56.07 22.08 85TH 58.34 22.97
56.45 22.23 90TH 58.73 23.12
- 57.05 22.46 95TH 59.35 23.37
57.48 22.63 97TH 59.77 23.53
57.82 22.76 98TH 60.10 23.66
58.40 22.99 99TH 60.65 23.88
are you telling me Lilith has gone mainstream? why is she tall? why does his art style suddenly start aping anime
>>40496931why are you so bothered
>>40496926tfw 90th percentile male skull
>>40496926Wahhh muh numbers!!ยก Shut the fuck you fucking faggot holy shit, please recreate this image pronto with ACTUAL bleach
>>40496773tell me how my dick tastes
tell me how my motherfucking dick tastes
i have a head circumference between 22-22.5 inches
>>40496926Fucking fakemoder messing with my file uploads!
>>40496926Pls make this into a chart wtf does this mean faggot
>>40496940Post proof fakemoder, preferably with you bleeding out of your ears
>>40496733beautiful brownmoder princess
this one is kinda goals ngl
>>40496957http://tools.openlab.psu.edu/publicData/ANSUR-TR89-044.pdf
page 207
>>40496968need this like you wouldn't believe
>skull measuring competition
i hate whites so much it's unreal
TFW my head is either as big as the biggest women or just about and im 5'8 so that means it's totally fucking over.
over
.over
over
>>40496983I am 22.5 inches hbu blackie
the skullpill is the stupidest shit like we're getting into literal racial phrenology territory (the same way the trans in sports issue really quickly degrades into white supremacist anti-feminist anti-humanitarian bullshit)
>>40496960picrel me on the left
also I'm the only real manmoder fuck you
Desu passing as a black woman is super easy probably bc a lot of them have huge skulls so they just pass as black
i would say take me out back and shoot me but idk if the bullet could reach my brain through all that skull :(
>>40497005blacks are less dimorphic than whites. probably due to yt neanderthal interbreeding. ofc the higher the rate of neanderthal dna in a civilization the more competitive so trade offs
>>40497004ok but the skull is sexual dimorphic and this is the tranny board soโฆ idk i feel like its bad if we start making value judgments or restricting what people can do based on it
>>40497025>making value judgments or restricting what people can do based on itwho is doing that?
>>40497032no one so far itt, but like phrenology was the hot new shit back in like early 20th c
>>40496826Try to surround yourself with people don't call you ugly? Also get off of 4chan, there's wayyyy too many racists on here. Of course you hate yourself if you're scrolling this board all day
https://youtu.be/RVvrQAOq4jU?si=MlcA6hnw06gacsD_
>slop
you're so fucking gross
>>40497115Hating ai just makes u a weeb nothing more nothing less
ok so overall i have an androgynous head size. like all the rest of my measurements. androgyny should be hot, right? well wrong! i am androgynous in an ugly blob sense, i am fully asexual - even repulsive. i hate my life, sometimes i like it. i cant breathe right now. i am allergic to so many things and i dont know why. god have mercy on my soul. sometimes i speak to neutrally about the human body and ethnic differences as if i was talking about various types of gadflies and people get upset. i said that on bluesky and lost many followers. they dont love me. im sorry
>>40497138you're literally too fucking stupid to even understand lmao
>>40497139>i am androgynous in an ugly blob sensesame worstie
>>40497160go to mtfg fakemoder
>>40497178I'm not a fakemoder
I use he/him
I look like a man
I dress like a man
I have an untrained voice
I have the domineering aura of a man
everyone calls me sir/he/him/bro/dude/man
FUCK you
>>40497158The robots will take your job in 2 tears good luck
>>40497186do you think you're saying something? lol
>>40497185so youre a pdx tranny that doesnt voice train? MTFG IS FOR YOU BITCH
>>40497190Yes if i were you i would hate ai too
it is awesome that yesterday i made a comment about my name and now i have people trying to impersonate me
>>40497192wrong
I'm a manmoder
I do not identify or present in any way as a woman so what the fuck is your point?
>>40497202Nobody is impersonating you psycho
>>40497202I am impersonating your balls
>>40497208you look like a broad you pale bitch
>>40497239I LOOK LIKE AN UGLY OLD MAN WITH HORMONAL ISSUES FUCK YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>40497245why would I use mtfg when I'm not a typical mtf and am definitionally a manmoder?
i hate allies
i hate pride
i pretend to tolerate your fucking trans flag
but i feel uncomfortable being in the same room as it
you should fold it up
you should get rid of it
>>40497256yeah you pretend a lot of shit you fucking liar
>>40497265can't even try to answer the question, huh? this is MY swamp
>>40497269you're the one who lies about being a manmoder and lied about actually liking me when you secretly fucking hated me the whole time and wouldn't tell me
>>40497290Kys methy it was funny yday but getting annoying
Go find someone hotter and with a better heart and stfu about him
WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL YOU SICK DEMON
YOU RUINED MY LIFE
omg is it just me chuddy and methy dawg im out i cant do this anymore
im a creepy man and i lick the posts of my favourite users
>>40497290how am I lying about being a manmoder? and fuck you we already did this, you're the deceitful one and you just keep admitting more and more about how uncomfortable you were with me and how much you disliked me
>>40497302KILL YOURSELF
ALL YOU DO IS CURSE ME
EVERYONE I LOVE AND TRUST JUST CURSES ME AND HATES ME AND MAKES FUN OF ME BEHIND MY BACK IT'S ALL YOU FUCKERS DO
>>40497319Do u see how everyone is nice to him itt and he is mean back ? what did u expect irl ?
U suffer the same problem as me which is morbid curiosity (drugs with da homeless, dating abusers etc) u need to stop before u hurt urself too badly
>>40497317i never disliked or was uncomfortable with you until you made it impossible to communicate with you
"you don't listen"
okay to what? i'm listening!
"no i'm not telling you i don't want to talk about it" SHUT THE FUCK UP AND TREAT ME LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING NOT A HORRIBLE MONSTER TO BE TREATED WITH SUSPICION AT EVERY TURN
>>40493299 (OP)How do you guys stay friends with cute passoids. Is it even possible.
round up every pdx tranny and force them to start trt
>>40497344I keep them at a safe distance and recognize the impassable gap between them and something like me
>>40497345i would vote for that
>>40497339you said you were ashamed to be seen with me and just said you were pretending to tolerate things like the flag AND YOU FUCKING CALLED ME UGLY you fucking liar
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which one are you, bros?
>>40497333KILL YOURSELF
FUCK YOU ALL
for three weeks everything was normal until suddenly "you never listen" out of nowhere!?
>maybe you shouldn't put all the mayo in the bottle on my sandwich >"okay so less mayo then? why?">WHY WOULD YOU ASSUME LESS MAYO, TECHNICALLY SPEAKING, I JUST LITERALLY SAID NOT ALL THE MAYO. ALSO STOP ASSUMING I WAS SAYING YOU PUT ALL THE MAYO ON..JUST BECAUSE I TELL YOU NOT TO DO X DOESN'T MEAN I THINK YOU DID X AND YOU'RE A BAD PERSON FOR EVEN ASKING AND I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU AND TORTURE YOU FOR ETERNITY
>>40497364Did he actually omg that is so evil is that a paraphrase or word for word
>>40497365i was a chronic hardline user because i suck
> fucking mayo has made this thread unusable for days now
>>40497352I have one eho I'm friends with but I don't think she understands the psychic damage she causes me whenever she complains about some passoid problem like how wearing short shorts shows off her injection site. Like I wish I could dress like that
nice
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>>40497377SOG hardline sweep
>>40497364>you said you were ashamed to be seen with mei literally never said that i said if my parents saw me with you it would be awkward and i was referring to the age gap plus being us being a gay couple not you being trans specifically. see? you get to misundertand me and i just explain the misunderstanding. i never say "ah but see this proves my idea that you never listen, because i form negative ideas about you because i hate you and then fish for evidence to confirm them instead of trying to help you understand. instead of helping you understand my perspective i just repeatedly accuse you of things and get mad when you deny it"
>i'm sorry i never meant to hurt you>I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO APOLOGIZE. I NEVER SAID YOU HURT ME. FUCK YOUTHAT'S WHAT YOU SOUND LIKE. THAT'S HOW YOU TREATED ME AFTER YOU TURNED. JUST GO BACK TO NORMAL. PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU
>>40497333>everyone is nice to him itt and he is mean backwhere? when? fuck you too you learning disability ass literal retard
>>40497370you still refuse to actually take my words at face value while also continuing to express how much you were actively deceitful about with me in person
>>40497408>fish for evidencebitch I told you I am too simple for those games you VOLUNTEERED this information and have repeatedly insulted me since, I know what you really think
>>40497374she's just damaged and immature and likes to pretend to be evil for dramatic effect out of her insecurity, but something as simple as you wouldn't be capable of processing or understanding that
methy you can do better than chuddy
>>40497393it's rough when they try to be supportive and might even be so positive that they can overlook your neverpasser traits and encourage you to live more like them, but they really can't get it
>>40497364why don't tou introduce me to your parents then you fucking idiot. i don't think you're ugly i just think MY FUCKING PARENTS WOULDN'T APPROVE AND SAME WITH ALL MY FORMER FRIENDS WHO LEFT ME AND HATE ME NOW AND SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK. WHY WOULD I WANT MY ENEMIES TO SEE US TOGETHER? JUST SO THEY CAN USE IT TO TORTURE ME AND MAKE FUN OF ME FOR BEING GAY? WHY WOULD I WANT THAT
IT DOESN'T MEAN I HATE YOU BUT ZOOMERS JUDGE AGE GAPS. I DON'T CARE
I'M SAYING SOCIETY CARES SO LET'S AVOID MY FAMILY LIKE YOU AVOID YOURS YOU FUCKING INSECURE HYPOCRITE
YOU WANTED ME TO OPEN UP AND BE HONEST. I DID. I HIDE ALL MY RELATIONSHIPS FROM MY FAMILY BECAUSE FUCK THEM. THAT DOESN'T MEAN I THINK YOU'RE UGLY YOU DUMB BITCH. i never felt bad being seen with you in public i just thought your body deserved better than amazon basics and clothes so ripped you can see through them you fucking slut. AND THAT'S A COMPLIMENT. YOU THINK IF I THOUGHT YOU WERE PRETTY I WOULD BE LIKE "ah yes i want my beautiful girlfriend to always wear amazon basics and ripped clothing so ripped you can see her underwear. became she is beautiful she deserves the most basic and worn down clothing imaginable."
I'M NOT EVEN TELLING YOU YOU CAN'T WEAR IT
JUST THAT I'D RATHER YOU DIDN'T. SORRY FOR BEING HONEST IN MY OPINION. I THOUGHT THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED AND NOW YOU'RE PUNISHING ME FOR MY FEELINGS?
>>40497503I don't talk to my parents and you called me ugly
>>40497423volunteered what information? deceitful how? you always just make up accusations at least i communicate clearly and directly exactly what i fucking think. i can't even tell why you're mad and you never clarify just belittle me for not understanding as if i were doing it on purpose
>>40497423>you still refuse to actually take my words at face valueSAYS WHO? SHOW ME A FUCKING EXAMPLE?
>don't put all the mayo in the bottle on my sandwich >okay less mayo? why?>no, not less mayo, that's the perfect amount,. don't take any off just stop putting more on>okay, i'll stop putting more mayo on without taking any offit could've been that easy
instead
>YOU NEVER TAKE MY WORDS AT FACE VALUE >huh? what are you talking about >YOU WOULD KNOW IF YOU LISTENED >i thought you wanted less mayo so>I DIDN'T SAY LESS MAYO. I SAID NOT ALL THE MAYO. TAKE ME LITERALLY BECAUSE I HAVE AUTISM AND I AM THE VICTIM HERE>but i didn't put literally all the mayo on your sandwich?>YES I EXAGGERATED. ALSO I NEVER SAID YOU PUT ALL THE MAYO ON MY SANDWICH. THIS PROVES I'M RIGHT ABOUT YOU AND ALSO EVERY HUMAN BEING ON EARTH BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL NORMIES AND I'M SPECIAL AND NO ONE EVER UNDERSTANDS ME>(shaking) but you're mad about the mayo, right?>NO I'M MAD BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN>why are you glaring at me>STOP MAKING FUN OF MY FACE YOU TRANSPHOBIC BIGOT I'M SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT>i'm not making fun>YOU'RE INVALIDATING MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW
>>40497587you could have just listened to the words I actually used instead of hallucinating other things entirely due to your emotionality and insecurity
>>40497587OMG SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU
or maybe you couldn't have, idk, it doesn't matter
you called me ugly
>methy wasn't pretending to be schizophrenic
>>40497562>you hate yourself for being trans and don't want to be outed by being seen next to a trans flag because you're a paranoid manmoder>that means you hate ME for being trans. this is not about your insecurities it's about MINE. if you feel uncomfortable introducing me to your family you must hate ME. it must be because of ME not because of your family. i'm so insulted you don't want to introduce a gay age gap relationship of three weeks to your family you evil fucking bigot>but actually i didn't mean it like that i actually am trying to avoid my family interfering with my personal lifewell you just told me my feelings are wrong. that's belittling, demeaning, and invalidating
people keep staring at me it's so upsetting makes me feel like shit
>>40497620you just keep admitting you were lying
you called me ugly
>>40497604i never fucking called you ugly until after you told me you know where i live and my family you fucking monster
and that's because your behavior is ugly
i never insulted your appearance you stupid bitch but i guess you're just NOT LISTENING
why would anyone date fucking chuddy
methy get over this retard and find a cis man to put babies in you
>>40497633YOU LITERALLY CALLED ME UGLY FUCK YOU
>>40497639have you seen his big chud cock and shapely white milkers
>>40497629WHY THE FUCK WOULD I RAPE YOU IN YOUR SLEEP IF I THOUGHT YOU WERE UGLY YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE
>>40497641AND THAT'S WORSE THAN YOU THREATENING TO KILL MY WHOLE FAMILY? YOU KNOW FOR A FACT I DON'T KILL PUPPIES AND KITTENS. DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING I SAY IN THREAD IS REAL? ARE YOU RETARDED?
>>40497659I didn't threaten shit, I just said I knew
you still won't deal with the actual words I use
>>40497659you probably shouldnโt admit to thatโฆ
>>40497639KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF
MEN ARE DISGUSTING. FUCK YOU. I HATE YOU
>>40497670>i didn't threaten to kill your family >i just said i know where you live and your family for no reason at all>i didn't say less mayo>i just said don't put LITERALLY ALL THE FUCKING MAYO IN THE BOTTLE ON MY SANDWICH >YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME. THAT'S THE PROBLEM. I SAY WORDS FOR NO REASON. I DIDN'T SAY I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE AND YOUR FAMILY FOR A REASON. WHY WOULD YOU ASSUME THAT. DON'T PUT LITERALLY ALL THE MAYO IN THE BOTTLE ON MY SANDWICH ACTUALLY MEANS I'M NOT MAD AT YOU AT ALL AND THE AMOUNT OF MAYO YOU PUT ON IS PERFECT. IGNORE EVERYTHING I SAY AND DON'T REACT BY ASKING FOR CLARIFICATION. BEING ATTENTIVE IS ACTUALLY NOT LISTENING
>>40497694thanks for proving me right
>>40497671>>40497659>YOU KNOW FOR A FACT I DON'T KILL PUPPIES AND KITTENS. DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING I SAY IN THREAD IS REAL? ARE YOU RETARDED?P.S. if you don't fight back that's consent
>>40497671least surprising and very under discussed across the past few threads
>i didn't threaten to kill your family
>i just said i know where you live and your family for no reason at all
>i didn't say less mayo
>i just said don't put LITERALLY ALL THE FUCKING MAYO IN THE BOTTLE ON MY SANDWICH
>YOU NEVER LISTEN
>THIS PROVES ME RIGHT ABOUT YOU
>ALSO ABOUT EVERYONE. I'LL NEVER DATE AGAIN. I'LL NEVER TRUST A FRIEND. NOW I'M GOING TO FUCK FAT BLACK MEN TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS BECAUSE I LOVE TORTURING YOU
>>40497727i'm going to rape you, too, you worthless little slut
SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
oof
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>>40497751you're built like a 12 year old gay boy nigga
>>4049777612 year olds can't be gay or built, groomer
>>40497761it's ok to be a slut
>how dare you infer that saying i know where you live is a threat
>that actually proves you don't listen to me because i'm neurodivergent and have an aggressive victimhood mentality
>>40497698right about what you dumb bitch. fuck you
>>40497813its not a value judgement i dont have enough confidence or may too much confidence. could be fun but its not me yknow
>>40497830you, and people in general
you fucking basic bitch normie
>>40497639we weren't dating she was just bored and lonely or something and fucking with me for fun and because I'm that naive
over/under on murder-sui?
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i have a short like picrel and it's so tight that makes my ass looks even bigger
>>40497862iwnb that caked up
when this quiets down will you guys like be normal around each other or is one of you gonna go missing forever
>>40497881squats + good diet
in my case was just genetics
>>40497843>you can't infer that me angrily saying you shouldn't put all the mayo in the bottle on my sandwich means i'm angry you put too much mayo>you can't infer that me saying you never listen means you get to ask what it is you haven't heard>you can't infer me being angry means i want you to apologize. i'll just get madder because you apologized and i didn't ask you to, which proves you aren't listening to me>also breaking up with one person proves everyone is like that one person >but i can infer that you not wanting to introduce me to your transphobic parents means you're the real transphobe even though you're trans and also dating a trans person >i can infer that you not talking about your ex is belittling me somehow >i can infer you explaining you didn't mean to belittle me is actually invalidating my feelings >i can infer that you telling me to wear nicer clothes means you think i'm ugly>just because you don't want to be seen together by your parents or former friends who cancelled you and want to spread rumors about you behind your back actually means you think i'm ugly. it's definitely not because we're obviously a gay couple with an age gap. it's specifically because i'm ugly and you're a transphobic trans person
>>40497491It really do be like that. Why is life like this
>>40497907your analogy makes no sense, it's like you actively WANT to hurt me more by rubbing it in my face that you refuse to even try and understand what I actually said
>>40497902i dont want to have to choose between mommy and daddy
>>40497905im fucked i guess
>>40497924okay i'll drop the analogy
>maybe we shouldn't spend LITERALLY all day together >oh, do you want to spend less time together?>REEE NO I WAS JUST LITERALLY MAKING A STATEMENT NOT ASKING YOU TO DO ANYTHING EVEN THOUGH I SAID IT TO YOU AS IF IT WERE A MEANINGFUL INSTRUCTION >YOU NEED TO TAKE IT LITERALLY BUT ALSO IT'S NOT LITERALLY TRUE WE SPEND ALL DAY TOGETHER >INSTEAD OF HELPING YOU FEEL LESS WORRIED I DON'T LIKE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU, I'M GOING TO SUDDENLY GET UNREASONABLY ANGRY FOR NO REASON
>>40497950you're still doing it
this is the 5th thread about this damn
when you are insecure i explain i didn't mean it that way and you get mad in response because "i never said you meant it that way i just said i took it that way and the distinction is super important you never listen REEEE"
when i am insecure, instead of explaining you didn't mean it that way it's "fine, okay, whatever you want to believe, maybe you'd understand if you listened"
>>40497939joint custody, chuddy can post on the weekends
>>40497960>instead of ever explaining or clarifying what i want i'll just relentlessly dunk on you>i actually want you to misundertand me because it makes me feel vindicated >i just proved myself right be honest
you were wanting to spend less time with me
you expressed it
i understood it
i listened
you got mad
AND I KNOW YOU WANTED TO SPEND LESS TIME BECAUSE YOU SAID SO YOURSELF YOU WERE STILL MAD ABOUT THE DAY BEFORE AND NEEDED SOME TIME OR SOMETHING
SO I WAS RIGHT AND YOU'RE GASLIGHTING ME
>>40498004>i understood it>i listenedYOU TOOK WHAT I SAID AND DRAGGED IT OUT INTO SOME IMAGINED WORST CASE SCENARIO YOU RETARDED LITTLE DRAMA QUEEN FUCK YOU YOU CLEARLY DIDN'T FUCKING CARE ENOUGH TO EVEN TRY AND PAY ATTENTION
LIKE I LITERALLY SAID YOUR PLANS WERE GOOD INCLUDING COMING BACK TOMORROW OR WHENEVER
YOU LITERALLY DID NOT LISTEN YOU CHERRYPICKED THE THINGS THAT SUPPORTED WHAT YOU FEARED FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YO
>reee i hate you
>nooo why are you breaking up with me i just don't like spending time with you and refuse to clarify that i actually do
>nooo why are you offering to get back together when i complained about how much breaking up sucks and how much i hate it
>nooo why are you still mad at me publicly online when i started it ny baiting you in a way i knew you would recognize
>>40498026>i just don't like spending time with youWHEN DID EVER SAY THAT WHY ARE YOU STILL DOING THIS UNLESS YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING WANT TO HURT ME
god my throat hurts I've been screaming so much
>>40497969its wild because you can see when they log off to sleep and then when they both get on its right back to it. they got them dawgs in em
>>40498017i repeatedly asked you and you just got angrier and angrier and fefused to answer
why would i not imagine a worst case scenario with you fucking swearing at me as i stood there naked and shaking with you telling me "you never listen" over and over and me saying "okay i'll listen what do you want me to hear" and you refusing to elaborate WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU EXPECT? ME TO LEAVE MY STUFF WITH YOU? I DIDN'T THINK YOU'D LET ME BACK IN
AND I ASKED IF I SHOULD TAKE MY THINGS AND YOU DIDN'T SAY NO YOU SAID "FINE" OR "OKAY"
YOU DID THIS
>>40498058I TOOK SO MUCH CAREFUL EFFORT TO EXPLAIN IN THE SIMPLEST AND MOST DIRECT LANGUAGE I COULD AND YOU SHIT ALL OVER ME FOR IT WITH YOUR DELUSION AND REFUSAL TO LISTEN AND YOU KEEP DOING IT EVEN RIGHT THE FUCK NOW
FUCK YOU FOR WASTING MY TIME AND EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT
I DIDN'T EVEN SWEAR OR YELL UNTIL YOU KEPT SPEAKING OVER ME AND LITERALLY PROJECTING YOUR FEARS IN PLACE OF WHAT I SAID
>>40498025>YOU LITERALLY DID NOT LISTEN YOU CHERRYPICKED THE THINGS THAT SUPPORTED WHAT YOU FEAREDno you. i said my parents are transphobic and that's why i didn't want to introduce you to them. you then decided i'm transphobic and embarrassed to be seen with you
I KISSED YOU IN PUBLIC
YOU'RE THE ONE PURPOSEFULLY READING INTO MY WORDS
AND YOU ADMITTED YOURSELF YOU FELT LIKE WE WERE SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME TOGETHER AND YOU WERE STILL MAD ABOUT THAT STORY ABOUT MY EX AND DELT UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND ME YOU DON'T REMEMBER SAYING THAT? STOP GASLIGHTING ME
YOU FUCKING LEFT
YOU SAID WE WERE BREAKING UP
YOU DID THIS
YOU SCHIZOPHRENIC LITTLE SHIT
>>40498090THOSE THINGS WERE TRUE, NOTHING MORE THAN WHAT I FUCKING SAID, NOT THE REST ABOUT NOT WANTING TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU OR NOT ENJOYING IT OR BREAKING UP OR NOT LETTING YOU BACK IN
I LITERALLY SAID YES THAT'S GOOD TO YOU COMING BACK TOMORROW
WHY DO YOU FUCKING HATE ME THIS MUCH WHY ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME LIKE THIS
>>40498039you clearly don't want to spend time with me. and you don't remember saying you were actually uncomfortable when i came back the night before we broke up? you said it over text or call yesterday when i was in the park that you felt uncomfortable around me but didn't say anything. clearly you don't like spending time with me because you don't want me back
>>40498120>that you felt uncomfortable around me but didn't say anythingNO I DIDN'T I SAID I WAS STILL MAD ABOUT THE DAY BEFORE AND WASN"T BRINGING IT UP BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING CONSTRUCTIVE TO SAY ABOUT IT WHY WOULD I LET YOU BACK IN AND SAY YOU COULD COME OVER IF I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO
YOU ARE FUCKING INSANE
>>40498095I ASKED YOU IF I SHOULD TAKE MY THINGS AND YOU SAID OKAY FINE
I ASKED YOU
IT WASN'T UNILATERAL
YOU DIDN'T SAY "OKAY I'LL TELL YOU THE STUFF I FEEL YOU'RE NOT LISTENING TO"
YOU DIDN'T SAY "NO I WANT US TO COOL DOWN AND WE CAN FIGURE THIS OUT LATER WHEN YOU COME BACK"
YOU SAID OKAY FINE
I ASKED YOU
wish i was a ftfemboy with a dom tranny gf instead of a nasty gremlin with mantits
I WAS NEVER ANYHTING BUT BLUNTLY AND OPENLY HONEST AND FUCKING DIRECT WITH YOU YOU STUPID SELF-HATING SCHIZO SHIT
>>40498148AFTER YOU TOOK IT THERE AND KEPT IGNORING WHAT I WAS SAYING YES I EXPLAINED THIS TO YOU LIKE SIX SEPARATE TIMES ALREADY OVER VOICE AND TEXT AND MOTHERFUCKING 4CHAN RETARD IT WAS ENTIRELY UNILATERAL YOU DID NOT LISTEN TO ME YOU IGNORED WHAT I SAID AND KEPT DOING IT AFTER I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH IT HURT ME AND WHY THAT IS WHY I GAVE UP AND SAID FINE
FUCK YOU YOU ARE LITERALLY MAKING THINGS UP OR IDFK MAYBE IMAGINING THEM AND ACTUALLY BELIEVE YOUR DELUSIONS EITHER WAY YOU ARE NOT CONNECTED TO REALITY AND REJECTED THE SIMPLE FUCKING WORDS I USED TO INSTEAD INDULGE IN YOUR FEARFUL SELF-HATING FANTASY
>>40498082YOU'RE THE ONE PROJECTING YOUR FEARS ABOUT BEING TRANS BUT DID I START SWEARING OR YELLING WHEN YOU CALLED ME TRANSPHOBIC FOR NOT WANTING TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY FUCKING PARENTS? YOU DON'T EVEN SPEAK TO YOUR PARENTS. but i didn't say "no you never listen" i said "no i didn't mean it that way" and explained how you were misunderstanding me
you refuse to explain misunderstandings at all
i explain them but then get mad and say i'm invalidating your feelings and telling you your feelings are wrong
"you're wrong" doesn't mean "your feelings are wrong"
it means "you're wrong about me being transphobic. it's my parents who are transphobic"
see? i explain where you go wrong instead of just saying "you never listen" and "stop putting words in my mouth"
>>40498171you were yelling at me and swearing and staring at me silently. you never said to stay or give any indication you still liked me.
STOP FUCKING SAYING I DIDN'T EXPLAIN WHEN I DID GOD I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD I GAVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT I PUSHED DOWN MY OWN FEARS AND TOOK WHAT YOU SAID AS THE TRUTH BUT YOU COULDN'T EVEN TRY AND EXTEND THAT BASIC FUCKING COURTESY TO ME
>>40498215ONLY AFTER YOU DID THIS SHIT AGAIN AND STARTED TALKING ABOUT TAKING ALL YOUR SHIT AND LEAVING
DO YOU REALLY NOT UNDERSTAND THE ORDER OF OPERATIONS OR CAUSE AND EFFECT HERE? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS
ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS FUCKING LISTEN
>>40498200you didn't explain you said okay fine.
if you really liked me you'd be willing to deal with my insecurities and delusions like i deal with your delusions i think you're "ugly" because i want you to wear nice clothes and avoid my parents. hell, i avoid my parents. but it's not because i hate myself. i just don't want them to see me being gay and say some awkward fake supportive comment revealing they're actually disgusted but just pretending to accept me
THAT WAS LITERALLY ALL I ASKED OF YOU WAS TO FUCKING LISTEN TO WHAT I SAID AND STOP INFERRIGN ALL THIS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING INSANE EXTRA BULLSHIT
>>40498242I EXPLAINED BEFORE I SAID OKAY FINE
WHY ARE YOU STILL DOING THIS WHY ARE YOU EVEN NOW STILL ACTIVELY DOING THE THING I HAVE TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES NOT TO BECAUSE IT FUCKING HURTS MY FEELINGS
YOU ARE AS BAD AS ANY FOID I HAVE EVER DATED GOD FUCK YOU
>>40498237ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS LISTEN. I KEPT TRYING TO UNDERSTAND AND EXPLAIN MY PERSPECTIVE. I WASN'T EVEN MAD AT YOU ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL EXCEPT YOU BEING MAD AT ME AND GETTING MADDER EVERY TIME I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE, CLARIFY, OR ASK WHY YOU WERE MAD. AND WHEN I ASKED IF I SHOULD TAKE MY THINGS YOU SAID OKAY FINE
>>40498258YOU DIDN'T FUCKING LISTEN TO THE WORDS I WAS USING YOU PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH AND REACTED TO THEM AS THOUGH THEY WERE WHAT I HAD ACTUALLY SAID
I
FUCKING
TOLD
YOU
>>40498283the pooner started it
>>40498256instead of saying
>YOU'RE NOT LISTENING YOU'RE INSANE while I say
>listen to what what are you talking about?you could've said
>no, actually I don't want to spend less time with youyou're presenting it like i became angry first or some shit. you were already angry when you daid we shouldn't spend literally all our time together.
if someone angrily said
>don't put literally all the mayo in the bottle on my sandwich and you literally didn't
you would probably guess they're mad about the mayo
and then ask about the mayo
and hope they'd explain the mayo situation instead if getting mad and just saying you don't listen
YOU ARE ACTING LIKE A FOID
YOU ARE THE ONE GETTING MAD AND SAYING I'M TRANSPHOBIC AND YOU'RE UGLY JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO INTRODUCE A GAY AGE GAP RELATIONSHIP TO MY PARENTS AND MY RUMOR MILL EX-FRIENDS FROM HIGH SCHOOL WHO LOVE CALLING PEOPLE PEDOPHILES OVER THREE OR FOUR YEAR AGE GAPS
>>40498317>you're presenting it like i became angry first or some shitNO I'M NOT I'M PRESENTING IT LIKE YOU GOT HYSTERICAL AND LEAPED TO UNFOUNDED CONCLUSIONS FIRST, I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS ANGRY AND I FUCKING TOLD YOU THAT IN THAT MOMENT AND TOLD YOU WHY BECAUSE I FELT IT WAS IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHY I MIGHT LOOK OR ACT THE WAY I WAS AND THAT IT WASN'T MORE THAN WHAT I WAS SAYING
I FUCKING TRIED FOR YOU NEVER AGAIN NEVER FUCKING AGAIN I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU LITERALLY CALLED ME UGLY
>>40498268no you. i said maybe don't wear ripped clothes that show your bra. you said i'm transphobic.
and to settle another argument with you: is part of the point of manmoding hiding being trans from strangers until you pass or because you don't? isn't that the fucking point? or should i walk around in a bra and panties carrying a trans flag and call myself a manmoder?
>>40498335when did i call you ugly? in thread? that doesn't count. i've called everyone everything in this thread stop being insecure
>>40498341>no you. i said maybe don't wear ripped clothes that show your bra. you said i'm transphobic.THIS DIDN'T FUCKING HAPPEN
YOU ARE AGAIN MAKING SHIT UP AND CONFLATING EVENTS AND THEIR POSITION ON THE TIMELINE
YOU ARE LITERALLY A HYSTERICAL FOID FUCK YOU
>is part of the point of manmoding hiding being trans from strangers until you pass or because you don'tWE SPOKE IN GREAT FUCKING LENGTH AND I VERY DIRECTLY TOLD YOU THAT I THINK IT CAN BE BUT IS NOT DEFINITIONALLY PART OF MANMODING
YOU REFUSED TO LISTEN TO ME AND ARE STILL RUBBING MY FACE IN IT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW
YOU NEVER TOOK ME OR ANYTHING I SAID SERIOUSLY
>>40498355>that doesn't countFUCK YOU NO YOU DON'T GET TO JUST DRAW SOME ARBITRARY INVISIBLE LINE ONLY YOU CAN SEE YOU SAID IT YOU MEANT IT
>>40498335i was not hysterical you were. i was entirely calm and you came at me angry and i literally didn't know why. and i said "okay i'll listen" AND YOU SILENTLY STARED AT ME AS I STARTED TREMBLING AND SHAKING. YOU WERE ACTING SCARY AND WEIRD
ripped clothes are awesome though
yeah i wouldnโt show my momma chuddy either
>>40498366>you disagree with me therefore you didn't listen to me>listening doesn't mean hearing. it means being controlled i said for most manmoders, the main reason for manmoding is hiding..you disagreed, right?
>>40498382spineless bitch
>>40498374YOU CANNOT GASLIGHT ME
NO
THAT IS NOT THE ORDER IN WHICH THESE THINGS OCCURRED
I TOLD YOU I WAS MAD ABOUT THE DAY BEFORE AND I EXPLAINED WHY AND YOU ONLY SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOPPED INTERRUPTING AFTER YOU GOT HYSTERICAL AND RAN WITH YOUR INSANE CONCLUSIONS
>>40498388OH FUCK YOU I WAS SO CAREFUL TO NOT BE LIKE THAT I WANTED YOU TO BE ABLE TO DISAGREE AND FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS THAT
YOU FUCKING TRICKED ME YOU ARE SO FUCKING AWFUL
>>40498366ah yes and you meant it when you said you know where i live and also my family, right? YOU HYPOCRITE WHY DON'T YOU TEXT ME MY ADDRESS AND THE NAMES OF FAMILY MEMBERS THEN
OH
OH MAYBE NOT EVERY 4CHAN POST IS LITERALLY TRUE
ISN'T THAT CRAZY?
"manmoding" is a meme though, transfeminized subjects don't get to choose how theyre perceived
>>40498409WHY DO YOU FUCKING HATE ME SO MUCH
>>40498419> transfeminizedwow you read theory on bsky
>>40498441>a technically accurate term means you're some kind of offsite larper or wokeist
>>40498406i went home
i came back
you gave no indication you were still mad
hours had passed
you were mad at me because i apologized about not wanting a story about my ex (which i did end up telling you the rest of when you fucking forced me to) and then explaining i didn't mean it to hurt you (to which you responded by concluding i was telling you your feelings are wrong when i was explaining, no, you're wrong that me not wanting to talk about my ex and their dad is demeaning, if isn't, it's just a touchy subject for me)
i had jo clue you'd be mad about something i already explained wasn't meant to hurt you hours later
and i did what you wanted. i told you the rest of the fucking story
and then the rest of the say was normal
so i woke up the next day and took a shower
and when i got out you were suddenly angry, said i didn't listen, and wouldn't just tell me what it was you wanted me to hear as i stood there ears open
>>40498441lived experience, i dont even have blusky
>>40498449WHY ARE YOU STILL FUCKING LYING OR IGNORING WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID
YOU ARE STILL RUBBING IT IN MY FUCKING FACE THAT YOU NEVER CARED TO PAY ANY ATTENTION AT ALL
I WAS NOTHING BUT HONEST AND DIRECT WITH YOU AND THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING GET
>>40498406>YOU FUCKING TRICKED ME YOU ARE SO FUCKING AWFULthis is the kind of shit you were saying to me when i left you. complete delusional shit. i didn't trick shit. i am still attracted to you. fuck you for pretending to miss me. you rejected me and i'm literally right here. i tried to apologize yesterday and you yelled at me over the phone. either get the fuck over me and stop vague posting about me or maybe admit you weren't perfect and right about everything
>>40498462lying? and you got mad when i said i'm not doing it on purpose
see that's what you do
you did actually want to spend less time with me
you did think i was doing it on purpose
and you got mad when i inferred the obvious from your words that you're now admitting to
please leave mmg dramakings... ._.
YOU VERBATIM SAID "THAT'S WRONG" WHEN I TOLD YOU HOW I FELT
HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY DO THIS AND STILL THINK YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WAS REJECTED
>>40498471YOU TRICKED ME INTO WASTING TIME AND EFFORT ON YOU AND THREW BACK IN MY FACE MY EFFORTS TO COMMUNICATE CLEARLY AND RESOLVE MISUNDERSTANDINGS BY CONTINUING TO IGNORE WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID AND YOU ARE STILL DOING IT YOU ARE DOING IT RIGHT NOW YOU ARE PROVING ME CORRECT YOU ARE NOT LISTENING YOU DID NOT LISTEN YOU JUST HAD TO FUCKING LISTEN NOT AGREE OR EVEN UNDERSTAND JUST ACTUALLY FUCKING LISTEN
>admit you weren't perfect and right about everythingI NEVER FUCKING SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT I WAS RIGHT ABOUT THE SHIT I SAID NOT WHAT YOU THINK I SAID YOU FUCKING MORON
>>40498481>you did actually want to spend less time with meYES I LITERALLY SAID THIS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I SAID THAT OUT FUCKING RIGHT WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH HOW COULD YOU BE DOING THIS AND EVEN PRETEND TO FUCKING CARE
>you did think i was doing it on purposeI SAID OR
I USED THE WORD OR
DO YOU SEE THE WORD OR
WHY WON'T YOU FUCKING READ
YOU DIDN'T INFER THE OBVIOUS YOU INFERRED THE UNFOUNDED FROM WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID WHICH WAS ALL I WANTED
I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK THE NEXT DAY
I SAID THAT
I FUCKING SAID THAT AND YOU'RE STILL ACTING LIKE I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE, AFTE THAT I SURE DID TELL YOU TO TAKE YOUR SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT BECAUSE YOU DISRESPECTED ME AGAIN AND DEMONSTRATED AN INABILITY OR REFUSAL TO ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME INSTEAD OF YOUR OWN FUCKING IMAGINATION
>>40498462okay fine leave
and i left
and now you're acting like you didn't want me gone?
and i literally offered to come back and you said no? and yelled at me over the phone?
and when i asked if you wanted to spend less time together and why you didn't tell me you wanted to spend the same amount of time together you just told me i never listen
YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK I AM
A BAD PERSON APPARENTLY
INSTEAD OF JUST CORRECTING ME
LIKE I CORRECT YOU
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT
when you called me transphobic and said i think you're ugly I didn't yell "YOU NEVER LISTEN" i explained patiently that you're not ugly and maybe the gay age gap is why i don't want my parents to meet you yet
does that make sense? i am still explaining about myself. you are still just making vague accusations towards me. if you're going to accuse me of lying at least point out which part is the lie? set the record straight with the truth?
there's a book i got recommended yesterday called girlfriends and I hope it has half of the angst and drama as this
>>40498514>i feel like you're belittling me by not finishing the story>that's wrong, i didn't mean the story to belittle you>you told me my feelings are wrong >no i meant you're wrong about why i didn't want to finish the story>you told me my feelings are wrong FUCK YOU
>>40498523HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I JUST SAID? HOW DO YOU NOT REMEMBER THE ORDER OF OPERATIONS? IT WAS ALREADY OVER YESTERDAY, IT WAS OVER THE DAY YOU LEFT WHEN YOU PACKED YOUR SHIT AND SCREAMED AT ME "WE'RE NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER" YOU IDIOT FOID AND YOU ARE STILL PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH
YOU DID THIS
YOU FUCKING DID THIS
YOU DID NOT FUCKING LISTEN
>>40498514listen to what? you're just repeating over and over i'm not listening, i wasted your time and tricked you, etc. way to set the record straight and clarify how much you wanted me to stay
BECAUSE YOU WERE DOING THE SAME THING WHEN I BROKE UP WITH YOU
JUST SAYING I'M NOT LISTENING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN RESPONSE TO EVERYTHING I SAY
BECAUSE UNLIKE YOU I SAY WHAT I MEAN AND MEAN THE SHIT I SAY AND DEMAND THE SAME OF OTHERS
>>40498514>YES I LITERALLY SAID THIS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I SAID THAT OUT FUCKING RIGHTokay. then why did you get mad at me
>>40498561I WANTED YOU LISTEN TO THE WORDS I USED AND NOT WHAT YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING IMAGINED OR FEARED OR HALLUCINATED OR INFERRED OR WHATEVER BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T LISTENING YES THAT IS WHY I SAID AND CONTINUE TO SAY IT HOW CAN YOU BE FUCKING TRYING THIS ANYMORE AT THIS POINT WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU IT'S RIGHT FUCKING THERE
I DIDN'T SAY WE WERE BREAKING UP OR TAKING A BREAK OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT YOU FUCKING SCHIZO I SAID WE SHOULDN'T SPEND ALL OF OUR TIME TOGETHER AND SAID IT WAS GOOD THAT YOU WOULD BE BACK TOMORROW
I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK THE NEXT DAY THAT'S WHY I SAID THAT WHY WOULD I HAVE SAID THAT OTHERWISE AND HOW CAN YOU RECONCILE THE ACTUAL THINGS I SAID WITH YOUR INSANE CONCLUIONS FUCK YOU
i hate this drama, i hate this drama. please go away. please go away. where is my beloved mmg?
>>40498591listen to the words you use and you contradict yourself and accuse me of not listening to your exact phrasing instead if just clarifying what you actually mean and want. which is what i do by the way. i actually clarify and clearly communicate how i actually feel
>i didn't say less time
>i just heavily implied it
>also i'll admit later i did say it
>even i can't remember my own exact words but that's just an accident
>but when you can't understand me you're deliberately lying or something
>but also i said i never said you're doing it intentionally
>but also you're doing it intentionally
>>40498596people here argue about skull measurements or relationship drama, your beloved mmg is right in front of you
i'll forgive you for being BDD and BPD if you forgive me for being a "normie"
>>40498588HOW CAN YOU NOT REMEMBER THIS
THIS WAS BARELY TWO DAYS AGO LIKE 48 HOURS JUST ELAPSED
I GOT MAD BECAUSE I DIDN'T USE THOSE EXACT WORDS THAT YOU INSISTED I SAID OR USED AND DIDN'T EVEN SUGGEST WE SPEND LESS TIME TOGETHER THAN YOU WERE ALREADY EXPRESSING WE WOULD BASED ON YOUR CURRENT PLANS BUT YOU STARTED ASKING THESE INSANELY FUCKING STUPID THINGS AND SUGGESTING MORE THAN WHAT I HAD SAID AND THEN AFTERWARD I DID EVENTUALLY SAY "YES" TO YOU TWISTING MY SHIT AROUND TO MEAN THAT WE SHOULD SPEND LESS TIME TOGETHER
>>40498601>i actually clarify and clearly communicate how i actually feelNO
YOU
DO
NOT
THAT WAS ALL I DEMANDED OF YOU AND YOU REFUSED
>>40498615WHY ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME LIKE THIS
>>40498625I AM NOT BDD OR BPD AND I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE YOU
YOU SAID WE'RE NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER
I AM HOLDING YOU TO YOUR WORD AND I TOLD YOU OUTRIGHT WE WERE DONE YOU HAVE IT IN YOUR FUCKING SCREENSHOTS
THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US TO REPAIR AND THERE IS NO GETTING BACK TOGETHER AND THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS
>>40498617i take the dooming shit over this psychotic soap opera every day of the week desu
PLEASE I MISS YOU
I WAS ONLY MAD AT YOU FOR BEING MAD AT ME
>>40498591if you wanted me to come back the next day why did you say okay fine when i asked if i should pack my things. because i was asking if we were breaking up. i genuinely thought you were breaking up with me. and the only reason i said "we're never getting back together" is i was mad at you for breaking up with me. you were free to clarify if you wanted me to stay. i know i wanted to stay and still do but clearly you feel otherwise based on your behavior in that phone call
>>40498660>why did you say okay fine>i genuinely thought you were breaking up with meWHY WON'T YOU LISTEN
I WANTED YOU TO LEAVE AFTER YOU SYNTHESIZED FROM FUCKING NOTHING AN ASSUMPTION THAT I WANTED YOU TO LEAVE AND YOU TOLD ME THAT WAS WHAT I WAS TELLING YOU DESPITE MY AGREEING TO YOU COMING BACK TOMORROW
I AM NEVER PUTTING UP WITH THIS SHIT FROM ANYONE EVER AGAIN
IT WAS ALREADY FUCKING OVER AT THAT POINT AND I SAID WHAT I FUCKING MEANT NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS
>>40498647>I GOT MAD BECAUSE I DIDN'T USE THOSE EXACT WORDS THAT YOU INSISTED I SAID OR USED AND DIDN'T EVEN SUGGEST WE SPEND LESS TIME TOGETHER THAN YOU WERE ALREADY EXPRESSING WE WOULD BASED ON YOUR CURRENT PLANS BUT YOU STARTED ASKING THESE INSANELY FUCKING STUPID THINGS AND SUGGESTING MORE THAN WHAT I HAD SAID AND THEN AFTERWARD I DID EVENTUALLY SAY "YES" TO YOU TWISTING MY SHIT AROUND TO MEAN THAT WE SHOULD SPEND LESS TIME TOGETHERholy shit listen to yourself
i wasn't trying to spend less time with you i was visiting my cousin. i don't keep track of the time i spend with you to avoid going over some limit because i actually enjoy spending time with you but apparently you don't like spending time with me. and you're getting mad saying i insisted you used those exact words but I NEVER SAID I HAVE A PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY I EXPLAINED REPEATEDLY I CAN'T REMEMBER EITHER OF OUR EXACT WORDS
and no matter how many times you asked if you were ugly i never said "YES" in person. i wasn't twisting your shit you literally refused to explain what you meant you just kept telling me i don't listen. which doesn't help me understand
>>40498698THERE IS NOTHING TO HELP OR FIX HERE
YOU DID THIS AND IT'S FUCKING DONE
>>40498688>I WANTED YOU TO LEAVEoh forgive me for being right yet again
SO YOU DID WANT ME TO LEAVE
AND IF YOU'RE OVER ME WHY DO YOU KEEP TORTURING ME
YOU SAID I OVERREACTED
>>40498712WHY ARE YOU STILL NOT READING
I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE UNTIL YOU STARTED TELLING ME I WANTED YOU TO LEAVE
AND I DIDN'T SAY I WAS OVER ANYTHING CLEARLY I AM FUCKING NOT I SAID IT IS OVER BETWEEN US GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU
>>40498708you did this. you admitted it yourself. you wanted to spend less time with me. you wanted me to leave. i left. you refused to take me back. you fucking rejected me and broke my heart and then gaslight me about it REPEATEDLY
you apologized for being volatile and hormonal then you called me on the phone to scream fuck you
>>40498419>noooo you cant just convincingly present male noooooooowhy?
>you just cant!!!!!!1!1!1
>>40498726i didn't tell you
i asked you
and you said yes
sorry for asking? you literally said maybe we shouldn't spend literally all day together in a really angry tone apropos of nothing. was i supposed to not ask if you wanted me to pack my things?
you broke up with me
you rejected me
you are still rejecting me
all while playing like actually i rejected you and gaslighting me into thinking i did when i didn't
SHIT THE FUCK UP FAGGOTS NOBODY CARES ANYMORE
are you guys yelling at the screen too while typing or just clacking your fingers extremely fast
>>40498734FUCKING READ
FUCKING LISTEN
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT EVENTS HAPPEN IN ORDER
DO YOU UNDERSTAND CAUSE AND EFFECT
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE UNTIL YOU STARTED GETTING HYSTERICAL OVER SHIT I LITERALLY DIDN'T SAY
I AGREED AND SAID I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK THE NEXT DAY BEFORE YOU DID THIS SHIT
AND I MEANT THE APOLOGY FOR MY SHIT THE SAME AS I MEANT IT WHEN I SAID IT WAS OVER
>>40498744>apropos of nothingIT WAS NOT NOTHING I FUCKING EXPLAINED IT ALL TO YOU SO CAREFULLY RIGHT THERE IN THE MOMENT I WANTED YOU TO UNDERSTAND
>>40498755YOU ARE THE ONE WHO INITIATED THIS FUCKING SHIT YOU BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE YOU ASSUMED I WAS REJECTING YOU FOR DARING TO WEAR AN EMOTION ON MY FACE AND THAT SOMEHOW GIVES YOU LICENSE TO JUST KEEP IGNORING WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID AND WHEN
>>40498730you said "what relationship?"
you are the one rubbing it in you asshole
>>40498770>INITIATED THIS FUCKING SHIT YOU BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE YOU ASSUMED I WAS REJECTING YOU FOR DARING TO WEAR AN EMOTION ON MY FACE AND THAT SOMEHOW GIVES YOU LICENSE TO JUST KEEP IGNORING WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID AND WHENwhat you actually said is fine and yes
I DIDN'T ASSUME I ASKED AND YOU SAID OKAY FINE
all you carefully explained is that I didn't listen and when i asked to what you stated at me silently
AND YOU CALLED ME
YOU FUCKING CALLED ME MULTIPLE TIMES BEFORE I PICKED UP AND TOLD YOU THERE WAS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT BUT YOU INSISTED
>>40498776YEAH I DID SAY THAT BECAUSE CLEARLY YOU STILL CAN'T MAKE YOURSELF CARE ENOUGH TO PAY EVEN THE SLIGHTEST FUCKING BIT OF ATTENTION TO THE ACTUAL EXCHANGES OR ORDER OF OPERATIONS IN FAVOR OF HOW YOU FEEL OR FEAR THINGS MIGHT HAVE BEEN IN THE FUTURE
>>40498795I SAID OKAY FINE AFTER YOU KEPT ASKING INSANE UNRELATED SHIT TO WHAT I WAS ACTUALLY SAYING
I STARED SILENTLY AT YOU AFTER YOU DID THAT AND I HAD EXPLAINED THAT YOU WEREN'T LISTENING TO ME AND KEPT INTERRUPTING ME AND PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH
IT WAS OVER WHEN I SAID OKAY FINE TO YOU ASKING ALL YOUR DRAMATIC QUESTIONS ABOUT TAKING YOUR SHIT AND BREAKING UP
>>40498766I'm sitting here screaming so loud I'm afraid I might get kicked out because it's so frustrating lol
>>40498770>YOU STARTED GETTING HYSTERICAL no i didn't. you did. you were yelling at me and swearing and i was shaking with emotion at being rejected by you because i thought you loved me
Tips for shopping for binders ?
>>40498812AGAIN
I WAS ONLY YELLING AFTER YOU PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH AND ASKED IF WE WERE BREAKING UP
DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THE FLOW OF FUCKING TIME
>>40498819dont, get a bra
>>40498770>I SAID IT WAS OVERwell there you go. you finally admit YOU rejected me. i only said we're never getting back together because I WAS PISSED YOU JUST BROKE UP WITH ME AND COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING ELSE TO SAVE FACE AND PRETEND IT'S MUTUAL WHEN IT'S OBVIOUSLY ALL YOU REJECTING ME
>>40498819get a comfy lightweight sports bra, not too tight but enough to keep things safely in place
Can u two put on a trip so i can filter this is pathetic
Idk which is worse the 40 year old preying on mentally kids or the 20 year old retard begging like a bitch
Fuck off
>>40498811just take her back chuddy plsss :sob: :wilted_rose:
>>40498770>I AGREED AND SAID I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK THE NEXT DAYreally? you said "i want you to come back tomorrow?" when? because you clearly don't want me back. you just want to hurt me more by blaming me for being rejected by you
>>40498829i didn't put words in your mouth
i ASKED you. for clarification. i didn't assume anything i asked and you said yes and yelled at me. why would i think we were still together at that point?
>>40498840I SAID IT WAS OVER YESTERDAY OVER TEXT, IT IS IN THE SCREENSHOTS YOU POSTED AND I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOU JUST TRYING TO TAKE BACK THE ACTUAL WORDS YOU USED FUCK YOU YOU DISINGENUOUS LYING SCHIZOPHRENIC RETARD
>>40498860YOU FUCKING SAID THAT WAS YOUR PLAN
I SAID THAT WAS GOOD
I DID WANT YOU TO COME BACK AT THAT POINT
I DO NOT WANT YOU BACK NOW
WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH TROUBLE WITH THIS
WHY ARE YOU STILL NOT LISTENING
YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID
>>40498875YES YOU DID ASSUME WHY WOULD YOU THINK WE WERE BREAKING UP WHEN I EXPRESSED THAT I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK AND WAS TALKING ABOUT PLANS FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS OR HOWEVER LONG
i'm glad everyone can see how cruel and manipulative you are now
gaslighting me
you said less time outright
you didn't say less time
what the fuck did you say? shame on me for not having s perfect fucking memory i guess that means i deserve to be gaslit
i need to get raped i need to be desires so violently a man cant help himself
>>40498904WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TRYING TO SAY WITH THIS POST OTHER THAN DEMONSTRATING THAT YOU DON'T LISTEN
YOU ARE THE ONE GASLIGHTING ME
>>40498887i don't remember you talking about plans over the next few days i remember you repeatedly telling me i didn't listen. you said nothing about dinner or breakfast or going on a date
>>40498917WE WERE LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT MAKING DINNER AND WHEN YOU WOULD BE BACK WHEN IT GOT DERAILED BY YOUR FUCKING DELUSIONS YOU STUPID SHIT
OF COURSE YOU DON'T FUCKING REMEMBER
YOU DIDN'T CARE ENOUGH TO LISTEN
YOU NEVER TOOK ME SERIOUSLY
>>you did actually want to spend less time with me
>YES I LITERALLY SAID THIS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I SAID THAT OUT FUCKING RIGHT
if you did want to spend less time with me then why did you get mad at me for asking and say yes fine or okay or just that i don't listen? because you definitely didn't say no
>>40498939I DIDN'T SAY I WANTED TO BREAK UP OR TAKE A BREAK I AGREED WITH YOUR TENTATIVE PLANS INCLUDNIG YOU RETURNING DO YOU HAVE BRAIN DAMAGE
>>40498819i got the meme bra(lette) and i quite like it
>>40498924no i would never derail that. i was smiling and stepping out of the shower completely ignorant of the impending nightmare and you replied with immediate anger. you never brought up dinner? what? you never said you brought up dinner before? why are you saying it now?
this shit is so funny. imagine saying you miss your gf after calling her ugly who dress like a sissy several times
>>40498961STOP FUCKING WITH ME YOU FUCKING LIAR IT WAS LITERALLY A PART OF THE CONVERSATION BEFORE YOU GOT HUNG UP ON ME SAYING IT WAS GOOD FOR US TO NOT SPEND LITERALLY ALL OF OUR TIME TOGETHER
>>40498949i asked if i should pack my things and leave and you said yes. i asked why you were mad and you said i don't listen. i said i'd listen and zipped my lips and you stared at me silently. you would later tell me you don't play those kind of games
>>40498975ORDER OF OPERATIONS
SCROLL UP RETARD
FUCK YOU
>>40498960push up bras? these awful
>>40498967i never said she dresses like a sissy i told her not go wear amazon basics and ripped clothes that show off your bra. and i have been told not to wear long sleeves in summer. what's the problem?
>>40498985these are awful* lol
>>40498514>WHY DO YOU HATE MEi don't. but you hate me. why? i'm just mad you kicked me out and pretended i wanted this
you were being mean to me long before i was ever mean to you. remember that? case closed.
he*
him*
I was never and will never be anybody's gf and this obviously wasn't a real relationship, methy just wanted to play house and take a break from life at home otherwise she would have bothered to pay any attention at all
>>40499014YOU DID THIS
I DIDN'T KICK YOU OUT I SAID YES FINE TO YOU KICKING YOURSELF OUT BECAUSE YOU WERE STILL NOT LISTENING TO ME AND I WAS DONE WITH YOUR SHIT AT THAT POINT LIKE I FUCKING TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES AND YET YOU STILL WON'T LISTEN
>>40499030HOW WAS I MEAN
I WAS HURT AND ANGRY BUT GETTING OVER IT AND TOLD YOU THIS BUT STILL LET YOU COME BACK OVER ANYWAY BECAUSE I WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU YOU WON'T LISTEN EVEN NOW
>>40499052I am the manliest here
you rejected me. you broke my heart. i never did shit. every time you said i wasn't listening i asked for clarification. i can't believe you were mad over me telling you that you're wrong about me hating you or thinking you're ugly and trying to belittle you. sorry but you were wrong about that
>>40499057I DIDN'T REJECT YOU UNTIL YOU TOLD ME I WAS REJECTING YOU YOU STUPID LYING FUCK AND YOU'RE STILL MAKING IT CLEAR YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS MAD IN THE FIRST PLACE THE DAY BEFORE DESPITE MY GOING OUT OF MY WAY TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN IT WITHOUT BEING OVERLY EMOTIONAL FOR YOUR BENEFIT AND BECAUSE I WANTED TO WORK ON AND PAST THAT KIND OF ISSUE WITH MISCOMMUNICATION
AND YOU SHIT ALL OVER ME FOR MY EFFORT
FUCK YOU
I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER LET ANYONE ROPE ME INTO THEIR BULLSHIT LIKE THIS AGAIN
>>40499043>GETTING OVER ITthen why bring it up the next day out of nowhere? you broke my heart
getting over what? forcing me to finish an uncomfortable story about hiding from my ex's dad? what did i do wrong there? getting over me telling you you're wrong about me not wanting to tell you more about that situation being belittling? i'm not belittling you i'm trying to avoid ranting about my ex and retraumatizing myself by remembering a scary situation where i'm hiding from a grown man as a teenager
>>40498985na the calvin klein ones
>>40499089I WAS GETTING OVER MY EMOTIONAL RESPONSE TO YOU SUDDENLY WITHDRAWING FROM SOMETHING YOU STARTED OUT ENTHUSIASTICALLY SHARING AND MISUNDERSTANDING ME THEN TELLING ME VERBATIM THAT WHAT I FELT WAS WRONG
IT WASN'T OUT OF NOWHERE
I STILL FELT THE WAY I FELT AND I TOLD YOU THAT
THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING GET FOR BEING HONEST AND DIRECT
>>40499084that you can turn hating me into hating literally everyone forever shows how irrational you're being..what will make you happier, being alone forever or having friends and patiently explaining to them when there's a misunderstanding instead of yelling at them they don't understand
>wats 2+2 is it 5?>no dumbass it's 4but here's the your way
>wats 2+2 is it 5?>YOU NEVER FUCKING LISTENED OR CARED *silently stares you down with eyes full of rage*
>>40499117LOL YOU DIDN'T READ MY POST BEFORE YOU REPLIED AND PROJECTED SOME GROSS MISINTERPRETATION OF IT WOW WHAT A SHOCKER
>>40499107i didn't say verbatim "what you feel is wrong"
i said "that's wrong" in response to the idea i'm belittling you and don't trust you
see? i'll explain the same misunderstanding MULTIPLE TIMES instead of telling you you don't listen
>>40499132I SAID I FEEL
YOU SAID THAT'S WRONG
YOU KEEP FUCKING WITH ME
>>40499043>it was just a fling that's why im going to keep replying to her for 5 fucking threads woman moment
>>40499140well obviously it meant more to me
>>40499128i did read your post. you turned three days of arguing into hating someone you were with for three weeks. and you turned hating me now into hating me forever into hating everyone forever. or sorry, not forgiving, not hating, since you hate it when i paraphrase or exaggerate, only you're allowed to do that
IT IS IRRATIONAL TO THINK REJECTING ME MEANS REJECTING ALL OF HUMANITY
IT IS GASLIGHTING TO ACT LIKE I REJECTED YOU WHEN YOU REJECTED ME
>>40499147cute but also fucking annoying
>>40499156you still won't read and are responding to what you misinterpreted instead of the actual words, even with my drunk rageposting from the other night
this is how I know you never took me seriously
>i reject you
>i don't love you anymore
>it's all your fault you should hate yourself more than you already do
>i didn't say less time
>but i did mean less time
>shame on you for replying to what i meant instead of what i said
YOU ADMITTED YOURSELF LATER THAT YOU OUTRIGHT WERE STILL MAD AND DID WANT TO SPEND LESS TIME WITH ME. ORDER OF OPERATIONS? SORRY FOR SEEING AHEAD AND REALIZING YOU WERE ABOUT TO BREAK UP WITH ME. SHAME ON ME FOR BEING UPSET AND "OVERREACTING" BECAUSE I ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT YOU. YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME. I ASKED WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO HEAR AND YOU WENT SILENT. YOU REJECTED ME
>I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER LET ANYONE ROPE ME INTO THEIR BULLSHIT LIKE THIS AGAIN
>stop misinterpreting this as me hating you forever and not trusting humanity in general more because of you. that actually proves me right that you never listen
you are doing this on purpose just to hurt me
just like you posted initially
you're proven right about people in general
and opening up is accusing me of belittling you for not wanting to share an uncomfortable story? and when i share the story and tell you you're wrong about me not trusting you i just felt uncomfortable you decided that means i think your feelings are wrong and hate you?
>it sure sucks being proven right about people
>stop misinterpreting this as me being suspicious of you and fishing for confirmation of my insecurities in everything you say and not trusting humanity in general more because of you.
ok schizo
I'm done explaining anything to your dumb ass
believe whatever the fuck you want just remember you started things and you ended things
i started things
you ended things
i always wanted you more than you wanted me
>>40499246YOU ENDED THINGS FUCK YOU
AND I WAS NOT ABOUT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU I AGREED TO YOU COMING BACK SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ARE LITERALLY OBJECTIVELY FUCKING WRONG
>>40499248i asked
you said yes
>>40499256YOU DON'T LISTEN
>i agreed to you coming back
>i told you yes when you asked if you should pack up everything
even if i did come back you were probably going to leave me anyway. you obviously hate me
>>40499254toxic old women yaoi
>>40499268>probablyso you're admitting you still valued your fearful delusions over what I actually said and did
thanks for proving me right! grow up
>>40499260instead of
>no, i didn't say yes, i said fine, or okay or otherwise explaining anything
you just throw around accusations
>are you breaking up with me? do you want to spend less time with me?>YOU DON'T LISTENno wonder i packed my things
>>40499287I EXPLAINED PLENTY
IT DID NOT HAPPEN IN THAT ORDER
YOU ARE SO FUCKING DISINGENUOUS
YOU DID NOT CARE ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAD TO SAY AND STILL DON'T, OR MAYBE YOU JUST CAN'T, LIKE MAYBE YOUR FUCKING IMAGINATION IS MORE IMPORTANT OR SOMETHING I DON'T FUCKING KNOW I PROBABLY CAN'T AND NEVER WILL KNOW SO WHO FUCKING CARES
>>40499275>thanks for proving me right!sounds like you were the one harboring fearful delusions and fishing for confirmation behind my back the entire time. you were always the one saying i must be a dream or hallucination. i never doubted you were real or were into me until you broke my heart that morning over what amounts to nothing
>>40499305i did ask if you wanted to spend less time with me
you did say i don't listen
how is that in the wrong order?
you rejected me then. you rejected me now. you say you were proved right about me, meaning you hated me the entire time and felt suspicious of me. you broke my heart and never loved me. why are you torturing me. why are you acting like you didn't kick me out. why are you blaming me for your fits of rage? just to hurt me more?
>>40498462>WHY ARE YOU STILL FUCKING LYING OR IGNORING WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID
>>40499308nope, you are once again projecting and extrapolating completely unfounded shit from what actually happened and was actually said
>>40499317do you actually believe that there was nothing between that, or that that was my immediate response to you asking that?
>>40499336>my made up shit proves my fearful delusions were true all along>>40499364what does this demonstrate or prove other than exactly what I am saying and have been saying all along?
just remember:
YOU did this
YOU brought up all this shit that wasn't even on my mind
YOU projected your fears and insecurities
YOU broke up with ME and YOU told me we weren't getting back together
I invited you into my home and was happy basically living with you because I liked you and enjoyed your company and related to you and felt compatible with you, then you pull this insecure teenage girl bullshit and start manufacturing drama from literally nothing, while I'm trying my hardest to be the adult and work through my own emotions to resolve a misunderstanding and move forward - that was the pattern that flipped the switch for me when even as I was actively trying to defuse what was clearly a scary misunderstanding or set of assumptions on your part and you refused to listen to me even then
you have been saying and acting like it's on purpose. you even acted like me not wanting to talk about a scary incident hiding from a guy i thought might kill me if he finds me... was me belittling you snd you stayed mad about it for over a day without me even knowing
>YOU brought up all this shit that wasn't even on my mind>>40498514>>you did actually want to spend less time with me>YES I LITERALLY SAID THIS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I SAID THAT OUT FUCKING RIGHT
>>40499387>YOU brought up all this shit that wasn't even on my mind
The servility of cis women is disgusting and makes me not want to be friends with any of them. i get such an ick when they talk about guys
>>40499388what did I say or act like to convince you i thought it was on purpose despite what I said? why are you still rubbing it in my face that you can't make yourself care more about reality than your fucking hallucinatons? I listened to and believed your continued explanation and I still felt hurt, like how can you not understand that people have emotions and may still feel something for some time even if something is misstated or there is a misunderstanding? I was working to reconcile things with you and address that pattern
>>40499430like it's right there, you're proving my point for me
>>40499415i never used the question mark sarcastically. i was genuinely confused when you said
>I didn't say or act like you're trying to put words in my mouth, I said and am acting like you are, one way or another
>>40499458like it's right there, you're proving my point for me
i initiated things
you rejected me
i tried to come back
you rejected me
you never loved me
when i asked if i should pack my things i was hoping you'd say no
when i asked if you wanted to spend less time with me i was hoping you'd say no
you didn't say no
you never wanted me
just die both of you
vermin
bro you are such a woman lmao
when i apologized i'd hoped you'd accept it instead of saying you never asked me to apologize
when i said i'd listen and zipped my lips i was hoping you'd say something you wanted me to hear instead of staring st me silently
you said it yourself. you have up on me. i didn't give up on you. if you misunderstood me as being transphobic or thinking you're ugly or being embarrassed being seen with you i didn't tell you it's because you didn't listen
>>40499521you tried to come back after saying we were never getting back together and I told you I was holding you to that, I'm not letting someone who behaves like that back into my life are you fucking kidding me lmao
>>40499536>when i asked if i should pack my things i was hoping you'd say noand that's the kind of shit I told myself years and years ago I would never put up with, that kind of foidy shit-testing bullshit mind games
>>40499557>>40499570and I told you it was already over at that point, but you don't want to listen so here we are
fuck you
grow up
you already behaviorally pass as an infuriating emotionally immature cis girl who demands others take responsibility for her fuckups and pushing boundaries just to see where someone will break
>>40499572>foidy shit-testing bullshit mind gameslike you telling me i never listen and then expecting me to instantly know what you're talking about?
>>40499572>it was already over at that pointthat's why i said we're never getting back together. it was an accurate observation, seeing as YOU had just broke up with me and the next day refused to take me back. i wasn't saying i didn't want to get back together. i just thought we wouldn't and i was right
>>40499581I expected you to understand and recall the immediate context in which things were said, yes, not have a perfect recall of every single word said over the past 72 hours - but you instead responded and reacted to ideas and phrases and words never put forth and are seemingly now confusing the order in which things happened or were said
>>40499595okay now your memory or your honesty is suspect and I don't care anymore which it is because the functional result is the same either way
you screamed that at me before you left, after I had checked out and started saying "yes" and "fine" to your inane questions because I was done with your shit and your not listening to me - I hadn't broken up with you, YOU literally used those words in your dramatic escalation and overreaction
>>40499572stop calling me a cis girl you're breaking my heart
you're the only one who sees me that way and you took that away from me. now i'm stuck with my parents and neighbors who knew me for year and i feel like there's no escape. a shit test is not that hard just say "no, don't pack your things, i want to see you tomorrow"
it wasn't a shit test. i only asked that because you were more mad at me that day than ever before
>>40499615>say yes to you coming back tomorrow>should I pack my things and leave? are we breaking up?fuck you schizo retard
>>40499613you said you gave up on me
you said in this thread you did want to spend less time together
you said over text you were still mad
now you think i'm lying? i don't accuse you of lying when you contradict yourself. you wanted to spend less time with me but i was not listening when i asked? you gave up on me but i was overreacting? i literally told you i have a bad short term memory i've been smoking weed for a decade
>>40499616i don't remember you telling me to come back tomorrow i remember you yelling and swearing and telling me i don't listen and going silent when i ask why you're mad
when did you say "come back tomorrow"
i said i'm coming back tomorrow. and you said "maybe we shouldn't spend literally all day together" in a clearly annoyed tone as if you didn't like the sound of that plan
you definitely got mad first. i was just sad at first and confused. you knew that and didn't care you just tore into me and broke my heart and gave up on me and told me to pack my things when i asked. and now you're telling me i broke up with you? i started it and you ended it
you never should've let me get with you. clearly you never wanted me like i wanted you and you were just going with the flow. now i feel like a rapist because you probably hated me the whole time
Im rooting for y'all. No one argues this much and doesn't get back together! Communication is hard
>>40499627yes, I did give up on you after you asked those fucking questions that made it clear you were not listening or taking seriously the things I said
yes, I did say I wanted to spend less time together than we had been, and that your plan to go see family then come back was what I wanted and there is no conflict there
yes, I said over text I was still mad, but I wanted you to come back anyway
I think you have to be either lying for the sake of drama or defending your position or assumptions or literally just not remembering these things correctly or not having been paying attention in the first place or been so overcome with emotions over your imagined fears that you couldn't and I don't care anymore which it is
>>40499647no, I didn't say "come back tomorrow," I said "yes" and "that's good" to you saying you would be away and then come back tomorrow
I literally agreed with your plan but you are superimposing your emotional reaction to my tone and facial expression over that memory and apparently just blotting out the actual words I used
I was still upset about the day prior AND I wanted you to come back, and there was no conflict in that
>>40499665I didn't "get" mad I was STILL mad and I didn't tear into you suddenly I was direct and simple and straightforward and didn't play any fucking games like you were and still are
you started talking about breaking up, not me
>>40499676and now you're just accusing me of bullshit
you fucking suck and no I probably shouldn't have let you get with me because I probably should have been able to see this coming a mile away with how immature and emotional you are, even though I told you I meant what I said and also told you I could be intense and emotional myself and might hurt you and took great care to try not to hurt you and express what I wanted even when I was emotional or hurt myself
this was so fucking exhausting and frustrating
>>40499692not in a million years, I am so done with this petty teenage drama bullshit and I don't think it's unreasonable or inappropriate for me to demand someone meet me on my level when it comes to being direct and open instead of engaging in emotionally indulgent and erratic fantasies about the actual events and words involved
>>40499707>but I wanted you to come back anywayI realized that this might be ambiguous, so: I didn't want you to come back after you said were not getting back together, but I did want you to come back the night before and even the next day BEFORE the breakup drama erupted from nothing, even though I was still mad and working on getting over it